CHOOSEY LOVER (YOU, DBSK, & SUPER JUNIOR) -COMPLETED!-

CHAPTER 26

The fashion show was being held at a venue near SM academy.
Before the fashion show started, many music performers put on a show.
DBSK, Super Junior, Bi Rain, SHINee, and Big Bang performed.
Mi-Young changed her mind and decided to host the show herself; she knew that you were under so much stress already.
The performers exited the stage and up beat music started to play.
Mimi introduced the first five models wearing different pieces from Doo-ri Chung and An-Su Kim; well known Korean designers.
Then you finally came out, Mimi introduced you as the new model that came in from America not too long ago, then she explained the pieces of clothing that you were wearing.
You could barely make out where the guys were sitting because there were many flashes flashing from cameras.
The atmosphere in the venue was overwhelming that you almost stumbbled while walking back to change into your next clothes.
After an hour and a half, the fashion show was finally finished.
Many DBSK, Super Junior, Bi Rain, SHINee, and Big Bang fans were waiting outside.
A lot of people asked for your autograph; which was a rare thing that happened to you.
The last time you signed things was at a dance recital back in the States.
"Unnie, you're my new role model. I want to be just like you!" a girl around the age of 13 said.
You smiled and signed one of your pictures and gave it to her with a hug.
SuJu and DBSK decided to stick around to do a signing at the venue since you and Nanri was still busy.
After signing about a hundred photos, you were ready to go home with the boys.
You invited Nanri to sleepover since it was already late, and she lived in a neighborhood that couldn't be trusted at that time of night.
You moved out of Yoochun's room and moved into Jaejoong's room.
"Babe, don't you think we're moving too fast? The next thing you know we'll be getting married." Jaejoong said as he grabbed his towel to go take a shower.
"Wasn't it fast in the begining when you leaned in for a kiss at Santa Monica pier and when you asked for me to move here? Hah, getting married? In your dreams mister!"
"Wanna take a shower with me?" he said as he grabbed you from behind.
"Errrrm nooo. It's okay. I'm gonna go use Changmin's shower.. by myself. Bye!" you scurried away.
After you took a shower, you decided to make some ramen and bring it back to the room to share with Jae.
Once you entered the room, it was pitch black and awfully quiet.
"Oppa, why is it so dark in here? You know if you're looking at me right now, it's bad for your eyes since your eyes are straining to look at me in the dark."
"Yah, I smell ramen! You can turn on the lights. I was gonna make a move on you, but I guess that's gonna change since we're gonna eat." he said as he got up from his bed.
"Hmph, I don't know if I want to share this ramen with you now, you perv." you said as you grabbed the ramen away from his hand.
Jaejoong gave you one of his passionate kisses which made you hand over the noodles to him.
"Ugh, boy. You have no idea what you do to me." you sighed.
"Well why don't you give me a clue so that I can figure it out." Jaejoong said seductively as he put the noodles aside and moved closer to you.
'Ohhh here we go again.' you thought.
Before Jaejoong could kiss you, all he did was collapse on you.
"(____)-ah, i'm sleepy. Let's just do this tomorrow okay? Hm, by the way, you smell good, your boobs are squishy, and your skin is soft." he laughed.
You put your hand on his chin to lift him up to kiss him goodnight.
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"Yo, I heard Yoochun and Nanri going at it last night!" Junsu yelled
"Are you sure it wasn't Changmin's porn you were hearing?" Yunho laughed.
"Yah! I don't watch those things that much anymore. I gave them to Yoochun to watch." Changmin confessed.
Nanri came out of Yoochun's room with Yoochun's shirt on and holding onto Yoochun's hand.
"Psst, I told you so. They totally did it last night." Junsu whispered to Yunho.
Yoochun hit the back of Junsu's head as a sign for him to shut up.
"Where's (____)?" Nanri asked.
"She and Jaejoong left for the States early this morning. Jaejoong wanted to meet her family and just have an adventure there." Changmin said.

CHAPTER 27

Jaejoong had to hold you hand tightly so that you wouldn't runaway.
You didn't want him to meet your family right away, and it was too soon for you to go back.
The both of you boarded a public aircraft and was ready to head to California.
A few girls from the economy class of the plane came by to pay Jaejoong a visit.
These we calm and polite fans; they approached you and Jaejoong quitely and asked for his autograph.
They also gave him a few presents.
You slept for 8 hours, woke up for a few minutes to eat and drink, then went back to sleep for another hour.
When you heard that you favorite movie would be playing on the plane, you decided to stay up and watch it.
5 hours passed and the plane was getting ready to land.
(JAEJOONG SLEPT THROUGH THE WHOLE PLANE RIDE. POOR BABY ALWAYS TIRED FROM DBSK ACTIVITIES.)
The plane landed at LAX at 5 in the morning.
You wanted to stay at a hotel, while Jaejoong really wanted to stay at your house.
"Babe, it's only fair if we stay at your house. The guys and I let you stay at ours. Plus, it's easier to meet your family that way too, right?"
"Ugh fine whatever, but don't expect me to translate what my mother says to you. I'm gonna try and get rid of this jet lag as soon as I can." you said groggily and grabbed your cellphone.
When your mom picked up the phone you accidentally spoke in Korean, then you realized and spoke in English.
You told your mom to pick you and Jaejoong up from the airport and that you'd explain things later.
You slept on the way to your house in Temecula, California.
Jaejoong stayed in the front with your mom and there, she started a conversation.
She asked what's that relationship between you and him, how has she been, what's his purpose here in the states, and what does he do for a living.
She was exactly instigating him, don't worry; she actually opened up to him as well, she liked Jaejoong.
At times, Jae and your mom wouldn't understand each other so they would turn to you for translations; even though you said you woudln't do it, you did so anyway.
Finally, you guys reached your house; your mom was about to wake you up so that you can go into your bedroom to continue your rest there, but Jaejoong carried you.
"How can you carry her? Isn't she heavy?" your mom asked.
"I do work out, and she's not heavy at all. She's just curvey." he said with a smile and took his backpack, then carried you inside.
Your puppy ran towards Jaejoong and circled around his feet and your little brother approached Jaejoong.
"Excuse me sir, but what are you doing with my sister? And who are you?"
"I'm taking your sister to her room, can you show me where it is? I'm her very close friend she's been living with in Korea." Jaejoong said with a smile.
Your brother, (ENTER BROTHER'S NAME, OR FAVORITE BOY NAME OTHER THAN JAEJOONG'S xD), led Jaejoong to your DBSK infested room that you haven't been in for months.
Jaejoong laid you down and left to get the bags that you guys packed.
"Hey dude, do you know how to beat Kingdom Hearts2?" your brother asked.
"Yeah, I finished the game in three days."
"Whaaaaat!? I've had this game for two weeks and it's not even close to being beaten. Wanna play?"
"Yeah sure"
Jaejoong and your brother played the video game for about an hour; Jaejoong was 3/4 finished with the game when he wanted to play outside.
Your brother offered Jaejoong a few snacks and drinks before playing basketball with a few kids in the nieghborhood.
The jet lag finally hit Jaejoong, so he decided to take a nap in the guest room.
He thought it would be pretty awkward sleeping in your room since your family was around.

CHAPTER 28

HAHA WELL YOU KNOW HOW YOOCHUN AND NANRI, UH "GOT TOGETHER"? ROFL, I CAN'T REALY SEE THAT HAPPENING FOR REAL, BUT I JUST WANTED TO TYPE OUT SOMETHING SCANDALOUS xD. & AS YOU NOTICED, I'VE CHANGED THE FANFIC'S NAME. "KEEPING YOU A SECRET" DOESN'T REALLY FLOW WITH THE STORY, SO YEAH. /: sorry if the chapters are starting to suck. I can't think straight, i've been sick for the past few days; hopefully I and the chapters get better soon (x
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You rolled around your bed and thought..
'That's odd, I could never do that since Joongie's always sleeping next to me'.
You immediately got up and tried to look for him; you even forgot that you were back in the states.
(BROTHER'S NAME) came in and hugged you tightly, then slapped your leg.
"Omo, what was that for?!" you asked.
"Cause one, you never told me that you were coming back. Two, you just ran away. Finally, you have like the most awesome guy friend!"
"Ay, dong-saeng! Where's oppa Jae?"
"Dong-saeng? Oppa? What the heck is that?"
"Ugh, where's Jaejoong?"
"He's in the guest room sleeping."
When you heard what your brother said, you ran to the guest room.
The sound of draining water could be heard as you entered the room.
"Yah, Joongie oppa?"
"I'll be there babe. Can you get me some clothes, unless you want to see me naked."
You got his favorite dark blue, Armani Exchange jeans and his black button up shirt.
Too late, Jaejoong came out into the guest room from the bathroom, towel wrapped over his waist.
He started to unwrap the towel when you threw his clothes at him.
There was nothing special planned for that night because it would take a while for the both of you to recover from jet lag; approximately 3 days.
You were very uneasy knowing that your dad would come home soon for dinner.
"I'm scared if my dad doesn't like you."
"What is there to not like about me?" Jaejoong smirked.
"Well isn't someone really full of themselves today.." you laughed.
Jaejoong went into the kitchen to help your mom cook dinner.
Your mom was truly amazed by Jaejoong's cooking skills that she left him to cook the dinner.
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While the dinner was still being cooked, you and your mom decided to catch up.
Your dad finally came home and saw Jaejoong in the kitchen.
"I didn't know you hired a cook. (____) what are you doing home?" he asked while he took off his jacket.
"Hi dad, that's not a cook in the kitchen. That's my close friend. I'm back home because my friend wanted to uh have an adventure on the states." you said and left out the whole "meeting the family" part.
You helped Jaejoong set up the table and bring out the dinner courses.
You told him to be on his best behavior and not to make a fool out of himself.
All he said was "yess mom." and laughed.
Jaejoong introduced himself and said that the two of you were an item.
Your dad acted like it was nothing and just continued to have a conversation with Jae.
D-"How long has this been going on?"
J-"A few days now."
D-"What if I want her to stay here and not go back with you."
J-"No matter where she goes, I won't be very far. Love is no distance, not when it comes to her and I."
D-"Interesting. Well you seem good for her."

Jaejoong was your first boyfriend, and you couldn't believe what your dad was saying.
Your dad was always protective of you with boys and he said that you couldn't have a boyfriend until the end of college.
After dinner, you helped clear the tables and then went to shower.
After you showered, you got changed and climbed out your window and got onto your roof.
"Yo (BROTHER'S NAME), where's (_____)?" Jaejoong asked.
"At this time, she's probably out on the roof. She's so weird."
Jaejoong went to your room to look for you and saw that your window was open.
He climbed out onto the roof and sat next to you.
When you saw him climbing out, you hugged your legs into your chest and turned your face the other way.
Jaejoong quietly sat next to you and tapped your shoulder.
"I told you to not to make a fool out of yourself. Why did you tell my dad that we were together? Isn't that too soon?" you sniffed.
"You know when the guys and I left you to go to Korea, it was a pain leaving you. Chatting with you and going on webcam with you wasn't enough. Seeing you is heaven, but missing you was hell. (____), i've never said this to any other girl before, but, I love you."

CHAPTER 29

-3 days later-
"Jaejoong-ah! Hurry up and stop looking at yourself in the mirror everytime. You take longer than me to get ready. Geeez." you yelled as you knocked on the bathroom door.
The plan for the day was to go to Six Flags; Magic Mountain at 10:00 AM - 10:00 PM (Closing time).
Since the drive from Temecula to Valencia was two hours, you decided to get a hotel near the area for the night since you would be too tired to drive back home.
Jaejoong wanted to bring your little brother along so that your brother could enjoy himself too.
The drive to Six Flags didn't seem to long due to the endless talks and laughter in the car.
You guys finally reached Six flags at it's opening time (10:00 AM).
As usual, a lot of people were there.
Your brother was much more brave than Jae, your brother was excited and planned to ride every ride at the park.
Many girls would whisper here and there about you and Jaejoong.
They would question if it was really Jaejoong or not.
On some rides, you would try to comfort Jaejoong before he would chicken out.
"Gahd, sis, don't you feel like more of the boyfriend instead of the girlfriend?" your brother asked.
"Hah, well he does have a boyfriend back home. -cough cough- YUNHO. Just kidding, I don't mind. Even though i'm comforting him, your presence and his presence is comforting me. Thanks for coming." you smiled.
"Hey, I heard that thing you said about Yunho!" Jaejoong said.
At 6 o'clock, your little brother started to feel sleepy, so Jaejoong offered to carry him around the park.
One of the park photographers stopped you guys in your tracks to the food place.
"Excuse me, but would you like a family picture? It's a part of the park's special today." the photographer said.
"Family?" you asked.
"Isn't this your husband and son?" the photographer asked.
"Uh well.."
"Yeah, let's just take this picture." Jaejoong said with a smile and put one arm around you.
1..2..3..click.
"Pick up the picture whenever you're ready." the photographer said and handed you a piece of paper.
Since you guys were near the food place, your brother woke up to the smell of fries, burgers, and anything fried.
For the remaining time you guys were at the park, you guys played games and went on about three more rides before you guys retired to the hotel at 7:00 PM.
Before exiting the park, you picked up the "family picture" at the "photo pick up".
You were surprised on how much of a family the three of you actually looked.
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"(___), I think Jaejoong would make a great dad." your brother said as he rolled around on his hotel bed.
All you could do was smile at the fact that your family loved Jaejoong.

CHAPTER 30

Two weeks have passed; there was only two more days until you guys go back to Korea.
Within those two weeks, you brought Jaejoong and your brother to Disney, California Adventures, and Universal Studios.
Without your brother, you brought Jaejoong around LA, Newport beach, and Little Tokyo.
Jaejoong was the one would hated the summer heat when you guys were at the beach.
No one really caught up that it was actually Jaejoong with you when you guys went to those places.
"(___)-ah, thanks for bringing me to those places. It reminded me of the time when the guys and I came here in 2005. Since I was with you, it was even more fun."
"Hm? Yeah no problem. You said you wanted an adventure, so why not." you said as you finished up the laundry.
On the last two nights the two of you just got your internal clocks ready for the long trip and jet lag.
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You and Jaejoong said your goodbyes to your family when they dropped you guys off at the airport.
You and Jaejoong held hands while walking to the check in counter.
As soon as you guys got there, you guys checked in and headed straight to the security point; a mob of fans came ambushing in.
The both of you were now seperated and you had no idea if Jaejoong went through security without you or not.
"(___)!! Where are you?!" Jaejoong yelled.
There was no answer, Jaejoong thought that you already went through, so he walked on in.
You were actually on the floor trying to gather up what had fallen out of your purse.
Your plane was going to depart in 30 minutes and there was no way you were going to make it in time.
The security line was too long.
You typed out a txt msg to Jaejoong;
"Oppa, where are you? I don't think we're gonna be able to make this flight."
He replied back;
"I'm already on the plane! I thought you already went through security; they just closed the plane doors and I can't get out."

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You rushed through security to your gate and saw that the jet bridge was pulling back from the plane already.
"Hey, wait I need to get on that plane!" you yelled.
"I'm sorry ma'am but this flight was already delayed from it's normal place for two hours already. We can't make it any more late." the gate attendant said.
You just had to get on the plane, a scene from the SBS drama My Girl popped into your mind. (ROFL IF YOU DIDN'T WATCH THAT DRAMA, I SUGGEST THAT YOU DO (
Fake tears dropped from your eyes and you started to beg them to let you on the plane.
"Please let me on the plane. I need to find the father of my baby!" you said as you patted your tummy.
"He left me with no money and said that he didn't care about me nor the baby." you finished.
The gate attendants felt sorry for you and decided to let you in.
A few stand-by passengers were also let onto the plane.
You rushed to find Jaejoong; he was sitting in the first, first class row anyway.
"Oh I found him! Thanks for letting me on the plane." you said and hugged Jaejoong.
"Uh, (___), why are these people giving me dirty looks?" he asked.
"You watched My Girl, right?"
"Yeah.."
"Well you know how she begged them and lied to them in order to let her on the plane to have her people on the tour bus be able to catch their flight.."
"You told them that I was the father of your child and so on?"
"Hah yeahh!"
"What the heck? Now i'm going to have people giving me dirty looks throughout the plane ride."
"Mianhe. It was the only way I could catch the plane." you said with a smile and kissed Jaejoong.
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-AT DBSK & SuJu's APARTMENT-

All the boys and Nanri just sat around the dorm waiting for you and Jaejoong to come home.
Junsu always jumped to conclusions about fans starting to ambush you guys.
"Junsu-ah, that's getting old. When will you stop? We know that it could happen, but I doubt that Jaejoong would let anything major happen." Yoochun said.
"Chunnie, that was pretty fast how you and Nanri got together. Wanna explain?" Ryeowook asked.
"Two words." Nanri started.
"F*ck buddies." Yoochun laughed.

CHAPTER 31

You and Jaejoong finally reached home safely with no hassles.
All the boys and Nanri hugged you and welcomed you back home.
Jaejoong on the other hand, was left by the door, carrying your luggage.
Yunho saw that Jaejoong was struggling while carrying your luggage; so he decided to help him.
"(___), that's pretty odd. Is Jaejoong and Yunho always this close?" Nanri asked.
"They have their Yunjae/Jaeho moments." you giggled as you you grabbed onto Jaejoong's backpack as he passed by.
"Isn't that right, BooJae? You're having an affair with Yunho on me." you smiled jokingly.
"Yah, I hate that name. Don't call me that!" Jaejoong yelled.
"Hmph, can I pleeeeeeease call you that. Your boyfriend Yunho gave you the name 'Joongie' whereas you gave him the name 'Yunnie'." you said in a jealous tone.
"Fine."
At once, you finally won at one of your arguements with Jaejoong.
On that same day, you, Nanri, and Sungmin decided to go out for lunch.
Hankyung recommended on going to China for lunch since you were craving spicy hot pots.
On the busy streets of Shanghai, Nanri got distracted by the many street food vendors.
The street food vendors sold many weird foods like fried starfish, thousand year old eggs, even chicken gizzards.
At one street vendor, you were amazed/surprised that they had spicy hot pots, so you stopped and ate at that one.
Nanri brought out a magazine while you ate the spicy food; DBSK was on the cover of the magazine.
You grabbed the magazine and read their interview.
Jaejoong's page (TRANSLATED): https://2img.net/h/oi43.tinypic.com/2hcmi3c.jpg
"Aigooo, this guy. Our first date was no where near this. He took me to a club where I got hit on and then the Han river. Geez, did you know he's scared of very large bodies of water because he can't swim well?" you vented.
"Hm, at least YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I only have a F*ck buddy." Nanri stuffed her mouth with chicken.
"Ugh giiiiiirls, I don't even have anyone." Sungmin said as he sipped his coke.
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-BACK AT THE APARTMENTS IN SK-

"Hyung, how do you feel about (____) being a trainee to be a model?" Changmin asked.
"I don't know. It's nice to know that i'm not the only one bringing home the money. Just kidding, well she's hot, so might as well show off the goods right? Wae?" Jaejoong exlaimed.
"Gahd, you would say that. But you know how she's going to be a model and all, she's gonna be traveling a lot. Which means not seeing each other often, nor having physical touchy touchy contact." Changmin winked.
Those facts gave Jaejoong something to think about.
Maybe being a model or being in the entertainment business wasn't good for the both of you after all.
Even though you've been through all the hardwork.
'The decision is all up to her really. I want her to do what makes he happy.' Jaejoong thought.
Super Junior and DBSK wanted you to come out to the public with them; formally introduce yourself as their close friends aswell.
Jaejoong wanted that so much too, but introduce you as more than a friend.
They're all waiting for a great opportunity to say so; it didn't matter if they were all together or not, at least it was to the public.
Yunho entered the living room with the latest magazine that SeoulPEOPLE came out with.
On the front page it was a picture of Jaejoong and then a seperate picture of Jessica from SNSD; in large fonts it said "DATING? Exclusive pictures intact.".
"Aish, seriously now? How are people getting this information?!" Jaejoong yelled and punched the couch.
"Since we know it's not true, why even get worked up about it. They might as well get it straight from your mouth instead, fans should understand that too." Changmin said.
"Omo, I hate it with these latest scandals! I'm gonna end it as soon as we're back on tour." Jaejoong dictated.

CHAPTER 32

*PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFICTION. WHEN I ADD SOME FAMOUS GIRL CHARACTERS, I DON'T MEAN TO MAKE THEM SOUND LIKE REALLY BAD PEOPLE. JUST TELLING YOU BEFOREHAND..*
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You and Nanri got home to the DBSK dorm to find the boys gone, out of sight.
"That's odd, they're always waiting home for me." you said.
"Hmph, maybe they went to help Yoochun find another F*ck buddy." Nanri stomped her foot on the ground.
"You want me to talk to Yoochun about how you actually have feelings for him? I was practically it ROOMmate for a while. Go to SuJu's dorm and ask them where DBSK's at." you said.
Nanri went to SuJu's apartment then ran back to DBSK's apartment.
"Only a few of SuJu were there cause apparently the rest of them are with DBSK." Nanri confirmed.
You decided not to worry about the guys since you know that no one has been causing drama with you or anything.
Nanri helped you unpack your bags when you saw a note drop from one of the bed as you sat down.
"(___)~ah, don't worry about us oppas. We need to get down to some dirty business that's been going on in the press. Super Junior, DBSK, and other artists are having a concert tonight, so take these backstage passes and look your best. Tell Nanri that the "F*ck buddy" thing was a joke, I actually see her and I growing into a deeper relationship. Love, Chunnie"
On the backstage pass it had a picture of DBSK and Super Junior while you were in the middle.
The backstage pass said 'DBSK & SUPER JUNIOR SM LIVE '09 BACKSTAGE PASS; SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT!'
Mi-Young called the both of you and asked if you were going to the LIVE concert that night; you answered yes.
When Mi-Young heard that you and Nanri got backstage passes, she knew that you guys were gonna go on stage later on into the concert.
She volunteered to supply the both of you with make up and hair products; heck, she even threw in make up artists and hair stylists.

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Jaejoong demanded Yunho to drive faster before he would push on Yunho's foot so he would speed.
Yunho did as what Jaejoong said and sped to SeoulPEOPLE's headquarters.
Once they reached the place, Jaejoong ran to the person's office who wrote the article on him and Jessica.
Leetuek and Yesung tried to pull him back since he looked like he was about to punch someone right in the face when he entered.
Jaejoong promised them that he wouldn't do anything stupid and he wouldn't risk it since it would do a great damage on his carreer and image.
He viciously knocked on the writter's door until he just opened the door.
Jessica from SNSD was in a meeting with that writer; she brought pictures of her and Jaejoong and answers to questions the writer asked.
"WHAT THE F*CK IS THIS?! JESSICA, YOU'RE THE ONE BEHIND THIS, I SHOULD'VE KNOWN!" Jaejoong yelled as his fist balled up.
She darted towards the door but Kangin and Shindong went to block it so that she couldn't get through.
With one snap of a finger, 8 member of Super Junior and the rest of DBSK appeared in the room.
Siwon and Hankyung were in charge of instigating Jessica while Jaejoong was in charge of taking care of the writter.
The writter agreed to not publish an article or any article having to do with a scandal with Jaejoong in it.
Jessica came out clean and said that she was jealous of you and liked Jaejoong a lot.
She wanted to make fans happy, every one of her fans wanted her to be with Jaejoong.
She wanted more publicity so she made those things up and gave the writter pictures of her and Jaejoong the last time they hung out.
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The concert was said to start at 6:00 PM and last until 10:30 due to the many performers.
When you and Nanri got out of the car and walked out to the front of the stadium, many young girls ran up to you screaming.
You were expecting them to beat you up, but they just asked you for your autograph.
DBSK's bodyguard led you to the back enterance of the stage to meet with the guys.
'The guys were awfully happy more than usual.' you thought.
You walked over to Jaejoong, who was warming up his voice, singing their new song Stand By U.
"What was that thing you guys needed to take care of?" you asked as you hugged Jaejoong
"Mm, it was nothing much. Just stay out of SNSD's fan's ways for now, until the end of the show. Oh, it's time for us to go on, see you later." he kissed you on forehead and jogged to his members.
Nanri stood at the opening of a door, watching Yoochun talk to BoA.
"They're simply platonic. It's nothing to worry about." you said.
She let out a sigh and decided to sit on the side of the stage since the guys were about to perform.
DBSK sang Stand By U, Survivor, Mirotic, and Wasurenaide.
Super Junior sang It's You, Love Disease, Why I Like You, and Reset.
Yunho and Yooochun joined in on the song "Heartquake" by Super Junior since they helped with the rap.
After every entertainer performed, Super Junior called you and Nanri out onto the stage.
Jaejoong held out his hand as you walked onto the stage; you gladly took it as you stepped by his side.
"Annyeong haseyo! Kamsahamnida for coming to our annual LIVE concert of '09!" Super Junior and DBSK started.
The fans roared and screamed with excitement when they heard the boys' voices.
"Excuse us the performers, some of us do have to leave. This concert was mainly for Super Junior and DBSK, so that's why we are deciding to leave momentarily. Please accept what they have to say, for that we have already accepted it." Tiffany said on SNSD's behalf as well as 3 other Korean groups.
As they left, you asked Jaejoong what was going on, and all he said was that you would have to see for yourself.
Jaejoong turned on his mic and started talking..
"Throughout this past few months, you've heard many things about me dating Jessica from SNSD, right?"
"Ne!" the fans yelled.
"Well it's not true. For the past few months you've heard of a girl named (____) living with us. She is Super Junior's and DBSK's girl. No one should mess with her, Cassies, BigEast, and ELF should accept her."
"WE WILL!" the fans said with all smiles.
"Another girl came into our lives. Her name is Nanri, please accept her too. She's my girlfriend, and (____) is Jaejoong's girlfriend." Yoochun finished it off while grabbing ahold of Nanri and dipping her for a kiss.
By the end of the night, the fans and staff of SM accepted you as family, as a trainee, and as Jaejoong's girlfriend.
As confetti dropped down after the performence, Jaejoong cupped your face and bent down to kiss you.
"Jaejoong~ah, thanks."
"Saranghae" he replied.

CHAPTER 33

Since everything was out in the public, you weren't afraid of going outside with Jaejoong anymore.
If the fans saw you both, they'd politely ask for an autograph and pictures, then they would leave.
Don't get me wrong, some weren't always controled, they would sometimes go crazy.
There were a few fans that didn't accept everything, though they promised Jaejoong they would.
Nanri and Yoochun had an "on & off" kind of relationship which caused you to sometimes go back and forth between the two of them to see if everything was okay.
You cared for them too much sometimes, it would cause dilemmas between your relationship with Jaejoong.
The stupid fights between you and Jaejoong wouldn't even last an hour so you never worried whenever he wondered off.
Kyuhyun and Sungmin were your's and Nanri's companions when it came to schooling.
Kyuhyun decided it was time to get back into learing dancing all over again, he feels as if he lost his "mojo".
SM academy was obviously not like any other school, they would only be a semester long and then you can be promoted to the next level.
It was soon enough until you were promoted, but Mimi had other plans for you.
She wanted to send you off to Japan and back to the states to see some modeling agencies and to train.
Mimi promised that you would be able to meet Tyra Banks, ANTM models, and Kimora Lee Simmons.
You told Mimi that you would consider going to Japan and to the states.
If you agreed to going, you would need to train for 4 years overseas; there were limited possibilities for you to stay in South Korea.
Junsu and Changmin were at desperate measures to see if there were any agencies in South Korea that would hire and train you, they came up short.
The agencies were either whack or untrustable.
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"Oppa, what am I going to do? I've worked so hard for this dream." you told Yunho
"(___)~ah, just do whatever you need to do to make this dream come true. Maybe going overseas is worth it." he said.
"I don't know, i'll be too far from you guys. What if you guys forget about me? What if Jaejoong falls for someone else?" you asked.
"Err, I think you should talk to the other guys about this."
"Oh, right. Mianhe." you said and got up to leave.
'If you were mine... agh never mind.' Yunho thought
You went into Jae's room and saw him sleeping.
You jumped onto his bed lightly so that he wouldn't wake up.
You smiled and pushed away the strands of hair that was covering his face; he opened his eyes and grabbed your hand.
"Oweee" you faked.
"Omo, gwenchana? Mianhe, I didn't mean to." he said.
"Haha, ne." you laughed.
"God, you're such a great actor. You should've taken acting instead."
With what he said, a frown was put upon your mouth.
You told Jaejoong about what Mimi said of Japan and the states, and the four years.
He didn't want to think about it, so he changed the subject and took out a victoria's secret catalog.
"Choose something, I feel like shopping for you." he said as he pointed at the magazine.
As you looked through the catalog, you saw a few cute things you wanted.
Jaejoong was staring at you at first then his eyes glanced on the page that you were on.
"Daaaang, this girl's sexy." he smirked.
You looked at the page and saw that the girl was wearing a black see-through dress.
She was covering her breast with her left hand as the other hand was grazing her leg.
"Riight." you rolled your eyes.
"Babe, are you jealous? Show me that you're even sexier." he whispered, causing his warm breath to run down your neck.
"Well, you'll have to wait until we um, get married!" you yelled.
You decided not to buy anything, so you grabbed your calculus review packet and started studying.
"Hm if y= 10 to the 3rd power and x > 0 then In y= In (x to the x power).." what the heck?" you yelled and threw the pencil on the ground.
When your tantrum stopped, Jaejoong kissed the corner of your lips and bit his lower lip.
You let out a sigh and admitted that was the hottest kisses that he has given you today.
"Now, how about you do your calculus then i'll award you with more kisses like that."
You really wanted more, so you tried your best at your calculus review.

CHAPTER 34

Today's the last day of your first term at SM academy.
On the last day, everyone took their final exams just like what they did in high school or had to perform in fron of the class.
Nanri only had two exams and one performance while you had one exam and two performances.
At the end of you calculus exam, you got your results; you passed with a high B of 88%.
You did a dance duet with Sungmin in dance class; everyone fell in love with the dance moves.
For modeling class, Mimi told you that you didn't have to do anything except to choose whether or not to go with her idea of training in other places.
'Ugh, of all places, why Japan or the states?' you asked in your mind.
The bell rang and Mimi was still looking for your answer; you had to choose whether to continue training or not.
"(____)~ssi, I need your answer now so that I can inform the agencies in japan and in New York right away. They only have a few spots to offer."
Sungmin and Nanri waited for you at the opening of the studio's door, they too wanted to know your answer.
Mimi knew that she was pushing you into it and that it was too fast. but she knew that this was for the best for you.
"You said that there were still a few opening spots left, so i'll call you as soon as I get home. I still need to think about this. Don't get me wrong Mimi, I'm not getting mad at you, but you should've told me about this earlier while school was still on. I would've had my answer straight up." you told her and left.
Nanri said that she got the same offer from Mimi, but she would be sent to Hong Kong or England.
Sungmin thought it was fishy that Mimi would send the both of you to at least one place where you guys don't know the language.
"Maybe she wants us to have some kind of culture shock and be more opening of cultures." Nanri said.
"That's stupid. I think the both of us are very opening already. You're Japanese and i'm (ETHNICITY)+American, and we both live here in Korea. We both speak Korean and live like Koreans, so what the heck?" you said while you thought of what to say to Mimi.
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Knowing that you no longer had school anymore was a relief.
You couldn't take anymore thought of calculus in your mind anymore, you were ready to forget about it.
You and Nanri hung out with Super Junior when you guys got home since DBSK was on a show doing an interview and such.
Everyone had gotten into a great relationship with you; developed so many memories.
There's no way that you could live 4 years without them; you've waited to be close to them for so long.
When you told the Super Junior about the modeling thing, they turned dead silent.
"(____) dong-saeng, you can't go! Please don't go! Who'll steal DBSK's food for me?" Shindong pleaded.
"Omo, waeyo. Do we not feed you well?" Leetuek asked.
"DBSK has better food. Sorry hyung, but I dislike your cooking." Shindon said and ran next to Heechul.
Heechul stared outside the window when you said that you might leave.
He always stayed away from you, he was scared of growing a close relationship with you.
He hated feeling sorry and such, but the thing is, he loved you as a dong-saeng as well.
He didn't want you to leave.
When Jaejoong txted you that he was at the apartment and he asked where you were; you decided to tell Super Junior your decision and leave.
"You guys should come and sleepover. I wanna spend more time with you guys." you said as you walked towards the door.
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When you got to the dorm, Yunho and Changmin greeted you with a big hug.
"Eh, what was up with that? You guys never greet with hugs often." you said with a confused face.
"You finally finished your first year at SM! Congrats! No matter what direction you choose to go on, the both of us will support you." the both of them said.
"Ah, kamsahamnida." you said quietly and sat down next to Yoochun on the couch.
Lately, Yoochun has been coming to you for relationship advice instead of asking the guys.
His relationship with Nanri has started to get a lot better; their relationships rarely go into 'off mode'.
Instead of talking out loud, Yoochun wrote out notes to you; you told him your desicion, hugged him, and went to Jaejoong's room.
Jaejoong was waiting for you at his desk.
At his desk he had a dozen of roses and a small note with it.
Jaejoong handed you the roses shyly and slowly walked out of his room.
"Jae, stay. Aigoo, haha someone's a bit embarassed. Haven't you done this for other girls?"
"Fine. Yeah I have given flowers to girls, but just to be nice. I'm giving this to you cause I actually like you a lot and there are other reasons." he said as he sat on his bed.
You sniffed the flowers and smiled, then you read the note that said..
'(___)~ah,
Congrats on finishing your first year at SM. I know that Mimi's having you choose what you have to do, and I know that you have to make the desicion soon. Good luck with everything. Nanun norul joahae.
From,
Your BooJae'

This present made you tear up, especially the note that he wrote.
Jaejoong took you into his arms and asked why you were crying.
You answered that everyone is being too sweet today, especially him.
"Is there something wrong with being too sweet?"
"Aniyo, it's just that, i've made my decision with going to Japan and the states for modeling. I don't know how if I can take living without you guys. You don't know how long i've been waiting to be this close to Super Junior and DBSK oppas." you cried.
"Babe, it's okay. We can always try to visit you and if we can't there's always webcam." Jaejoong assured.
You called Mimi and told her that you were able to go to Japan and to the states to train.

CHAPTER 35
Mimi called the agencies in Japan and in New York to see if there were open spots left.
There were two more spots in both places.
Nanri called Mimi as well and told her that she would like to do the modeling thing, but only if she would put her with you.
Mimi was about to tell her no, but Yoochun grabbed the phone and threatened Mimi if she wasn't going to do what Nanri said.
You were surprised by how Yoochun acted, he was always calm and handled things in a mature way.
Mimi agreed and called the agencies to put the both of you together.
Unfortunately, Nanri wasn't going with you right away, she would need to stay back and wait for an acceptance letter.
You on the other hand, got accepted right away.
She didn't care, at least she was going to be with someone she knew and a places where she could speak the language.
With the fact that she as going to be with you, you were relieved.
Now that the modeling situation was settled, Mimi said that you'd be leaving in two days.
Mang-doong-i started barking at the door then ran to you.
"Hm, must be SuJu. Junsu~ah, get the door. Donghae might be the one infront of it." you said as you picked up Doongie.
Junsu opened the door and saw his 'fishy' along with the other members with their blankets and pillows.
You told Super Junior that you would be leaving in two days; they planned to bring you out on the remaining days.
During the sleepover you went on the balcony to talk to the person who's been through a lot of hardships; Kyuhyun.
He made you feel a lot better by tell you that Nanri was going to be helping you instead of being on your own.
You started to frown when he said that having a friend by your side doesn't mean things would be easier.
From his experiences, he said that you may need to live in a low living standard house; maybe a hostel.
Kangin popped his head in and said that you might need to eat ramen for the few months, and when you get money, you'll need to save it instead of use it on food.
Leetuek took care of Kangin and dragged him in the living room.
"(____)~ah, he's only trying to scare you. Yah, Kangin, you idiot. Why would you say that? She's already worried about other things, now you're gonna make her worry about food?" Leetuek yelled.
Fan girls came to the apartment and started screaming for Super Junior and DBSK to come out.
You covered your ear with one hand and grabbed Kyuhyun with the other to go inside.
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The next day, you packed your clothes other personal things for your leave.
You usually did things last minute, but since you had a lot of things to pack, you wanted to do it ahead of time.
Eunhyuk and Donghae helped you pack a few of your bags.
You felt funny having them help you; when Eunhyuk asked you about where to put your underwear, you shooed him out of the room.
Jaejoong came into the room and saw Donghae staring at you grab your underwears and stuff them into your luggage.
He let out a fake cough and Donghae stopped staring.
"The guys and I wanted to bring you to this private island off the coast of SK. You know, to spend the day and have you all relaxed."
"How long are we staying there?" you asked.
"The whole day, then just party it up here in Seoul."
"All of us?" you asked.
"Well Junsu's gonna have to leave to Japan for the promotion of our new single. Apparently they just need him." Jaejoong pouted and led you to the living room where the boys and Nanri waited.
So it was decided that all of you would travel to the private island and just get away from the hectic city life for a while.

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-AFTER THE TWO DAYS WITH THE GUYS, DBSK BROUGHT YOU TO THE AIRPORT-

"I love you.. as much as the entire universe exploding. I never knew that loving someone could hurt and also be so tiring. You need to promise me that you'll come back to me."
"Aw babo, you didn't need to steal a few lines from the KBS drama 'Full House' to impress me." you said as you poked his cheek.
"Of course i'll come back to you. I'm worried about you meeting other girls. You're so charasmatic, well not much like Junsu, but still." you laughed.
Since the first stop was Japan, Changmin gave you his helpful and trusty notebook of Japanese notes.
He knew that you needed it more since you were a newbie at the language.
"Er, arigato Changmin!" you said with confidence.
Changmin laughed and took you into an embrace.
Yunho carried your bags and walked you to the gate.
You took your bags and started to walk off.
"Hey! Be careful and good luck. Come back to us safely." Yunho said and kissed your cheek goodbye.
Junsu couldn't see you off since he was in Japan for promotion.
There was luck that you wouldn't be so lost if he was there.
But the truth was, by the time you were in Japan, you'd be busy meeting agencies.

CHAPTER 36

You got onto Korean Airlines and sat in the economy seats.
You haven't sat in the economy section in a long time since the guys would either bring you on their private jet, or fly first class.
A tall, slender, Korean, with hair just like Jaejoong's but a lighter color; sat next to you on the plane.
He looked at you oddly when you asked for him politely to move so that you could get into the seat by the window.
The flight attendant turned on the 'fasten your seatbelt' sign and the plane started to pull back.
You couldn't dare look out the window to look at the gate since the guys would still be there, nor did you want to see the lights of Seoul at night.
The guy next to you was observing you quietly as you took out a scrapbook that SuJu,DBSK, and Nanri made.
'Omo, she knows my friends.' he said in his mind then cleared his throat to get your attention.
"Excuse me, but you know Kim Jaejoong & Park Yoochun?" he asked.
"Ah ne, waeyo? And who are you?" you asked.
"I'm friends with them too! I don't know if they talked to you about me, but they sure have talked about a girl living with them. I'm taking that it's you; i'm Hyun Joong." he held out his hand.
"Annyeong haseyo, (____) imnida." You gladly shook it and sighed a sad sigh.
You told Hyun Joong all about your moving to Japan to train there as a model.
He felt sympathy for you cause he knew what you had to go through.
He had to train as a model for a year, then he went onto acting and singing.
For 2 hours, you got to know Hyun Joong and was friends with him right away.
"Hyun Joong.." you started.
"Call me oppa." he said with a smile.
You smiled back and continued with what you were going to say.
"Heh okay. Hyun Joong oppa, how long are you staying in Japan?"
"I'll be in Japan as long as I want to. Probably a month. This may be too soon, but I don't want to you live in such harsh living conditions, do you want to stay with me at my loft? The SS501 members wouldn't mind."
You didn't answer his question because some girl across the row kept glaring at you.
"Yo, oppa, that girl keeps glaring at me." you whispered.
"Maybe she's one of my fans."
"Oh, hah well that explains the deadly stares. I'm sort of used to it now."
"Yah, Chagiya~ah, the plane lands in 3 hours, you should get some sleep." he winked at you.
Suddenly the girl grunted then turned around to face the opposite way from the both of you.
"(____)-ssi, you didn't answer my question, would you like to stay with me for a while until you can find a place on your own?" Hyun Joong asked.
"Oppa.." you said tiredly.
"Wake me up when we land, then i'll tell you my answer." You shut your eyes and your head fell onto Hyun Joong's shoulder.
Three hours went past when you felt the plane had landed on the ground.
The time on your phone read that it was 9 o'clock; you decide to txt the guys that you arrived safe and that you met their friend Hyun Joong.
"Hyun Joong oppa, could you get my Chanel carry-on in the overhead compartment." you said as you fixed your hair and stood up.
He passed you your bag and grabbed his own.
Since you didn't know your way in the huge Narita Airport, Hyun Joong walked you to the baggage claim area.
"Any different from Korea's airport?" he leaned in.
"Mm, not really. I think that Naria's just bigger." you said while looking for the 2 luggages you packed.
You finally found the two bags and got ahold of them.
You almost fell back while trying to grab them, but Hyun Joong caught you and grabbed your bags.
'Maybe I should stay with Hyun Joong oppa. He said that staying with him would help me.' you thought.
"Oppa, can I stay with you?" you asked.
He nodded and handed you one of your bags.
He held his bag and one of your bags on his right shoulder while he wrapped his arm around your shoulder.
His bodyguards came right away when the both of you started walking towards the exit.

CHAPTER 37

Young Saeng was the only SS501 member at their Tokyo loft; the rest were back in their home country of South Korea.
Hyun Joong called Young Saeng and told him that you, a friend of DBSK would be staying with them for a while and that he should start cleaning the house right away.
You got a phone call instead of a txt back from the guys.
"Yobasaeyo?" you answered.
All you heard coming through the phone was the sound of 18 guys screaming your name.
You took the phone away from your ear and handed it to Hyun Joong.
The boys talked to Hyun Joong throughout the drive to his loft, so you couldn't get time to get to know him more.
Hyun Joong's car finally came to a stop and he told the guys that he'd take care of you and that he was going to hang up the phone.
He gave the phone to you and grabbed your bags and handed them to Young Saeng who was waiting for the both of you for a while now.
You saw that the phone was still connected to the guys' phone call, so you checked who was on the line..
"Hello?"
"(___)~ah, be happy and live well. Act as though we're there with you when you're with SS501." Yunho said as he passed the phone to Jaejoong.
"Babe, since it's getting late, I just wanted to say goodnight and stay well until you come back to us! We love you! Mwah."
"I love you guys too. G'night oppas." you hung up the phone.
You thought that you would get use to traveling a lot, but you weren't.
Your knees gave away which made you trip and bump against Young Saeng.
"Oh, gomen nasai." you said sorry in Japanese.
"You must be really tired to not know that i'm Korean. Heh, gwenchanayo." he said with a smile.
You offered to take your bags, but he just slipped you a smile and went on with walking towards the loft.
"You can bunk in Hyun Joong's/my room. I'm sure he would've offered that as well. He told me that his mom taught him that girls shouldn't sleep on the couch. You can sleep in my bed, I don't mind." Young Saeng offered.
You got changed and hopped on the couch next to Young Saeng who was listening to SS501's new album.
He offered you a juice box and one side of his earphone to listen to the song.
-Let's Break Away was playing-
"Yahhh, i've heard this before. My friend Nanri had me listen to this. She's Japanese and she thought that i've been too caught up with Korean so she had me listen to this." you smiled as you got up and excused yourself to bed.
You were about to enter the room when you heard little 'hold back' cries coming from the balcony.
You peeked to see that it was Hyun Joong, you were about to see if he was alright, but Young Saeng caught a hold of your wrist.
"Just leave him. He's been like this since we've debuted. He's always crying on the balcony at night cause of the bad things he has experienced here. Hyun Joong sleeps late too, but he still finds time to go out and cry."
It was already late and the weather outside was cold and it was drizzling; you couldn't leave him outside.
A 'We Got Married' episode came into mind, you remembered that HawngBo made him onion soup to kill the insomnia; so you decided to make it for him.
You made the soup and grabbed his blanket and went outside to him.
"Oppa, I remember HwangBo unnie making this for you. Drink it then we can head to bed." you wrapped the blanket around him.
"I can tell why the guys really like you." he said as he sipped the soup and got up to enter his room.
You were about to ask him if he had any plans tomorrow cause you needed someone to bring you to the modeling agency, but he passed out on his bed.
"Young Saeng-ssi, do you know where this place is?" you handed him the address.
"Ne, it's right next to our recording studio. Wae?"
"I need to go there tomorrow by 10 to start my training to be a model."
"Omo, the three of us should go. Hyun Joong and I have to do some stuff near the studio anyway."
"Okay, good night oppa!" you hugged him and went into Hyun Joong's room.
'Oppa?' he said to himself with a smile.
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You woke up at 7 sharp in the morning and made breakfast for the guys.
You made Hankyung's famous fried rice along with a few cuts of ham.
Hyun Joong and Young Saeng were definetly not morning people, but Young Saeng remembered that you had something important to attend to so he got up early.
"Too bad Jungmin isn't here to see this. He would be focusing on you the whole time and telling you what we like." he laughed as you were shocked by his voice.
"Oh oppa, you scared me! Geez."
"Call me that again."
"Oppa?"
"Again."
"OPPAAA~!!"
He sat down on by the dining table, satisfied.
"You should wake Hyun Joong. He takes quite a while to get ready in the morning and the recording studio is sort of far from here, so we have to get going by 9."
You tip toed into Hyun Joong's room to find him in an awkward sleeping position.
He looked like he was praying at a Shinto shrine, but his butt was way more up in the air; this made you giggle.
"Oppaa~~ wake up. I made breakfast." you opened the curtain.
He ruffled his hair and carried you out of the room so that he could resume to his beauty sleep.
"Yahh~ put me down this instant."
He dropped you and you landed on your butt.
The loud bang and "OW!" woke him up.
"Mianhe, mianhe, mianhe! (____)~ah gwenchana?"
"Ooooooh, i'm so telling Jaejoong hyung about this!" Young Saeng grabbed his phone and started dialing.
"Uh uh uh, I don't think that's necessary." Hyung Joong grabbed the phone.
"It's fine, i'm okay. Just eat and get ready, it's already 8:30." you passed a plate to the two guys.
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-BACK IN SK-

Nanri was being dropped off my Yoochun at the airport.
They hugged goodbye but They couldn't let go.
"Chunnie~ah, we need to let go already. I'm going to miss the plane."
"Ah, but I won't have any physical contact with you for 4 years!"
"Babo, you guys always come to Japan for concerts and promotion. So i'll see you then?"
They kissed goodbye and were miraculously seperated.
Yoochun went home to a worried Jaejoong.
Jaejoong called you many times but you didn't answer.
You turned your cellphone off because Young Saeng that if you're training then your phone had to be off.
"Why isn't she picking up? Is she sick? Aishh, Hyun Joong better be taking care of her."
"Nanri said that (____) is at her meeting with an agency. Hyung, stop worrying. She's in great hands."

CHAPTER 38

It was 20 minutes before your meeting would start.
You watched the car's clock anxiously while you tried to breathe normally.
"(___)~ssi, relax, breathe in, breathe out. Even if you're late, Hyun Joong will get you out of trouble." Young Saeng said without confidence.
You guys were stuck in traffic when the GPS said that the destination point was only a mile away.
10 more minutes until your meeting.
You memorized the route to the location and got out of the car.
"Oppas, I won't get there in time if I'm stuck with you guys in traffic so i'm going to run there. Here's my number, txt me so that I have your number too." you wrote on a piece of paper, gave it to him, then started running.
A huge sign that said 'SATORU JAPAN INTERNTIONA MODEL AGENCY' appeared while you were looking up for signs.
You walked into the building.
It looked a lot bigger in the inside rather than the outside.
The walls were pure white; everything was organized and uniform.
You noticed a secretary typing away at her desk, so you decided to approach her.
Before you could say anything, she handed you a clipboard with forms/applications.
You filled out the forms/applications and returned it to the secretary.
"Excuse me miss, but what are you wearing?" the secretary asked in English.
"It's my first day here and it's proper to wear something formal, but I added a few adjustments to the look." you smiled. (http://www.yesstyle.com/en/Product.aspx?pid=1020423545 WITH BLACK PANTS)
"Oh my, it's lovely. I would've mistaken you for a model so quickly before you told me. Mrs. Haruko Takahashi will call you into her office in a few." she smiled back.
While you waited, you turned your phone on to play games to kill time.
When you turned your phone on, you were surprised by how much missed calls, voicemails, and txt messages you got.
Not that surprsising that they were all from Jaejoong.
The voicemails were all asking where you were and if you were okay.
Jaejoong deserved a LONG txt message, so you txted him.
'Yah! Babo~ah. Stop worrying. Gwenchanyo. You're gonna have to get used to the fact that i'll be busy at times too. I'll try to txt you ahead of time to inform you on the things i'll be doing. How's everything back at the dorm? Guys starting to miss me much? Omo, tell Mang-doong-i that I miss her! BooJae~ you know I miss you too. Give everyone my cellphone number so that they call contact me whenever.^^ if you reply back, don't get mad if I don't reply right away. I'm not supposed to even be on my phone! Heh, the things I do for you and the guys. SARANGHAEE~
-(____)'
You hit send right away and put your phone away when you heard someone call your name.
A tall, slender lady held files and your papers while she called out your name.
You bowed down and said "Ohayo gozaimasu".
She also bowed down, but she said she knew that you knew English and Korean better so you could speak in either one since she could understand.
You blushed and followed her into her office.

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Haruko led you to a person who looked similar to Boa Kwon.
Haruko explained that she was sorry and that you would be interviewed by her daughter.
As soon as she left the room in a hurry, Akiko (Haruko's daughter) started the interview.
She spoke English fluently as well.
A: Even though you got in, we're still required to ask you these kinds of questions.
You: Okay.
A: Why must we pick you?
You: I'm willing to work at any pace and at any level to accomplish what ever I need to do. I'm a very hardworker, and I hardly complain. If you put me at the lowest of the low, I'll work my hardest until i'm at the top.
A: Why did you choose the career for which you are preparing?
You: I'm in love with fashion and I just want to experience how it's like.
A: Why did you select your college or university?
You: One was for safety reasons for when I was there. I'm close friends with Super Junior and ToHoShinKi, as you call it here in Japan. The guys told me to go to the academy. Second, I was interested in the entertainment business.
A: Will you relocate? Does relocation bother you? Are you willing to travel?
You: I'm willing to relocate. Relocation does bother me a bit because i'd probably be further away from the guys, but i'd do it for my job. Yes, i'm willing to travel.
A: Last question; are you willing to spend at LEAST six months as a trainee?
You: Yes.

The interview was finally over.
You thought it was going to be easy, but those questions were harder than you thought.
"I'll be right back. I need to talk to my mother." she left the room.
You waited anxiously to know if you were able to work here or not.

"Mom, here's the recording of what she said, and here's more information about her that she wrote down." Akiko handed the things to her mom.
"Interesting. Okay, go tell her that I'll call her tomorrow to inform her."
"Mom, I really think she's a keeper." Akiko grinned as she left the room.
"Hey (____), my mom will call you tomorrow with the results. I'm really hoping that my mom lets you be a trainee here." Akiko said while she walked you out.
"Heh, okay, it was nice meeting you." you said and walked next door to the recording studio.
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You were expecting the guys to be waiting for you, but they left a note saying to wait for them instead.
Apparently that note was from an hour ago, so they appeared right when you sat down on the couch in the studio.
They brought in chicken katsu, shabu shabu, and sushi.
You clapped your hands in amazement cause you didn't expect such a big lunch.
"Yahhh~ this is for making a great breakfast." they said as they passed you the chopsticks.
The chicken katsu was calling you out the most, so you ate more of that than anything else.
"Oppas, I've made nicknames for the both of you. Your names are too long." you said.
"Wah? What's mine?" Young Saeng asked.
"Otter! Pahaha, I found out that you were known as that by your fans." you laughed.
Young Saeng slumped down on his chair and ate quietly; he wanted you to feel bad since you couldn't come up with anything original.
(A/N: if you know any nickname that Young Saeng can go by, let me know.)
"Hyun Joong~ah, your nickname can be Joongie. I used to call Jaejoong that but I then found out that his boyfriend (JOKES!) Yunho nicknamed him that. So I call him BooJae now. So is it okay if I call you Joongie?"
Hyun Joong was too busy trying to savor the flavor of the Shabu shabu.
"Huh? Yeah it's fine, whatever." he chewed on the meat.
After lunch, Joongie & Otter (LOL!) brought you to the Studio Ghibli Museum in Tokyo.
They recently found out from Jaejoong and Changmin, that you were obsessed with Studio Ghibli's work.
Everytime you couldn't sleep, you would put in 'My Neighbor Totoro' and watch it with Jaejoong.
You would watch 'Spirited Away' with Mang-doong-i and Changmin every Friday night before bed.
You never got tired of it.
An origami folding of Totoro caught your eye the most.
"Ahhh, gwi yeo weo~! It's so cute." you giggled as you put your face close to the glass where Totoro was in.
After the museum you got a phone call from Nanri telling you to pick her up at the airport.
You left the museum with the guys and a huge stuffed animal of Totoro.
"(___), you're so cute!! You remind me of my little sister. Oh is your friend single?" Yeong Saeng said as he drove to the airport.
"No, she's actually going out with one of your bestfriends."
"Omo! Hyun Joong?!"
"Nooooo, Park Yoochun."
"Oh there she is. The one in the bright pink shirt."
When the car stopped, you ran up to Nanri and jumped on her.
"Hah, (___)~ah, it's nice to see you too! Oh geez, I have a lot to tell you since you left. A lot of things changed within one day."
"Mkay, well DBSK's friends are here, I met one of them on the plane ride here. He said we could stay with them until we can live on our own."
The both of you skipped your way to the car so you could introduce Nanri to Hyun Joong and Young Saeng.

CHAPTER 39

Meanwhile on the car drive to the loft..
"Hyung, I don't think I can live with two pretty girls that are in relationships." Young Saeng confessed.
You and Nanri giggled at his attempt to be secretive with his confession.
"Are you happy now that the two girls know? Haha, you were quite loud." Hyun Joong pointed out as he turned into the driveway of the loft.
"Wahhh, (___)~ah, this is the place you've been staying at? It's huuuge!" Nanri gasped.
"Yeah, and last night I just found out that they have a small creek in their backyard. It's so weird, it's like you're not even in Japan."
Young Saeng grabbed Nanri's bags while you took her to show her around.
You showed her the backyard, the small market place near the loft, and finally the inside of the loft.
"Here's the bathroom, we decided this morning that the bathroom would be divided since there will be two girls and two guys in the house. The thing is, Hyun Joong isn't giving up his bed, so you'll be staying with Young Saeng in the room across from ours." you said.
Your cellphone rang and it read a Japan number, so you excused yourself and went out onto the balcony.
To your surprise it was Haruko.
"Miss (___), I went over the papers and your interview. I'm impressed. I know that I said that i'd call you tomorrow, but my daughter convinced me to look at your things right away. Will you be able to come in tomorrow to start training?"
"Yes ma'am, at what time do you want me to come down? And what attire should I wear?"
"At 10, I understand that your friend Nanri ig coming here for an interview too, so it makes sense to come at that time. Just dress to impress." Haruko said and hung up the phone.

That night for dinner, you had Nanri be in charge for dinner.
She knew you wanted to try some Japanese cuisine, so you let her to all the cooking.
Well you helped her chop up whatever that needed to be chopped, and stirred if she was busy preparing other things.
She made shrimp and vegetable tempura, Yakitori, Udon, Onigiri, Sashimi, and Miso Soup.
"Wow, this is like the best dinner i've ever had!" the boys said.
"Oh lets see who can drink the most sake!!" Young Saeng poured some into Nanri's cup.
"Hah ohhhh no, I don't think that's going to happen. She need to get up early tomorrow for her meeting, and I need to start my first day as a trainee." you grabbed Nanri's cup when she was going to take the shot.
"Fine, lets go to bed then. Heh, funny how you would trust me with Nanri."
"Ughhh, Otter, you're making things so hard! Fine, bunk in with Nanri."
"No! I mean, it would take a long time to move your things from our room. Young Saeng, sleep on the couch. Nanri, lock your door." Hyun Joong butt into the conversation.

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The next morning, you did the usual routine of waking up Hyun Joong.
He didn't want to wake up, so you did what you usually do whenever one of the boys didn't want to wake up.
You sat on the back and started tickling their sides.
"(___)~ah!!! Stop!" Hyun Joong turned over which made you sit on his stomach.
He looked at you with huge eyes, fully awake now; you got up and smiled.
"My job here is done. Paha, okay breakfast is ready so hurry up and eat so you can drop me and Nanri off."
He hurriedly ate breakfast and met you and Nanri at the car.

Nanri went into her meeting with Haruko while Akiko gave you a tour around the building.
As a trainee, you needed to be judged by a few people before doing your work.
A few people said that you were too short, too chubby, your facial features were lacking their expectations.
Some people loved your figure and praised you on that.
"Are they always this harsh?" you asked.
"Welcome to reality, if you're a model you'll be judged all the time. You work for my mom, but then it gets broken down into subgroups. You'll then get grouped by looks then you'll also be working for someone else. My mom is your boss, but I have no clue who your supervisor is. He or she will be in charge of what you do or do not do."
"So it's like basically selling my soul to this agency?"
"I'm not supposed to say anything, but yeah."
You now felt uneasy about the situation you were about to enter.
On the first day, all you did was watch models get photographed and pass them their clothes.
You heard a few models talking about you when they went to change their clothes.
"Oh my god, Hanna, is that the new trainee?"
"Um yeah I think so Tiff, why?"
"Goodness, she's so ugly. I can't believe Haruko actually let her in."
Tears started to brim around your eyes.
Hanna came out of her dressing room and saw you wiping your tears away.
"Hey, trainee, don't listen to what Tiff says. She's just jealous; plus I think you look amazing. Good luck." Hanna encouraged.

Tiff came out of her dressing room and gave you a fake smirk then left to go home.
While you were cleaning up after the models you heard camera clicks.
You turned around to see if anyone was still taking pictures, but you didn't find anyone.
"Hello?"
No response.
A shadow appeared in front of you while you were folding clothes.
You looked up to see a male photographer holding his camera firmly.
"Oh! I didn't know that the photographers were still here, I thought they went out for lunch already." you said, startled.
"I stay here to eat lunch and I was wondering if you wanted to eat lunch with me. I heard what Tiffany said about you, she's a bitch." he offered you a sandwich.
"No thanks, i'm about to leave with a friend for lunch. Maybe next time." you smiled and walked away.
'These candid shots of her are amazing. Better get these to the boss.' the photographer said in his mind.

This photographer has seen your fashion show back in Korea.
He's very close with Mimi, so Mimi sent him photos of you.
Is he some kind of stalker, fan, or just a person who wants to work with you?

CHAPTER 40

You looked for Nanri around the building and saw her outside.
Tiffany was talking to her since they found out that she was also going to be a trainee.
You heard someone scream, so you ran to where they were right away.
Tiffany was dripping wet with soda; Nanri held the empty bottle
"Haha, you self centered bitch. You have no right to talk about my bestfriend about that. If she's ugly, then i'm way more horrible looking. You may be my senior in this business, but watch what you say." Nanri said and then caught a glimpse of you.
"Heyy, are you ready to go? Hyun Joong gave me his car keys, Young Saeng picked him up. He said that I could take you around wherever you wanted." she said as she slinged her arm around your shoulder.
"Hm, where's the Itsukushima Shrine?" you asked.
"I've always wanted to go there." you said.
"Oh dear, that's all the way near Hiroshima. I'm from there, and I have never been there. Sad huh? We'll take a plane there soon, just me and you. Anywhere else you want to go?"
"Let's have lunch at Shinjuku Gyoen park."
"Okay!"
Nanri stopped by a place that made sushi and then drove to Shinjuku Gyoen.
You were going to tell Nanri about your day and ask her about hers, but when she started to eat lunch she called Yoochun.
"UGH! SO MUCH FOR A BEST FRIEND TO TALK TO!" you yelled so that Yoochun was able to hear.
"Mianhe (___). Why don't you call Jaejoong?" Nanri said.
You decided to do what she said, but Jaejoong ended up calling you first.
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"BooJae~ah, today sucked. They only had me watch people walk around, clean up, pick up clothes, and watch people get photographed. What does this have to do with anything about me becoming a model!? This was a waste of time. A lot of the judges and a few models say that i'm ugly." you cried.
"Baby, calm down. When I was a trainee, they made me do things that had nothing to do with me being a singer and dancer. It's only your first day. Trust me, tomorrow will be way better."
"Arachi. Get on skype tonight, i'll talk to you there. Bye." you hung up your phone to find Nanri just staring at you with Bambi eyes and a California roll approaching her mouth.
The photographer that you met at the studio appeared.
He was just walking around, snapping pictures, acting as if he didn't see you.
"Nanri, I think it's time that we go." you stood up.
"What? But we just-"
"NOW, PLEASE! I THINK I'M BEING FOLLOWED, OR WELL US." you grabbed her hand and ran.
The photographer stealthly fast walked to catch up with the both of you.
He snapped pictures of you eating, talking on the phone, when you cried on the phone, and now running to the car.
"Man, that photographer's weird, do you know him?" Nanri asked.
"He's one of the photographers at the agency. I need to inform Haruko about this. I'm not too comfortable with him follwoing me around." you huffed.
When you guys got home later that night, you noticed that there was someone parked nearby where people weren't allowed to park.
You called Young Saeng to see if he was home, but he said he wasn't.
You called Hyun Joong, but he didn't asnwer.
"Nanri, i'm scared to go out there. What if that photographer's there in that car where it's not supposed to be?" you asked.
Jaejoong called your phone because you weren't on skype at the specific time you told him to be on.
"Jaejoong~ah, (___)'s really worried about getting out of the car. This photographer has been following her all around and bugging her."
"Did you call Hyun Joong?"
"He's not answering the phone. Oh wait, he's on the other line. We'll call you back."
Nanri handed you the phone when Hyun Joong said hello.
You told Hyun Joong about the photographer and how he creeped you out.
Hyun Joong said that he would go down to the parking lot to get you.
You heard a loud knock on the window, you check to see if it was Hyun Joong, but a startled look came across your face.
It was the photographer.
You rolled down the window a bit enough to talk through a crack.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! LEAVE ME ALONE!" you yelled.
Hyun Joong finally came, but instead of beating up they guy he gave the photographer a high five which led into a hug.
You got out of the car in confusion.
"What the heck!?"
"(___)~ah, this is my friend Joon. I'm sorry on his behalf. I told him to keep an eye on you and to take pictures of you so that he could send it to his boss."
"Ugh Joongie~ah, you suck." you hit Hyun Joong so hard that he actually lost his balance.
"Hah are you gonna take that from a girl? I'm sorry (___). I didn't mean to scare you. You're really pretty and I just wanted to give my boss the best pictures of you."
"Oh god, never scare me like that again! You should've said something to me before I got all freaked out."

CHAPTER 41

For 2 years as a trainee, you had to worked for Joon's boss, well now your boss too.
She treated you nice at first, but then she started to get all cranky and mean.
If things never went her way, she would always blame you and have you work over time without any pay.
Somedays, she would let you off of work early.
You never really got why she was nice to you then mean later.
One day, when you were getting ready for your debut photoshoot in Japan, your boss told you that you weren't going to debut until next week.
Apparently it was Nanri's photoshoot today.
You couldn't understand what you were hearing; Nanri started as a trainee 2 weeks before you became one.
Akiko noticed that you were upset so she went to see why you were upset.
"(___), what's the matter?"
"I thought my debut from this agency was today. Apparently it's Nanri who's debuting. Why? She started later than me."
"It depends who you work for. I think her boss gave her a much easier time than what your boss did to you. I mean look at you, you're way skinny from when you first started out here. It looks like your boss overworked you. Just be glad that you're debuting soon. I'm sorry that my mom sort of doesn't really have any way in what your boss does to you." she helped you remove your makeup.
After you were all clean and changed into jeans and a hoodie, your boss asked you to help Nanri get ready for her photoshoot.
You got her clothes, jewelry, and makeup ready, then sat on the couch to watch her get her pictures taken.
DBSK were flying into Japan that day to see you and Nanri debut; so much for their preperation of "Congrats (___)" balloons.
Nanri was on her second to the last frame when Yoochun jumped in so that he could be in the picture.
Changmin went straight to the food table and Junsu followed.
You were just sitting on the couch, playing a DBSK game on your phone, when Jaejoong and Yunho grabbed your attention.
They brought you a huge clear balloon that had a red balloon inside (LIKE THE NEW BALLOONS AT DISNEY ) that said 'WE LOVE YOU! CONGRATULATIONS (___)!'.
Yunho handed you a larger than normal cupcake; Jaejoong handed you a bouquet of lilies.
"What's all this for?" you asked.
"We just missed you and wanted to give you all of this." Junsu skipped next to you.
"We're congratulating you for the work you've done so far. We know that you don't debut until next week, but it's whatever." Changmin said with a mouthful of an unagi roll.
"Yah (____)~ah! Didn't we tell you to stay healthy?" Junsu asked while he stared at you thoroughly.
You didn't want to tell them about how you and Nanri moved out of Hyun Joong's loft because the other members were coming back.
Young Saeng actually kicked you guys out, but in a nice way.
You and Nanri had enough money for a one bedroom apartment near the agency's bulding.
Nanri's boss gave her a monthly pay of $450 while your boss payed you $350. -_____-
Enought to pay the rent, bills, and have some oh so tasty ramen.
You didn't dare to ask the guys for money, the both of you didn't want to be a burden and you wanted to experience how the trainee life would be.
"Junsu~ah, I am taking care of myself. How about you take care of yourself? Get some rest and eat well." you said.
"Speak for yourself on the get some rest. How can I eat well when Changmin eats all the food?"
"You're just jealous cause I can eat a lot and it doesn't go straight to my hips." Changmin said.
You couldn't help but giggle at that remark that Changmin said.

CHAPTER 42

The photoshoot was finally done, so the seven of you went to the apartment to get the lease papers to give to the owner.
Nanri said that she would pay for this month's rent so that you guys wouldn't have to worry about it when you guys move out next week after your debut.
When the owner of the apartment saw that DBSK were with you both, she said that Nanri could keep the money if they would perform at her daughter's party.
Yoochun said 'yes' right away; he wanted Nanri to have enough money to eat well and to take care of herself while at the states.
The party for the owner's daughter was tonight, but on that same night was the official announcement of Nanri's debut.
Jaejoong gave Yoochun deadly stares when he said:
"Oh since we can't go tonight, (___) film the whole thing! You won't be that important in that thing anyway."
You felt a piercing pain in your heart when you heard that; you though Yoochun was more nice than that.
"Whatever." you replied and got the video camera.
The boys performed 'Survivor', 'Mirotic', 'Share the World', and 'Stand By U' that night at the girl's party.
At the debut announcement, the whole staff of the agency and reporters were there.
You filmed everything, from when you guys first entered the place until Nanri called you out onto the stage during her speech, and on the drive home to the apartment.
"Do you think the guys are still there at the apartment?" Nanri asked.
"I doubt it, they know that we only have one room." you said as you focused on the road.
You finally learned how to drive in Japan and where to go; just the nearby places.
When you guys got home, you found the guys exhausted on the king-sized bed your/Nanri's room.
"Otokay!? Nanri, I have work tomorrow. I don't want to sleep on the floor nor on the futon." you said with an annoyed voice.
"Well I know how you feel. I was looking forward to sleeping with Yoochun, but noooooo."
You ended up sleeping on the futon with Nanri; it wasn't the best place to sleep, but you dealt with it.
In the morning, you woke up to the smell of Kimchi stew brewing on the stove.
You quickly got up to get ready for work, ate what Jaejoong made, and rushed to work.
Due to your lack of self health concern, you ended up fainting while trying on a few things that your boss set out for you.
'Maybe i've been hard on her for these past few weeks.' she said in her mind while she put a damp wash cloth on your forehead.
You gained your consciousness back when you heard Jaejoong yelling.
"Jaejoong~ah?" you whispered.
He came rushing to you to see if you were alright, you nodded.
"Look, I took care of everything, your boss will have you debut tomorrow when you're fully rested. I'm taking you home." he helped you up.
"BooJae, I'm not going home right away. I need to do my job here." you said.
"But I said I already talked to your boss about it." he pulled you towards the exit.
"Kim Jaejoong! I'm not a quitter, so I need to do what I came here for. I even promised them that i'd work hard until i'm on top! So let me go, i'll call you when i'm done." you loosened from his grip and walked off to the dressing rooms.
You were about to take off your shirt to try on the blouse that your boss picked out, but Akiko snatched it away from you.
"(____)~ah! Jejung (Same pronounciation as Jaejoong, but since she's Japanese, I thought I should spell it that way for her) came here to take you away from work, you should be with him. Get some rest and eat a lot!" Akiko demanded.
'Ugh I can't believe I have to say this again.' you thought
You told her about how you're not a quitter and that you have to do your job.
Since your boss saw that you were still here, she asked you nicely to just sit down for a while and take a nap; she said that she needed to get a mini fashion show together and that you were going to star in it.
Previous times, when you didn't do what your boss told you to do, your boss would make you work ever harder; you didn't want that to happen so you immediately took a nap when she said to do so.
You went to sleep for about 30 minutes, then grabbed something to eat.
Your boss was still decorating the runway with other employees, when she saw you, she made a 'go back to sleep' sign.

CHAPTER 43

It was finally time for you to wake up from your nap.
The mini fashion show that your boss had put together was about to start in 30 minutes.
You took your phone to see what time it was; it was 6:00, you had 2 hours of sleep.
As you gawked at your cellphone, other trainee models got into their first wardrobe of the night.
Hanna, the girl you met on your first day, called you so that you would break away from your cellphone.
She tossed you this (http://www.yesstyle.com/en/Product.aspx?pid=1020234199§ion=women) and said to get to the makeup station right away.
Makeup artists and hair dressers were hovering over you, making you look your best.
"Enough with the makeup. Are you trying to hide the real beauty she has?" Yunho peeped through the curtain that seperated the makeup station and the office.
Junsu came up from behind and ran to your side since the hair dresser was about to trim your hair.
He slapped the hair dresser's hand and said that he (Junsu) would take care of your hair.
"Where's Jaejoong, Nanri, and Yoochun?" you asked Junsu.
He ignored your question and pulled you up from your seat.
He lightly slapped your butt and told you to get on the stage enterance one/ right side.
You were surprised to see Haruko and Akiko here at the mini fashion show because they usually just attended the huge ones.
The upbeat fashion show music started so you walked out on stage when your boss gave you your que.
You strut out on stage when suddenly confetti fell from the ceiliing.
This never happened at mini fashion shows either.
When you went backstage to get changed into your 'going back home' clothing; Jae's hoodie, a tank top, shorts, and a hat.
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You knew that you were only going to be in the fashion show once, so you thought why not and get changed.
WRONG!
Hanna and Akiko rushed to your side and dragged you back on stage.
You tried to pull back to run to the exit, but the side of your body was already being shown on stage.
Everyone started to cheer when they saw that you were going to come out again.
"(___)-san, come back out!" a reporter said.
"Hanna, what are the reporters here for?" you asked.
"Go back out and you'll find out." she winked and pushed you out.
Embarassed, you ran awkwardly behind Haruko and your boss.
You turned around to see if Hanna and Akiko would come out, but instead, you noticed a big sign that said 'Congratulations, (____), you're finally a model!'.
'Aiish, really? I'm getting sick of all these congrats signs. I'm not even debuting until tomorrow; all thanks to Jae.' you thought and rolled your eyes.
A reporter came up to you and asked how does it feel to no longer be a trainee.
In fact, many people asked you that.
"Onay-san, i'm your biggest fan! I've seen many pictures of you in magazines. Sign this for me, please." a little girl handed you a booklet.
You smiled and signed it for her and then hugged her.
Yunho went on stage to stand next to you, he put his arm around you and smiled for the cameras.
The rest of the guys were trying to get through the many photographers and reporters.
"Ugh, look at her, she even steals our Tohoshinki!" a THSK fan said.
"Don't worry, Yunho and (___) are simply platonic." Akiko leaned in and said.
Haruko and your boss finally announced that it was your debut today, the sooner was the better.
Everyone finally met with you and Yunho; SS501 and Super Junior made a surprise appearence to your debut announcement.
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Since you were at the agency all day, Nanri and the guys were back at the apartment packing everything up.
Nanri signed the papers saying that the both of you were finally leaving the apartment complex.
That night, after the debut announcement and mini fashion show; DBSK, SS501, SuJu, and Nanri brought you to the hotel where every single one of your belongings were, including Nanri's.
DBSK and SuJu were staying at the hotel too.
Changmin held Mang-doong-i behind him and revealed her to you when you settled down in the room.
"Ahhh~ Doongie baby! You look skinnier from when I left. Boys haven't been feeding you a lot?" you squeled and craddled Mang-doong-i in your arms.
Heechul and Donghae were the first two to hug you when SuJu entered yours and Nanri's room.
Leetuek, Sungmin, and Hankyung then followed and hugged you.
You giggled and hugged them back.
"(___)~ah, I've missed you so much!" Heechul started.
"Nuh uh! You're not the one who's been crying since the day she left." Donghae took you from Heechul's arms.
"LIAR! Shindong's the one who's been crying since she left. He couldn't get any of DBSK's left over food like how she would bring before." Hankyung said the truth.
Sungmin just played with Mang-doong-i while the others argued back and forth to tell you who missed you the most.
You crept away to hug Sungmin and catch up with him.
Since SuJu were the only ones you didn't keep in contact with when you moved to Japan, you spent the whole night with them.
Jaejoong wanted to spend the night with you, but he let it go.
That night, you finally ate a great meal and got a full 10 hours of sleep; from 10 PM till 8 AM.
Nanri came into your room with sex hair and passed you Japan's very own 'Vogue' magazine.
She pushed and snugged in between you and Kibum since he slept next to you that night.
"Nanri~ah, when you come to me in the morning, please fix your hair. Many things are going through my mind, and I don't want to have anything going on in my mind about you and Yoochun." you laughed.
Jaejoong entered the room and dragged Yesung who was also sleeping next to you.
"I thought you were faithful all this time, (___). Haha just kidding! Look at this magazine, you just debuted yesterday and you finally made the front page. At least now when we go back to SK today, the guys, SuJu, and I won't have to worry about just us having fans. You'll be having fans there too." he hugged you.
And Jaejoong was right, when you guys got to South Korea, many people held signs, not just for DBSK or SuJu, but for you and Nanri!

CHAPTER 44

Fans roared, there was an exciting rush that hovered over you while you walked to baggage claim.
It was almost impossible for you to walk there because of the many people pushing to get to you.
Changmin, an irritated magnae, pushed his way through people so that you had easier access to get your bags.
You couldn't believe that fans would come out to meet you.
"You don't believe that? Aiiyaa well i'll tell you what, these boys and girls have been waiting since 8 in the morning. And look at what time it is now. 12 PM!" the bodygaurd informed.
Feeling sorry for some fans for the long wait, you decided to take pictures with some of them.
A fanBOY gave you a kiss on your cheek in one picture and then got on his knees to beg for an autograph.
DBSK,SuJu, and Nanri watched from inside the van.
A little fanboy, around the age of 7 wanted a picture with you and an autograph as well.
After you signed his piece of paper, you got ready for the picture.
You sat down next to him and kissed his cheek.
Fanboys swooned on how you puckered your lips onto that boy's cheeks.
Your kisses are what the fanboys wanted the most.
The thing you wanted to do most when you got to SK, was to drive to Incheon and eat Jajangmyeon near the beach.
The weather today was just right; sunny but with some gray clouds in the sky.
Incheon was like a second home to you next to Seoul.
But before you could do what you wanted to do the most, you had to go to the apartment to drop off your things.
Junsu suggested that you just move all of your things in so that you didn't need to worry about it later or do it at a horrible time if you were busy.
You went with what he said and it took forever to move everything into the dorm.
The boys helped you bring your things up from the car, but you didn't want their help unpacking.
Even though you've known them for a while you were embarassed if they touched your undergarments.
You were finished unpacking around 3 PM and ate lunch around 3:30.
Since it was going to take about 2 hours from Seoul to that specific place in Incheon; you grabbed your purse and the car keys right away.,
Jaejoong coughed to catch your attention since you were so into leaving.
"Where are you going little missy and excuse me, whose car are you using?"
"Incheon and.. your car." you said innocently.
"Woohoo, road trip!" he grabbed your hand and went to the car.
"Wahh, oppa wait. I actually wanted to spend time with one or at least two of the SuJu oppas."
"You're using my car, so I need to tag along. Go get one of them. I'll be waiting in the backseat."
Instead of two, you just brought Kyuhyun along.
He was your main focus for a while, the only thing that you two actually talked about was how hard life was.
On road stops on the way to Incheon; Kyuhyun and Jaejoong would trade spots in the car.
"(___)~ah, turn left here. They have the best food!" Kyuhyun said as he remembered the road to a restaurant.
"Do they have jajangmyeon?" you asked.
"Do they have yellow pickled radishes?" Jaejoong asked.
"Yes they do so lets go there before they throw away the food I pre ordered on the way here."
Luckily, the place was right next to the place where you wanted to go.
Right down the road from the restaurant, there was a short plateau-like cliff that would stretch out to the Yellow Sea.
Jaejoong brought the beach chairs and a blanket to the grassy area where it would have a great view of the waves crashing onto the rocks.
"Agh, babos. They didn't even make our food. They said that the food would be ready in an hour." Kyuhyun kicked the sand.
"Kyuhyun~ah, it isn't nice to call random people babos." you said in a disapproving voice.
"My cousin's the one working, so I can call him babo." he laughed.
Jaejoong didn't want to wait where it was windy and it would mess up his hair, so he hung out in the restaurant.
You and Kyuhyun didn't mind the wind because the both of you weren't that high maintanence as Jaejoong xD.
Kyuhyun sat near the plateau's edge and threw stones when the waves would wash in.
You sat next to Kyuhyun, rested your head on his shoulder and joined in in what he was doing.
"Omona~ look it's Donghae!" you pointed at a fish.
The both of you giggled.
"(___)~ah, Nanri would secretly call me and say that you weren't happy. That you rarely smiled in Japan, only faked it when you were at work. Is it true?"
"Ne. Everything's hard when you don't have enough money. I think Hyun Joong & Young Saeng wanted us to feel that kind of life. When Nanri and I got 'kicked out' of their apartment, we lived in a hostel for a few months, then moved into our own apartment. We would have dollar menu from McDonalds for dinner sometimes. In our fridge, there would be left over rice, stir fried vegies, and drinks. Didn't you noticed how skinny i've become since the last time you've seen me?"
He nodded and said "I told you that life as a trainee would be hard, it's a good thing you debuted already. When I saw you on stage at the fashion show, I couldn't believe it was you. You looked really tired, but you were determined to finish the show. I was starstrucked by your smile, it made me smile too. I admire you, (___). Even though you're my dongsaeng, I look up to you."
You laughed and fell onto your side, where Kyuhyun wasn't, and kept laughing.
"Oppa~ah, that's funny how you admire and look up to me." you finally sat up and lightly punched his arm.
Kyuhyun's heart melted when you called him oppa; you have called him oppa before, but this time it was just different for him.
He didn't want to come off as cheesy so he kept his emotions to himself.
Meanwhile in the restaurant, Jaejoong ate a small portion of seafood pajeon; a seafood pancake-like dish.
The ahjumma that worked there kept him company, she was also a big fan of DBSK, but never showed it.
She didn't want to scare him off.
"Jaejoong-ssi, is that your girlfriend out there with Kyuhyun from Super Junior? Did he steal her away from you?" she watched as Jaejoong kept peeking out the window to look at you.
"Ah, aniyo. They're just friends.. I left them there cause I didn't want to mess up my hair in the wind." he said when his attention was finally caught.
"Is your girlfriend (___)?! Omo, the model that just debuted in Japan?"
"Yes. Now where's that food that Kyuhyun ordered? It's already 6:30. We don't plan to eat outside in the dark."
The woman walked in the back and got the food packed into containers the handed it to Jaejoong.
Jaejoong got SuJu and soda then handed the woman the money.
"Oh no need for that. Kyuhyun's cousin said he would pay for it."
"No, here take it." Jaejoong handed her the money.
"Kamsahamnida." Jaejoong bowed and left.
Jaejoong could hear your lively laugh from a good 10 feet away.
You finally felt fulfilled, happy, wonderful.
When you took a bite of the black bean noodles and watched the sunset, you thought you were in heaven.
"It's like an orgasm in your mouth?" Kyuhyun asked as he watched your facial expressions.
Jaejoong smacked his head lightly, you all laughed.
To finish it off, you turned away and took a sip of SoJu and then chased it down with your soda.
"Why'd you turn around?" Kyuhyun asked.
"You guys are older than me, and it's respectful to turn away when you drink infront of your elders."
"Oooh, well mannered ey?"
"Yeah, besides, it was a small sip. I know that Jaejoong would be drinking, and maybe you too. So that leaves me with the driving."
And you were right, Jaejoong and Kyuhyun were laughing and wobbling to get to the car.
They stammered on their words and finally fell asleep.
When you got home at 11, you called Kangin and Yunho to come downstairs to carry the guys to the dorms.

CHAPTER 45

On the second day that you and Nanri came back to South Korea, Lee Soo Man (FOUNDER OF SM ENT) made a visit at DBSK's and SuJu's dorm.
While you were gone in Japan, the 18 guys decided to move into one big dorm together.
The big dorm was connected by one door; like the ones in hotels.
They knew that they had to share you with each other, and that you were sort of tired traveling back up and down the stiars or elevator to get to them.
Lee Soo Man never payed a visit at the boys' dorm unless it was really important.
He wanted to talk to you and Nanri about debuting under SM entertainment as well.
"Ajusii, what about Mi-Young's plan on having to debut in America?" Nanri asked.
Yoochun smirked and tried to hold back his laugh at Nanri being informal to Lee Soo Man.
She as supposed to call him as 'Leader-nim'.
Lee Soo Man ignored it, pretty much didn't catch it and said..
"Forget what Mi-Young says. I want the both of you to debut here in South Korea first. This should've been the first place too. The both of you can debut in America later. Arachi?" he told the both of you.
"Ne, araso." the both of you bowed as Lee Soo Man was about to leave.
"Waaaaaaaait! Did you just agree to be a trainee for SM?" Junsu rushed into the room.
"Uh yeahhh we did actually. But i'm sure that there's some kind of catch." you said as you txted Mimi.

The next day, you and Nanri made a personal visit to see Lee Soo Man.
"Anneyeong hashimnika Leader-nim. We've decided to work under SM entertainment right away." you bowed.
He smiled and handed you both a contract to sign.
You were filling out the application and was about to sign the contract when you read that it said you couldn't date anyone within the SM company.
You were able to date people from other companies, but not SM.
If you were a trainee for SM then you would have to live on your own without someone's help, DBSK and SuJu for your instance.
A frown was shown on your face and Nanri's face.
"I'm sorry Leader-nim. I don't think I can sign this." you passed back the things.
"I don't think I can do this either, sorry." Nanri passed back the things too.
The both of you left and went back to the apartment; which surprised the boys.
"That a quick visit. Did anything happen?" Jaejoong asked
"Mm, the contract said some stuff that we couldn't agree to. We already debuted so it should be enough. We might as well travel back and forth from Japan to work." you said as you flopped down on the couch.
"We're going to have to do more work in Japan anyway, so you and Nanri can stay with us." he said as he sat next to you.
You hugged Jaejoong and said "Mhmm, yeah I know."
It's been a while since you've hugged Jaejoong tightly and in a cute way like before.
"Wanna take this snuggling to our room?" he asked.
"Noooope! Hah pervert." you ran to the door that connected SuJu's section and DBSK's section of the dorm.
You skipped your way to Yesung's room; he was taking his mid day nap.
Bored as hell you decided to jump on his bed to wake him up.
While jumping you would sing 'Sorry Sorry' and do the dance moves on the bed.
Leetuek, Siwon, and Eunhyuk watched you quietly from the door way; Eunhyuk was the first one to giggle.
Sungmin was the first to hear you singing, so he ran to the room and joined you.
"(___)~ah, stop please." he said as he tried to playfully hit you.
With that playful hit that he missed, you dropped onto his back and whispered "Oppa, wake up and play with me."
"Play with the other guys. Oppa's tired."
"You know, the sight of you sort of going up and down on his back looks kind of dirty." Leetuek joked.
You grabbed Sungmin and ran towards the door where Leetuek was waiting.
"Fine Yesung, you're missing out! I'm going to the pool with the guys. You're boring anyway." you emphasized and lied on the last sentance.
"Wah, okay i'm coming!" Yesung finally got up.
You, Nanri and the 18 guys had a very own pool party.
SOME of the other celebs in the apartment building joined.
ONEW and JONGHYUN; SHINEE.
JUNSU and TAECYEON; 2PM.
YUBIN AND SUN YE; WONDERGIRLS.
BOA KWON.
YOONA; SNSD.
Jaejoong (1), Changmin (2), and Yunho (1) brought their sisters over too.
You, Nanri, and the girls were all having a fun time when the boys decided to squirt all of you with their water guns.
The girl that you got close to the most was Jaejoong's sister.
"Already meeting and giving a good impression your sister-in-law, wow. I wonder if he'll bring you to his parent's house." Nanri said as she pulled you aside.

CHAPTER 46

After the pool party you spent more time with Jaejoong's biological younger sister.
She would tell you anything you wanted to know about him.
Even though she hasn't been in Jaejoong's life for a long time, she still knows a lot about him.
When Jaejoong finally met his biological sister, he had to tell her a lot of things about him.
She told you that Jaejoong used to be a huge Ulzzang back in HS.
You spoiled her as if she was your own sibling.
You took her on shopping sprees to China and Japan and went to the spa.
"Unnie~ you're my favorite out of all the girlfriends that Jaejoong has had." she said as she helped you pack a few things into your bag.
On such a short notice Jaejoong and the guys bought you and Nanri a ticket and their tickets to Japan.
"Heh really?" you asked.
"Mhmm. His previous girlfriends would always ignore me whenever Jae would bring me over. They would be stuck up too, way more high maintanence than Jae. Always wanting certain things their way instead of his. Plus, you're way more fun. I'm glad that he stayed with you for a long time. He's changed; he doesn't spend that much time out with his friends drinking."
You hugged his sister and said "Awwuh, Dongsaeng.. I don't want to leave you now!"
"Aja, let's go already. Their waiting for you downstairs."
That afternoon, you, Nanri, and the guys left for Japan.
The guys told you and Nanri to only pack a few things since they would buy you both clothes.
-TWO YEARS HAVE PASSED-
[RECAP] While the boys had concerts and promotion meeting all over Japan, you stayed in Tokyo.
Ever since you debuted from Haruko's agency, the agency became more famous.
Agencies in Osaka, Kyoto, Nagoya, Fukuoka, Hokkaido, and Kobe wanted you to work for them.
You barely had time to go to those places since you faithfully still worked for Haruko.
Nanri moved onto another agency that was in another city, she still lived with you and DBSK though (:.
As a model, you made major headlines.
Starring in advertisments, hosting shows, being on the front pages of magazines, making public appearences, and of course, starring in fashion shows.
Even though you didn't debut in the states or other places, you were well known.
You were every girl's icon and every boy's sex symbol.

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Even though you were well known, you were still the same person as before.
Still shy and naive.
Your attitude never changed either.
Jaejoong wanted you to meet his adoptive family, so you guys went to South Korea.
Nanri and Yoochun joined the both of you since Yoochun wanted Nanri to meet his family as well.
Jaejoong drove to this huge mansion in the outskirts of Seoul.
Many cars were parked outside of the house.
"Jaejoong~ah, I thought that I was meeting your family. Not going to a party."
"Uh you are meeting my family. It's just that my older sisters are here with their family too."
"Ohh okay. Is Soo Yun going to be there (MADE UP HIS SISTER's NAME xD)?"
(A/N: https://2img.net/r/ihimizer/img22/3252/jaeandhisbiologicalsist.jpg THAT's THE SISTER YOU HUNG OUT WITH)
"Yeah. Why?"
"I'm looking forward to hanging out with my dongsaeng the most." you giggled and got out of the car.
At the dinner, you met his biological and adoptive parents; including all of his siblings.
You were amazed by how many sisters he had.
'Maybe that's why he wants to have his first born be a girl. It seems to be that girls just dominate his life.' you thought.
After dinner, you spent time with every one of his siblings, mostly the younger ones.
All of you played Rockband until it was time to go home.
Or so you thought.

On the drive to who knows where, Super Junior's song "Marry U" came on.
It was odd that this song played because it was kind of old.
Butterflies bursted in your tummy which made you smile and giggle like a little girl.
Jaejoong brought you to the beach where many people were.
Kids were laughing and running around while adults layed out their beach towels.
Jaejoong wrapped his arms around you and rested his chin on your shoulder.
You had no idea what was going on, so what you did was txt Nanri.
"(___), pay attention to the sky." Jaejoong said.
Nanri txted back the same thing.
Everyone was settled down on the sand, looking up at the sky.
Jaejoong got a call and all he said was "NOW.".
Once he said "Now", fireworks shot into the air.
Hearts, happy faces, 'shooting stars', and normal looking ones shot up; various colors were seen.
When a big pink heart shot up, you thought it was then end because nothing shot up after a minute.
You turned around, but Jaejoong took ahold of you and tilted your chin up so that you would look at the sky again.
'(___), will you marry me?'

CHAPTER 47

Tears of happiness came out of your eyes.
Jaejoong lifted your chin to kiss you.
"(___), you don't have to answer me no-"
"Yes.. Kim Jaejoong.. Yes I'll marry you." you cut him off and hugged him tightly.
-A WEEK LATER-
You, Nanri, Jaejoong's biological mom & adoptive mom, Soo Yun, and YOUR MOM planned things for the wedding.
What two dresses would you get (WEDDING THEN AFTER PARTY), so all of you went dress shopping for 3 hours.
WEDDING DRESS: (http://www.princessbridalgowns.com/Discount_Mon_Cheri_wedding_gown_18271_regina.html)
AFTER PARTY DRESS: It looked like your wedding dress, but shorter and less heavy.
You tried on about 20 dresses to get the right one.
Soo Yun and Nanri were eager to sample cakes and design your cake too.
While they sampled cakes, you decided to drive to the apartment to spend time with Jaejoong.
His moms and your mom just looked for a venues that were available for you guys to have the wedding.
Fans appeared at the locations where Nanri, Soo Yun, your in-laws, and your mom were at.
They, of course, were overwhelmed with the publicity.
The fans wanted to know as much as possible so that they would be able to at least see you and Jaejoong before you guys got married.
Sadly when you got to the apartment, Jaejoong wasn't there.
"Hmph, riiight, leave me to do all the cleaning while he goes out with the band members for tux shopping." you said as you picked up the empty bag of chips on the floor.
The door bell rang while you were cleaning around the living room.
"Doogo-saeyo?" you walked up to the door.
"Delivery!" a man yelled.
You opened the door to a bouquet of roses with a note.
"I knew that you would come home early instead of planning the wedding with the girls. Sorry that i'm not there, i'm with the guys. Choosing tuxedos and they wanted to join the girls on helping with the wedding. I'm not the only one who left the place a mess, by the way. See you when we get home. Mwah! -Jaejoong ^^"
After cleaning DBSK's part of the dorm, you went to check on SuJu's part of the dorm.
Not that surprising enought, their dorm was much cleaner.
Hankyung and Yesung were the only ones home cleaning their part of the dorm.
"What are you guys doing home? Aren't you supposed to be with Jaejoong and the others; getting measured and choosing out your tux?"
"We got measured early and Jaejoong's picking out the tuxedos." Hankyung said as he mopped the kitchen's floor.
"I can't believe that they left their dorm for you to clean. I know and they know that you're going to be a wife soon, but was it necessary to leave it really messy?" Yesung vented while he wiped the table.
"Heh, it's fine really." you said and defended the boys.
After a few hours the boys came home with a pink and white bag.
"What's in the bag?" you asked.
Jaejoong brought out 5 different pieces of cake.
"The guys, the ladies, and I are stuck between these 5 different cakes. We've decided how much tiers there would be on the cake and how it would look like.. but just stuck on the flavor. So since you're the bride, we need your say in this." he fed you cake 1.
You shook your head.
He kept feeding you until he reached to cake number 5.
"Ugh, this better be the ONE."
The french vanilla syrup based cake with white icing and elegant gold decorations; melted in your mouth.
With huge eyes like an Ulzzang you hugged Jaejoong and ran with the cake to Changmin's room.
When you barged into Changmin's room, you startled him which caused him to back up into his bed's headboard.
You ran to his bed and shoved the fork with cake on it, into his mouth.
"This is going to be my wedding cake. Is it good?"
"It's perfect."

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Like every couple, you guys needed wedding pictures.
"What the heck, Jae? I thought this was only in dramas. Don't you guys take pictures after the wedding for the wedding pictures?"
"You're from the states babe. We do it different here in SK. Here in SK, you take different themed pictures in different dresses." he smiled as he focused on the road to get to the meeting place where the photographers waited anxiously.
The first theme was 'playful', so you got into a mini bride's dress while Jaejoong got into a tuxedo, but with capris and Vanz shoes.
There was a mini park set up in a clearing that had a few trees and shrubs near a creek.
Swing set, see-saw, slide, and a roundabout.
You got on the swing first and pleaded Jaejoong to push you.
Right when you made a puppy dog 'please' look, the photographer took the picture.
When Jaejoong pushed you on the swing, they took that shot too.
So whatever actions the both of you did that was cute, then they would take a picture of it.
Even when you and Jaejoong were on break they would still take pictures of you guys.
Playing rock paper scissors, laying on the grass looking at clouds, sneaking kisses.. you name it, they got it.
THEMES/SCENCES:
-Cooking together
-Having a picnic
-Traditional wedding picture
-Funny wedding picture
-Sexy, cute.
-FINLLY a 'surprise' kiss.
The pictures would be ready on the day of the wedding, put together into a photobook.
You ordered three copies of the photobook; one for you and Jae, one for his family, and one for yours.

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With months of preperation, it was finally time for the wedding.
Your wedding was in the spring time since you loved the weather.
The weather was very cool in the spring, but the sun still shined.
You also liked the sight of cherry blossoms blossming.
It's a good thing that the venue had a lot of cherry blossom trees there.
It was almost time for you to walk down to aisle, but you haven't gotten into your dress.
Hyperventalating, you breathed in and out of a paper bag.
Soo Yun and Nanri found you in the bathroom doing that.
"What's wrong?" Soo Yun rushed to your side.
"I.. don't.. think.. ah.. it's too soon."

Since your dad wasn't able to travel all the way to South Korea for your wedding, you had to choose someone from either SuJu or DBSK to walk you down the aisle.
All of the guys were partnered with bride's maids except for Yunho, so he gladly walked you down the aisle.
As the pastor was saying lines from the bible, you couldn't help but giggle softly when staring at Jaejoong.
"What?" he mouthed.
"Your face." you mouthed back.
"What about it?"
"You're cute."
"So are you."
The pastor coughed to get your attention.
You and Jaejoong recited the vows and put each other's rings on.
"I do."
"I now pronounce you, husband and wife. You may kiss the bride."
Everyone broke into an applause.
Jaejoong pulled you in close to his chest; he bent down a little and kissed you deeply.

CHAPTER 48

At the after party/reception everyone had dinner.
Yunho, Leetuek, and Changmin made a toast to you and Jaejoong.
The rest of the band members made small comments.
It was time for the bride and groom to dance in the middle of the room; and have other people join in later.
Everyone sneaked a chance to dance with you.
At one point, Sungmin and Kyuhyun were fighting over you because they both claim that the other one would have their second dance with you when they never got to dance with you.
To get away from the tension, you slowly backed away and danced with Siwon.
You saw that Junsu and Donghae were planning something in the corner, but you just ignored it.
"I think you should make a run for it." Changmin leaned in.
You tried to make your way to talk to your mom, but Junsu dragged you to the middle of the room where Donghae had pulled out a chair.
"GENTLEMEN; GATHER AROUND FOR THE THROWING OF THE WEDDING GARTER!" Donghae announced.
Jaejoong got on his knees and crawled under your dress to get the garter belt.
He wanted to tease you a bit, so he bit the end of the garter belt and pulled it down.
When his lips touched your thigh, an electrifying feeling came up.
You burried your face into your hands and giggled; he threw the wedding garter.
The wedding garter successfully landed on Changmin's shoulder.
"Aww what?! She's my baby sister, that's just wrong. Throw it again in the opposite direction from mine." He handed it to Jaejoong.
Jaejoong tossed it again and it landed in Yoochun's hands.
Lucky for him, you threw your bouquet which Nanri caught.
While everyone danced the night away, you and Jaejoong sneaked out into the courtyard.
A slow song started to play which could be heard outside.
Jaejoong was about to sit down until you took both of his hands and placed them on your waist.
You placed your arms around him (LIKE A A HUG) and swayed slowly left to right.
Clicks from cameras were heard, but you ignored it.
You could care less about the paparazzis getting an exclusive picture from the wedding.
You rested your head onto Jaejoong's chest and listened to his heartbeat.
"My favorite song that i'd put on repeat." you murmurred.
Jaejoong smiled.
The after party was finally done with at 11 PM.
You and Jaejoong were ready to go back to the apartment when your mom stopped the both of you in your tracks.
She handed you the keys and said that she and Jaejoong's moms are giving you both the keys to your house.
"HOUSE?!" the both of you yelled.
"Yeah, now go ahead. All the presents from the party's there, including mine, a second gift from me." she said as she handed you the address to the house.
"I love you sweetie."
"I love you too mom."
(http://www.trendir.com/house-design/boulder-glass-house-1.jpg)
^^ Jaejoong pulled up to the lit up house.
The both of you stared at it in awe and 0_0 o.o.
You slowly got out of the car and walked into the house.
The house was already furnished with furniture.
The kitchen already had plates, cups, and a fridge full of full.
Upstairs in the master bedroom, there was already a huge bed with satin white sheets.
You ran back downstairs to the living room to find it filled with about 30 presents and 30 envelopes on the right side near the TV; about 60 presents on the left side.
There was a note on the table from your in-laws and your mom.
"The presents near the TV are from the people at the wedding and party. The presents on the left side are from fans, they might be sending more to the apartment, so we'll be telling Yunho and the others to drop it off. It's both of your guys' decision if you want to keep the things they give. Here's a ticket to Bora Bora for your honeymoon. Your flight is at 8, so go to sleep."

In the morning, you were about to call Jaejoong's bodyguard to come pick you guys up, but Junsu was waiting outside for you both.
He saw you coming out, struggling with the luggages, so he ran to help you.
He dropped you guys off at the airport and hugged you guys goodbye.
"Take this." he handed Jaejoong something and then Jaejoong slapped the back of Junsu's head.
You ran to Junsu and kissed him on the cheek.
"Heyyy, i'll see you guys when you get back.. or maybe sooner." he whispered at the last part.
"BYE!" he ran to his car.

CHAPTER 49

You fell asleep on the drive to the resort on the beach on Bora Bora.
'Funny how she always falls asleep. I work harder than her.' Jaejoong thought and pouted.
Jaejoong didn't want to wake you up so he picked you up bridal style and brought you to the room that was above the water.
He had no bit of shame carrying you like that since the two of you were officially married.
No more kidding around about being together like before.
The resort's room was well built; it's the one exactly in DBSK's Hi Ya Ya MV.
A balcony stretched out in the back and there was a staircase that led down to the water.
You wanted to stay in those rooms because you loved the ocean a lot, you could never stay away from it.
You loved the way the water would look like; a sea foam green close to shore, then gradually turning into a pristine blue.
Whenever you spoke to Jaejoong about it, it would sometimes make him feel sick.
You promised him to help/stay with him while he swims.
He's especially frightened if he's near a jellyfish.
Within two hours of the arrival in Bora Bora; you woke up and freshened up in the bathroom.
Since the sun was still out, you decided to put on your swim suit.
You had a hard time choosing which one to wear first on this trip so you asked Jaejoong for his opinion on what to wear..
(http://www.yesstyle.com/en/Product.aspx?pid=1020367674§ion=women)
or
(http://www.yesstyle.com/en/Product.aspx?pid=1010909213§ion=women)
"You should wear the first one, it's cute and sexy. The second one is kinda, ehh, not for today." Jaejoong said.
With no hesitation, you got into the swim suit and started to put on some sun screen.
"Oppa, can you help me put some on my back? I'll help you too!" you tossed to sunscreen to him.
He squirted the sunscreen into his hand, dabbed some on his finger, and drew things on your back.
You yelped by the cold and sudden application of the sunscreen.
"bbali, kaja~na!!" you said as you grabbed your towel.
Jaejoong grabbed his towel and followed you to the water.
"Uh, (____), is the water cold?" he asked as you slowly walked into the water.
"Babo~yah, just come in and feel for yourself." you smiled and acted like you were going to splash him with water.
The water was very cool and it got to a luke-warm once you got used to it.
Jaejoong sat at the shallow part of the water and looked around his surroundings like a lost kid.
"BooJae.." you said as you approached him.
"Eygi~ah, don't you dare bring me out further into the water. If you do-"
Jaejoong started panicking when you held his hand and slowly pulled him.
"Joong- I mean BooJae~ah, don't worry I got you. Geez were you like this during filming Hi Ya Ya?"
Jaejoong slightly nodded and you giggled.
The both of swam around for about 30 minutes, then went back to the room.
Jaejoong wanted to bring you around Bora Bora, bring you shopping, and buy you dinner.
You got into the shower, washed your body, and started to wash you hair.
You felt another presence in the shower with you; you covered your body quickly and turned to see Jaejoong at the opening of the shower.
"Um, what are you doing? Can we shower together? I mean, it'll save water and i'll be seeing you naked in a few hours anyway. There's no need for shame." Jaejoong winked.
"What does it look like i'm doing? We don't pay for water bills when this is a hotel, babo. And now that you mention it, I don't think I want to show you my body anymore." you said and closed the shower curtain, then resumed to wash your hair.
Jaejoong took a shower after you got out; you looked for something comfortable and not to flashy to wear.
(http://www.yesstyle.com/en/Product.aspx?pid=1020336427§ion=women)
Jaejoong wore this (http://heliena.multiply.com/photos/album/28/Hero_Jaejoong_Pictures#1)
"Ugh, you tell me not to look all flashy dressy, and look at you." you rolled your eyes.
Jaejoong sighed and then smiled..
"Well if i'm with the most beautiful person on the face of the earth, I might as well look like the second beautiful."
You punched his muscular arm and then grabbed ahold of it, then Jaejoong led you to the front of the resort where an Audi R8 pulled up from valet.
You were about to ask how in the world did he get the car, but you didn't want him to answer the "stupid question" with a "stupid answer".
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After the long day; traveling, swimming, sight seeing, and eating dinner; you were ready to retire to the resort's room.
Once you opened the door, you got changed into a tube top shirt and short shorts, then you hopped into bed.
Changmin and Nanri wanted to be filled in with every detail on the honeymoon, or at least you'd give them some info, not all .
You told them that you were nervous if Jaejoong wanted to have sex with you right away.
You were worried about so many things since it was your first time; was it going to hurt, am I even ready, will he be gentle, what if he thinks i'm ugly.
Nanri said that he wouldn't think you're ugly because Jaejoong would talk to her about how he would sneak into the bathroom back home while you were showering to peek.
Jaejoong understood that it was your first time and he promised that he would be very gentle.
'Heck, he's a pervert. I don't think he'll control himself.' you thought.
Changmin suggested on you faking on being asleep so you wouldn't have to do it right away.
'Changmin~ah, you're a genius! Thanks! Mwah.' you texted and closed your eyes.
"(_____), are you ready for the night of your liiii-" Jaejoong started.
Jaejoong kissed your lips and slipped into the space next to you in bed.
He wasn't going to fall for your tricks so he just shook you to wake you up.
"If you don't want to do it, it's fine. Hah, just tell me when you're ready."
You got up and laughed.
He handed you his diary and told you to start reading it.
You opened the diary to find a picture of you and Jaejoong the first day you guys met.
"How did you-"
"Yunho took this picture from behind. Remember when we watched California's sunset?"
You nodded and continued, turned to the next page.
You skimmed through each page to see what it was about.
The diary entries started from when Jaejoong met you in California until his encounters with you right now.
The picture that ended the diary was the 'playful' wedding picture the both of you took in the clearing.
Diary was filled with:
pictures
smeared words that was later written over again (from his tears when you were gone)
the first lily that he gave you
Entry topics:
'Stupid arguements'
'We learned from this..'
'This made us love more'
'We made up'
'I miss her'
'I love her so much'
'___ day anniversary'
'Plans of the future'
& more.
"You've written about everything we did together for 5 years?"
"Mhmm."
"Babo.. heh just kidding. I'll read this later okay? I'm getting tired." you yawned.

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NOT DONE YET!!

CHAPTER 50

The sudden cool breeze of Bora Bora brushed against your skin.
You slowly opened your eyes, you glanced around the room.
It was twilight; time between dawn and sunrise, and the time etween sunset and dusk.
The sky was neither completely lit nor completely dark.
The sun itself is not actually visible because it is below the horizon.
"It's blue hour." you whispered to yourself as you got up to for your hoodie and camera.
You tip-toed to the door that lead out to the balcony; you opened the door which made a small creak sound.
Jaejoong tossed around in bed, he was about to get up, but he was too comfortable.
He collapsed right back to bed and fell asleep again.
Without closing the door; you went to Jaejoong to see if he was really asleep.
You worried whenever he never got enough rest.
When you got next to Jaejoong; he puckered his lips and made funny facial expressions.
It was a sign that he was actually asleep.
You covered your giggle by covering your mouth, then went out to the balcony.
You quickly snapped a few shots and leaned against the railing to get a better look at the water below.
You sat on the balcony's floor; letting your legs hang out over the ledge, swinging.
Strong arms suddenly hugged you.
"What are you doing up so early?" Jaejoong asked.
"I would ask you the same thing silly. I'm not the on with the tight schedule all this time." you turned around to hug him back.
He did the same thing as you, he sat down next to you and let his legs sway off the ledge.
The both of you just started blankly on the horizon, waiting for the sunrise.
No conversation started.
"You didn't answer my question." Jaejoong finally said.
"The breeze woke me up. I guess I forgot to close the window properly. I saw that it was blue hour, so I wanted to take a picture of the one here in Bora Bora. I've always been afraid of showing my previous pictures to people, but since we're a couple now, I guess I can show you. I suddenly found my purpose. Dancing and photography were my passions, not modeling. Don't get me wrong, I loved everything.. while it lasted."
"Sooo, what are you saying here?"
"I think i'm going to quit being a model. There's so many people demanding and depending on me. It's not something I really love."
Jaejoong could feel an awkward tension, so he changed the subject.
He picked up your camera and skimmed through the pictures.
You had pictures of Jaejoong sleeping, scenery, and random people.
"I take pictures with this kind of camera, but never like this. Your pictures look so profesional. The quality is amazing, and so are the angles. The pictures have a feel to them. Except for the pictures of me. Haha, these are embarassing. Blackmail?"
"We'll be lasting forever, so I don't think i'll be using them for blackmail." you smiled.
"So do you have a special name for this picture?" he pointed at the picture you just took a few minutes before he came out.
"I don't have a special name for it yet. I just needed a picture of this beautiful place. The unusual and romantic quality of the ambient light at this time makes me happy."
Jaejoong cupped your chin and kissed you.
The bright sun has finally risen.
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Due to the increase of visitors on the island, the both of you decided to leave.
As usual reporters and fans on vacation waited at the airport.
"Ugh, is there any place on this earth where there are no fans?" he asked while staring outside the plane's window.
"The frosty Arctic. Aish, who knows; penguins could be your fans too." you giggled.
When you guys finally got to Seoul; Junsu came to pick you guys up.
No bodyguards whatsoever.
You and Jaejoong rushed to the car; you sat in the front with Junsu, while Jaejoong stayed in the back with the bags.
"Junsu~ah, drop us off at home." Jaejoong demanded.
"Wah? Why?" you asked.
"Oh if you want to go somewhere else, then we can."
You told Junsu to drive to the department store and then to Namsan tower.
Once at the department store, you bought:
Pink, Blue, Red, Black, and White ribbons
A sharpie
and a big lock in a shape of a heart.
On the drive way to the Namsan tower, you attatched the ribbons together to become one, you wrote in Hangul on one side of the lock and English on the other.
"I know what you're doing." Junsu said as he drove up the rode to the tower.
"Does Jae know about it?" you whispered.
"No."
You held Jaejoong's hand and held the lock in your other hand, and took the elevator up.
On the view deck, there was a fence where there were many locks with things attatched to it.
"What's this? What are we doing here?" Jaejoong asked innocently.
People whispered as the both of you passed by and walked to the fence.

-FACT-
"It's a tradition to come up here with your lover. People put a lock here to symbolize their love and hope it'll last forever. It's gotten so popular that they even put up 'trees' to put the locks on cause there are too much on the fence. They say not to throw your key over the ledge, but people do so anyway. It's believed that there are thousands of keys below, but no one's able to find it. Now there's a box where you can put the keys. What i'm trying to say is, let's put up this lock here and hope we'll last forever."
Jaejoong locked the lock in place and kissed the key and threw it over the edge.
"Forever." he smiled.
"Ah, PICTURE TIME! SMILE!" Junsu yelled.
Jaejoong was shy since there were many people looking.
Careless, you just grabbed Jaejoong close and hugged him for the picture.

(A/N: My unnie went to Namsan tower a few months ago; here's a picture https://2img.net/h/oi44.tinypic.com/33ek5lc.jpg)
(: cute huh?

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STILL NOT DONE WITH THE FAN FIC (: ALMOST THOUGH.