Something Is Missing {You+ JaeJoong + Yunho} -completed-

by **Tammy** 6/17/2009, 4:51 pm

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Your POV

Have you ever felt like something about your life is missing? like something that you can't fill up? no matter how hard you try? that's what I feel... everyday, ever since i was born. It's not like it's a bad thing. it has always been me and my dad living our lives here in the city of Seoul, in relative-wise i was lonely, i don't even hear of a cousin or a niece anywhere around me, my dad is an only child and my grandparents are dead. My mother though, was something that my dad won't even mention anything about. he said that her death was so painful for him to even think of, that's why he's very protective of me... i was her spitting image.

another thing that was missing from me, is my "twin", he apparently died with my mother at birth. patronizing isn't it? i feel so guilty for all of it, i feel like I took my brothers and my mom's lives. living through this knowledge and still being persuaded that it was not my fault is really hard to trust, even though i was an innocent baby then. do you see now? I will be the last one of me in this world as no one else would spread our family name, usually father's would do something about that but my dad is different. he wouldn't date anyone else, maybe because his love for my mother was too great. i admire him, i want to love and be loved like theirs are, but for my situation? that's not going to happen anytime soon, you see, I'm a very masculine girl.

it's all my dad's fault and also mine as i killed her and ended growing up without a mother's care.
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Yunho's POV

my life is... complete, i have my family, relatives and friends. although i always feel like there is something missing from me, maybe because my dad is really cold towards me. i have got with girls before, hoping that maybe they can fill up that hole. but none of them was able to, that just sucks!

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now you guys might be wondering what has yunho got to do with you? keep reading and find out!

and if your thinking that this is just a mere love triangle.. i can reassure you now that you are WRONG!

jaejoong will come in sometime

by **Tammy** 6/17/2009, 5:12 pm

Narrator
You just got up from your cosiest sleep to get ready for your first day of college; this was the college that you and your father have been dreaming about. He was very proud of you and your achievements. Not to let him down, you will fulfill his wishes for you, not because you’re forced to, but because you want to.
You got dressed like a normal college student, with t-shirt and jeans, hair put up in a pony tail, also not forgetting your Nike rubber shoes. You went down the stairs quietly not to disturb the repeated harmony coming in and out of your father's nose. After 15 minutes, eggs, bacon, and toast were all laid out on the kitchen table, the irresistible smell woke your father up and sat next to you with a gleaming face.
“_________ ah... your first day of college! I'm so proud of you!” he said
“Thanks dad, better get dressed! You wouldn't want me catching the bus on my first day right?” you asked him
“Oh yeah!” he said, grabbing a piece of toast and shoving an egg and a bacon in it while heading for the bathroom.
Typical dad. Still treating you like his little princess, oh well... you wouldn't blame him though. You’re like the only relative he has left!
*college*
“Bye dad!” you yelled outside the car and waved, showing him how happy you are.
“Bye sweetheart! Have a good first day...good luck!” he replied as he drove back.
There it was, right in front of you, one of the most respected schools in Seoul and you're going in it, you dusted yourself and fixed your ponytail before entering. you couldn't believe your eyes... maybe you was just a little bit under dressed compared to all these people, but the idea just made you chuckle, you looked around while walking then *thud*
“Aish! Mianhe…Mianhe” the stranger you bumped into said quietly and hurriedly while picking up the books she dropped.
“Oh...Let me help you” you replied
“Anyo, I can manage...thanks' the stranger said whispering this time, but I could still make out what he said from all the commotion.
So you just slowly walked away looking back every 30 seconds. What was with her? She’s shy that's for sure! But I got the pinching feeling in your heart of a little jealousy. She was really pretty, she had short hair, almost like a guys, wearing clothes like mine, you were thinking that maybe she would be my first friend here. Guess you were wrong.
Your first lesson began and you were the first one in the room, you sat down right in the back to attract less attention and kept your head down, 10 seconds later all of them just started pouring in, every boy and girl had a friend except for me. Oh god! The teacher then introduced the course to you and what he is expecting, afterwards the stranger you bumped into earlier came in the classroom, all attention was onto her, whoa, she’s flat-chested and has wide shoulders. But her face was very cute! She kept her head down to hide her blushing cheeks; I mean being late for your first class in your first day of college is not really a good impression.
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Your POV
The last seat that was available was next to me, so she really had no choice. I tried talking to her, pretending that I didn't understand what he was talking about, but she just ignored me, avoided me like I'm some kind of dirt.
“Yah! What’s wrong with you? I just want to make friends! Aish!” I whispered to him but she didn't say anything.
First lesson finished and you decided to wait for her and introduce yourself, then she walked out
“Yah... a-annyeoung!” I stuttered and grabbed her by the arm which made her turn around to look at me, what the...? She was a bit muscular.
“Annyeoung.” she said giving the slightest of smiles
“What the..?! Her voice...it's DEEP!” I thought
“Omo...your voice...I-I-it's” I stuttered but he finished my sentence
“Deep? Yeah...as it should be because I'm a ...I don't know...a GUY!” he replied with a frown planted on his forehead. This is so embarrassing,
“I...I…I wasn't going to say that...” I replied and let out a grin. He just smirked and said
“tsk tsk tsk …not you too” turning around and pulled his arm from my grip.
Me too? What me too? What did he mean by that? And with that good looks of his, he's all alone... I ran to catch up to him as we have the same lessons anyway
“Uumm... What did you mean when you said ‘not you too’?” I asked curious
“That’s none of your business.” he replied coldly fastening his pace to quickly get away from me
“Uuhh! It is now! And I won't leave until I get some answers” I insisted catching up to him again and fake pouted. He was the first one who talked to me, well; actually I talked to him but... yeah!
“You’ll laugh” he said in a monotone voice.
“Try me! By the way... I'm _________” I held out my hand for him to shake and he shook it! ...success!
“I'm Kim JaeJoong” he said and finally giving me a smile
“That wasn't so hard was it? Now tell me you problem.” I suggested
“Why? I only just met you.” he argued
“Exactly... we've met, we know each other's names...what else do you want? I'm here offering to help you and you just...” I smirked
“Okay...but DON'T laugh…” he warned
“Uuhh...I can't promise you that...aheheheh” I smiled at him
“Ugh...Fine... Just... Don’t laugh in front of me okay?” he said
“Yes sir...wait..Where are we going? Isn’t class that way?” I asked
“Yeah but it'll just be another introduction to the course, it's boring, we can just skip It.” he replied
“Oh you are such a rebel! First you were late now you’re skipping... Bad boy!” I warned him
“But you’re skipping aren’t you? Means you’re a rebel too! Ha!” he teased me and looked away
“Good point” I replied
We sat down under a tree behind the school, it was a sunny day, with the cool wind breezing and flowers surrounding us, it was a pretty sight. We inhaled and exhaled first then he started speaking.
“I'm alone because no one would talk to me” he said
“Humph...Why?” I asked
“for the girl’s side, I'm just not popular, because...well...because I look prettier than them, they don't even know I'm a guy” he sighed
“And for the guys, they think I'm gay” he laughed but turned serious
“Go ahead...laugh...I'm used to it anyway” he continued
“I don't find this funny at all, it's amazing how many people can have such narrow minds, they can just judge you like that...pppfffttt... they need a life” I snickered
“Wow, thanks... hey...How about you huh? You were a loner too.” JaeJoong interrupted me
“The guys aren't into boyish girls and the girls think I’m a lesbian. Nuff said” I replied
“Guess we both have something in common.” he said with his deep husky voice
“You know, you’re the first one that didn't judge me, thank you' he continued and laid his back on the grass and closed his eyes to breathe in the fresh air
“hhmmm...you too.. Now...Are we friends?” I just chuckled because little did he know that I actually though that he was girl full time! But he didn't have to know that
“Yeah” he agreed and I laid myself down too, beside him with our head facing the opposite direction.
*snap* “oh crap!” I sat up
“What?” he asked
“My head band…It snapped...crap!” I complained, now without my headband, the wind blew my long velvet hair onto JaeJoong's face; he closed his eyes again and sniffed. What the...?
“I'm sorry, that's one of the reasons I put it up...it's a bloody disturbance!” I commented pulling back the hair from his face and shoving it down my t-shirt. He looked at me again with gentle eyes and said
“You should keep it down...you look…”he said but I interrupted him
“Shut up.” I got out coldly
“tré harsh!” he moaned and laid back down
“mmmm..uuhhmm..uummmhhhh...” he just started humming for no reason, although I must admit, his singing voice was very good! Listening to it made me drift off to sleep.
*hours passed*
“_______ ssi! _______ ssi wake up! ______ Wake up!” JaeJoong shook me until my eyes flew open.
“What.Is.Your...OMG! What time is it?!” I quickly sat up and looked on my watch on my wrist, realizing that I don't have a watch...stupid!
“Wow... invisible watch! Never seen one before in my life!” JaeJoong smirked
“Shut uuuuuuuuppp.. What’s the time?” I groaned pushing and pulling him back and forth
“Ok ok stop that, it's 15 minutes before the end of last class...” he said chuckling.
“WHAT? WE MISSED ALL THE CLASSES?! aishh...” I groaned again
“What made you sleep like a baby anyway?” he asked
“Well, there was the sun, and the shade from the tree, then the cool breeze and you hummed and…” I explained then slumped
“Hummed?” He said scratching the back of his head
'Yes! You hummed! This is all your fault…If you voice wasn't so…goddamn beautiful” I said whispering the last part
“What was that?” he asked confused
“AH! My dad will be picking me up! What should I say? Uumm...ok...cya tomorrow Jae!” I said and ran to the front gate where the cars were waiting for pickup.
*Jae..I like that nickname* JaeJoong Thought
Well, I made a new friend... maybe he can fill the missing parts of my life...
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by **Tammy** 6/18/2009, 11:10 am

Yunho's POV
College. Studies. Girls. Oh god when is it ever going to end?! I feel like I can never move on from school! It can get so frustrating, although some good things come out of it, like basketball and dancing. I'm the MVP in our basketball team and popular for my smooth, sexy moves. The girls are all over me... Well can I blame them? I have everything that they could look for in a guy, but I don't feel that I have everything.
In my college, you can see everything, all the different kinds of different teens like me, emo, hip hop, nerds, cheerleaders, hippies and many more. But the weirdest one I've seen is a tomboy with a gay! Aheheheh! What is with these people, they're so twisted.
They were just talking and minding their own business, giggling and teasing each other, they were the weirdest couple I have ever seen! The boy looked way better than the girl, but nonetheless, she has pretty features, curvy, fair skin, pouty lips and fixed teeth. It’s a pity; I would've made a move if she wasn’t... A tomboy.
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JaeJoong's POV
People’s eyes were on us, weirded out by the way were acting. Who wouldn't be? We looked like a gay and a tomboy couple,
“Yah! Can I ask... are you into girls?” I asked jokingly
“Hell no! I like boys” she argued
“Oh really.... well, what kind?” I asked really wanting to know what kind she's into, that maybe I'll have a chance.
“Well... that guy!” she said pointing at Jung Yunho
“Those kinds of guys I like, manly, rugged, have a nice smile, nice hair, and nice eyes and...Oh...I think I'm in love!” she said while describing his features, great. Knowing this, I already lost without even trying.
“Him?! That’s Jung Yunho, most popular guy in this whole college!” I said
“Oh...well then, there goes my chance!” she laughed a looked back at me; we smiled at each other and looked away. I couldn't help but let out a small sigh as I did not fill in the qualifications that she wants in a dude.
After that, we went to the basketball court to break some sweat; she said that she does it with her dad every Sunday so she could beat me hands down. I just chuckled and went in the empty court, we got a ball and got started playing. After a few minutes, I was very humiliated right in front of her, her basketball talent was amazing!
“I WIN!” she shouted gloating
“Aiisshh...” I just stood still panting and got my hands on the knees to keep me up.
“YAH! Get out of here; I've got to practice...NOW!” Yunho shouted us out. __________ ignored it and just kept on playing like she didn't hear anything.
“______ah..._________ah... let's go, before he gets angry!” I whispered in her ear
“Watch and learn JaeJoong ah, it's time for me to show my girl side.” she whispered back smirking, I was speechless, she was really into Yunho that she will not be herself just for him. I just stared at her confused
“Yah! ...yah! Didn’t you hear me?! I said I've got to practice! YAH!” he shouted at us again. By hearing that ________ immediately pulled her ponytail from her head and let it flow down her back, it was beautiful...SHE was beautiful. __________ then turned around to look at him with her flirtatious eyes
“Beat me first...then we'll go” she threatened, by that time, I was out of it...I just walked to the benches and watched them with amusement
“In basketball? no.” he replied coldly
“See JaeJoong, I told he'll be scared.” she said playfully and looked at me, and without hesitation, I just played along
“ Oh yea... oh...Yunho ssi, are you going to take that?” I smirked
“What the? I don't battle with girls! And I'm not scared!” He yelled to her irritated
“Prove it!” she challenged and Yunho just laughed
“You asked for it” he said and ran through her dribbling the ball.
Then the real game started, I couldn't help myself but laugh as Yunho's face was completely unpaintable! She was winning over him by 8 points, although she had an advantage as her long hair was a disturbance to him and when he tries to block her, she acts like she's hurt and gets Yunho fooled. There was also a moment when she accidentally tripped over her laces and landed right on top of Yunho; at this I was not amused.
“*pant*pant*pant* ok...you win! Can I practice now?” Yunho said tiredly leaning his arms on his knees with his head down. _________ was also doing the same thing facing him saying
“You need it! I mean you can’t even beat a girl!” she laughed panting
“You’re a...” Yunho said pulling his head back to face her but what he saw was her cleavage right in front of him and stared nearly drooling. Whoa there Yunho!
“Uumm...let's go ________ ah were going to be late” I said as she stood up and put her hair up in a ponytail again, she was sweating so much, I got my handkerchief to help her wipe it off, while I was doing this, she closed her eyes and left me to it. I started wiping of from her forehead down to her cheeks, nose, neck then collarbones; I couldn't go anywhere lower than that as something might happen. Yunho looks a little jealous with his squinty little eyes glaring at us.
I pulled my handkerchief away before I go any further but she grabbed it and planted it in her chest with my hand still holding on to it. Whoa shit...wth?! When she got a hold of the hanky I immediately pulled my hand out from her grip and turned around for them not to see me flushing like a tomato. ______ used MY handkerchief to wipe off the sweat from the back of her neck, shoulders and...Cleavage. I was beginning to wonder if I should take it back or let her keep it.
“I'm ________... nice to BEAT you! Jung Yunho! Aha” she introduced herself to him jokingly
“Aheheheh...” he laughed sarcastically but giving her a cheerful smile after
“Okay...I'll go first...I'll wait for you outside ____ah” I said
“Wait! I’m coming... bye Yunho ssi!” she said and ran towards me, then we walked towards our next class.
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Yunho's POV
She’s a girl, a sexy beautiful girl. For that moment when we were playing, I felt whole; I felt that nothing was missing from me. I was complete.
She ran towards the door to catch up with JaeJoong and accidentally dropped the hanky that JaeJoong used to wipe her sweat. What exactly were their connection to each other? Are they going out? Were they related? I decided to pick up the forgotten handkerchief with her DNA and kept it.
With this, I can now feel that I am going to be complete soon. I can just feel it. Just at that moment, I promised to myself that I will meet her again. XD
When they got out, I practiced basketball for the tournament next week, trying to concentrate on my game. Then...
“*scream* ahahahahaa!!!” someone laughed loudly distracting me, I looked outside to see who it was then I saw ________ and JaeJoong playing with water, they were splashing each other with water using their bottles, both of them were so wet, I couldn't help but laugh and feel jealous of them having so much fun.
*ring*ring*ring* my phone rang, I answered
# phone convo #
Yunho: yeoboseo?
Other line: Yunho! It’s me!
Yunho: oh...Appa! What the matter?
Dad: you’re not allowed to go anywhere tonight; I’ve got work for you to do.
Yunho: but dad...I...
Dad: no BUTS! Just do it! Or else... aish what am I going to do with you?!
#end phone call#
That’s one of the reason's I'm so frustrated, my bossy father. He literally is getting rid of my youth!
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by **Tammy** 6/19/2009, 2:19 pm

Yunho's POV
I came home late not following my father’s orders and had to face his sermon on how much of a nuisance I am in his life, sometimes I don't feel like he's my dad at all. More like a manager. My mother can't do anything about it as she is such a pushover, she can't even protect her own son. Every wrath I get from dad, all she does is apologize to me, like that's going to do any good. i can also feel that he doesn't love my mom.
*flashback*
#yesterday night#
It was late and my dad was still at work, I heard faint crying in my mom's room when I got up to get a drink from the kitchen. She was crying, sitting by the window holding a picture frame on her chest. I figured it was our family picture, of me, dad and her. But then she cried
“I shouldn't have left you....I still love you...I'm so sorry.”
The curiosity walked over me and couldn't help myself anymore and asked
“Umma... what…?” I asked but she interrupted me.
“Yunho! You should knock first... go back to sleep!” she said quickly and nervously, and then she pushed me out the door with a lot of questions.
*flashback ends*
Who did she leave? Who does she still love? Was my mother having an affair? The thing that bothers me most is that was it really OUR family picture that she was holding. I can honestly say that I have everything yet I feel nothing.
*next morning*
College again, as usual. When I got there I had to put on a fake smile and greet the ladies, accept my presents from them and compliment. I'm seriously getting sick and tired of this pretending, I can't find somewhere that I can be free and just be myself.
“nnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooooo!! Put me down put me down aaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!” someone caught my attention; it was __________ being carried on the shoulder like a pig by JaeJoong. I walked over to them
“Yah! Why so noisy early in the morning?” I asked jokingly
“Oh. Jung Yunho?” they both said in unison
“Why so surprised?” I smirked.
“Put me down Kim JaeJoong! Please!” she pleaded and JaeJoong finally put her down.
“AIIIISSH! I'm going back home!” she yelled walking towards the gate
“Oh no you don't” JaeJoong said dully and grabbed her by the bag and she yelped by the sudden pull back.
“Why? What’s the matter?” I asked curious
“her whole body aches because of the basketball game yesterday and she forgot to eat breakfast and she's got a cold because of the water fight and bla dee bla dee bla and she didn't want to go to school...” JaeJoong explained while ________ trying to get out of his grip.
finally giving up she just took her bag off and walked forwards, 3 seconds of freedom and she already tripped by her own shoe laces. What a Klutz... luckily I catched her before she hit the concrete. She groaned because of the pain
“Aaahh...my legs...” she complained and fakes sobbed.
“This is what you get for being so hard headed, I told you not to.” I said helping to stand up but she yelled at me
“Yah! Who told you to help me huh? get off me!” she said not realizing that she wasn't completely standing, so I just did what she said, I let her go and she dropped on the concrete.
“AAIIIGGOOOO!! YAH! JUNG YUNHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!” she shouted
“What should I do?” I asked JaeJoong panicking
“You should run...” he suggested, that helps!
I ran for my life while she was chasing after me! Boy was she fast, and her body aches at this case
“Why did you drop me huh?!” She asked still running
“Because you asked me too!” I replied trying to escape her, she was one arm length away from me. _______ got a hold of my shirt. We were still running.
The buttons on my shirt one by one flew leaving my chest and everything else exposed. We stopped and I looked back to look at her while covering my body with my arms. This is so embarrassing, camera phones were surrounding us, she was just staring back at me with innocent eyes and my shirt in her hands.
'YOU!!' i shouted and started chasing after her, she was running too with scream coming out of her throat
i catched up to her and grabbed her t-shirt, she ran and screamed louder, although i was already slowing down. From this her t-shirt ripped into half, only covering the top part and leaving her curvy flat stomach exposed. Wow! She has a belly button piercing.
'*SCREAM* YOU PERVERT!' she shouted at me and I felt a sudden pain in my face before everything fell black.
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Your POV
What is with this pervert?! How dare he do that? This is his entire fault...
*in the nurses office*
JaeJoong helped to carry Yunho here and advised me to stay until he wakes up, he also excused me from class I won't get into as much trouble that i am already in now.
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Yunho's POV again
Ouch! My nose...what the hell happened? I slowly opened my eyes and saw ________ next to me still with her half t-shirt on. The nurse handed her a t-shirt from lost and found.
The toilet was occupied by someone so she couldn't change in there.
“Your asleep right? thought so... my punch was harder than I thought” she muttered to herself checking if was asleep so that she could change waving her hands back and forth by my face.
She turned around and I slightly opened my eyes to see... *cough*... as she took the ripped t-shirt off, I noticed busty her chest was, she had a pink flowery bra on and has a nice smooth back. Then as I moved down, I saw a very cringing mole by her hip bone.
“Ppfftt...” I sniggered quietly, I couldn't help myself, that mole was way MORE than just a beauty spot! She then turned around and looked to see if I was really sleeping, I tried my best to act like I was, but now I can really feel the pain in my nose.
“Yah! Yunho ah!” she shook me until I opened my eyes, she got changed now
“Aaahh! My nose! What happened? I can remember chasing you, and then rip—“i looked at her looking at me with frown in her forehead
“What?! It’s your entire fault! I don't know why you have to be so cranky, I'm the one who offered the help.” I complained
“Mianhe.” she chuckled flashing me a smile
“Were just fair, and that chase was kinda fun don't you think? I mean I got you out of popularity for at least a minute” she continued and sat next to me on the bed. Yeah, she did, she got me out of popularity for at least a minute, although I hope it would've lasted longer.
Why do I feel like this around her? I hardly know her, and yet I feel like I've known her for all my life. she got the first aid kit and did something to my bruise, I just too this time to stare at her.

by **Tammy** 6/20/2009, 9:28 am

Your POV
Hours become days and days become weeks
“Sweetheart! come down now honey, it's breakfast time!” my dad yelled from downstairs, I walked down smiling at him as he was wearing the Doreamon chef thing that my mom used to wear, as I have been told. In the past 2 weeks, I and JaeJoong minded our own business with a little interruption by Yunho, although I didn't say that I didn't like it, I just feel so free and complete with him.
But today, I will help JaeJoong with his problem with ladies and guys. Because of Yunho, my image with the 2 genders have completely changed, it was nice that I wasn't considered the tomboy anymore. But JaeJoong still had the same problem, so I decided to help him with all that I can.
I wore denim short shorts, a black spaghetti top, pumps and my hair flowing down. I also added a sprinkle of make up here and there, like mascara, lip gloss and a little blusher. Whoa did I look like a complete...*cough*...girl.
My dad just stared at me with wide eyes, I was getting ready for a 'go back up and change!' sermon but what I heard absolutely had me confused
“Oh Darling! You look beautiful!!” he said softly hugging me and patting me on the back
“Uuhh...Appa? Are you okay?” I asked him curiously
“Of course! I'm great! My daughter finally dresses like a girl, why wouldn't I be? Don’t forget to introduce him to me okay?” he said cheerfully
“Who...? There’s no one dad.” I said looking at him still confused
*ding dong* the doorbell rang, oh darn! I forgot that JaeJoong offered to pick me up today, how am I going to say this... I opened the door and JaeJoong's mouth fell open. Did I do something wrong? Was there anything on my face? He looked at me from head to toe then meeting my eyes before he could speak
“Wow ________ ah... you look so...so...beautiful” he stuttered, my dad heard this and walked next to me to see who was saying these things to me.
“Ah...Appa, this is Kim JaeJoong, he's my…uuhh...close friend” I said to dad then he looked at me with eyes saying are-you-sure-he's-only-a-close-friend?
“Hello! You must be _______ dad, nice to finally meet you, ______ speaks a lot about you” JaeJoong commented
“Okay dad, we'll be going now, he's going to bring me to school today” I let out a smile and avoided his eye contact before he could say anything, grabbed my bag and headed to the door. That was my dad out of the list.
“_______ ah, I know you said you'll help me but why do you have to do this?” he asked while were walking to his car
“I have to show the guys and girls how manly you really are!” I replied
“By doing this? How? I have a bad feeling about this.” he threatened while putting on his seatbelt
“You’ll just have to trust me.” I said looking into his eyes and he drove off.
“Aish...These heels are killing me” I complained while walking to class, most of the basketball team especially Yunho had their eyes glued at me with their mouths open. This was something that I was not used to.
“That’s because you have feet like a frog! It’s webbed! Aha!” he joked
'You are not helping okay! That’s it! Pick me up! Bridal style and carry me to class.” I whispered to him
“What?! Hell no! I would never carry an elephant like you!” he whispered back
“AAWW! aaahhhwww... my legs,... my legs hurt Jae...” i suddenly cried out loud making everyone in the corridors stop and grabbed on to his arm, giving me an I-can't-believe-you look knowing that he can't just ignore me in front of all these people.
“does it really hurt?” he said playing along now, I nodded and pouted, after that he lifted me up easily bridal style and carried me to class, I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his chest making the guys behind me open their mouths wider. My plan is now working; I can hear whispers from girls as we walked through saying 'he's strong, I wish he could lift me up too' and bla dee bla dee bla, long story short, they wanted him.
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Yunho's POV
Wow! She looks so hot! Hotter than any of the other girls here, she told me about her plan to help JaeJoong but I didn't think that it would turn out so well! My basketball team couldn't concentrate when she walked past. Some talked about her nice legs, long hair, nice eyes...how come they didn't notice all of this when she was being her normal self?
When Jae carried her, their faces became even more unpaintable! I couldn't help but laugh and enjoy the amusement.
Later that day, she was crowded by guys and JaeJoong was crowded by girls, it's amazing how smart she was, her crazy plan actually worked! I saw the top of her head bobbing up and down and her lips muttering 'HELP!’ I quickly came to her rescue as JaeJoong was too busy. The guys groaned and turned away,
“Where you off to then _____ ah? You’re not going home now are you?” I asked
“Well, I WAS supposed to go get my dad's workload from his office but I guess I can't now, he's too preoccupied. Aheheheh” she sniggered
“I'll take you there... then maybe we can go to the park or something, if you don't have anything to do.” I asked frankly
“Uumm... sure! I've got nothing on anyway! And he can go on his own... let's go?” she immediately agreed not realizing that I just asked her out on a date.
“Okay, my cars over there” I pointed at the black shiny Porsche right at the reserved spot.
“THAT'S YOUR CAR?!” she asked
“Uuhh...yeahuh!” I gloated
“coooooooooooooooooooool!” she murmured
We both got in the car and drove off; there was an awkward silence so she decided to break it by turning on the radio. The song played: Timeless by Jang RI In feat. Xiah Junsu
“Aish! Next station please! That’s so sad!” I complained while driving
She just ignored me and closed her eyes and waited for something, when Jang RI In's part came, she sang along with it. Her voice was like an angel's, much better than Ri In personally. It reminded me of something, when my mother sang to me when I was a little kid, she sounded exactly like her!
The people in the cars beside us heard her singing and clapped; she blushed and hid her face in her hands.
“Aaahh! Who told you to sing anyway?” I asked jokingly
“Who told you to get a convertible car?!” she argued
'Aaahh...Never mind, they loved it anyway. Where did you learn to sing like that?” I asked
“I don't...” she said dully
“What do you mean you don't?”
“I just don't learn, I just sing...I'm a natural right?” she gloated and sat still, the wind was soaring through her face making her hair flow by behind her, the sun bouncing into her fair skin. She was a real beauty.
I tried not to look at her often as it may distract me from m driving, only at stop lights did I take a glance at her. We got her dad's workload and dumped it in the back seat; we were ready to have our date.
We went to the park and took a stroll around; I even bought her a balloon and ice cream. She was such a child; we even played soccer with some little kids. There were plenty of times when she fell on me and makes us both blush. She was her real self around me and I felt really complete, like there wasn't anything missing in the first place. It was like she's the one that is making me whole.

by **Tammy** 6/21/2009, 10:41 am

JaeJoong's POV
I can't believe she left me, I was suffocating in there! Where is she? I ran out of the circle with occasional gasps from the girls realizing that i grabbed some of their breast as I pushed them away.
Thank you __________!
I went to my car quickly and check to see if _________'s already home, or maybe she went somewhere else I don't know.
her dad said that she wasn't home yet so I decided to drive around and looked for her, I went to shopping malls, basketball courts, restaurant...everywhere. But then I came to the park, there she was... with Yunho enjoying herself, with her dad's workload in her bag, Yunho must've helped her get it while I was 'busy'. Seeing that I really shouldn't be a disturbance to them, I just went home and take a warm shower form all the skin that touched me today.
I must admit, she was really amazing, she got everyone's point of view to change about me; it's really fascinating to me how she does thing when she's determined.
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Your POV
Yunho took me home after our date, I hope he had fun, because I absolutely did and I am not denying it.
“Yunho ah, Thanks for today I really had fun” I said to him cheerful while were still in his Porsche outside my house.
“That’s okay _____ ah...I really had fun too, maybe we can do it again sometime.” he offered
'He enjoyed it too! Yes! And he wants to do it again! YES!' I thought to myself, I just stared at him by the thought of doing it again
“Or you don't want to… that's fine...” he quickly snapped pouting, aaaaaaawwwww...he was so cute pouting!
“Oh no! I’d love to!” I replied with the sweetest smile I can manage
“Great.” he said with a grin, his teeth was perfect and pearly white, his eyes glistening and hair soft. He also has this smell that always gets me to blush.
“What? Is there something on my face?” he asked worried as I just dumbfound stared at his beautiful face.
“Oh nothing, here's my house so I'll get out now...Thanks again...” I said taking off my seatbelt and opening the door.
“Let me escort you” he insisted
“Oh no, you don't need to bother” I argued
“Aaahh, I insist!” he said
after 5 steps we reached my door and I played with my keys using my fingers, what's happening to me?! This was so not like myself.
I turned round to face him and said
“Thanks again”
“You know you've said that 3 times now and it's still not enough…” he replied
“What? How many times should I say it then?” I asked
“I don't want a thank you...” he said smiling while I was looking at him confused
“I want this” he continued and got closer to my face, his lips then brushed onto mine not putting in much force
My eyes widened with nervousness and excitement, after 2 seconds I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I gave in more force into it than he did; now our lips were glued and I heard him gasp when I kissed him back.
maybe his man instincts took over and he came closer to me, holding me by my waist, he deepen the kiss, by doing that, I felt an electrical feeling ran down my spine which made me moan a little.
“mmmmmmhhhh” I moaned
He pulled away from the kiss and looked at me with happy and shocked eyes.
“I'm that good am I?” he smirked, but I knew that he felt the spark too.
“Don’t stare at me like that!” I said looking away from him, our faces still inches away, I’m guessing that he was speechless and was just smiling down at me like an idiot.
“Okay, I'm going in now, bye...” I said pulling hands away from my waist and smiling.
I opened the door and went in quietly, not wanting to wake my dad up. I closed the door gently and took glances at his smiling face while walking to his car outside the window.
I placed my father's workload on the sofa for easy finding tomorrow morning.
*snore*zzzzzzzzzzz*snore*zzzzzzzzzzzz* my dad's nose sang in harmony again. I walked up the stairs avoiding making squeaking sounds; I got changed to my night gown and went to sleep smiling.
My first kiss, *squeals*
*next morning*
JaeJoong is going to pick me up again today, can't wait to see Yunho! I went down ate my breakfast and kissed my dad's cheek before he went to work.
*knock*knock* this must be JaeJoong.
I opened the door and it was not the person I expect to see,
“Yunho? What are you doing here?” I asked him
“Well, I came to pick you up…” he replied grinning
“Oh, JaeJoong's suppose to pick me up today…” I said
“JaeJoong said I could pick you up, he said he'll be a little late” he murmured.
“Oh, okay...let's go?” I asked.
He smiled at me and took my hand walking over to his car, the electric feeling ran down my back again like yesterday night, and speaking of yesterday night, I just had the flashback!
“Maybe I should ask JaeJoong to stop picking you up, since it's my job now” he said confidently while putting on his seatbelt
“Your job? Since when?” I asked jokingly
“Since last night, don't you remember?” he replied starting the ignition
“Last night we...” I stopped in the middle of my sentence and looked down as I was too embarrassed to talk about it.
“We didn't need questions, and we didn't need answers. Our lips basically did that for us...” he explained
“How?”
“Well, I pecked your lips lightly, and that means 'will you be my girlfriend?' and when you kissed me back, that was your answer 'yes' and when you moaned 'mmmmmhhhhh' it means...” he continued and I stopped him when it got to my moaning part. Oh god...why did I moan?!
“Stop! Please...okay, be over it!” I snapped and covered my face with my palms
“Don’t worry about it” he said seductively and came closer towards me, got my palms out of my face and stared deeply into my eyes, his arms raised up to my neck. I closed my eyes and waited.
What took him so long? *click* I opened my eyes to the clicking of my seatbelt. Turns out that he was only putting my seatbelt on to get ready to drive
“*sigh* you really want me bad” he said with his face smirking and further away.
“Yah! You want to die?!” I shouted putting my curled fist exposed into the air
“You want to kill your boyfriend?!” he laughed
“Aiisshh” that was all I said as I really couldn't do anything about it.
At lunch time, I went to look for JaeJoong and his table, so that I can eat my food quickly, little did I know that JaeJoong was nowhere to be seen.
I sighed deeply and went to the tree where I and JaeJoong first hanged out, there he was,
“Yah! Why are you here?” I asked walking towards him with my lunch
“I want peace...” he exhaled and smiled feeling the cool breeze
“Are you hungry?” I asked
“Kinda...I haven't even eaten breakfast yet.” he complained
“Have some of mine then, I won't be able to eat it all.” I insisted and he took the one massive sandwich that was really meant for me.
I didn't complain and just drank my orange juice and watched him eat. He was really hungry
“So...I hear it's you and Yunho now” he said dully
'Yeah, isn't it great?! You should get a girlfriend too!” I said ecstatically
“Hm” he replied with his mouth full and I giggled a little looking at his bulging cheeks full of food and little pouty lips.
I checked my now visible watch and it was time for me to practice basketball with Yunho.
“Oh sorry dude got to go...eat lots! Don’t get hungry!” I advised leaving all my lunch with him and ran to the basketball court.
Yunho was already there waiting for me, with a ball in his hands
“You ready to get beaten AGAIN?” I asked playfully
“Not this time missy!” he replied smirking
“Let’s see about that” I threatened him.
Minutes passed and I won over him...again!
“This is too easy!” I said panting
“I let you win you know!” he argued
He wiped his sweat with his towel and then wiped mine; we both drank from the same bottle of water. We were a really active couple.
“I'll take you home again, or should we hang out for a while?” he asked.
“Well, I've got nothing to do, again. So that probably is not such a bad idea.” I replied and he smiled
For once in my life, I was living like a normal girl, with normal friends and normal love life.
Now what I'm worried about is telling my dad.

by **Tammy** 6/21/2009, 10:56 am

Your POV
Yunho and I talked about it and we decided to not tell our parents yet, we were a little too cut up on our relationship and with some parents disappointment, we were afraid that it might end soon. And let me tell you, neither of us wanted that!
I have been more of a girl lately; I've been wearing short shorts, skirts with less darkened tops. Although I could do without the heels, they killed my ankle and feet like hell! JaeJoong has been a little awkward lately, always by himself and acting cold. It’s not like I completely left him, I only had a boyfriend, and we still eat at our special place and talk like usual. I really miss him, I feel really guilty as he was my very first friend here, without his help, I might be sitting over where the trash cans are, we had each other's backs.
next morning, my dad left early for work so I had to prepare myself on my own, not that i couldn't handle it, it's just that it's kinda weird. I woke up an hour early to make breakfast and tidy the house a little bit. Then my cell phone rang.
*rrrrrriiiiinng*
“Yeoboseo?” I answered the phone
“Good morning Aisshi! You woke up early today...” Yunho said sweetly on the other line. (Aisshi means my love in Japanese)
“Yeah, my dad left early for work today, so I woke up an hour early, will you be picking me up today?” I asked
“As usual, unless you don't want me to...” he smirked
“No! Of course I want you to!” I exclaimed
“Hey umm, can I come over there...like…now?” he asked seriously
“Uuhh...Sure, no one here and it's still early...but ...why?” I asked curiously as I placed 2 pieces of bread in the toaster.
“Uh, I don't know, I just wanted to see youuuuu.... in your house! Because I haven't actually been INSIDE if you know what I mean” he explained
Listening intently, I suddenly gasped because of the hot toast that was on my fingers, I think Yunho was shocked by the response
“NO! Not INSIDE you...INSIDE your house! I thought that's what you meant and I...I...” he stuttered.
“Yeah... inside my house, come on over now...we can have breakfast together... and what do you mean about inside me?” I asked secretly giggling as the thought flew through my perverted brain.
“Nothing! I’m coming now.” he said
“Coming? Coming now? So soon?” I laughed
“Yah! Your worse than me! Okay wait for me Aisshi. Saranghae.” he said and ended the call.
I continued on what I was doing, now I had to make more food as my boyfriend was coming over, I didn't bother getting changed...I was still in my nightgown and my hair was in knots and no makeup.
but I didn't care, as he is my boyfriend, he should still like me even if he sees my REAL beauty, then I'll know if he's really into me or just my looks, which are not that great in the first place.
*knock*knock*
“Come in!” I shouted still making breakfast; I could hear his shoes slightly squeaking on the floor and could also hear it getting closer.
“Hey Aisshi!” I turned around to face him to see his wide eyes and mouth open in front of me, great! I looked even worse than I thought.
“Yunho ah... please don't stare like that.” I asked of him insecure.
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Yunho's POV
Wow! What is she trying to do? First, the phone conversation and now this? She looked so hot with her white nightgown that reached over the half of her thighs and bed hair. I stood there staring at her long fair skinned legs and innocent looking face.
“Yunho ah... please don't stare like that…” she said insecure
After she said that, I snapped back to reality
“Oh, it's nothing; you're just too beautiful...” I said seductively
She smiled and turned back around to put on the finishing touches to our very first breakfast together in her house.
I came closer to her and hugged her from the back, however she did something that was a big mistake! She bent over to reach the fork in the far side of the kitchen table; my crotch was level with her butt. I gulped a massive ball of saliva.
She turned around to look at me and present me her artistic work on a plate.
“Yunho Oppa! Look! Are you hungry now?” she asked, putting the plate onto the dinner table.
“I'm hungry for you…” I thought, as she put the plates down properly with the chopstick and spoons, I walked up to her again and hugged her tight
“Aisshi...” she moaned, OMG was she really hinting about this? Or am I just being perverted?
Our eyes locked on each other deep gaze, she looked down from my forehead down to my lips. ______ licked her lips and bit the bottom one, I then accepted the invitation and kissed her hard.
The electrical feeling was there again and didn't leave, she wrapped her arms around my neck and combed through my hair while my hands were down her waist, occasionally getting lower, I picked her up and sat her down on the table still passionately kissing, I licked her sweet lips and she parted it in an instant and let me through, our tongues battled with each other.
Her fingers now were in smoothing my face down to my jaws then to my collarbone, now i was sure, she wanted me too.
I parted her legs and gladly placed myself in between, with my hands smoothing her thighs, she moaned and blushed. Her arms and hands roamed my broad back until it got to my ass; she lifted my top a little bit and tugged on my boxers. Everything was very beautiful.
*ggggrrrlll* her stomach growled at me, basically saying to stop and let her eat.
We parted our lips and looked at each other,
“I'm sorry, next time...” she apologized.
“It’s okay”, I put her back down to the floor and her nightgown got hooked onto my jeans which made me see her sexy red hot panties.
“DON'T LOOK!” she yelled so I immediately turned and chuckled under my breath
After that, we ate breakfast then she got changed for school. We could do this more often.

by **Tammy** 6/22/2009, 12:23 pm

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Your POV
*end of school*
“____________ ah!” Yunho called me
“Oh, Yunho Oppa...” I smiled at him while running.
“I'm really sorry about this but I won't be able to take you home tonight, my dad...” he said when it finally got to me.
“It’s okay Oppa, I understand” I beamed
“Ok, go home safe okay? I'll be going now...” he said and kissed me on the forehead then ran towards his car.
*sigh* owell, I still have to return these books to the library anyway, I wondered around without looking where I was going with a bunch of books on my arms, then... *thud* I bumped into someone making all my books fall on the floor.
“Mianhe…” a deep voice said while i was down on the floor picking up the books. i looked up at the familiar voice
“JaeJoong!” I cheered
“_________ah!” he looked down at me and smiled helping me up.
“JaeJoong ah! How have you been? It’s been a while!” I greeted him
“It has...” he murmured shyly
“So what happened? You never have time for me anymore? With all your girlfriends” I joked
“No... I don't have any girlfriends” he said
“Oh well then, you've been busy with school work huh? Be careful, you might get too smart!” I joked again but with a hint of seriousness
“I haven't been really busy, just normal...” he said again
Oh no, so it was...me who didn't have time for him.
'Oh...I understand, I'm very sorry JaeJoong ah... I left...no, I abandoned you... let me make it up to you” I offered
We both stayed silent as he was thinking about my suggestion, we both looked around realizing that this was the same place when we first met. We both looked at each other upon realizing and chuckled.
“Okay then, to make it up to me... let's go out” he offered
“Okay then! Since I've got nothing on tonight and Yunho's busy, it'll be like old times!” I cheered
'But... I have to suggest when and where and you have to do what I ask you to...please?” he said first ordering me then it turned to pleading.
“Yah! Do what you ask me too? That’s a bit...” I complained
*sob*sob*sob* he fake cried in front of me and said
“You abandoned me... how could you? Just because you had a boyfriend *fake sob*fake sob*”
“Oh okay!” I agreed unwillingly but felt warmness inside of me on how cute he was.
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JaeJoong's POV
“Okay, I'll pick you up; go get dressed something hip and sexy... I'll be there at 8” I declared walking away, was I asking for a date? No...It’s just for old times’ sake.
“Wait... where are we going?” she asked looking back at me with her round innocent eyes.
“I'll tell you when were there.” I said dully and unlocked my car *bleep*bleep*
She then picked the rest of her books and headed for the library.
*that night at 8*
*knock*knock*
“COMING!” she yelled while running down the stairs, she opened the door and WHOA
She looked so sexy! She was so not the sporty girl I first met.
(AN: Heres what you wore:

“What?! Is it too much? YOU SAID HOT AND SEXY!” she shouted at me when she realized I was staring at her wide eyed.
“No...Its fine...it's perfect” I finally muttered and got out of my dreamland. the dreamland where she was mine, and no one else. Something that would ONLY stay in my dreams.
We drove there and she was shocked when she saw our destination, the letters T-O-N-I-C was spelled out in front of the night club
“Oh my god! I've never been in a night club before!” she yelled
“Okay, I can hear you no need to shout...” I laughed at her super cute excitement
“JaeJoong ah! I didn't know you have a wild side! Are you really the same JaeJoong I met before?” she joked
“I should ask you the same thing.” I murmured, we then went inside, it was her first time so she was nervous and excited at the same time, the blasting music made our chests beat with it, the light were giving us adrenaline rush, we got an empty space and sat down
“IT LOOKS GREAT HERE!” she yelled
“WHAT?” I yelled, I couldn't hear what she was saying because of the loud music
“I SAID IT LOOKS GREAT HERE!” she yelled again but this time I could hear her faint shout in my ears, I just nodded in response.
“Hey, remember, you have to do whatever I ask tonight...mwahahahahaha!” I teased her
“Don’t worry, I didn't forget…what you want?” she asked laughing
“Go get us some drinks, the bar's right there, then we can go dancing later...” I asked
“Okay then” she replied and got up, fixing her hair, top and stretched out her jeans.
3 minutes later she came back with our drinks, we drank and talked about the good old days, like it was years ago. Afterwards I asked her
“Let’s go dance!” I cheered,
“OKAY!” she replied and dragged to the dance floor, our bodies moved as one and we were both crazily enjoying ourselves in the dance floor, we were a little bit tipsy right now and were doing unusual things
sometimes she held onto my shoulders or my waist, also when some guy comes up to her and dance, I would hold her by the waist and give the other dude a glare saying that she's taken. She IS taken though, but not by me. I always flinch at the idea when I remember that she loves someone else, but what can I do? I just sucked it up and at least be one of her friends.
We sat back down again and had more drinks, now we talked about the guys and the girls that was trying check us out. It was really fun, although she was asking for too many drinks
“That’s enough _________ah, your drunk now” I said pulling the glass away from her. A first timer is always like this.
“No...More...More...” She ordered.
“Yah! Do as I say!” I finally shouted, what she was doing is really dangerous...
“Okay...Okay... one last one okay? I promise.” she pleaded and looked at me with half opened eyes.
“Fine... just one last one” I said, I controlled myself from drinking too much as I was going to drive her and myself home ...alive.
After that one last one shot, she started bubbling all sort of nonsense like,
'You know... I really missed you JaeJoong! And I love you know that! Your my best friend... look, look, that guy is checking you out! Maybe he thought you’re a girl! ahahahahaha!” she muttered and laughed
“Yah!” I yelled and laughed along with her and i too started muttering nonsense even though I was still sober.
“You know _______ah, I've like you since we first became friends, but then you went out with Yunho, he beat me! Now I'm your best friend but in my dreamland, your mine and only mine...” I muttered... What the hell? I think I just got her disease.
“Mmm” she moaned closing her eyes and laid her head on my lap from being drunk. I stared at her, from her forehead down to her eyebrows, eyelashes, nose, cheeks and her soft tender plump pink lips that I wanted to kiss so much.
I made her more comfortable and adjusted her head a little bit so that her neck won't cramp,
“You know _______ah, Saranghae...” I whispered while combing her soft curled hair with my fingers.
Just this once, just this one time I will follow my instincts and do what I really want to do, I got closer to her and kissed her lips, then my eyes opened wide when she subconsciously lifted up her arm to pull me closer. At this move I immediately pulled away with my heart beating furiously fast.
I paid our bill for the drink and carried her to the car, god she was heavy!
I took her home and luckily her dad wasn't back yet. I grabbed the keys to her house in her bag and opened the door. I carried her upstairs to her room and laid her carefully on her bed, taking her heels and jewelleries off.
I sighed and sat next to her, sleeping soundly, I took a last glance at her beautiful face and hoping that she wouldn't remember anything form this and walked out.

by **Tammy** 6/22/2009, 12:33 pm

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JaeJoong's POV
*next morning*
Everything that happened last night was... amazing, it was hours ago but it's still fresh in my brain.
*flashback*
“You know _______ah, Saranghae...” I whispered while combing her soft curled hair with my fingers.
Just this once, just this one time I will follow my instincts and do what I really want to do, I got closer to her and kissed her lips, then my eyes opened wide when she subconsciously lifted up her arm to pull me closer. At this move I immediately pulled away with my heart beating furiously fast.
*end flashback*
Her lips were so pink soft, even if the alcohol has taken over it, there's still something about her that just makes it smell better... our noses brushed against each other and her long eye lashes fluttered and swiped a corner of my cheek.
Oh gosh, imagine how much better it would've been if she done it to her own accord and...Sober.
Aish! I've got to stop dreaming, she's with Yunho and I am not that kind of person.
I just went to college as usual, parked my car in my usual spot, went to my normal classes...god it was so boring and I haven't seen ______ yet, I think she's got a hangover.
I think I have one too; I just haven't been paying attention to it. I know right! I can easily ignore hangovers...I'm amazing. But that is one problem about me; I can be really oblivious and stubborn. I was just walking peacefully through the corridor with my books and had my glasses on.
“Oh my god... Jae Oppa and that slut?!' some girl hissed behind me I slowed my pace to hear more... how dare they?!
“That’s disgusting, she's going to get it now.” someone else said, this was really pissing me off, I know it has something to do with me and ________...
“God knows what happened after!!!...” someone sharply whispered. There. At that point, I had lost it
“YAH! What the hell are you gossiping about?!” I asked angrily at the three girls standing by the bulletin boards
One girl bravely dragged me to where they were standing and held my face to the board.
There was a poster in front of me full of me and ________ last night in Tonic, dancing together and our kiss, surrounded with hurtful words that absolutely shocked me and filled me up with anger as well.
"THE NEW SLUT OF THE SCHOOL! _________!!!! DOING JAE OPPA AND YUNHO OPPA AT THE SAME TIME! They were dancing together in a club called Tonic and were drunk out of her head! And NEWS FLASH! They also made out; as you can see she even grabbed him closer, what a slut right? SHE DOESN'T BELONG HERE!!!" the poster wrote.
I grunted loudly to scare the girls around me and ripped that poster with all my strength. THAT WAS INVASION O PRIVACY!
“WHO DID THIS?!” I shouted angrily looking back the stunned girls.
“Uuhh..Jae Oppa... that's not going to help... copies of the poster is all around the school...” the girl laughed
I didn't reply to prevent myself from harming this poor bitch.
“Why do you even care about her? I mean there's a LOT more out there...like Me.” the girl cooed and got closer to me stroking my arms, she moaned as she did so, which gave me the shivers.
“Bitch! Shut up! I want to know who did this!” I pushed her hand away and looked at her with my eyes full of fury.
“We don't know.” she replied and went back to her group.
I walked away looking straight ahead to ignore those eyes piercing my back. Everyone else was looking now; I guess my voice was a bit too intense
I got outside the school building ripping up posters along the way, i grabbed my phone and started to call _________ and see if she already knew about this.
*ring....ring*
“Yeoboseo?” she answered the phone with a sad tone in her voice
“____ah! Are you okay? Why aren't you at school?” I asked worried like i didn't know what was happening.
“Do you have to ask? They’re everywhere! *sniff*” she sobbed
“Oh, those...” I was speechless, what should I say?
“JaeJoong, you know... I got to go okay.” she cried again
“No wait...I am very sorry ________ ah, this is my entire fault...” I pleaded
“No it's not okay...don't blame yourself, I made this mess…” she sobbed...
“No...I'll he-” I stopped at the sudden shock ran through my face
*click* my phone ended itself not letting me continue on what I was going to say as I got punched by Yunho
“You bastard! I Trusted you!” he started to shout and then there was a crown suddenly around the both of us
“Yunho... we didn't ...it doesn't...” I stammered as he punched me again and I fell on the floor this time, there were squeals from fan girls and chanting of encouragement for Yunho
“You bastard!” he shouted and went to punch me again but this time I dodged it making his first hit the concrete
“Stop it Yunho...! We can talk about this... we were drunk...I...I... oof!” I started but then he punched me in my stomach which winded me. I felt so weak now, and landed on the floor. everyone was cheering and squealing
“YUNHO!” a familiar voice shouted out of the crowd. I tried to get up leaning on my arm for support while my other arm was gripping my stomach, after a few seconds... the crowd started to part and there was a person walking through it.
“_______ ah” I grunted out of pain, I sucked in the pain and got up, shielded her form Yunho.
“Get out of here…*wince* ... get out now...” I whispered to her making her go so that she wouldn't be involved
“No...” she stubbornly said and walked forward facing Yunho
“Yunho ah... let me explain” she pleaded to him; it hurt me a lot more than his punches.
“YOU SLUT!” he spat at her face and slapped her hard.
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by Sachie 6/23/2009, 3:27 pm

I love the story, It's really interesting...
Yunho should have listened to what she was going to say.
It was so cruel to call her a slut and slap her.
Keep updating~

by **Tammy** 6/24/2009, 9:29 am

Sachie wrote:I love the story, It's really interesting...
Yunho should have listened to what she was going to say.
It was so cruel to call her a slut and slap her.
Keep updating~

THANKS!
you are the very first person that commented in my stories here since
well... EVER!
thnx!

by **Tammy** 6/24/2009, 9:45 am

Your POV
“YOU SLUT!” Yunho shouted and slapped me hard.
I did not wince or cry or shout at him, instead I looked straight ahead feeling numb as he walked away from me.
“___________ ah! Are you okay?!*wince*” he hobbled over to me
“I'm okay Jae... let's go.” I said in a monotone. I really felt nothing physically, but I was really hurting inside. On the inside I was screaming, crying and my heart was ripped in 2.
we called a taxi instead to take us to my house, JaeJoong just followed me without any hesitations as disagreeing with me now was not a very good idea.
We got to my house and I opened the door, went straight to the toilet to get the first aid kit.
When I came back, he was already sitting down on the couch.
I picked up the Q-tip, dipped it in medicine and pressed it on his bruises, he didn't flinch...although he kept his worried eyes at me, and he knew my actions too well.
“________ Ah... I’m so sorry...I caused you all of this.” he started
“Anyo... don't blame yourself, he's angry mostly at me. But because I'm a girl, he just couldn't hit me like he did to you... because he...Loves me' I chuckled at first but then the tears just started flowing without my permission, why was it so hard to say that he loves me?
He wiped my tears and hugged me, I was getting his t-shirt wet but that didn't matter, I cried and cried while hugging him, many question popped up in my head, like does he really love me? Will he just shallowly believe that without my explanation? Etc... The more questions appeared more tears flowed and loud sobs were being heard too.
He hugged me tighter to him securing me; like he won't let me go anywhere... I pushed him away and wiped my tears away,
“I'm sorry... I totally forgot about you bruises...” I sniffed
“It’s okay now __________ I'm fine, but you’re not...” he pleaded
“You should go and....talk to him...Again.” he said to me gently looking away
“I don't know, he might slap me again ... not that I didn't deserve It.” I replied
“YOU DIDN'T! He shouldn't hurt you like that!” I confirmed...
“Ok Jae...Calm...” I tried to chuckle.
“Uumm... About the kiss...” he started again and broke the short silence between us
“To be honest, I don't even remember it...” I replied snappily, he suddenly winced and exhaled heavily when I said it.
“Where does it hurt JaeJoong ah?” I asked concerned.
“Nothing, no where...” he replied coldly looking away from me,
Finally I fished putting on medicine on his wounds and got up to put back the first aid kit back in the toilet.
When I got back, he was gone and a note was left on the table.
"Talk to him" the letter said, that was fast...he was out of sight already...
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JaeJoong's POV
I was only right outside her house, but not letting her see me through the windows... I understand how confused I make you feel __________ ah... I am very sorry. I just walked away and calling a taxi to get my car back in the college.
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Yunho's POV
What have I done? I just...oh my god...
“Yunho Oppa, just forget her... you have me...” a fan girl that keeps on harassing me cooed
“Just go away EunMi...” I said coldly and pushed past her
“You should thank me!” she yelled towards me, what bullshit is she pulling on now?!
“What?” I asked like I cared
“It was me... that took the pictures.... you should thank me! If I hadn't done that, you would've never known that your "beloved" girlfriend is cheating on you!” she explained
I was speechless, I didn't know whether to be angry at her or thank her. I just walked away like I didn't care, why did she do this to me? I thought she loved me... why would she..?
these questions never left my head until I saw JaeJoong outside by the parking lot getting into his car, I walked over to him, I don't know why...it’s just my feet walking on its own.
He suddenly paused for a minute and looked at me; I noticed that his bruises were already cured, But by who?
“Yunho ah... you should be more understanding towards her... I know you regret what you did to her just now... she's at home alone so... You can seek your wanted answers there...” he said and got in his car, looking at me as he drove off.
I sighed and just decided not to see her, because god knows what I will do to her next. The thing I needed now is to cool off my head a little before I can be ready to face her again.
I went home and I had the urged feeling inside me that I missed her, I sat on my leather sofa...I got her picture out of my wallet with her dad and looked at it. My mom then gently opened the door to my room and entered, she asked me how I was, what I wanted for dinner or is there anything she could do... but I just wanted to be alone...
I accidentally dropped her picture and my mom picked it up, her face was indescribable when she saw it, what the...?
“Umma... I'll go down when I want to okay? I just want to be alone now.” I said coldly to her and grabbed the picture back
For some random reason she started tearing up and ran out of my room... was I too harsh on her?

by **Tammy** 6/24/2009, 9:49 am

Yunho’s POV
*next morning*
I woke up with my eyes all red and throbbing, I realized I was crying last night and didn’t have time to even eat dinner, I don’t really want my dad to see that I’m crying because of a girl...he’ll start lecturing me again on how I’m so weak. yet still confused about my mother’s reaction with her picture...I don’t even know if it is about the picture or it’s something I said but I really don’t remember anything about me being too harsh on her, I’ve always been like that.
I went downstairs to eat breakfast, I don’t usually do but I didn’t dinner so I was very hungry.
“Oh...Yunho here’s breakfast.” My mother said dully, like she was angry at me
“Umma... are you angry? I’m sorry” I said even though I don’t even know what I had done wrong.
“Let me ask you son...who is in that picture..? Your girlfriend?” she asked curious
“Uumm... ye... but we had a fight recently *ehem* I don’t know if it will last longer... why do you ask?” I replied
“I know I don’t interfere with your old relationships before, I was just curious...so are you still together?” she wondered
“As I said, it might not last longer... “I sighed
“That’s good then... I advise you to stay away from her...okay? “She suggested
“Why?!” I asked, why was she doing this? She doesn’t even know her
“As you’ve already said...it might not last longer, it’s best for you to end it now...and I advise you again Jung Yunho...I don’t ask anything of you except this, please do me this favour” she pleaded to me with seriousness in her eyes
“Umma...” I murmured then she walked away
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Your POV
Another day, another struggle for survival in the jungle they call college. In the long time I’ve been here in the city, I have never experienced something like this before. I suppose it’s one of God’s Challenges. JaeJoong picked me up this morning in his Bmw; the incident yesterday was something that won’t leave my mind, about Yunho…the pictures… the kiss… the scandal.
This was my entire fault.
“Hey JaeJoong… feeling better?” I asked as we got out of his car and walked towards the gate.
“Uuhh yeah...Thanks…” he replied and gave me a weak smile then looked away, why was he cold to me all of a sudden?
I started the conversation between us and he started to warm up to me again, all the things I missed while I was so busy along with the homework that’s almost due in.
After a few moments *SPLASH*
*GASP*”what the…?” I asked looking down on my wet T-Shirt and jeans, I smelt like whiskey, JaeJoong looked at me and handed me a handkerchief while answering back to the people who did the crime.
“YAH! Why did you do that?!” he asked angrily, he was standing over me so I couldn’t decipher who he was talking to.
“It’s not like we thought of it ourselves, Yunho Oppa told us to do it.” A female ‘bitch’ commented
“Yunho?! He’d do this?” Jae yelled back
“Uuhh…duh! And he told us that she’d prefer whiskey instead of cold water, because well… he’s basically giving her a chance to kiss you again…because we ALL KNOOOW…that she’s a slut” they teased giggling annoyingly, my tears were welling up in my eyes and trickled down my cheeks down to me neck continuously .
I heard heel footsteps walking away from where we were the JaeJoong turned around to me.
He saw me just standing there frozen with my arms dangling down my shoulders, head down and sobbing quietly.
“_________...don’t mind them…” he comforted me while his nose scrunched up by the smell of the strong whiskey on my clothes.
“I’m going to class…” I said suddenly stopped my crying and walked like a zombie, hearing little whispers, murmurs and hisses from the people around me saying “Omo…what a drunkard…drinking at this time of day..” or “she really is a slut, just ‘coz Yunho and her broke up she has to go cling onto Jae Oppa now?”
I realized that was going to be a long day.
On the way to my second class, my senior EunMi tripped me up making me fall onto a piece of unwanted cake, which I suspect she put there on purpose.
“Omg...eeww, you’re so disgusting…” she murmured behind my back, I got up from the floor avoiding the burning stares I am getting from the other bitches around me *wince*…great, my ankle aches and I think I sprained it.
“_______ah!” I heard JaeJoong shouting my name from a distance running towards me
“Who did this to you?” he asked while getting down my level
“No one…I was clumsy…*wince*” I said trying to get up again but my ankle was in so much pain, I crouched back to get a hold of my broken ankle.
“Let’s go to the nurse” he offered while carrying me to the nurse’s office bridal style
The nurse then bandaged my ankle and told me to use crutches for a little while; a vein got caught in between my bones when I tripped. I also have to go to hospital to get it properly x-rayed. But I didn’t want to make such a fuss about a sprained ankle.
Later on, I hobbled over to the cafeteria and grab something to eat, the smell of whiskey embedded onto my T-shirt was really making me dizzy. When I walked in, it suddenly turned quiet and the room was filled with whispers.
I didn’t mind it and just continued on buying food, then I walked mine and JaeJoong’s secret place…he was already there waiting for me.
“JaeJoong!” I called while I hobbled to him with a sandwich and a bottle of water in my hands.
We sat down and ate, he comforted me as much as possible but simple things like these were not going to bring me down…just yet.
Lunch was soon over as much to my annoyance, I wanted to stay here with JaeJoong a little longer because this was making me forget everything beyond this tree.
We walked together to our next class and he ran inside leaving me behind to save me a chair but then… *thud*
I ran into Yunho, he was looking down at me indifferently.
“OPPA!” EunMi shouted form behind, he ran up to Yunho and linked her arm to his and kissed him on the cheek.
I pretended to not care and just said “excuse me” to him and let me in the classroom.
“Why are you limping?” Yunho asked
“Don’t act like you care...” I replied. He ran up to me and grabbed me by my arm really hard and twisted me around making my ankle twist even more and gave me even more pain
“AAAAAHHHH” I screamed in pain
“Why are you ignoring me?! Because of JaeJoong?! And...*sniff*sniff* you stink of alcohol! What the hell?!” he shouted at me with his grip on my arm tightening, now I was squirming for both my ankle and my arm…doesn’t he notice?
“Let go of her Yunho…” JaeJoong threatened him
“Fine... She’s yours…” he stated which broke my heart into little pieces, I heard giggles and hisses form inside the classroom,
I was really crying now, but quietly while he walks away from me, JaeJoong was to my rescue and helped me walk in.
there it was, my chest was aching, I was dizzy, my arm was bruised, my ankle was in so much pain… 3 second after black spots took over my eyes and everything went black.
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JaeJoong’s POV
She fainted in my arms with dry tear marks on her cheeks, she was clearly a mess and it was my entire fault.
If I didn’t kiss her…or ask her out...This wouldn’t have happened. Everyone was making her life a living hell, especially Yunho.
At least 30 minutes later. She woke up from her sleep and looked up to the ceiling
“_______ah….are you okay? “ I asked when she turned to me
“JaeJoong…JaeJoong…*sob*sob*sob*” she cried
“No...No no… don’t cry…” I asked
“JaeJoong please…*sob*…take me home” she asked and I just followed her.

by **Tammy** 6/24/2009, 10:06 am

Your POV
I asked JaeJoong to take me home from college as...I couldn't handle it anymore; the pain was at its peak of me.
I got took a shower and got changed, iced my ankle then went to lay on me bed. I just spent my time crying while waiting for my dad. I wanted my dad's warm cuddles right now; it was the only thing that could make me feel better. Like those hugs he used to give when I fall over or lose something.
"Aaahh...long day...” my dad opened the door silently when he just back from work. I decided to hobble down to greet him.
"Appa!" I called form upstairs
"Oh..._______ sweetheart...Your home early...” he cheered looking at me form downstairs
"Yeah umm... Dad, uuhh...I figured we haven't spent much time together..." I murmured
"OK! But let's bond tomorrow okay honey? I'm tired...I'll call of work tomorrow so that we can spend time together...How’s that?" he offered
"Yeah...!" I cheered
"I miss you my daughter... come here..." he said and opened up his arms to give me an embrace, which means I have to go down there to receive it. I tried to hide the pain in my ankle while pretending that nothing aches while I'm walking down the stairs, but it took over me
"AAAHHH" I winced in pain, I lost my balance and *thud*thud*thud* I rolled down the stairs hitting every bone in my body making situations worse, when I finally got to the last stair, I could feel wetness on my forehead dripping down to my cheeks and once again, all went black.
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JaeJoong's POV
*next morning*
It was Saturday morning and I had no plans, I went by to _________'s house to check on her. But no one was there... maybe she went out with her dad or something although she could've told me.
I went to the park alone hoping to see her unexpectedly, and then I would be content that she's alright.
*ring ring*
"Yeoboseo?" I answered my call from a private number
"JaeJoong ssi!" said the person on the other line, it was ______ dad.
"Oh! Ahbuneem (father) what happened?" I replied, calling him dad was not uncomfortable, he said for me to call him that.
"Its _________... can you come visit her, please..." her dad pleaded with stress in his voice
"Why? What happened?!" I replied very worried
"I'll tell you when you come here...she's at Seoul hospital" he stated dully and ended the call
Hospital?! What happened?! I quickly got into my car drove of there. When I went in, ahbuneem met me at once
"Ahbuneem...what happened? Where is she?!" I cried
"Calm down JaeJoong ssi...And come with me." he said
I didn't hesitate to follow him, he lead to a window where I can see _____'s sleeping body on the hospital bed; my eyes flew open in shock
"What happened?!" I snapped
"she fell down the stairs...she broke one of her ribs, dislocated her shoulder, hit her head and from what the doctor said, she broke her ankle even before that happened causing the reason of her falling. *sniff* you know... I thought...*sniff*…nothing, I'll just go buy her something to eat when she wakes up...watch her okay?" he said while walking away
I went in the room and looked at her limp fragile body. it hurt me so much to see her like this. I walked over to her and held her hand tight wishing for her to wake up soon.
"________ah... your dad's gone to get you some food, so wake up so you could eat it..." I ordered. I just laid my head and slowly drifted off to a nap.
*hours later*
I woke up wondering why Ahbuneem wasn't here yet and then *ring ring*
"Yeoboseo?" I answered
"I am very sorry JaeJoong ah, but my boss called me and said it was urgent so I had to leave.. But left the food I bought to the nurse, it should be there soon. Bye...oh and...Take care of her..." he explained
"I will..." I sincerely murmured. Then we ended the call.
*knock knock* the nurse brought in the food and placed it on the table. She was still at the same state, she hasn't moved one bit,
"Mmm....mmm.... Yunho...Yunho...JaeJoong...My JaeJoong" she cooed I her sleep, she was getting her consciousness back now.
"_________ah...” I shook her a little, and then she finally opened her eyes and looked around.
"JaeJoong *wince*... where's my dad?" she croaked and tried to get up
"No no... Don’t get up...Stay still...I'll call in the doctor" I said as I pressed the nurse's button by her left side, after that, she grabbed a hold of my hand and said
"Thanks for being here JaeJoong ah..." while caressing my hand, it touched my heart making the hurt disappear.
"I always am...” I replied
The doctor came in and checked her up, the most patronizing of all was his face, he kept on shaking his head back and forth.
"Doctor...is she alright?" I asked but he just ignored me
"_________ ssi... did you have any plans for today? Like with your father?" he asked trying to cheer her up I think.
“yes doctor, we were supposed to have bonding time if it wasn't for this..." she replied
"Oh I see, so..What do you and your father usually do when you bond?" he asked a little bit more serious now.
"Well... Sports, like basket ball in the park or baseball by the sports centre, or walk around." she explained, the doctors face got even more serious
"Okay, thank you ______..." he said
"Mr. Kim, can I have a word please?" he asked me
"Of course...” I replied
"Let’s go outside...” he suggested and I nodded while looking over at _________ who was eating her food.
"Mr. Kim, I am sorry but she's going to have to stop." he said seriously
"Stop...what?" I asked
"her sports...basketball, baseball or any sports, it is very bad for her, her ankle was worse than any of you thought... the vein got stuck really deep into her ankle bones, maybe because she twisted it so much and the bad news is that that vein is the one connecting the leg and feet. so if it breaks she will lose it." the doctor explained
"What?" I was speechless
"she could either go through an operation which can risk her feet, the operation is not yet confirmed perfect but we could try our best, and the other option is she could stay like this and the vein will move back to its own accord, but it will take time." he continued
I didn't say anything and just thought on how she would react, she loved sports and she couldn't bond with her dad any other way.
"Think about it" he stated and walked away
I went back in with a fake smile on my face
"What was that about?" she asked
"Oh nothing, he just said you need plenty of sleep and food. So that your bones will be back to normal." I lied
"Okay... I'm bored JaeJoong, what can I do?" she whined, she clearly can't do much because of her ribs and her ankle.
"I'll sing for you...” I said
"Okay, I'll go back to sleep okay?"
I started to sing... lulling her to sleep
oh it's good to be true
if our hopes and dreams come true
wish that I have more
of this borrowed time
if only it would last a lifetime
oooohhh...oohhh..ooohh...
She drifted to sleep and me laying my head next to her. i will just stay here until the next morning and the morning after that and the morning after that, laying beside her, so she wouldn't feel alone.
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Yunho's POV
*flashback*
“Why are you limping?” I asked
“Don’t act like you care...” she replied. I ran up to her and grabbed her by the arm and turned her to face me
“AAAAAHHHH” she screamed in pain
“Why are you ignoring me?! Because of JaeJoong?! And...*sniff*sniff* you stink of alcohol! What the hell?!” I shouted at her
“Let go of her Yunho…” JaeJoong threatened me
“Fine... She’s yours…” I stated
*flashback end*
What can I do? My anger took over, I can't believe I did that..
*ring ring* our land line phone rang, i picked it up from my room and my mom picked it up from downstairs, i know this was wrong but i had nothing to do and i just decided to listen to this conversation.
"Yeoboseo? " my mother asked
“oh good afternoon, is young Mr. Jung there?" the person on the other line asked, why was he looking for me?
"Oh, who’s calling?" she asked
“This is Mr. Byun, _______'s doctor, she has your number on speed dial so we would like to confirm you." he said
"_______?? Confirm about what?" she asked worried
"Miss _______ has been admitted to hospital just yesterday due to an accident, her father confirmed that she fell down the stairs, we just thought you might want to know and come visit her. So far she has only one guy looking after her. And I believe your son's name is Yunho am I correct?" he asked
"Yes, it is, why?" my mother said
"Well, the boy with her here is named JaeJoong. But she keeps on muttering the name Yunho in her sleep, I think it would be better of your son came to see her." he offered. After hearing all of this, the anger in my heart disappeared, she was muttering MY name and I was just here... not bothering.
"_____ah!" I yelled from my room and my mom looked up in anger
"Thank you doctor, goodbye" she said and ended the call, as I was just about to get out of my room to go visit her,
"You are not going over to that hospital Yunho...” she ordered and pushed me inside my room locking it.
"UMMA! UMMA! I HAVE TO GO SEE HER, PLEASE!" I pleaded while banging through the door.
"No. and that's final... “She demanded
"UMMA...WHY?! PLEASE! LET ME GO SEE HER! OPEN THIS DOOR!" I shouted again, my tears were welling up in my eyes now...what does my mother have against her?
I could hear her footsteps walk away from the door and didn't say anything.
*hours later*
I was still banging on the door, even with the knowledge that she won't open it.
I just had an idea... I could go through my window...
I opened my window and slowly climbed down. *thud* I landed on the concrete and was ready to go
"Where do you think you’re going Yunho?" she asked form behind me? She was everywhere!
"I'm going to go see her mom and you can't stop me...” I warned her
"Oh yes I can...take him" she said and I looked at her in confusion...take him? What was that about?
Suddenly two big men grabbed me by my arms and lifted me up, carrying me back to my room...
"NO! PUT ME DOWN! UMMA WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS! PUT ME DOWN!" I yelled again but it didn't do any good
I stayed inside my room sulking at the idea that I couldn't visit her. It was painful that it was partly my fault that she is there, and she still loves me after all I have done to her. I felt so guilty. Then the feeling hit me.
I was incomplete again.

by Sachie 6/24/2009, 2:29 pm

I'm glad that Yunho still likes her.
Why's Yunho's mother so evil???
I hope Yunho would get out soon.
keep updating~

by **Tammy** 6/24/2009, 4:03 pm

Sachie wrote:I'm glad that Yunho still likes her.
Why's Yunho's mother so evil???
I hope Yunho would get out soon.
keep updating~

hahah!
thnx for the encouragement!
you dont have to wait here you know
you can go read it in winglin
/ArCoUz08_2
XD

by **Tammy** 6/25/2009, 2:42 pm

In Yunho's house
Yunho's Mom's POV
"I am very sorry my son, it's the only way I can forget my past..." I whispered outside my son's door and walked away while he was banging on his door
*next day*
He was still restless and kept on banging and banging all through the night, I don't know where he gets his energy from. Probably from his fath--- *sigh*
"JINAE!" my husband called from downstairs
"Yes?" I asked with my gentle voice?
"Can you come down here please?" he asked, I followed his orders like a dog. But I have no choice, I went up to him to kiss him on the cheek after work but he turned his face away from me.
"What’s the matter?" I sighed
"Let me introduce to you... SeungHyun" he said pointing his arm out towards a young teenager, probably the same age as my Yunho...he was tall, dark haired with big headphones resting on his neck while pulling his luggage...wait...Luggage? I just didn't respond at looked at my husband in confusion.
"he's my son... her mother died a few weeks back and I am his legal father so i will be looking after him...and so will you...understand?" he suggested again, i gasped as my heart started to beat faster and faster, he cheated on me?
"You cheated..." I murmured trying to keep my tears away
"Tsk tsk tsk JinAe ah... don't act innocent...I was NOT the first one to do this." he confirmed and turned to our room
I just nodded and lead the boy to his room. *BANG BANG BANG*
"UMMA! PLEASE LET ME OUT!! PLEASE UMMAAAAAAAAAAA...” Yunho cried
"Seems like my bro's been naughty" SeungHyun finally muttered behind me, he was already acknowledging that we were his family now, bro? i have a bad feeling about this.
"His name's Yunho..." I croaked
"Yunho... what's he done? I bet he got a girl pregnant...” he smirked, how disrespectful of him!
"Do not assume SeungHyun ah, you don't know anything..." I snapped back while opening the door to his room
"Mianhe...Umma" he murmured looking away from me, somehow I felt guilty when he mentioned 'Umma'...I wonder if I should really be a mother to him.
He entered the room and laid on the bed giving out a big tired sigh, I closed the door behind me and let him be. Why did my husband do this? He knew everything! Why is he getting back at me? and why is my son falling for... and just when I thought my life was going to get easier. It just turns out that it will be a lot harder.
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JaeJoong's POV
"Hey _______ah, got ice cream for you!" I said to cheer her up
"*gasp* Oppa! Thank you so much!" she smiled,
"Oh yeah, the doctor said that, just a week more and you'll be out of here" I confirmed
"Really?! Yes! Yes yes yes!!! Means I get to play with my dad again and we can play too Oppa! There are lots to do!" she rambled on and on, and now it hit me, I had to break the bad news to her
*flashback*
"Mr. Kim, I am sorry but she's going to have to stop." he said seriously
"Stop...what?" I asked
"her sports...basketball, baseball or any sports, it is very bad for her, her ankle was worse than any of you thought... the vein got stuck really deep into her ankle bones, maybe because she twisted it so much and the bad news is that that vein is the one connecting the leg and feet. so if it breaks she will lose it." the doctor explained
"What?" I was speechless
"she could either go through an operation which can risk her feet, the operation is not yet confirmed perfect but we could try our best, and the other option is she could stay like this and the vein will move back to its own accord, but it will take time." he continued
I didn't say anything and just thought on how she would react, she loved sports and she couldn't bond with her dad any other way.
"Think about it" he stated and walked away
*end flashback*
Oh no...How am I going to break this to her?

by **Tammy** 6/25/2009, 2:56 pm

Your POV
It was Monday today, and I had to miss a week of school to stay here...in this hospital, god am I bored! JaeJoong Oppa is going to bring me back some notes from our lessons that I've missed... what would I do without him? Although, while he's at college, I have to stay here alone. I decided to hobble outside to get some fresh air using my crutches: doctor's orders. it was really annoying..It was really hurting my armpits and my palms, once in a while I would stop and wince from the pain in my ankle. i don't know why it hurt so much...
“Miss _____!! Miss ______!!!..." my doctor Mr. Byun ran over to me.
"Oh..Ahjussi! Good Morning...!" I mumbled to him as he finally reached me
"Why are you outside?! And alone? Aish...Your ankle must be hurting!" he explained panicking...
"Ahjussi...No need to worry...I'm fine, it stings sometimes but I can handle it...it's only a sprain" I shrugged
"No! It’s not ONLY a sprain ________ah...it is much more serious than that! Didn’t Mr Kim tell you?" he asked
"Mr. Kim??...ah! JaeJoong Oppa...what do you mean Ahjussi? Much more serious?" I replied
"You can lose your feet _________ ah! Please don't risk it... please don't walk around like this carelessly...!" he explained
"What?! What do you mean? I don't get it...” I was really scared now. Not understanding what he is saying...I can lose my feet form a sprain? Or was it JUST a sprain?
"I guess that JaeJoong didn't tell you then...come with me...I will explain..." he insisted and I followed him without hesitation...just to get rid of my curiousness
He lead to an x ray room, the light was so bright, it was blinding, Mr. Byun picked a piece of black plastic film and placed it on the light. It was my ankle bones.
"Here, you see? Your ankle is somehow twisted, a vein got stuck in it and it won't leave, that explains the pain every time you move It." he explained
"So...what am I supposed to do? How long will it heal? I need to make up for my dad," I smiled but his face didn't.
"You can't _________ah...I am sorry..." he apologized
"What do you mean? It won't go back?! I'm going to be like this for life?!" I was getting frustrated and angry now.
"there are choices _______ah... you can get surgery and get the vein out, it has not been yet confirmed perfect but, as I said to JaeJoong before, we will try our best...either that or you can wait until it goes back to by its own accord. It will take time and you will feel a lot of pain in both choices...I am sorry to tell you but, you won't be able to play ANY sports or run. In a few weeks, the vein will be able to stretch in between the bones a bit so you will be able to walk. But that is all....again...I am sorry" he explained
I stayed quiet as I was completely speechless, shocked, angry and sad. Why would all of this happen to me now? Just when I was just about to start something new.
"You told JaeJoong this?" I croaked preventing the tears coming out of my eyes
"Yes I have, I would've thought he has already told you." he replied
"ok Ahjussi...thank you for confirming with me.." I said looking down, with my eyes slowly leaking, tears came down one by one and I wiped them with my arm. I waited for a few hours before going out...I didn't know why. Then I decided to head back to my room and rest, and then I found JaeJoong going ballistic at the nurse looking for me.
"Nurse! WHERE IS SHE! THE GIRL IN THIS ROOM?! ____________!!" he shouted at the nurse, the nurse was scared at him and was prepared to call the mental home until
"JaeJoong!" I shouted at him, not calling him forth to me but because I was angry...why didn't he tell me? I could've lost my foot...no...Correction...my LEG in a second!
"THERE YOU ARE! I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU EV-" he screamed at me looking all worried but he suddenly stopped when I slapped him
"Why didn't you tell me?! JaeJoong... why?" I cried, my tears flowing on their own, even if I tried to stop them, they would still leak out.
"About wh--... Oh... you found out." he murmured looking down and stroking his cheek.
"How long were you going to keep it from me?! Huh?! When I have already lost my foot?!" I screamed at him making everyone turn around and look at us.
"Let’s not this out here" he stated and carried me suddenly bridal style to my room. After, he put me down and stared at my teary eyes.
"_________ah...I am sorry...It’s just that...I didn't know how to tell you..." he murmured again looking away from me
"So...you decided to NOT tell me?!" I shouted and he flinched
"Ssh...Calm down please ___________ah... I was going to tell you! But I knew you would react this way!" he replied with concern
"Well... I wanted YOU to tell me JaeJoong... I didn't want to hear it from someone else..." I cried holding my palm in my mouth to prevent me from breaking down. He didn't reply and was just speechless in front of me, with apologetic eyes.
"Did you know how I felt when I heard? I wouldn't have reacted this bad if I heard it from you!!...you know why?" I cried again... but he was still looking away from me.
"LOOK AT ME!" I shouted making his eyes meet mine.
"I needed you JaeJoong...it was so shocking to me and you weren't there... You said you would stay with me... nobody comforted me, all I heard was 'sorry'" I explained to him
"I am very sorry __________ah" he apologized
"NO! I don't want to hear your sorry! I've had enough with the doctor, not you too...your sorry are not going to help me now." I snapped
he hugged me tightly, I pushed him away because I was mad at him but also I didn't want to bother him, I didn't want to be a burden to him... like I wasn't enough damsel already. As I did this, he hugged me tighter making all my suppressed feelings inside, out. I wouldn't be able to do sports, my dad, we won't be able to spend time together, I'll be a big problem to both of them and I do not...do not want to lose my foot.
I cried burying my face in his chest, by the sound of it...he was crying too, which made me cry more. I couldn't stand it. A few minute later
"___________ HONEY! APPA’S HE--" he yelled inside the room surprising me, but when he saw the both of us...
"What happened?" he asked JaeJoong with serious eyes, I was so frustrated during this day and I slowly drifted off to sleep with JaeJoong stroking my hair.
He explained everything to my dad and he also broke into tears.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Yunho's POV
finally my mother let me out of my room and made me some dinner, I was trying to be a rebel and tried NOT to eat but I couldn't resist anymore, I ate it all like a pig. After I finished, she went to wash the dishes and had the guards to pull me back to my room. Oh my god, not again.
"Umma... “Somebody else muttered in the background... it wasn't me, I’m sure wasn't me...but who was it? I turned around to see
"SeungHyun ah! Come, eat! I saved some for you" my mother cooed at him...what the fuck was this?
"YAH! Umma...who the hell is he?!" I shouted making him face me with furrowed eyes.
"This is....SeungHyun...your brother. He’s your father's son." she explained with obvious pain in her eyes
"Fa-...fa--...Father’s son?! From another woman?! Fuck no! He is not my brother! And YOU are not his Mother!” I yelled in anger, first ________ah, now this? It can't get any worse can it?! A few moments of awkwardness, SeungHyun finally broke the silence
"Your father is my father and now...your mother is MY mother, as mine passed away... do you understand now...Bro?" he smirked, apparently it CAN get worse
"YAH! I AM NOT YOUR BROTHER! UMMA! GET HIM OUT OF THIS HOUSE!" I yelled
"I can't Yunho...And I won't... “She snapped
"Take him upstairs...” she ordered the guards, instead of them grabbing me by my already bruised arm, I got out of their grip and decided to walk to my room myself. Why is this happening to me?
I laid myself on the bed and sighed. This is just crap, first my girlfriend is in the hospital and now I have a brother plus my mother is being such a bitch! Seriously...what has gotten into her? I really need to see _________, I could care less with SeungHyun.

by **Tammy** 6/26/2009, 12:56 pm

JaeJoong's POV
She has calmed down now and I have told her father everything. His heart was broken into pieces... it just makes me MAD that I really can't do anything, I feel so useless.
I didn't go home again and slept in the hospital with ________. Most of the night, I just stared at her angelic face, it was full of sorrow...I laid myself down in the small couch in the room and the next morning I woke up late and she woke up before me.
"psst... wake up JaeJoong ah...Oppa..." she cooed nudging me a little.
"Mmm..." I replied, turning my back on her, to be honest, I was already awake but i just wanted to lie down a little more since I haven't got much sleep.
"JaeJoong ah... wake up...you still have college..." she cooed again...wait...It was Tuesday today...Co-College! I shot up from my foetal position and looked at her smirking at me.
"Aish!" I whined
"Why didn't you go home last night...now look, your all tired." she replied
"It’s okay... I'll catch up easily..." I replied and got up to leave.
“I’m going home to take a shower and change, and then I'll be straight back when college has ended ok?" I continued
"No...You don't have to Oppa, appa's going to be here today anyway, I don't want you to blame me for your crashing social life" she protested
"I want to... and please...don't do anything...Stupid." I pleaded and walked out. I made a funny face by the window so that she will laugh at least this once. Ever since yesterday, she hasn't been smiling at all, not like her usual self.
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
SeungHyun's POV
I just got in my so called father's home. It was better than I expected! I got more than what I wanted. I got a new car, money in my bank and brand new clothes. I am being transferred into Seoul College and I'm going to start on Monday. By that time, I will get girls as well, as I've heard Yunho will be coming with me to introduce me and show me around. Like I needed any of that, it's very obvious that he hates me but with just one word from our dad. He does it, like a lost puppy. It’s funny actually, the way he's so pathetic.
These past 2 days since I moved in, I was welcomed warmly by my father's wife. It sickens me that I have to call her Umma, and of course there are reasons behind that. My REAL mother is in the hospital, very sick.
*flashback*
"Se...Seung...Hyun...my son...come closer" my mother croaked lying on her hospital bed, I did as I was told and held her hand close to my chest
"It’s time that you find out the truth, you--Your father is...is...alive." she continued
"What?" I asked
"He is alive, in Seoul... go find him...and get what you deserve, at least when I am gone, I know that someone will take care of you" she said
"Umma...don't talk like that" I pleaded
"Please my son...Promise me, you will find him" she insisted
"Umma...I promise...” I confirmed tightening my grip on her hand and she slowly drifted off to sleep.
*end flashback*
My plan was to get money out of him and get my move my mother here in the city so that she will get better treatment; she has Leukaemia and is getting worse...that's why I have to be a god son to this bastard. He left my mother for his wife and never said a word to her ever since. And that I was only a mistake. The last thing he said to her was "I was just playing with you and now that I had my fun. I'll go to the person I really love."
Pretending to like this man turned out to be surprisingly easy, I thought it would be a little difficult, as it is my father... that I never knew until 2 days ago.
My mother is going to get moved here in the city hospital tomorrow afternoon, so I needed to spare a room for her and make everything unnoticed by my "family"
When I got there, I scrunched up my nose form the smell; I have always hated hospitals; the needles, medicine, wheelchairs, vomit, stitches and worst of all...my biggest weakness: Blood. I know it is very embarrassing for me to say, but I faint at the sight of it, I puke at the smell of it and shiver at the touch of it. As you can see, I am very sensitive with blood, even if it's just a little paper cut...because I believe that our blood should stay INSIDE of our body and stay that way.
*flashback*
*6th grade*
"Okay class, our topic for today's lesson is 'Puberty'... some of you may have gone through it already some may not." Mr. Choi explained while writing on the board
I didn't know anything about it so I was curious, as we went through the lesson; the guys laughed and blushed when we talked about genitals and how we grow and blah blah blah blah blah...
Then it came, we have to talk about the girls 'bits'
"Now girls, there's no need to be shy, all of you go through it...here is a cartoon video of a normal menstrual cycle." Mr. Choi explained again. What is me..mest..Menstrual? I put my hand up to ask a question
"Sir. What is menstrual?" I asked coolly, making the whole class quiet and waiting for Mr. Choi's answer.
"Well SeungHyun ah, it's a bit odd of you to be curious about such a thing but I'd be happy to answer, just don't regret you asked ok?" he smirked, why would I regret it?
"menstrual is what girls get when they are turning into ladies, to speak about it scientifically... waste or dirty blood, whatever you prefer to call it, disperses itself out of the girl’s body, this lasts for five days each month and as this goes on...the girls get their breasts and shape." he continued...I still didn't get it.
"Eeww... where does the waste go?" I asked again
"You’ll see in the video" he smirked again, it seems like he was really enjoying this.
As the video played, it talked about something called tampons and pads. And as it was about to finish, it instructed how to put them on and stuff, it was disgusting. They also explained how they suck up the blood coming out and how you push in the tampon and pull it back out. The next thing I know I was hyperventilating and darkness covered my eyes.
*end flashback*
God that was embarrassing. I talked to the nurse in the reception and she gladly gave me the favour. I don't know why but I had the urge to stay in a little bit longer. I walked around and looked inside the rooms..Some had crying people and some had sleeping beauties and one had... a really pretty girl in crutches hobbling around her room. What the hell was she doing? I looked in closer to examine her, she was smiling and giggling a little bit, she wasn't insane right?
Right after 10 or so seconds our eyes met and my heart pounded inside my chest...and it won't stop wtf? I don't even know this girl! I looked down to the floor and grabbed my top. Then a soft voice came from behind me
"Hey! What’s your name?" she asked as her head was peeping through the door, I couldn't help but answer her
"My name is SeungHyun...how about you?" I asked
"I'm ___________" she replied gladly
"What are you doing here? Why don't you come in...?I'm pretty bored and I need company" she continued and I was not going to pass out of a really pretty girl. I would be crazy! So I went in and sat on the couch while watching her struggle with her crutches, one time her hand slipped and she nearly fell, however I got to her fast enough to catch her by the waist. Oh my god. We only know each other's names!
"Kamsahamninda!" she cheered and I smiled back too
After a few moments, we spoke and told stories to each other...I blurted out my blood secret to her and she blurted out her embarrassing birthmark on her butt and that it was only her and her dad. This was like kindergarten, we just met and it feels like were best friends that have never ever been separated. We continued on talking and playing rock, paper or scissors and even I spy with my little eye. Spending time with her made me feel like I was a kid again, a pure innocent kid without any problems.
"Rock, paper, sc--" I started but got cut of when someone went inside the room.
"__________ Honey how are you?" I think this is her Appa...I was right
"Appa! I'm feeling a lot better now! This is SeungHyun by the way...he kept me company while waiting for you." she explained to her father
"Hello..." I said gently and bowed
"What a fine young fellow...thank you for keeping my daughter company..." he smiled back at me.
I didn't know what it was but I felt my cheeks getting hotter. I think I was blushing. Who wouldn't? I mean I just met her today and I'm already getting introduced to her father.
"Well, I'll better get going now and leave you 2 alone" I suggested
"Okay SeungHyun...wait...Can I give you a nickname?" she asked
"Sure...” I smiled back; no one has given me a nickname before.
"Great! Seungie..." she teased...'Seungie'...it's cute!
I bowed and headed to the door
"Seungie! You’ll visit me again...neh?" she asked hopeful
"Sure... if it's okay" I replied and took a glance at her dad
"It would not be a problem..." he assured then I smiled back at her and headed outside the door.
I walked down the hallway and I bumped into this girl looking guy
"Watch where you’re going...Will you?" I said annoyed, but he just ignored me and walked on, heading into...________'s room!

by **Tammy** 6/26/2009, 1:02 pm

The day has finally come; you had to choose between the unsure surgery and painful time treatment.
“I choose…” you muttered looking at the doctor, your dad and JaeJoong
“Time” you finally decided and hoping that you won’t regret it.
Mr. Byun nodded and said
“Well then, I wish you the best. And always be careful okay? Mr. Kim…Look after her…” Mr. Byun suggested while looking at JaeJoong
“I will” JaeJoong replied smiling then looked back at you. Mr. Byun left and your dad followed him going off to work. So it was only you and JaeJoong alone.
“JaeJoong Oppa, is it true?”You asked
“Is it true that you’ll look after me?” You continued but he just smirked
“Of course I would…” he said looking into your eyes, he got closer and closer to you tilting his head to the side a little.
‘He’s going to kiss me’ you thought and you were about to give him what he wanted until…
“__________ah!!!! Oh…I’m so sorry, am I disturbing anything?” SeungHyun busted in with a bunch of flowers in his hands looking innocent with his head phones clenched around his neck. How cute! But it stopped JaeJoong from what he was about to do to you. And it irritated him so much!
“Yah! Learn to knock!” JaeJoong whined and looked at you
“Do you know him?” he asked you and you nodded happily
“Seungiieee!! How are you?” you yelled to him and held your arm open to give him a warm hug, SeungHyun walked up to you and hugged you while looking at JaeJoong with a smirk.
‘Geseki!!!(son of a bitch)’ JaeJoong said in his head
‘Ddorang(gay)’ SeungHyun said in his head while letting go of you.
“_________ah! My mom’s here now! Let’s go visit her!” SeungHyun asked her cheerfully while pulling her arm.
“Really? …Okay let’s go! Wait for me!” you replied although a little disappointed because you thought that those flowers were for you.
“Wait…” SeungHyun said and placed the flowers in his hands inside a vase.
“Those were for me?” you asked bewildered
“Of course! I already gave my mom’s earlier. But of course, I won’t forget about my other patient…” SeungHyun replied and smiled sweetly which made you blush.
You looked away to hide your tomato-to-be face, however, JaeJoong didn’t fail to see this and jealousy filled over him.
“oh yeah! Seungie ah. This is JaeJoong…My bestest friend!” you introduced JaeJoong to SeungHyun snapping out of your daze. They shook hands but they didn’t seem to like each other.
Then, the both of you left for SeungHyun’s mother’s room and visit her, which leaving JaeJoong in your room alone.
“_______ ah… I’m here…” JaeJoong whispered looking at your hobbling body with SeungHyun
“JAEJOONG!!!!! COME ON!” you shouted looking over at him, he beamed at the idea that you didn’t forget him, he ran and catched up to you
“I thought you forgot about me…” he said pouting. You giggled at his super cuteness
“Babo… I would never forget you” you replied

“Promise?” he asked grinning
“Promise.” You replied as you got inside Seungie’s moms room.
“Umma, she’s the one I was talking to you about. Told you she was pretty.” SeungHyun said to his mom gleefully.
You shook her hand lightly and bowed, she smiled at you but she was too weak to talk and just nodded. You pitied her and SeungHyun but you didn’t show it.
“Ahjumma… this is my friend JaeJoong” you introduced JaeJoong to her and she smiled too, you never seem to forget him anywhere you go. Since his presence is always behind you.
The rest of the day, you conversed with your new friend Seungie and JaeJoong at the same time; it was quite hard for you to answer both of them at once at keep away from their death glares, what is up with them?
It was night now and you and JaeJoong went back to your room.
“JaeJoong ah… goodnight” you smiled as he helped you get on the your bed
“Goodnight _________ ah” he replied giving back the warm smile
You lay on the bed but for some reason you can’t get yourself to fall asleep, so you requested a song from JaeJoong.
“Oppa… “You murmured with half opened eyes
“hhmm?” he replied
“Sing a song for me… to help me go to sleep” you requested
“Hhmm…arasoh” he said and started humming a melody with that beautiful voice of his that can melt any girl’s heart.
He has sung three songs but you still did not go to sleep, mostly because you wanted to hear more from him.
“Can I hear one more?” you croaked with closed eyes this time, you were already really tired but you refused to get ‘sleep’ take over you.
“I’ve already sung three songs ________ah…” he whined
“One last *yawn* one…” you croaked again but there was no reply, you realized it was already 1 in the morning and JaeJoong was soundly sleeping on the couch next to your bed.
You chuckled at the angelic image of him dozing off. You suddenly got the thirsty feeling in your throat, getting up, you stayed as quiet as possible not to disturb JaeJoong and get the glass of water in the other side of the room.
You drank and walked back to your bed, however you didn’t lay down. You just sat there staring at JaeJoong’s face.
He moved a little which startled you but luckily he didn’t wake up. His fringe went over his eyelids which ruined his pure angelic face, for no reason you went up to him, kneeled down to his level and moved the fringe away.
There it was, you can see every single one of his features very closely, his long eyelashes, 2 moles on the either side of his nose and on top of his lips, his plumpest pink lips…it lured you in closer to him, he exhaled and his breath engulfed you.
‘His breath smells nice’ you thought
Your finger traced at his cheeks, down to his neck and you got even more close to his face. Suddenly he decided unconsciously to turn to his other side and your lips met.
HARD.
His mouth was open and his bottom lips was inside your mouth, your eyes was wide open but you didn’t let go and just closed your eyes, his eyes opened slowly and got wider from what he was seeing before him.
‘She’s kissing me!!!!’ JaeJoong screamed in his head, it was one of the things he has been doing with you in his dreamland.
When he saw you close your eyes, without hesitation, he kissed you back. Your hand was still on his neck. It traced back to his cheek and he did the same to you.
His tongue entered your mouth and you were French kissing, you didn’t stop and enjoyed the moment, the ‘sleep’ monster was complete away now and your were hype by the kiss.
‘I don’t know what I saw in Yunho… why didn’t I see you before JaeJoong ah’ you thought while slowly pulling away from him, you laid your head next to his and stared at him smiling while he was stroking your cheek.
“Sleep now Oppa.” You whispered and he dropped his eyes to fall into a deep sleep. And so did you, the ‘sleep’ monster was back and nothing could fight it off now and you fell asleep with your head laying next to his.
When JaeJoong heard light snores next to him, he chuckled and sat up. He carried you to the bed and put the cover over you.
“I hope this isn’t a dream “he murmured and kissed your forehead.

by Sachie 6/28/2009, 10:49 am

Tammy wrote:
Sachie wrote:I'm glad that Yunho still likes her.
Why's Yunho's mother so evil???
I hope Yunho would get out soon.
keep updating~

hahah!
thnx for the encouragement!
you dont have to wait here you know
you can go read it in winglin
/ArCoUz08_2
XD

Thanks, I'll go read it now.

by **Tammy** 6/28/2009, 10:51 am

Sachie wrote:
Tammy wrote:
Sachie wrote:I'm glad that Yunho still likes her.
Why's Yunho's mother so evil???
I hope Yunho would get out soon.
keep updating~

hahah!
thnx for the encouragement!
you dont have to wait here you know
you can go read it in winglin
/ArCoUz08_2
XD
Thanks, I'll go read it now.

awesome!
just with my latest update
the people were a bit sad...
the drama comes along now...
dun dun dun!

by **Tammy** 6/28/2009, 11:00 am

It was Monday morning and the doctor has confirmed that you can finally get discharged from the hospital. You have been eating more and more and have been gaining weight little by little, your shoulder has also healed and the vein that was stuck has stretched out in there and you can now walk comfortably, without anything harsh of course. You can't run, or do any sports.
"Can I go straight to school?" you asked your father and JaeJoong with you irresistible puppy eyes
They looked at each other and hesitated before they answered
"You only just got discharged, we don't want to risk it" JaeJoong answered and your father agreeing with him.
"Fine... Then I won't eat" you threatened them looking away with a smirk
"O-Okay fine!" JaeJoong surrendered and you cheered as much to his annoyance, but, that was because he is worried sick about you.
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you and JaeJoong got dropped off in the college gates by your dad. JaeJoong is practically carrying everything for you along with the pain killers. as you walked together to the library, you didn't realize that that you were crossing the car park. suddenly, a convertible car halted by your side making you fall on the ground, JaeJoong tried to catch you but the bags got in his way.
A little sting got out from your ankle that made you gasp, but the tears didn't come until you say who was driving the car.
"Yah! Can you watch we-" Yunho stopped shouting when he saw that it was you on the floor, massaging your ankle slightly
"What The F*ck Yunho?!" JaeJoong hissed, dropped the bags and grabbed him by his collar
"Stop." you murmured making them turn to you as you got up slowly, JaeJoong let go of Yunho and helped you.
"So what Yunho? You really hate me that much that you’re willing to kill me?! Haven’t you done ENOUGH?!" you yelled at him with tears lowing by your cheeks
"__-________ah...your... how are you?! What...” he stopped suddenly as you slapped him hard on his cheek.
"You have no right to ask me that!!! You bastard! Do you realize what you've done?" you yelled again and JaeJoong was holding your arms before you could attack him again, mostly because you were going to get hurt. He didn't care what you do to Yunho.
"No... What..." Yunho said stroking his throbbing cheek
"NO?! Well then have a look at this!" you suggested and pulled your jeans up to show him your aching casted ankle and you also pulled your top up to reveal the bandaged ribcage and shoulder. He was dumbfounded, his eyes wide open with the sight of the broken you, and it was his entire fault.
"I Hate You Jung Yunho..." you continued pulling you clothing down and glared at him disgracefully and so did JaeJoong
"Yunho Hyung!" someone called running up to him. What more surprises can you have today? The one that called him 'hyung' was SeungHyun. When he has reached Yunho, he turned to you and gasped
"Seung...Hyun?" you asked while holding onto JaeJoong's arm for support.
"__________ah..." he replied
You just walked away from the both of them thinking that it was all Yunho's plan. To have his brother meet you and befriend you, pretend to have a sick mother...it was all Yunho's plan. And you were sick of it.
You both sat down on a bench and you let out all your tears there.
"How can he hate me so much?" you cried leaning your head on JaeJoong's shoulder without saying anything. You winced at the sudden sting of your ankle.
"Are you ok? Is it hurting?" he asked with a voice and eyes full of concern
"It stings..." you gasped and JaeJoong got out a packet of pain killers’ from his bag. ‘I wonder what else he has in there?' you thought and wiped your tears away.
The tears that were not supposed to be shed by a guy like Yunho.
You saw Yunho park his car out of the corner of your eyes and he was walking towards you. You did action without thinking and trusted your instincts.
'I need to make him go away!' you thought, so you took the packet of pain killers from JaeJoong's hands and picked out a pill,
Instead of putting into your mouth... you cupped JaeJoong's chin and pulled it down making it open.
You shoved the pill in there and closed it, after 3 seconds you kissed him, then opened his lips and let your tongue in making JaeJoong gasp...in pleasure of course.
Your tongue played with his and you got in touch with the pill, you took it from his mouth and pulled away.
'Hopefully Yunho saw that' you evilly thought then chewed it.
"________ah...you..." JaeJoong murmured and you just blushed
"________ah, just tell me whenever it hurts okay? I'll be ready" he smugged with a grin, but that grin soon flushed away when Yunho had pushed him from the bench.
"Yunho!" JaeJoong yelled and attacked him, he threw punches, kicks and slaps all around his body, not just for him.
But for you too, his revenge was sweet.
You were too occupied with their fight trying to stop them but none of them heard you. After a while, somebody came up to you and covered your mouth from behind.
You struggled then froze when you found out who it was.
"It's me! Seungie ah! Let me explain" SeungHyun whispered to your ear and carried you bridal style towards his car, you struggled again but your body can't handle his strength.
He put you down on the back seat of his car and shushed you.
"It's not what you think!" he said and explained everything from his mother's supposed death to the part about him living with them. 'So it wasn't Yunho's plan' you thought
"It's ok, I wasn't even thinking that anyway..." you said innocently while waving you hands frantically. Meanwhile...
JaeJoong realized that you were nowhere to be seen and got worried instantly
"Shit! I've been fighting and I forgot about her" JaeJoong cursed himself under his breath, after looking everywhere; he spotted you through a window of a car, with a guy on the other side with your hands waving frantically. It looked like you were kissing...no...It looked like you were being harassed!
So JaeJoong ran and opened the door to the car and pulled you out.
"Ah!" you screamed by the sudden jolt.
"Come on _________ah" he calmly said and guided you to somewhere further away from the step brothers. But you knew that questions will be pouring in later.

by **Tammy** 6/28/2009, 11:14 am

JaeJoong's POV
I dragged her to somewhere i have no idea where. what was she doing with that...that... MANIAC?!
"Yah! I'm injured here!" _________ finally stopped
"Oh...Mianhe" I murmured turning around to face her.
"What is your problem?!"
"Nothing!"
"Then why did you drag me out?!"
"Oh so you wanted to stay! Is that what you’re saying?!"
"No..It’s not that but we were...”
"What? Tell me! 'Coz I'd LOOOOOOVVEE to know!"
"What are you thinking?!"
"You were enjoying it in there with him while I was fighting because of you!"
"I didn't tell you to fight! I TRIED to stop you! But NOOOOOOOOO... you just ignored me!"
"I didn't want you to stop us! I wanted you to cheer for me...so that Yunho can finally know who you really..."
"HUH?! Look...nothing happened okay? Why are you treating me like a baby?!"
"Because you acting like one!"
"And YOUR acting like my father! Why?!"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" there, I finally shouted it out. DAMN it! I didn't want to confess this way; just looking at her face staring at me with her round irresistible eyes makes me flush.
"What?" she asked me again
"Y-You heard me." I stuttered, turning my face away from her, crossing my arms on my chest.
"JaeJoong-ah... *wince*" she complained and I turned around to face her. Her hand was massaging her ankle and her eyes were glistening.
"Oh no, I'm so sorry ______-ah, it's all my fault." I apologized and took her to the nearest bench to sit down.
"Just wait here, I’ll go buy some ice for your ankle" I suggested and she nodded in response.
I walked away and looked for the shop and hoped that they sell ice there.
---___---___---___---___---___---___---
Your POV
JaeJoong went off to buy ice for my throbbing ankle, which wouldn't be like this if it wasn't for him.
But the words kept on repeating inside my head
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" I chuckled at this and the pain was soon forgotten.
Then I heard some people laughing loudly far side from me, they sound like delinquents. And by the form that they walk, they look like they're drunk. And it was in the middle of the afternoon!
They slowly spotted me frozen on the bench and slowly approached me.
"Hey pretty lady!" an ugly mutt smirked. I just ignored them and turned my head the other way.
"Dude! She totally blew you off!" one laughed
"Well, I like them feisty!" the ugly mutt once again spat at me.
"Well I hate them cheesy!"
"Speaking of cheese, I am melting here…because you’re so HOT!"
"Oh God!"
"What? Don’t bring God into this!"
"Go home to your mommy and think of much better pick up lines! Bastard...goes away!" I spat at him back
"BOH?!" they all shouted at me, they were cornering me now; surrounding the whole bench so that I could not go anywhere, then I started to get nervous.
"YAH! What are you doing with MY GIRL?!" JaeJoong shouted from the right side, the guys that was around me turned around to see him, the bag of ice fell on the concrete floor and his hands gripped themselves into a hard ball, with furious looking eyes
Uninvited, JaeJoong ran as fast as he could to them and pounded at the bastard who tried to chat me up... very badly.
"AAHH!" I screamed as the ugly mutts face landed on my lap with a bleeding lip. He saw my shocked face and smiled. He then buried his face onto my cleavage, making me scream louder.
JaeJoong pulled that maniac out of me and kicked him in his balls. Seconds later, the ugly mutt got cross eyed and fainted.
"JaeJoong!" I called out to him.
"_____________ah! Are you okay? Are you hurt?" he asked worriedly,
"I'm okay...But you! Look at your lip! It’s bleeding!" I whined to him
"It's okay...I'm fine as long as your safe. Let’s get out of here" he suggested.
*in your house*
Narrator
JaeJoong and you arrived in your house, your father was still at work so it was just you home alone, JaeJoong went straight to the kitchen and got some ice from the freezer and wrapped in it a towel, and as for you...you went to the bathroom to get the first aid kit to put medicine on his wounds.
You both met up in the living room and sat on the couch. Here you were again, healing up his wounds just like last time. And JaeJoong carefully placed the ice pack on your ankle. You winced at its coldness, but that soon went away as you were staring at each other very deeply.
"JaeJoong, thank you for saving me earlier." You finally broke the silence and he just smiled in return
"Really, you are my knight in... trendy jeans and t-shirt!" you joked and made him chuckle
"Are you okay now?" he asked speculating your back-to-normal foot.
"Yes...Thank you" you replied
As he went back to the kitchen, you decided to turn on the T.V and watch a little for entertainment. Then suddenly music came on and it intrigued you.
"OMO! It's DBSK!" you shouted
(You were watching this: )
JaeJoong sat next to you while you were to preoccupied watching those 5 hot boys dancing in stage.
"Hero is so HOT!" you shrieked and JaeJoong scrunched up his nose
"Ppfftt! I'm way better looking than that guy!" he boasted
"Yeah right! OMYGOD! They showed their sexy backs!! HERO'S TATTOO IS SOOOOOOOO SEXY!!" you yelled
"Yah! Enough fan girling! It takes your life you know!" JaeJoong argued
"Ppfftt...Please! I got my grave dug up ever since they debuted! Can you believe I'm still alive form their hotness?" you joked
"I should think of digging up your grave much deeper, then push you in it...alive!" he joked back, after that song, DBSK changed into another theme. They now played Love in the Ice
( )
"Aaww! Their so cute! Hero's voice is so ...so... HEAVENLY!"
"____________ah..." JaeJoong gently cupped you chin to face him
"Forget about Hero...I'm here...and I meant what I said earlier." he smiled ( ROFL!)
"JaeJoong... I-I Love You Too..." you replied with your sweetest voice.
He leaned in closer to your lips and kissed them.
*5 minutes later*
You two were still kissing your hearts out
*10 minutes past*
This time you were lying on your back on the sofa while JaeJoong on top of you, still not letting go of each other lips, not even for just a short breather.
*11 minutes past*
~GASP! ~ JaeJoong pulled away from you and both of you panted like you ran 10 miles
But it was all worth it.

by **Tammy** 6/28/2009, 11:37 am

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