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The Promise [YAOI]

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The Promise [YAOI]

Post by junjun on 11/20/2009, 10:14 pm

Hey! Its junjun here^^. This is my first time posting a YooSu fic and I hope that you'll like my story.. Please do leave some comments:]
Characters:
Park YooChun
Kim JunSu

P.S- other characters of the story will remain unknown besides from the other members of DBSK/TVXQ.

Credits to Chazzie of http://artsyasiancrew.co.nr/ for my lovely poster and BG.. Thank you, thank you, thank you so much!! God Bless and more power!!^^

Here is a preview of my fic. I hope that you'll like it Smile



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"Do you have feelings for me?" a boy around the age of 14 asked his best friend

The other boy whose much slimmer shook his head "No, you're my best friend and that's the only feeling I have for you. Like a brotherly love"

The older boy smiled a little as he held his best friends hand. "Then, let's promise to ourselves that we won't fall for each other. Best friends forever?"

The little boy looked deeply into his best friends' eyes. Searching for something that he has wished for so long. His best friends tantalizing eyes showed happiness and he felt a light squeeze on his hand. He smiled shyly as he placed his hand on top of his friends'.

"Promise. Best friends forever"

~10 years later~

"CHUN!" A squeaky voice echoed in the room as YooChun spun around in his seat to find his best friend running towards him with a big smile on his face.

"Why are you so happy?'' YooChun asked as he stood up from his seat

Junsu wrapped YooChun into an embrace as he snuggled on his best friend's well-built chest.

"I AM FINALLY IN LOVE" Junsu proclaimed as he hugged YooChun tighter

The older man grinned 'Finally. It's about time. I've been waiting for so long' he said in his thoughts

Slowly, Junsu peeled his self from YooChun as he cupped his friend's face.

"Chun, can you believe it? I am truly in love!" he giggled as he played with YooChun's nose with his.

YooChun closed his eyes as he smiled. He wrapped his arms again on his best friend's small waist feeling his warmth. He waited for this moment for such a long time. For 10 years he waited for his best friend to declare his love for him. For 10 years, he's been holding back with his feelings.

He made that promise with Junsu because at that time he didn't want their friendship to end. If he confessed at that time, then there will be no Kim Junsu by his side anymore. And now, that Junsu's finally in love with him, there's no need to go by with that promise.

YooChun's eyes remained shut as he waited for Junsu's lips to touch his. He wanted to have Junsu's sweet lips on his, right now. For such a long time, he'd been craving for those lips and finally it's his now. Suddenly, YooChun could feel that his friend's hands weren't cupping his cheeks anymore. He opened his eyes and smiled warmly as he beholds the sight of his beautiful friend.

"I am finally in love!" Junsu said once more which made YooChun chuckle. He really looks cute when he's excited "And like I promised, it's not with you"


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Re: The Promise [YAOI]

Post by faye on 11/20/2009, 11:24 pm

O__O so it was chun who reject su 10 years ago? or was it the other way around.
but dang I think i hear heart breaks when su said "and like i promised it's not you"
Since it's yoosu will there be yunjae -smile-
I want omma and appa. -cough- sorry...
I'm a yoosu shipper
but i love yunjae

btw, welcome to Fanfictional ^__^
I'm faye or purple, one of the admin/mod around.
I hope you like it here so far. and do check out the other threads Smile
If you have any questions feel free to ask me or one of the staff we're all friendly ^__^

P.S. update. -bribs with yoosu magazine-
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Re: The Promise [YAOI]

Post by junjun on 11/21/2009, 8:37 am

OMO!! Hi there! Oooh..I know you, I do know you!! LOL.. *waves*
uhmm... thanks for reading the forewords^^
By the way about your question.. I guess you could say that..
But for me, it was Su who [sort of] rejected Chun...
And there's YunJae here too..^^

I like this site a lot... It's so cool!!
It's great that I found this site^^
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Chapter 1

Post by junjun on 11/21/2009, 8:41 am

Silently, he mourned to his self in his office. Leaning his back against his seat, he gave out a frustrated and whimpering sigh. He threw his head back and shut his eyes tightly. Slouching, he tried to stop himself from crying. He tried to stop the hot tears that were threatening to gush out of his eyes. Biting his quivering lip, the only word that would appear in his mind is....WHY?

For such a long time.........WHY?

Of all people.........WHY?

That promise 10 years ago.......WHY?


Reminiscing about what happened earlier; his best friend's words left a scar on his heart.

'I am finally in love..... And like I promised, it's not with YOU'

Palming his face, he can't take it anymore. He really just can't take it anymore. His world shattered into pieces and he felt that his heart would stop beating in any moment.

He let out a hoarse and low scream as tears came rolling down from his sad eyes. He cried and cried, he'd hiccupped, sobbed and whimpers. His heart hurts so much that he doesn't know what to do.

'Junsu....My Junsu.....why? Why didn't you fall for me? Why..... Does it have to be with...... someone else?'

YooChun tried to swallow the lump in his throat. Who? Who's the person that Junsu had fallen in love with? Who's she?!! Or worse ....who's he?

His eyes were caught by a framed picture of him and Junsu on his desk. Stretching his arms, he reached for the frame. Staring at the photo, a feign smile was formed on his lips.

They were so happy when they were teenagers. They had shared a lot of happy moments that he promised himself that he wouldn't forget not even a tiny bit of it.

But, what if he didn't make that promise in the first place?

How would everything turn out?

Will they stay as friends or not?

Or maybe, could've they've become a couple?

If he could just go back in time and confessed to Junsu. Tell him of how he truly felt for his friend. If he'd just told him of how much he love him, of how much he adore his squeaky voice and of how much he would gape at his beauty.

But, it's already too late now. And he blames that stupid promise, no; he blames himself for creating that promise in the first place. He blames himself for everything.

How dumb of him to even think that Junsu would fall for him. They made a vow, a pledge, a promise to never fall for each other.

And there he was, thinking that his best friend is about to confess to him after 10 years. How really stupid of him to even think of such thing to happen.

But promises are made to be broken, right? Then, why? Why did Junsu cling onto that promise? Is he going to stick to that promise for....for.... forever?

Then, what will happen to YooChun?

What will happen to his love for Junsu?

What will happen to...them?

YooChun could hear his best friends’ squeaky voice, faintly echoing in his room.

Torturing him with every word.

Tearing his world with every syllable.

And tearing his heart into millions of pieces with every letter.

'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!' 'I AM FINALLY IN LOVE!'

He tried to shake off the words in his head. Remembering on how happy Junsu was when he said those words even made his whole world crash.

Why is it hard so hard to accept the truth?

Why is it that the truth hurts?

Why is it that it hurts him so much that......

"It's not me...." he whimpered "You're in love but it's not with me....." more tears rolled down on his cheeks as he clasped the frame to his chest.

There was a knock on the door and YooChun snapped out of his trance as he abruptly wiped his tears. The door creaked open and a familiar head popped out. YooChun forced a sweet smile when he knew who was there.

"Come in, Min" he said in a low voice

The young and tall lad entered the room with a cup of coffee in one hand and with a book on the other.

"Here" Changmin said as he handed YooChun the cup of black coffee

YooChun gladly took the coffee from Changmin. The young lad smiled in response and he took a seat to a couch near YooChun's table.

"You were eavesdropping, huh?" YooChun asked as he inhaled the scent of the black coffee

Changmin just shrugged "Hyung...Why don't you just-..."

YooChun watched Changmin with a serious look and cut him off "Don't even suggest of me confessing to him"

Changmin bit his lower lip as he tried to avoid YooChun's piercing gaze "But... why don't you just tr..try"

YooChun sighed hard as he placed the cup of coffee on his table "Min... you know that I won't do that.. I... I just can't"

Changmin was about to open his mouth to answer back but then he decided to shut his mouth. He doesn't want to say anything anymore. If he did, then it would create more chaos. He doesn't want to get into an argument with his favorite hyung. But he just can't stand watching him crying like a baby. When he heard his hyung’s soft sobs outside the office, it sent shivers down his spine.

"Alright" Changmin stood up "I'm not gonna bug in anymore" he raised his hands in defeat

He turned around and headed for the door "But always remember hyung, I'm here when you need me"

YooChun smiled as he felt the assurance in Changmin's eyes and also in the tone of the young boys' voice "I know, Min. Thank you"

Changmin threw a smile over his shoulder before closing the door. Leaning his back against the polished wood, he mumbled "You're still a coward, Hyung"

YooChun closed his eyes when Changmin disappeared from his sight. The black coffee that the young lad gave to him moments ago was no use. It wouldn't help him forget about how he feels right now.

It suddenly made him nauseous and he wondered why? Black coffee always makes him feel at ease and makes him forget about his troubles. But now, it was just like shit. It tastes like shit, smells like shit and it's same with his life, a piece of shit.

That's right. His life was a piece of shit. If it wasn't for Junsu, he could have died a long time ago.

Junsu was the one who brightened up his world.

Junsu was the one who made him smile again.

Junsu was the one who made him feel that he's wanted.

Junsu was the one who made him feel that the world is a beautiful place and not like the hell he used to think it is.

It was Kim Junsu who made him live again. Who gave him a second chance to live a happy life again.

It was Junsu who made him feel loved and the one who taught him how to love. He owes everything he has now to Junsu.

[FLASHBACK]

He tried to be brave. He tried to act tough. But-.. it seems like it was no use. He was truly.... a coward. He was no match with these guys in front of him. There were 5 of them and he was all alone. What do they want from him in the first place? He didn't do anything to them. Or was it because his face was pissing the hell out of these guys. Was that it?

"You man whore! My girlfriend dumped me for you!" one of them yelled

He tried not to laugh. But a faint smirk appeared on his face. And he snorted in response "How was it my fault? I never told her to break up with you. It was her own decision and besides--.. I am not after her anyways"

A powerful punch was then sent to his face and he stumbled back due to the strong force. Wiping the dripping blood on the corner of his mouth, he tried to keep his cool. And he gave out a boyish grin. The one who punched him a while ago got even more pissed.

He never knew how to fight fiercely with another person especially with men. All he could do at times like this is to smile, grin, chuckle, anything that would make him look that he's calm and steady.

"Park YooChun, do you know that we're near the Han River?"

YooChun gulped hard as he sense something bad was up "Yeah, I'm aware of that"

"Do you know how to swim?" The other asked teasingly with a big and evil smirk on his face

"N...Y..Yes..s" YooChun stammered as he tried to move an inch away from his enemy

"Well then let's see about that"

Before he could even say a word. A pair of strong hands were already hovering both of his arms. He tried to break free from the grip but he was too...weak. Yes, though he's a man but he was too weak, too weak to even send a hard blow on the man holding him right now.

The next thing he knew, he was struggling, he was gasping for air and was screaming for help. The 5 men watched him and laughed at him as they turned around and left him there. He flapped his hands so hard, trying to stop himself from drowning. He flapped and flapped and screamed for help. Every time he tries to surface on the water he'd choked and drink on the water.

"H...HE..HELP!!!" he yelled loudly

YooChun tried to wiggle his feet like he was a dog being trained to swim. He tried screaming again but no one was there. His breathing labored and he felt his feet go numb and his arms sore from all the flapping and wiggling. He tried to move again, tried to pry his self out of that situation but he was already tired and weak. No one dared come to his rescue. Not even a stranger, so is that what he is? Is that what he truly is?.... A LOSER.

'Somebody, just somebody, please, someone.... please.... please... help.. me.'

Closing his eyes, he sank into the water not caring if he'd live or die. But he was sure that he's dying. And he'd be happy if he'd leave this cruel world. He will no longer suffer and he will no longer experience more torture.

Sinking further, feeling as if he'd reached the depth of the river, a faint yet sad smile was formed by his lips. If he's going to die out here, no one would care and no one would bother.

Feeling his feet touch the ground, he wanted to even sink further. To go even deeper to the ground and directly go straight to hell. His life is completely useless that there is no need to treasure it. He never felt like he was cherished and he didn't even get the chance to cherish someone. It's better to end his life right here and now.

Then suddenly, a bright light blinded him. Though his eyes were closed, he knew a bright light was darted towards him. Trying to open his eyes underwater, he thought he just saw an angel descending towards him. So, he's wrong after all. He's not going to hell, he's going to heaven. Oh, how funny.

Reaching out his hand, a warm smile was stretched out by his lips as he closed his eyes again. Finally, he's going to heaven, he could rest in peace.

"....AH... YAH!!!" A muffled yet high pitched voice rung in YooChun's ear.

'Is heaven this noisy?' he asked himself as he tried to open his heavy lids.

He felt a hand on his chest and he moves his head from one side to the other. His vision was blurred and he tried to make out the person in front of him. Droplets of water were running on the side of his face and he tried to push himself in a sitting position.

Finally regaining some strength back, he suddenly had the urge to look at the 'angel'. "Is this heaven?" YooChun asked as he shifted to a much comfortable position

The 'angel' laughed. And YooChun loved hearing that squeaky voice fill the air. "No" the person in front of him manage to say in between laughs

YooChun sighed. Sort of disappointed that he wasn't dead. And he was wondering why a sudden part of his brain and heart was actually glad and relieved.

Raising his head, YooChun's eyes widened as he saw who was there. It wasn't an angel but someone he knows. And from there and on, he was glad to know his savior and found his best friend, Kim Junsu.

[END OF FLASHBACK]

YooChun spun his seat around and stood up. Still clutching the photo frame in his hand he walked towards his mirrored wall, which showed the many tall buildings of Seoul.

His sad eyes watched the busy city and its people. Lifting his gaze to meet the setting sun, his eyes showed even more sadness, loneliness, and as how much he would hate to admit it, his eyes showed defeat. Holding the frame tighter, his free hand on the pocket of his jeans, he smiled warmly as an image of Junsu's happy face popped in his mind.

"I wish you happy, my Junsu"
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Chapter 2

Post by junjun on 11/21/2009, 8:54 am

The stars twinkled beautifully at the dark sky. The pearly moon beamed upon two people, who are walking side by side with each other.
Stealing glances at one another, they would smile coyly if one gets caught.

The night was so quiet and calm, and it was like, they were the only remaining people in the world. Their footsteps echoed as they walked down in the misty road.

Post lights flickered and the cool breeze of the wind touched their soft skin, which caused a tingling sensation to run over their entire body.

The smaller one stopped in his tracks as the taller man halted too, looking puzzled and curious.

"Su...."

Not letting YooChun to continue his statement, Junsu intertwined both of their hands.

Looking at YooChun with hopeful and happy eyes, he tightened his grip on his friend's hands.

"Is there something wrong?" YooChun inquired as he leaned in closer to Junsu's face. "Are you hungry?" he urged on

Junsu remained silent as he stared down at his locked hands with YooChun's. He slowly shook his head and smiled. YooChun manage to notice the smile from Junsu's lips and he felt his heart fluttered.

"Su...?" he cooed softly

Junsu lifted his gaze to meet YooChun's tantalizing eyes and he gave his friend an uncertain smile.

"Ch..Chun.." the fragile boy manage to choke out

YooChun furrowed his brows as he looked at Junsu quizzically.

"I...I" Junsu stuttered as he looked down again

"What is it, Su? You know you can tell me anything" YooChun assured his friend

He cupped Junsu's chubby cheeks and slowly he lifted the boy's face. He stared down at Junsu's dark orbs as if trying to read what's on his mind.

He was able to notice the younger male gulped and he gave him a boyish grin. Trying to signal him that he's open and his willing to listen. "Tell me, what is it?"

"I....I..- I"

Before he could finish his sentence, Junsu flung his self to YooChun and hugged the taller man tightly. He hugged him so tightly, as if he doesn't want anyone to take him away from him.

YooChun smiled warmly as he returned the hug. He ran his hands in a circular motion on Junsu's back, trying to calm his best friend.

He could feel Junsu's soft breath on his neck and he could feel both of their hearts beating together.

Suddenly, YooChun felt something wet against his chest. Looking under his nose, his eyes looked hurt as he saw his best friend, shedding lots of tears.

"Su.. Why are you crying?" He asked as he continued to rub his hand softly on Junsu's back, trying to ease him.

Junsu didn't reply instead he kept on crying and even hugged YooChun tighter.

YooChun could feel his eyes becoming watery and he bit his lower lip.

"Su, please.... You know how much I hate to see you cry.."

Abruptly, Junsu's sobbing slowed down and he pulled his self away from YooChun. He wiped his tears away and cleared his throat.

"Chun, I...."

"What is it, Su?" YooChun asked, as he wiped Junsu's tears using his thumb

Junsu tried to avoid YooChun's gaze and he swallowed hard. "I...I lied, Chun"

YooChun brows furrowed as he looked at Junsu skeptically "Lied? About what, Su?"

Junsu hesitated for a while then he said "I'm in love with....you, Chun. I am not in love with somebody else. It's you Chun that I love. The only one and no one else"

YooChun could feel his blood rush to his head. Is this for real? Is this really true?

Junsu, his Junsu, the Junsu he loved for 10 years loves him?! And only him?

He gulped hard as he tried to find the right words to say. He won't let this chance slip off his hands and he was waiting for this opportunity for so long. He waited for so long, that he almost decided to give up. But now, now he knows that Junsu, that Kim Junsu loves him back. That Kim Junsu loves Park YooChun and there's no need in holding back.

"Don't you love me, Chun?" Junsu's voice snapped YooChun out of his trance

YooChun looked at Junsu with beaming eyes and he showed off his biggest smile. The biggest smile that he had ever showed in his entire life.

"No... I love you too, Su.. I love you sooo much. I love your smile, your melodious laugh, your beautiful eyes, your cute nose, you..your kis..kissable lips....."

YooChun trailed his sentence off as his best friend gave him a satisfied smile. A smile that proves that Junsu believes him. Not only his words but Junsu truly believes that he loves him.

Junsu leaned closer and closer and closer and closer...... until the tips of their noses touched. YooChun knew what was coming and he happily wrapped his left arm around Junsu's waist and cupped the young man's face with his right hand. Junsu drew his arms around YooChun's neck and gave his handsome best friend a timid smile.

Closing his eyes, Junsu's smile was still plastered on his face. And YooChun didn't want to waste any minute. He closed his eyes too, and leaned much closer.

Junsu's lips, Junsu's lips would be finally captured by his.

The cold wind danced around their bodies. Then slowly, droplets of crystal water fell from the heavens.

Showering both of them with blessings.

Showering both of them with happiness.

YooChun tilted his head and was much very eager to capture Junsu's rosy lips. He leaned forward and was ready to give Junsu, the best kiss of his life. His anticipation grew stronger and stronger.... but then....... Junsu was....... gone.

He opened his eyes and Junsu was no where to be found.

Junsu was gone! He was gone! How come?

"Su?!.." YooChun yelled in panic

But there was no reply.

"Junsu?!.." He yelled again but sadly there was no reply

"YAH!! KIM JUNSU!!"

And again, there was no reply.

He stood there in the middle of the road, wet because of the rain but he didn't care. All he cared about was Junsu.

Where did he go?

YooChun was about to move but his feet was stuck. His feet were glued to the ground. He called out Junsu's name but he heard no response.

He felt his heart split into two and he could hear his heart screaming 'JUNSU! WHERE ARE YOU?!'

Kim Junsu left him. Junsu left him there, all alone. He can't believe that Junsu left him.

Kim Junsu left him out in the rain. And YooChun shed lots and lots of tears as he fell down to his knees.

Junsu abandoned him.

"JUNSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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"JUNSU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

YooChun stood up from his bed. His breathing was so fast and his entire was damped and was soaked with sweat.

"A dream?" He inquired, panting

"That was a dream?" He asked his self again as he rubbed his temples

He fell back to his bed and gaped at the ceiling for quite some time. He turned his head to the left and widened his eyes in panic.

"Shit! 9 o'clock, I'm late!" He cursed as he immediately got out of his bed. Only to end up stumbling down and falling to the floor with a loud thud.

"Ugh!" he winced

Frantically looking around, he spotted the calendar which hung silently on the wall. Written in big bold letters are the words 'SATURDAY-DAY OFF'.

Slapping his forehead for being such a dumbass, YooChun lazily stood up and decided to take a shower.

After taking his clothes off, YooChun turned the tap on and the cold water splashed into his body. The chilly and nice feeling that the water gives out made his body calm down and made him feel a bit better. He turned the tap further and more and more water blasted from the shower. Raising his head up to meet the crystal droplets of water, YooChun then remembered his dream.

What was that dream all about? Did it mean something?

Getting out from the shower with a towel on his waist while holding another to dry his hair, something came into his mind.

'I wish that dream would really happen.....'

He then, headed to his kitchen to grab something to drink. Opening the fridge, he picked out a pocari sweat beverage and opened it.

'But I just hope that it wouldn't end that way..'

Just when he was about to take a sip from his drink, the doorbell rang. YooChun frown a little as he closed the fridge and headed towards the door.

Peeking at the hole, he smiled as he knew who was there. Not even bothering to change his clothes, YooChun opened the door and leaned against the frame with his arms crossed over his chest. He smiled toothily and sexily at his guest.

"Ch..- YAH!!! You didn't even bother to change?!" His guest yelled which made YooChun smile even more

"Oh, come on Su. I know you wouldn't mind. As if you haven't seen me like this before" YooChun teased as he leaned towards Junsu

Junsu gave him a surprised look before pushing him aside "Shut up!" and then he entered YooChun's apartment.

YooChun just chuckled in return. He then, closed the door and headed towards Junsu who was now seated on the couch of his living room.

"Want something to drink?" He asked. Junsu nodded his head in response.

YooChun returned from his kitchen with a Coke Light in his hand. He then, handed the beverage to Junsu with a smile.

"I'll change first, okay?" YooChun said as he walked out of the living room and went to his room.

A few minutes later, YooChun returned wearing a white V neck t-shirt and black pants. He took a seat next to Junsu who was focused watching some show on TV.

"So.....what's with the sudden visit?" YooChun inquired as he placed his head on Junsu's right shoulder

Junsu didn't respond as he continued to stare at the TV.

"Did you miss me, huh?" YooChun grinned but Junsu remained silent.

YooChun furrowed his brows as he raised his head a little to look at Junsu. "YAH!! Did you come here to ignore me?"

Junsu sighed as he leaned his head against YooChun's and said in a smooth voice "Just for few minutes, Chun" and with that there was an eerie silence between them.

They both stared at the TV for quite some time. And both would chuckle, snicker, smile or giggle while watching some shows. They remained like that for hours, not even bothering to talk to each other. Because they both know that it would be better that way.

They didn't even notice that it was already past 3 o'clock. Junsu turned the TV off before facing YooChun. The older man just looked at him confusedly in return. A sudden bright smile was then shown in Junsu's face.

"Wanna grab some Ice Cream?"

Without thinking twice, YooChun nodded his head. They both happily stood up from the couch and rushed out of YooChun's apartment.

"What do you want? Strawberry or Vanilla?" Junsu asked as he tugged on YooChun's arm

YooChun rolled his eyes jokingly "You exactly know what I want Su."

Junsu just giggled in return "Okay, uh, 1 strawberry and 1 vanilla ice cream please"

After buying their ice cream, both decided to sit down on a nearby bench. They watched the different people that would pass by them.

Children were running around and chasing each other while lovely couples just strode pass by them with hands linked with each other.

YooChun watched the couples with envy eyes as he continued to lick his strawberry ice cream.

'When will I be as happy as them?' he asked himself as he continued to stare blankly at a certain couple

Junsu watched his best friend, who was busy gaping at the couple. "Jealous, uh?"

YooChun turned around and he swears that his heart just skipped a beat as he saw Junsu smiling at him with a little ice cream on the corner of his mouth.

"Not at all" YooChun replied as he wiped the cream away from the corner of Junsu's lip, using his thumb.

Junsu blushed a little at the gesture but then managed to smile "Yah, that was embarrassing"

"Oh, so I can't even help my best friend cleaning some ice cream from his mouth now, huh?" YooChun chuckled as he played with Junsu's hair.

Junsu just smiled as he playfully whacked YooChun's hand away.

"Thanks, Su" YooChun suddenly blurted out

"For what?"

YooChun smiled as he placed his arms around Junsu's shoulder and sniffed Junsu's strawberry scented hair "For everything. Thank you so much for everything"

"Now, now. Don't get sentimental with me" Junsu said as he slowly raised his head up to meet YooChun's gaze

"I want to thank you too. If I wasn't able to meet you, my life would have been incomplete" Junsu urged on.

Hearing Junsu's words, YooChun smiled happily.

His best friend was right.

If both of them weren’t able to meet each other, then there lives would've been incomplete. If YooChun wasn't able to meet Junsu, his life would've been a complete mess.

But, what if he didn't meet Junsu, then he wouldn't have fallen in love this badly.... He wouldn't have been hurt in the first place....

Shaking the thoughts away, Yoochun squeezed Junsu's shoulder "You're right. I'm nothing without you, my best friend SuSu"
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It was already dark, Junsu and YooChun were walking silently down the road and the round moon served as their light. The night was so tranquil and the air was cool. Fireflies could be seen wandering above their heads, as if they're playing tag.

They just continued to walk and walk. Today wasn't same as the other days they've spent with each other. Even though they were together for hours but is seems like they're just together for such a short while.

YooChun would steal glances at Junsu from the corner of his eyes. And he was wondering that, why was his best friend seems to be very deep in thought.

Junsu then halted and so did YooChun. "Something the matter?"

Junsu timidly raised his head as he met YooChun's gaze. At the back of YooChun's mind, this scene was awfully familiar. This moment was so dejavu.

And then, it hit him.

This was exactly like his dream! And he started to wonder if the exact same thing would happen.

Will Junsu confess to him?

"Chun?" Junsu said in a sweet voice as he linked his hands with YooChun's.

YooChun was startled but he managed to be calm. Is this it? Is this going to be like his dream?

"Hmmm?" YooChun hummed as he patiently waited for Junsu to urge on

Junsu lowered his head as if he was still deciding on what to say next. YooChun just watched the smaller boy with curious eyes.

"What is it, Su?"

Junsu's grip on YooChun's hand loosened as he turned his back from the taller man. He gazed at the dark sky with uncertain eyes.

"I....I..."

YooChun took a step as he placed his hand on Junsu's shoulder "Yes?"

"There's someone that I'd like you to meet"

YooChun frowned a little as he sensed who this 'someone' is.

"Oh, let me guess the one you've fallen in love with, huh?" YooChun managed to grin and decided to add "The lucky girl, right?"

Junsu threw a smile over his shoulder "Yeah, you're right. But it's...."

Just then, YooChun could feel something wrong. So, Junsu likes a girl? But YooChun felt something much odder...

He did consider the fact that Junsu would develop feelings for him. Yes, he admits that he thought his best friend was gay.

He even considered himself gay because he fell in love with Junsu. But why is it that he feels something not good will happen next.

"....it's not a girl. I love a guy, Chun...."

That's when YooChun knew something was really up. Upon hearing Junsu's words, YooChun felt that his world just collapsed.
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Chapter 3

Post by junjun on 11/22/2009, 12:52 am

Slowly stirring his cup of coffee as he reminisced about what happened last night, YooChun just can't help himself from thinking about what will happen with his meeting with Junsu's "crush" today. Last night, he couldn't sleep well due to the fact that his mind was occupied about the guy that Junsu's so crazed about.

What if he couldn't match up to this guy?

Nah, that would be impossible. We don't know maybe that guy couldn't even reach 50% of YooChun's charisma.

Gazing outside the big see through glass window, YooChun stared at the flower shop which was just across the street. Before he went to the cafe, he was thinking of buying a bouquet of flowers for Junsu at that shop. But then, he changed his mind since he remembered that "someone" was coming together with Junsu. And what is the use of giving Junsu some flowers anyway? He already lost his chance, right?

Sighing, he continued to gaze outside as he watched and waited for some miracle to happen. Taking a sip from his coffee, he felt that same feeling again.

Why coffee does seem to be so....yucky now?

Or is it that his taste buds had gone bad?

Trying to forget about the coffee's taste, he wondered on why he agreed about meeting this "someone" in the first place. Junsu didn't actually beg him. But hearing those words, hearing that statement from Junsu's lips made him totally....weak.

'I love a guy, Chun'

Hearing that very sentence last night almost made him drop to his knees and cry. However, he was sort of glad that he managed to stay calm. He can't believe that such small thing could really bother him that much. Or was it really a small matter to him? Not.

[FLASHBACK]

"....it's not a girl. I love a guy, Chun...."

He didn't really want to believe it.

It's a joke right? It's just a joke.

This is truly a big fat lie.

That's what YooChun tried to think as he heard those words from Junsu's mouth. But too bad for him, it wasn't.

"O..Oh..." he managed to wheezed as he nodded his head

Junsu just stared at him innocently like a little kid who doesn't have a clue about anything.

"You thought that I'm not gay, Chun?" Junsu asked as he tilted his head in one side

That very action caused YooChun's heart to beat faster. How can Junsu even manage to be cute at a time like this, when he himself, is already having some hard time to gasp for air. He was struggling in trying his best to hold back his tears. YooChun avoided Junsu's stare as he looked up at the dark sky and forced a smile.

"I did think that you we're gay. But I didn't consider that...."

Lowering his head, he placed his hands on both sides of the pocket of his jeans as he pretended to kick a small rock on the ground. His shoulders were slumped and shaking. His eyes were fixed to the ground and the only view he could see is his feet and Junsu's.

So, he was right then. Junsu's gay. If he had confirmed this to himself long time ago, was there any possibility that he could have confessed?

Why didn't he confess in the first place? Oh, right. He was afraid to admit the fact that he turned gay and fell in love with his friend. Whom he also feared of not being gay at that time, yet. But now, hearing those words come from Junsu's mouth, he suddenly had the urge of reversing everything.

Is there any possible way to go back in time? To go back to the time when he asked Junsu if he feels something for him.

Was Junsu already gay at that time? But he said that he loves him like a brother.. was it true? Or was it a lie?

But there's no turning back now. Maybe, that time, it was his chance but he missed it. And now that he's ready, now that he really wants to come out of the closet and proudly proclaim his self that he's gay, it's already too late.

It's really funny, of all people that fate could have chosen to play with, why is it him then? Why? Why is it him? Doesn't he deserve to be happy?

Or maybe, he really deserves to be happy but not with Junsu. But it pained him so much that the only person he'd cared and loved wouldn't end up in his arms. Is this what fate had really planned for him?

Damn it! He feels like his going to whimper at any time! He doesn't want to cry! He doesn't want to! Not in front of Junsu.

"Chun?" Junsu's voice echoed in his mind

Junsu was about to place a hand on YooChun's shoulder. He was worried that there was something bothering his friend or something that he said that caused his friend to act this way. YooChun's shoulders continued to shake and this time its pace is different from before. Junsu furrowed his eyebrows as he looked worriedly at his best friend.

"Chun, did I say something wrong?"

Yeah, he deserves this alright. If he wasn't a coward then maybe, just maybe things would have turned out differently. Maybe not the way he wanted it to be but it would have turned out into something else. Not like this in which his best friend fell for someone else. Perhaps, just perhaps.....

Hah! He’s getting tired of thinking. He's tired of thinking about things which will surely never happen. Perhaps, he deserves someone else alright. But he loves Junsu......

A snort was heard coming from YooChun and he bursted out laughing. He laughed continuously as Junsu stared at him weirdly. Tears were starting to form on the corner of YooChun's eyes as he laughed.

"Oh, My SuSu.. I'm happy for you... And don't worry my best, best, best friend. I'll support you no matter what your decision is. Its okay with me if you're gay or not. You're still the same Kim Junsu that I knew" YooChun smiled as he wiped his tears away and gave him a big thumbs up.

Junsu's eyes started to become watery and he flung his self to YooChun. "Oh, Chun! you're so weird, you know that?"

"There, there don't cry. I'm gonna cry too" YooChun pouted as he returned Junsu's hug.

Maybe, he deserves Junsu at all. Not as a lover but he deserves Kim Junsu as his best friend.

Junsu snuggled even more to YooChun's chest as he hugged him tighter. "Do you want to meet him?"

YooChun paused for awhile as he tried to think of what to say. Will he decline or will he.....

"Sure, I'd like to meet him. I want to meet this guy and if he's not as handsome as me then you're going to be sorry Junsu" YooChun half joked

Junsu just giggled in return as he playfully hit YooChun's chest "Yah... I'm sure that he's twice as handsome as you"

YooChun managed to let out a happy laugh. But behind that laugh of his, he was truly hurt. Really, really hurt.

"Let's just see about that"

[END OF FLASHBACK]

Blinking his eyes, YooChun snapped out of his daydream and returned to reality. His eyes were a bit puffy because of crying like a maniac last night. Even though he managed to look so cheerful in front of his best friend but as soon as he returned home, he acted like a baby who didn't had the chance to drink his milk. He cried and cried last night that he thought he couldn't open his eyes anymore.

Glancing at his watch, he can't help but get a bit impatient. He's been there for 20 minutes and it felt like a lifetime. But he has to blame his self too, for being such an early bird. Trying to find something interesting in order to kill the time, something caught his eyes.

"Who's that?" he murmured to himself as he looked at someone from across the street.

It looked like the person was staring at someone inside the cafe, perhaps the person was staring at him?...

Before he could even make out the person's features.......

"There he is!" A familiar voice chirped which caused YooChun to jerk his head around

YooChun stood up from his seat with a big smile plastered on his face as he watched Junsu walks towards him. Imagining it all in slow motion, YooChun's big smile slowly turned into a frown as he noticed that Junsu was pulling someone from behind. Then, for the very first time, YooChun met his "rival".

"Chun!" Junsu shrieked as he dragged the 'person' along

"Hey, Su! So, is that him?" YooChun inquired with a brow raised

Junsu stopped and pressed his lips together as he nodded his head.

YooChun examined the guy from head to toe. He was wearing an Evisu white t-shirt, baggy pants, and white and brown checkered vans. Raising his gaze in order to focus more on how the guy looked like, YooChun paused for a while. Pouty and red lips, beautiful structure of the nose, a tiny mole on the upper left side of his lips, and his eyes weren't that big and tantalizing but the color, the color was incredibly.......nice. Dark Chocolate Brown. His hair was sort of messy but managed to go with his style and outfit.

This guy isn't that bad at all.... Wait! What is he thinking?! Why is it that he approves of this guy when he's suppose to... Suppose to, what? Steal Junsu back? Pft, as if that would happen. His best friend is in love with this guy. He's not sure of how much Junsu likes him but the fact is, Junsu is in love with this person.

And didn't he admit defeat already? He did, right? So, what's the point of getting mad at this guy? What's the.....

"Chun, I'd like you to meet Jung Yunho and uh, Yunho-ah, this is my best friend, Park YooChun" Junsu began

"Nice to meet you, Yunho-ah" YooChun managed to reply on time as he extended his right hand to Yunho

Yunho gave him a manly smile and replied "It's nice to meet you too, YooChun" His voice was a bit weird but it suited his image in some way.

The three of them exchanged happy smiles with each other before they've decided to take their seats. YooChun was expecting for Junsu to sit beside him but to his dismay, Junsu sat with Yunho across from him on the table.

The trio had a nice conversation. Not really a very interesting one and not a boring one either.

"So, how did the two of you meet?" YooChun asked as he lifted his cup of coffee, pretending to drink from it

Junsu looked at Yunho and the taller man smiled "Well, I work in a bakery and Junsu happened to stop by there. A friend of mine introduced me to him and that's how we met"

YooChun nodded his head as he placed his cup back to the table "Ah, I see. No wonder Junsu befriended you. He loves carbs"

Junsu just gave his a best friend a sort of death glare and blushed as Yunho chuckled and eyed him "I guess you're right. I've noticed that he has gained some weight. The last time I saw him, he wasn't like this at all"

"Just assure me that you won't turn him into some obese because if you do.... I'll definitely....['Kill you'] need some help in carrying Junsu" YooChun laughed

Yunho snickered in reply. Junsu just watched his best friend and the guy he likes laugh together. He was relieved and happy that the two are getting along with each other well.

"Yah... you two. It's not funny.." He murmured as he took a bite of his chocolate cake

YooChun and Yunho stopped from laughing and stared at Junsu for awhile. A moment of pause....and they laughed again.

Junsu just shook his head in annoyance as he watched Yunho and YooChun chatting away.

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Just as how fast they've got to meet each other, it's also just as how fast they have to bid goodbye. Yunho and YooChun had a good time. They both conversed about lots of stuff. Sports, Business, Economy problem and etc. It was like, as if both of them were long time friends.

"Well, it was nice meeting you, Yunho" YooChun grinned

"It was nice meeting you too" Yunho replied as he patted YooChun's shoulder

Junsu just smiled happily watching the two. "Chun, I'll go with Yunho. Are you going to fine by yourself?"

YooChun ruffled Junsu's hair and said "Yeah, sure. Thanks for today, Su. I finally made a new friend"

Junsu linked his left arm with Yunho's right arm before giving YooChun one last look "Bye, Chun! I'll just visit you in your office!"

Yunho saluted YooChun before he and Junsu disappeared from the cafe. YooChun waved them goodbye and as soon as the two of them we're gone, he sunk back to his seat.

Running his hands into his hair, he sighed hard and gritted his teeth. It was truly unbelievable that he was able to keep up with Yunho like that. He admits that the man wasn't hard to get along with and that Yunho is friendly. It was already okay with him if Junsu's going to end with this guy but there's still something inside of him, just a teeny-weeny spot in his heart that gets jealous every time he witnesses some lovey-dovey moments from the two.

Witnessing the times when Yunho and Junsu's shoulder would brush with each other, when their hands touched as they reached for a piece of muffin at one time, and he could also feel that Junsu and Yunho would steal glances of each other from the corner of their eyes. He totally hates it when he could notice such actions, he really did try to ignore them but then, sadly he just can't.

Especially the skin ship, there was just too much skin ship and it almost drove him nuts. Good thing he was able to stay calm and control his self at that time. Because if he didn't, then he's not sure of what will he do.

Okay, what if he admits that its okay with him that Junsu will end up with Yunho. What would happen next? For sure, Junsu will live happily ever after. But what about him? What will happen to him?

Even though he really hates it but for the second time, he truly admits defeat. He was no match for Yunho, the guy was cool and he totally envies him especially on the way of how Junsu would gape at him with such amazement. Oh, how much he wished that, that stare would be given to him. But obviously, it would never be his. Not in a million years.

Fishing his phone out of his pocket he scanned for a number. When he found it, he then pressed the call button. Waiting for some time, all he could hear was 'ring, ring, ring' and on the fourth one....

"Hello?" someone finally replied

YooChun stared outside the big see through glass window as he watched the sun slowly disappearing and twilight was fast approaching.

"Min, I need your help..."
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Re: The Promise [YAOI]

Post by faye on 11/23/2009, 1:04 am

junjun wrote:OMO!! Hi there! Oooh..I know you, I do know you!! LOL.. *waves*
uhmm... thanks for reading the forewords^^
By the way about your question.. I guess you could say that..
But for me, it was Su who [sort of] rejected Chun...
And there's YunJae here too..^^

I like this site a lot... It's so cool!!
It's great that I found this site^^

LOL! Hii(: I remember you ^__^ you requested at AAC.
Sorry that I couldn't make your poster x___x I got a pretty tight schedule
so I finally gave up and retired LOLs! Although I still hope u like the poster our other designer made u.
No problem LOL it's dbsk couple and I'm in for any plot LOLs!
O: our susu rejected chunnie!
-throws confetti- yunjae! ahem...
Really? ^__^ I'm glad you like it here so far(:
why do u look through other threads there are lots of interesting topics ^__^
& it's going to be even better when our 1 year anni comes.
Oops i leaked out to much info x__x -hides from the evil admin-
LOL!

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Chapter 4

Post by junjun on 11/23/2009, 5:07 am

"Could you just stop from walking to and fro. You're making me dizzy, hyung" Changmin whined as he massaged his temples. He wasn't really dizzy, he was getting pissed.
Right after when his hyung called him, Changmin immediately went to YooChun's rescue. Though he was much younger than YooChun but the older man would always ask him for advice. And he, himself, is willing to give some because it's one of his ways in showing his gratitude to his hyung. He worked for YooChun for almost 2 years and in such a short time, he was able to know some things about Yoochun and that includes his past and Junsu. He also manages to create a "bond" between the two of them.

"Min, what should I do? I'm fine if Junsu ends up with Yunho but... Min, I need something, something that will ease my mind off Junsu"

Changmin just rolled his eyes as YooChun continued to pace around the room.

Well, right after when he got to the cafe, YooChun immediately rushed him out and they both headed to YooChun's apartment. He admits that he's annoyed. He got carried to this place just to discuss with YooChun about that "something" which will make him feel better.

And he wasn't there to figure it out. 'I'm not a psychic for crying out loud!' Changmin said in his thoughts.

One of the things that Changmin noticed in YooChun is that, he can't make up his mind. Maybe, he could but it would always turn out to be already so late. And one example is.... what happened to him and Junsu.

YooChun continued to walk around the room and would stop to grip his hair in thought. Changmin just watched him and, literally, he was really getting dizzy. He really needs something, just something he could suggest so his hyung would stop mumbling and would stop pacing around the room.

"Something, something, something~~~~" Changmin hummed in his mind.

And just like a bolt of lightning, it suddenly strucked him.

"YooChun hyung! STOP!" He yelled as he raised his right hand in front of his face

YooChun did stop and he looked at Changmin confusedly. Raising a brow, YooChun said "What? You have something in mind? What is it?"

Changmin sighed and began "You DON'T need something hyung...."

YooChun furrowed his brows together and stood in front of Changmin with his hands on his waist. "Then what?"

Scratching his head, Changmin smirked "You need SOMEONE hyung. Someone"

Changmin wasn't really sure of this but he knows that if somehow, his hyung would be able to find someone else to replace Junsu in his heart,then everything would be settled.

YooChun froze in his spot. Changmin's right, he needs SOMEONE not something. He rubbed his chin in thought and turned his gaze fully to Changmin.

"And...?"

"And what?" Changmin repeated

"You're suggesting that?...."

Changmin sighed and stood up. Placing a hand on YooChun's shoulder he said "Hyung, I am suggesting that you should start dating someone..else. That would help in taking your mind off Junsu hyung"

YooChun just nodded his head. Why didn't he think of that before? Oh yeah, he was thinking too much of Junsu.

"Min~~" YooChun cooed as he inched closer to Changmin

Changmin took a step back as he gulped "Uh, hyung?? What... what are.. you.."

"Would you like to go out with me?" YooChun asked as he was about to place a hand on Changmin's cheek

Abruptly, Changmin slapped YooChun's hand away and ran to the other side of the room. "EWWWW!!! What has gotten into you, hyung?!! You know I'm straight. I AM TOTALLY STRAIGHT. S-T-R-A-I-G-H-T!" Changmin yelled, emphasizing every word.

YooChun just laughed in return" Yah! I was just kidding! I know you are straight. Come on, I was just joking. You know how depress I am now" YooChun's smile slowly faded away.

Changmin just watched his hyung who was now on the verge of crying. Okay, he can't really stand watching him in a state like this. It totally reminded him of his first love. He went over to his hyung and draped an arm around his shoulders.

"You're depress, eh? hmmmm... Let's see. Where would we go if someone's down?" Changmin rubbed his chin in thought.

Snapping his middle finger with his thumb, he exclaimed "Uh-huh! Let's go to a bar!"

"Huh? a wha-" Before YooChun could finish his sentence, the younger man already dragged him out of his apartment.
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Music blared around the area and people who were soaked in sweat and who smelled just like alcohol and cigarettes kept on dancing, not caring about anything. YooChun and Changmin sat in a corner just watching them. Changmin grabbed another bottle of beer and raised it in the air. "Cheers!" he exclaimed happily.

YooChun just watched him and laughed. "Is that your 6th or 7th bottle?"

Changmin just grinned and sort of hiccupped "It's my 8th bottle hyung"

YooChun scanned the area and took a sip of his beer "Not yet drunk?"

Changmin shook his head as he placed his bottle onto the table "Nope, not yet"

YooChun just sighed. It was already clear that his dongsaeng was TOTALLY drunk. He was supposed to be the one who's drunk and not Changmin. He was the one who's depressed!! But he's not a heavy drinker after all. But maybe, his dongsaeng has problems of his own too, that's why he turned out like this.

"Haha!! Hyung, look" Changmin started as he draped an arm around YooChun's shoulder and pointed to a direction.

Following Changmin's finger it led to a person who's alone, sitting in a table just across of them from the dance floor.

"I think, it's time for you to start looking for that someone hyung. Go and get 'em!" Changmin chuckled as he gave YooChun a pat on the back

YooChun just shrugged. No matter how hard he tried, he just can't do it. They've been there in the bar for almost an hour or so but no one seems to catch his attention. Not even the girl who's wearing the shortest skirt he'd ever seen.

"Min, lets go. I think you had enough" YooChun said as he stood up from his seat and was helping Changmin in getting up

"No, no, no. It's not yet over hyung. Let's have some more fun." Changmin replied as he held onto the table for dear life

"Min, we have to go. NOW" YooChun whispered patiently as he tried to pry Changmin's grip on the table.

"Hyung~~ I... I" without finishing his sentence, Changmin ran away from him and headed to the direction where the comfort room was located.

YooChun rolled his eyes. "Now great!" he mumbled to his self.

He slumped back to his seat and grabbed his bottle of beer again. He stared into the air for a while and he tilted his bottle of beer from side to side. The thick liquid danced inside the bottle as he toyed with it. Staring at the beverage, he could feel that it was inviting him. Telling him to drink it.

It was still his 2nd bottle and it would be a waste if he wouldn't finish it off. Lifting the bottle and placing the opening to his lips, YooChun closed his eyes as he drank the beer in one gulp. The hot and burning sensation of the beverage in his throat was magical and he feels like he wants more. Opening his eyes, he placed the bottle back to the table and he rubbed the corner of his mouth.

"Another one wouldn't hurt" he murmured as he took another bottle

About to grab the bottle, a sudden voice intruded him. "Mind if I join you?"

YooChun snapped his head up and stared at the person standing in front of him. A lip locked smile was plastered on the strangers' face and somehow, it looked really inviting.

Moving a little bit from his seat, YooChun grinned at the stranger "Sure. Be my guest"

Confidently, the stranger took his seat and smiled "Where's your friend?"

YooChun smiled wryly. Oh, maybe this was the person who Changmin pointed at a moment ago.

After taking a sip from his drink, YooChun replied "I think he had some 'business' in the toilets" and YooChun made a face

The stranger looked a bit taken aback "O..oh"

YooChun felt that the stranger didn't get what he was saying about. Leaning closer, he grinned "What I mean by business is... he's puking in the toilets. He drank lots of beer, that's why"

The stranger's lips formed into a confident smile before it bursted out laughing. The stranger's chuckle was like music to YooChun's ears but different from Junsu's laugh. Junsu's laugh is more.. WAIT!! Why is he thinking about Junsu at this time?

Isn't he supposed to forget about him and find someone else?

Speaking about someone else... the stranger who's in front of him now could be....

YooChun stared at the stranger and studied his features. Even though it was dark and the disco lights sort of blurred his vision, he was sure that the person in front of him was a man with girly features. Black raven hair, smooth and white porcelain skin, and plump red lips. He admits that it was such a captivating sight; the stranger was a very beautiful man.

The stranger stared back at YooChun with a playful smile on his lips and cleared his throat "Can I do something for you?"

YooChun shook his head mentally before gulping. The stranger was looking at him with those eyes, eyes that were applied with light black eyeliner, such attractive dark orbs.

"Uh.... no..."

The stranger maintained his smile but this time it was...sad. It looked lonely. "What's your name?"

YooChun blinked for a few times before he opened his mouth "P..Park YooChun"

"Jae Joong. Kim Jae Joong"

YooChun bit his lower lip; this situation is a bit awkward. Is it suppose to be like this?

Or is it that he's the one who doesn't get the point in here?

He's not really good in flirting, well, except if his flirting with Jun.. Oh, why is it that he keeps on thinking about him.. Stupid mind!!

"Hey... Jae Joong-ah... are you alone?"

Jae Joong played with his drink before nodding "Why? wanna hang out?"

YooChun left out a soft chuckle "Tell me, what we should do then?"

"We could chat" Jae Joong suggested as he fully turned his attention to YooChun
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YooChun focused in driving and would steal glances at his dongsaeng, who was busy trying to prevent his self from puking again.

"Min, you shouldn't have drank a lot"

Changmin just shook his head while covering his mouth. YooChun heaved out a sigh.

"Anyways, thanks Min. I feel much better now"

The young man didn't reply, instead he gave his hyung a thumbs up as if signifying 'no problem'.

YooChun just smiled in return before turning his gaze back at the road.

His mind was occupied with the conversation he had with Jae Joong and somehow, talking to the guy made him feel better. He was even taken aback when Jae Joong opened an unexpected topic.

[FLASHBACK]

They had talk for about 30 minutes ever since Changmin had gone missing. And even though they don't have lots of things in common but they managed to make their conversation lively. Then out of the blue, Jae Joong asked something unexpected.

"You're heartbroken, right? YooChun-ah?

YooChun stared back at Jae Joong with shocked eyes. Their conversation was going so smoothly and now, why is he opening this topic.

Is it that obvious? And if it is, then... how did Jae Joong knew...

"What if I am? You know how to cure me?" YooChun responded in a calm voice

Jae Joong placed a hand on YooChun's cheek and smiled assuringly "I can help you..... I know how you could have him back....."

YooChun was dazed. How in the world did Jae Joong..... is he a psychic? Or a mind reader?

"It may take a lot of effort but I know how to help you" Jae Joong urged on

YooChun looked away. Jae Joong just looked at the confused man in front of him and he knows that YooChun was battling with some things in his mind.

"If you can't answer me now, then just call me" Jae Joong took a card in his wallet and handed it YooChun.

YooChun slowly took it and manage to let out a small smile. Jae Joong stood up from his seat and started to walk away.

"Make sure to give me your final decision. See you around, YooChun-ah..... I'll be waiting"

And with that Jae Joong was gone.

[END OF FLASHBACK]

Right after when YooChun dropped Changmin in his apartment, YooChun went back to his own place. Sitting all alone in his living room, YooChun was deep in thought and was thinking about Jae Joong's offer.

Should he accept it? But he decided to let Junsu be.....

But, what if Jae Joong's offer would really help him.....

Burying his head on the pillow he was hugging, YooChun doesn't know what to do. He couldn't make up his mind.

Sighing, he stood up from the couch still hugging the pillow. He went over to the kitchen and on his way; the sight of his and Junsu's picture when they're still 14 caught his attention.

Both of their smiles looked so happy and satisfied. They looked so contented.

YooChun smiled warmly as he reached for the picture. Running his fingers and trailing Junsu's figure in the picture, his smile became soft.

It was final.

He already made his mind.

He had decided.
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Chapter 5

Post by junjun on 11/23/2009, 5:11 am

The sun shined brightly, the fluffy clouds in the sky floated beautifully and gracefully as if it was dancing. The noises of engines and footsteps echoed creating a nice rhythm. The warmth of the morning air touched YooChun's fair skin. He was on his way to his work and he didn't bother to drive his car. He decided to walk as a form of his exercise this morning.
Making his way to his office, different staffs greeted him with happy smiles and greetings of 'Good Morning, Sir YooChun'. In response, he would wave his hand and smile. Opening the door of his office, he smiled when he found his secretary preparing all the files he needs to work on that day. Examining his dongsaeng's face, it still showed some tiredness from last night's occasion.

"Hangover, uh?" he grinned toothily at his secretary.

Changmin turned his head around and feigned a smile "Is it obvious?"

YooChun chuckled in return. Placing his suitcase on the table, he walked around it and took a seat on his swivel chair. Changmin was about to hand him his morning coffee when he waved his hand and shook his head.

"Starting now, I've decided to never have coffee. Or... just make some coffee when I told you to do so"

Changmin's forehead wrinkled in curiosity. Taking the coffee away from YooChun, he decided to just drink it himself. Picking a folder with his other free hand, he handed it to his boss.

"You should be busy with this one. It's a proposal from some other company"

YooChun slowly took the folder from Changmin's grasp. Opening it, a small smile was formed on his lips. "This one's nice"

Changmin just scoffed jokingly in return "Really? That's good"

YooChun raised his gaze from the papers to Changmin "So, do I have any meetings today?"

After taking a small sip from the coffee, Changmin rubbed his chin in thought "Well... you don't have any meetings with any clients. But, you have a meeting with.. that special someone, eh?"

YooChun just smiled shyly in return. So, it means that he's free from any clients today, well, except for one, who's Kim Jae Joong.

That's right; he did call the beautiful man last night when he already decided on what he's going to do. He finally made up his mind and he's not sure if it's going to turn out fine. Hopefully it will.

Changmin just smirked looking at his hyung's face. "Well.. That’s good to know. You hooked up with the one I recommended. I'm so great!" Changmin praised himself as he walked out of the room.

Seeing his secretary disappear, YooChun heaved out a loud sigh. Even though he had made up his mind he wasn't sure if it would turn out the way he wanted it to be.

[FLASHBACK]

Picking up his phone and gazing at the calling card that Jae Joong just gave him, YooChun was in doubt. Should he really call him? Or not? But... he had already decided, right?

Punching the numbers on the telephone and then hearing a ring, YooChun waited nervously for Jae Joong to pick up.

"Hello?" Jae Joong's melodious voice answered on the other line

YooChun trembled hearing the pretty man's voice. He was really nervous that he doesn't know what to say next. Clearing his throat, he opened his mouth then closed it again.

"Hello?" Jae Joong said again. The tone of his voice wasn't annoyed nor mad. It was calm and steady.

"Uh.... Jae Joong-ah?" YooChun managed to choke out

Jae Joong smiled when he heard the familiar manly voice "YooChun?"

"Uh..yeah.. C..Can you stop by my office tomorrow? I.. I have something to say regarding your offer"

Jae Joong's smile became wider "Sure, I'll just call in your office to arrange a meeting with you"

"Jae..." YooChun trailed off. Jae Joong already hung up on him.

YooChun stared at the phone for awhile with an eerie expression before placing it back to its proper place.

'Am I doing the right thing?'

[END OF FLASHBACK]

Gazing up at the small clock on his desk, YooChun furrowed his brows together. Jae Joong wouldn't be in his office till after lunch and it was till quarter to 9. Looking at the files that Changmin had piled up for him, he frowned a little. Looks like he's going to drown himself with work while waiting for Jae Joong's arrival.

(Few hours later)

The files that Changmin had piled up for him was already half way down and YooChun was glad. He didn't even bother to have lunch because he got so engrossed in making his work that he didn't want to stop.

'This work is a bit addicting' he murmured to his self as he scanned some pages of a folder.

YooChun's actually an engineer and an architect who works for a certain big company. He's responsible in planning out all the things for the next branches or buildings that his company's going to build. He sure love his job although it's tiring and it drives him nuts. But this is what he's been dreaming when he was young.

Both he and Junsu had told of each others' goals in life and YooChun was happy that they're able to achieve those goals they've had.

And his best friend, Junsu, is actually an interior designer.

Looking around his office, he smiled a bit. How could he forget? Junsu was the one responsible in decorating his office.....

Oh, not again..

Shaking his head, he tried to pry out the thoughts of Junsu on his mind.

'Forget about him for awhile' he reminded his self.

He was about to grab another folder when he heard the door creaked.....

Looking up, a sudden delight of happiness exploded inside him. He stood up from his seat to welcome his visitor, who's walking towards him with a confident smile on his face.

"You're early" YooChun manage to say

Jae Joong maintained his smile "I was much earlier than you think. I'd grab something for you to eat. Your friend told me you'd skipped lunch" Jae Joong waved a plastic bag of food in front of YooChun's face.

A sudden warm feeling had taken over YooChun's body. He got touched at Jae Joong's thoughtfulness. Studying the smaller man, he got captivated by its beauty and simplicity.

"Thank you. You shouldn't have bothered" YooChun replied, slowly taking the food from Jae Joong's hold.

"Can we eat together? I haven't had my lunch either" Jae Joong pouted

Laughing at his cuteness, YooChun took hold of Jae Joong's hand and led him to seat in a couch.

Opening and knowing what was in the plastic bag, YooChun grinned. "Wow, Ramen! I haven't eaten this for such a long time"

Jae Joong just giggled in response. Both of them had a hearty meal especially YooChun who haven't tasted Ramen for so long.

After having their lunch, both were sitting comfortably on the couch. The air was then filled with eerie silence as both continued to kept their mouth closed.

Jae Joong noticed that YooChun was shy to speak first so he decided to break the silence between them.

Clearing his throat he said "So.. About my offer.. What do you want to say about it?"

YooChun turned his head to look at Jae Joong with an uncertain smile on his face. "Well, I'm agreeing about it...."

"That's great!" Jae Joong said as he stood up from the couch and clapped his hands together.

YooChun hesitated to speak but then he continued "But... I'm not going to steal Junsu back"

Glancing up to look at Jae Joong who was petrified at the moment, he urged on "You know how to help me...right? So, I want you.. I want you to officially go out with me. Jae Joong-ah, just help me forget about Junsu. I know you could. Be my lover, Jae Joong.."

Jae Joong just watched YooChun with shocked eyes. That last sentence hit him like a thunder bolt, what has gotten into YooChun's mind? He was planning that both of them should pretend that they're in a relationship so YooChun could have the person he loves back. And he could also... he could also..

Turning around and walking few inches away from Yoochun with his back facing him, he tried to speak.

"Why don't you want him back? I...I thought you love him?"

YooChun looked down on the floor and shook his head "I want him to be happy in the arms of the man he loves. If I'd be able to steal him back, I know that he won't be happy by my side. Because....." YooChun paused as he shut his eyes "Because..he...he doesn't love me...."

Jae Joong threw a worried look on YooChun over his shoulder "YooChun-ah...."

Slowly, YooChun stood up from the couch. His knees were like jelly and he was suddenly feeling weak. "I'm not forcing you if you don't want to. It's okay Jae Joong-ah"

Watching YooChun in that way made Jae Joong feel that guilt was running in his entire body. He just stood there silently as he watched YooChun walked towards him with a smile, a sad smile that could crumple your heart just by looking at it.

"You're free to leave if you want to" He said when he was already face to face with Jae Joong.

Jae Joong's expression suddenly became hurt. He can't bear watching YooChun in that state. Though he only met the man last night but there was this certain connection, some kind of fondness that connects the two of them together.

No, he can't leave YooChun hanging.

How could he leave him when he was the one who offered help. Even though his intentions wasn't the same as YooChun's but... but there's this tiny urge inside of him that says to help the lad out.

Examining Park YooChun from head to toe, he can't believe that someone or anyone could reject such a handsome man's love. YooChun was a guy that every girl or maybe boy would drool for. He was worth every women and men's attention. And how come, how come this man feels like he's lost. Like he couldn't find the right path he's suppose to go to.

YooChun was just like.... like him. Who looks fine in the outside but who's lost in the inside. A person who's seeking for something, something that he hadn't experienced for a long time or he had never ever experienced.

Running into YooChun's arms and hugging the man, Jae Joong's eyes shed tears. He realized that he wasn't the only one who's hurt. That he shouldn't just think of his own happiness but also of others'. He realized that he should give YooChun some happiness since they both bear the same pain and misery.

"I feel your pain, YooChun-ah." Jae Joong sobbed as he nuzzled his head on YooChun's chest.

He felt secured when he's enveloped on the taller man's embrace. For so long, he have been longing for this. Oh, how much he missed the times when the one he dearly loves would do this to him. And would even whisper tender and assuring words in his ear like 'I'll protect and love you always'. He really misses him. So much.

Raising his head to meet YooChun's tender and sad gaze, Jae Joong was about to speak but YooChun hushed him.

"If you'll agree to be my lover, I'll assure you that I'll love you Jae Joong-ah. Please assure me, that you'll love me back. It's fine if you won't love me so much, just please.... make me feel that I'm wanted. That I am loved. Make me feel that I'm cherished, Jae Joong-ah"

Jae Joong smiled faintly as he heard YooChun's words. He feels the same way too. There's no doubt that both of them needed each other. They just want to be loved, is it too much to ask?

Hot tears were about to escape from YooChun's eyes. But he holds them back. He admits that he's tired of crying but it can't be help. YooChun's right hand cupped Jae Joong's left cheek and with the use of his thumb, he wiped the tears from the pretty man's eyes.

Smiling at the lovely lad with tears already running down from his own eyes, he whispered "I know that not all of my pain will go away. But please... please try to relieve some portion of it"

Jae Joong hugged YooChun even more tighter and smiled happily "I..I will, YooChun-ah. My heart is willing to love"

If the people they've love had found their true joy, then it's YooChun and Jae Joong's turn to find their own happiness too.

From the corner of Jae Joong's eye, he saw a familiar figure approaching. A sudden idea popped into his mind. Leaning closer to YooChun's face, he wrapped both of his hands on the taller man's neck and closed his eyes. YooChun was shocked of the sudden action but he gave in. If this person, if Kim Jae Joong would be willing to love him, then he will too.

Both leaned for one another to capture each other's lips. Just few inches and the tip of their noses were about to touch when suddenly.....

"Chu--- Oooops..."

Together they both turned their heads around. Junsu was there standing in the doorway, shocked and embarrassed. His face was really red and his eyes would shift into different corners trying to avoid the view of the 'couple' in front of him. Feeling awkward of the situation, he bowed and apologized before leaving the office.

YooChun was about to run after his best friend but Jae Joong stopped him. He jerked his head around and he met Jae Joong's gaze.

"Do you want to go after him? Hmmmm?" Jae Joong inquired; his voice has no hint of anything. It was just calm.

YooChun shook his head. That's right; he shouldn't go after his best friend anymore. Junsu has his own happiness and YooChun just discovered his. He must move on and forget about his feelings for his best friend. Because the guy in front of him now is going to be his everything. His all.

YooChun snaked his arms on Jae Joong's small waist as he plastered a boyish grin on his face.

"So, will you go out with me, Kim Jae Joong?" YooChun asked, now he feels a bit confident

Jae Joong nodded his head "Yes, I'll go out with you, Park YooChun"

YooChun rested his chin on top of Jae Joong's head and mumbled the words: "Is this a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare?"

Jae Joong giggled upon hearing the statement "I think it's both"

YooChun just chuckled in response as he pulled his chin away from Jae Joong's head and stared admiringly on the pretty boy's face.

Now, he has to start anew. He found another source of his happiness and that is, Kim Jae Joong.
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Re: The Promise [YAOI]

Post by junjun on 11/23/2009, 5:13 am

[quote="faye"]
junjun wrote:OMO!! Hi there! Oooh..I know you, I do know you!! LOL.. *waves*
uhmm... thanks for reading the forewords^^
By the way about your question.. I guess you could say that..
But for me, it was Su who [sort of] rejected Chun...
And there's YunJae here too..^^

I like this site a lot... It's so cool!!
It's great that I found this site^^

[quote="junjun"]
faye wrote:LOL! Hii(: I remember you ^__^ you requested at AAC.
Sorry that I couldn't make your poster x___x I got a pretty tight schedule
so I finally gave up and retired LOLs! Although I still hope u like the poster our other designer made u.
No problem LOL it's dbsk couple and I'm in for any plot LOLs!
O: our susu rejected chunnie!
-throws confetti- yunjae! ahem...
Really? ^__^ I'm glad you like it here so far(:
why do u look through other threads there are lots of interesting topics ^__^
& it's going to be even better when our 1 year anni comes.
Oops i leaked out to much info x__x -hides from the evil admin-
LOL!

Wow!! You remember me ^^ Hehehe.... Ow, I see.. I got shocked when I found out that you weren't the one who made my poster but still, I'm happy.. My poster is really lovely.. I totally love it!!
hmmm... I'm not sure if my writing skills are good enough but I hope that you're liking my fic so far...
And oh, I have been like touring myself around the site^^ reading articles and fics and exploring the memberlist.. LOL....
ooohhh.. can't wait for your 1 year anni.^^ and who's the evil admin your talking about?? xD hihi....
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Chapter 6

Post by junjun on 11/26/2009, 4:35 am

A lone figure was sitting under a big tree that was located near the park. The cool breeze of the air played with his hair as he sat there, hugging both of his knees. The sun's color was turning into yellow orange 'cause dusk was approaching. With envy eyes, he watched a young couple playing with their child in the swing. The three of them were very happy especially the child who was soaring into the air as his parents would push his swing together. When he was still a kid, his parents would do the same. But when he turned 6 everything ended up horribly. His parents got divorced and he was left in the custody of his father, who became a drunken bastard and wouldn't even bother to take his job seriously.
Why didn't he end up in his mother's care?

He was sure that if he was with her, everything in his life would have been perfectly great. But instead, he got stuck with his useless father. Though he hated him so much but he can't deny the fact that he was still his father. Even if he had been beaten by him a couple of times, he still loves him. Maybe, he doesn't really and fully love him but there's this little part of his heart telling him to love the old man. Because he was the only one left to be by his side.

Wincing as he felt a sharp pain on his right cheek, he tried to return his gaze at the happy family again. When he caught sight of them, he could feel that his heart got ripped and his eyes were about to burst out crying. The three of them were walking together hand in hand with the little kid in between his parents. His little hands were interlocked with his parents' big hands and the happy couple would lift their little kid in the air, earning a gleeful chuckle from their only son.

He hugged his knees even tighter as he continued to watch the three walking away. And for the whole time he was watching the family, he didn't notice the figure standing just a few inches away from him. The smaller boy just watched his best friend as he looked longingly at the family. In the back of his mind, he was telling his self that his friend wants to be in the little boys' situation. To be happy, to be secured and be loved by his parents. Taking a step, he got a clearer image of his friend's arms. Both were covered with bruises and wounds. He sighed inwardly as he tried to hold back the tears that were planning to escape from his eyes. He really hates watching his best friend suffering like this.

"Chun...." he managed to say as he knelt down on his friend's side

The sad boy turned around and gave him a weak smile "Su... how did you...."

Junsu just smiled as he placed a hand on his friend's shoulder "I'm your best friend; I know where you run off to"

Opening the first aid kit that he was carrying, he helped YooChun roll his sleeves up. Touching the wounds, YooChun whimpered and Junsu apologized for his careless action. He took a ball of cotton from the box and poured it with the right amount of betadine. Slowly and carefully, he rubbed it against YooChun's wound. The taller man winced a bit because of the pain but managed to give out a small smile at his best friend's thoughtfulness.

"People will think that you're weird 'cause you're always carrying that first aid kit with you" YooChun joked as he watched his friend attached a band aid on the wound.

Junsu raised a brow at the statement and smirked "Just for safety precaution and of course, I want to be always ready. I'm your nurse, you know"

YooChun ruffled Junsu's hair as he chuckled at his friends’ statement. His nurse, eh? But Junsu's not just a nurse to him, Junsu was his savior. The little kid saved him from drowning and even though he had wished that he could have just died there and rest in peace but now... he admits that he feels grateful that Junsu saved him. He was able to experience a new change ever since Junsu welcomed him into his life. Who would have thought that the school’s number one student would befriend someone like him? He was a nobody who keeps on getting bullied and couldn't even have high grades in his report card.

Junsu just watched his friend who's very deep in thought. He had asked YooChun to live with him and his family but his friend would decline his offer. Saying that, his father needs him and that he needs to take care of him too. But should YooChun do that after what his father had done to him? Look at him; he looks so helpless and weak. His face, his handsome face has bruises on it and same goes with his arms and knees. Why YooChun can’t run away from home? He's willing to take him in but.. His friend is just so stubborn.

"You know.. If I could create my own family someday... I want it to be the happiest family in the world. The complete opposite of my family now..." YooChun said

Junsu just stared at him. He didn’t doubt his best friend, in fact he believes him. Because deep down in his heart he knows that YooChun could make it possible. Setting the first aid kit aside, he slowly settled his self at YooChun's side. Placing his head on his friend's left shoulder, Junsu replied;

"I know you could... I know that you'll turn out to be a great father, YooChun-ah.. I just know it.."

YooChun wrapped an arm on his friends shoulder, pulling him closer to him. He also leaned his head against his friends' and both watched the little children in the park who were happily chasing and playing with each other.

Right now, all YooChun could think of is that his best friend, Kim Junsu, is the only family he has. He had waited for his Mom to take him away from his horrible father but sadly, she never did. Maybe, she's happy with someone else or maybe she has her own family too. A much better family.

"Su-ah, you’ll help me, right?" YooChun inquired

Junsu just gaped into the air "Help you in what?"

YooChun smiled as he squeezed his friend's arm "In creating a happy family"

Junsu gulped hard as he heard his friends' words. Perhaps, it was just a joke. YooChun loves to tease him a lot. Maybe, he's going to be the uncle of the family that YooChun's talking about. He was about to open his mouth to say something but nothing came out. YooChun watched his friend from the corner of his eye. Grinning widely, he said "I was just kidding"

Junsu lowered his gaze to the ground and sighed "You're so fond of teasing me, uh?"

Slowly and swiftly, YooChun managed to pull his friend into a hug. Burying his head on Junsu's shoulder, YooChun let the pool of tears gush out from his eyes.

"Please, don't leave me..."

Junsu, who was shocked at the sudden happening managed to return YooChun's hug. Slowly rubbing YooChun's back, he whispered on his friends' ear "I won't. I won't leave you, YooChun-ah"

He knew that he couldn't leave him. Not that he's in a state like this.

"Help me through with this, Su. Help me overcome all of this" YooChun continued to cry on Junsu's shoulder

Junsu hugged YooChun tighter and he could feel that he was on the verge of crying. He tried to hold his tears back but they can't be stopped. As a tear fell down from Junsu's eye, he sniffed and cleared his throat "You're a strong person, Chun. I know that you can overcome all of this. I will always be here by your side. I'm ready to help you"

Hearing what Junsu said, YooChun cried even more. Witnessing his friend in such a state, Junsu also cried hard. They both hugged each other as tightly as the sun was about to set. As if, it was sympathizing with them too.
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The sound of clinking knife echoed in the room. The aroma of melted mozzarella cheese lingered in the air as Junsu got busy in cutting some fresh lemons. He managed to cut many pieces of lemons in such a short span of time and he was proud of himself for it. He threw a look over his shoulder to steal a glance at his best friend whose busy watching some show on TV.

It had become his routine to visit YooChun 3 or 4 times a week to prepare him dinner or just hang out with him like what usual old buddies do. A smile appeared on the side of his mouth as YooChun chuckled at what was shown on TV. Returning his attention back to the lemons, he thought about the previous things that they would usually do before. And oh how much he had loved and cherished those memories.

YooChun was not just a friend but he was also a brother to him. The type of brother who's strong and cheerful in front of other people but when it comes to him, YooChun's just like a puppy. He would wonder to his self, what if he'd never met YooChun? Would his life be as great as it is now?

He knows well what YooChun had gone through and he was there for him always ever since the day they became the best of friends. He could never ever leave his side and he wouldn't even dare try. He was happy that both of them were able to achieve what they want in life and now... they're both professionals. Everything they had dreamed of when they were teenagers had come to life in front of their very eyes. They have pursued the career they've always wanted. They had build up and made their friendship much stronger. And they were able to find their very own special someone to love......

Speaking of which, who was the person in YooChun's office yesterday afternoon? He wasn't able to meet the person properly 'cause he got shocked at the very scene he saw. Was it really for real? YooChun and that guy were about to kiss?

Well, if he intruded their special and precious moment at that time, then it's not his fault at all. Who would even think that YooChun would hook up with somebody in his office? It's not because he never thought that YooChun would have a somebody in his life. It was just; it never occurred to him that YooChun would be kissing a guy in his office. That never happened before. And...how come YooChun never mentioned about this person to him? Was it because YooChun was hiding this from him?

Yesterday, he really did go back to YooChun's office after he had recovered from total shock but by the time he knocked on YooChun's door, he was already gone. Perhaps, he left with the guy so they could have their date? But... why was it when he turned his back on YooChun's office he felt something unusual inside of him? He doesn't know how to name that feeling but it felt really weird and he wasn't sure why it occurred in the first place. Maybe, it was because he hadn't recovered from the scene he had just witnessed? Or... maybe it was because of something else?

No, no, no, no... It can't be. Why is he bothered by this anyway? As if, he's not dating someone too. It's only fair that he would show his support to his best friend, right? YooChun did welcome and befriended Yunho in a very nice way. Then, he should also do the same with YooChun's lover. That's right! He should really do the same thing!

Smiling to his self like a total idiot, he didn't notice YooChun was at his back. He snapped out of his thoughts as he heard YooChun mumble something. Turning his head around to meet YooChun's gaze, he asked "What's wrong, Chun? You're hungry already? I just need to prepare this, the baked ziti is done in just some few minutes we'll have our dinner"

YooChun gave him a worried look before replying "Aren't you hurt, Su? Your hand is bleeding"

"Bleeding? What do you mean that my hand is bleedi-- Oh my god! My hand is bleeding!!!"

Panick suddenly roused in him as he ran around the room nervously looking for something that would cover up his wound. Screaming with his dolphin like voice, YooChun just watched him as he paced around the room.

Grabbing a clean towel from the counter, YooChun ran after his friend "Su, come here. Yah! Stop from running, you dolphin"

Halting, Junsu turned around to look at YooChun and pouted "Yah, can't you see that I'm hurt?"

YooChun just sighed as he carefully grabbed Junsu's hand and covered it with the cloth "I was about to help you with your wound when you suddenly ran around the room like a dolphin being chased by a hungry shark"

After healing Junsu's not-that-deadly-and-big wound, YooChun escorted his friend back at the kitchen and let him sit at the dining table as he continued Junsu's work.

"Lemon juice?" YooChun inquired

"Uh, yeah. I was going to mix it with Ice Tea"

YooChun gave his friend a boyish smile before resuming his work. After a few minutes, both were comfortably seated on the dining table, happily eating the meal that Junsu just made. YooChun was praising his friend for letting him taste another type of food besides from kimchi [which would Junsu always cook]. The bright smile that was plastered on YooChun's face as he complimented his best friend made Junsu's cheek blush. Though it wasn't really rare that Yoochun would praise or compliment him but this time, Junsu feels different. What's with this - sudden rare feeling?

Junsu mentally shook his head trying to pry out the feelings inside him. Perhaps, he was just nervous that YooChun wouldn't like the baked ziti he cooked. He just learned it recently and he's not sure if it's good or not. Or perhaps, was it because of what he saw in his office yesterday?

YooChun just stared at his friend who was busy and lost in his own world. He could tell that there was something else in Junsu's mind. For, his best friend wasn't touching his food at all. And he wondered, what's wrong with him today? Is there something wrong with Junsu's work? Or with Yunho? Or.. is it about what Junsu witnessed in his office yesterday?

Nah, that wouldn't be it. Why would JunSu think of such matter? But... maybe, Junsu....

"Chun, who was that in your office yesterday?"

Bingo, Junsu's curious about Jae Joong. Well, it doesn't mean that Junsu's already jealous, right? As YooChun's best friend he really has the right to know of who was the one hooking up with his friend.

Junsu gave YooChun a teasing look. But there was just something by the way he stares that YooChun couldn't make out. There's something unusual.....

"Who was he? Are you guys dating?" Junsu inquired again

The words felt foreign coming out from his very own lips but he had to ask it anyway. But by the way he said it, he sounds like he's being desperate....

YooChun couldn't open his mouth to reply. Why can't he say something? Shouldn't he gossip about Jae Joong to Junsu? Then, why can't he open his mouth to talk? To blab about Jae Joong and say fascinating things about him to his best friend. Why can't he simply say to Junsu that Jae Joong is a wonderful person? Why can't he....

Junsu was about to open his mouth to say another word but then YooChun [finally] said something.

"His name is Jae Joong. Kim Jae Joong"

YooChun took a bite of his food as he eyed his friend and continued to say "I met him when Changmin and I went out clubbing. Though, it was awkward but I got fond of him so easily"

Junsu just formed his lips into an "O" as he nodded his head.

"Then you're dating him?" he asked again as he took his first bite of his baked zitti

YooChun momentarily paused.

Taking a sip from his drink, he gulped down the beverage in one go. Pressing his lips together, he grinned as an image of Jae Joong popped in his mind. Well, it's true that his dating Jae Joong. And he should tell Junsu about it. Junsu is his best friend after all. Not that Junsu would get all hysterical if he's dating someone. Junsu's too busy with Yunho.

"Well, yeah. I asked him to go out with me yesterday" YooChun said as he refilled his glass with Iced Tea

There was an eerie silence between them after that. YooChun continued to eat his food as he noticed that there was no reaction or a reply from Junsu.

Why did he feel so weird when he heard YooChun's reply? Was it because he couldn't accept the fact that YooChun have never mentioned about this Jae Joong guy to him before? Or was it...

No, it can't be that he has any other reason to feel this way. That was the only one, the only reason that he feels awkward.

Or... Was it?

Junsu couldn't understand himself anymore. Something was battling inside him and he doesn't know how to stop it. He doesn't even know what is it in the first place.

He doesn't want to sound like he's being protective but wasn't it a bit to quick for them to date already? They'd just met in the bar and....

The point is, YooChun doesn't really know Jae Joong well. What if this Jae Joong person is someone who's dangerous? Or maybe, he can't be trusted.

Perhaps, Yoochun asked Jae Joong to go out with him 'cause his motive was to get to know him better... But still!!

He really needs to meet this Jae Joong guy. Why is that? Just to make sure that his suitable for YooChun.

But why would he do that? Because he's YooChun's best friend after all.

And it's not because he mistrusts YooChun's taste, he just wants to make sure that YooChun will be fine with this guy and that his friend wouldn't get hurt...

It would also be fair if he gets to meet the person that YooChun's dating. YooChun got to meet Yunho. So, he has to meet Jae Joong too.

"Chun?..."

YooChun slowly darted his gaze to Junsu with the glass of lemon iced tea halfway towards his mouth. "Hmmm?"

"I'd like to meet Jae Joong"
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Chapter 7

Post by junjun on 11/26/2009, 4:38 am

It was a calm morning. The different types of flowers looked as if it just woke up from their beauty rest and bloomed lovingly as they welcomed the sun's rays. They filled the air with their blended scents which created a rare and sweet smell.

Separating and arranging the flowers on their proper places, Jae Joong smiled to himself. It has been quite a while since he'd done something like this and he missed this so much. Maybe, he's just hyper and energized this morning that he happened to do the arranging himself.

How much he loves to stare at the flowers and envy their beauty. But he never once wished of becoming a flower, for he knew that they wouldn't last long. Because at first, when you picked them up, they're fresh and they'd looked so dashing but as moments pass, their petals will wither and they'd look ugly. Jae Joong admits that same goes with humans but thankfully it would take a long time for a human to wither, and he knows that he has lots of time before he will lose his youth.

Wiping some sweat off his forehead, he stood up and smiled as the flowers he arranged looked so proper. He arranged it by grouping the same type of flower with the same color. He loves flowers as many chocolate addicts’ loves chocolates. For when he was young, his mother was the one who made him and inspired him to appreciate the beauty of flowers.

He heard from others that it was unwonted for a man to be a florist but he doesn't care. It was his passion and he loves to help other people in giving the right type of flower to a special someone at the right time or at any occasion.

He really doesn't know what he wants to be in life since he was not really sure if being a florist was the thing that his supposed to be. But he knows well, that he loves doing things his own way. Gladly and surprisingly, his parents let him be. They even supported him and encouraged him.

Because of a certain fortune left by his grandfather, his parents are now happily spending the rest of their lives exploring the world. While him, himself, built a flower shop. He didn't regret his decision at all because his business is in good condition.

The door of his shop opened, for the bell which was attached to the door made a sound of a tiny 'ting'. Slowly, he turned his head around. A smile was engraved on his face as he knew who his visitor was. A tall man with much more girly features than him entered his shop and gave him a small wave.

The lad was much older than Jae Joong, maybe a gap of 4 years? They became friends when Jae Joong met him at the airport. That time, both of them were from Japan. Though, they were close friends but they argue over small things. They were never alike and their personalities were total opposites. Jae Joong, compared to his friend is much weaker.

His friend sat down on a table which was at the far end of the room and just few meters away from the counter. Jae Joong decided to place it there so he could have tea and rest while waiting for customers. Taking off his gloves and wiping his hands with a towel he walked over to his hyung who was now pouring his self a cup of tea. It didn't bother him at all, for he was accustomed with his attitude.

"Hey" Jae Joong's hyung said as the younger man took his seat. Still wiping his hand with a towel

"Morning, Heechul hyung" Jae Joong replied as he grabbed a piece of bread

Heechul took a quick sip from his tea and with interested and curious eyes, he propped both of his elbows onto the table. He placed his chin on top of them and smiled cutely at his dongsaeng.

"So, spill" His words were short.

Jae Joong knew what was HeeChul talking about and the truth was, he doesn't want to tell him about it, yet. HeeChul was a bartender in the club where he and YooChun met. He thought that HeeChul wouldn't even notice him talking to YooChun at that time. But it was like, his hyung has the eye of an eagle or maybe of a tiger. HeeChul would never lose sight of him especially when he's in the club. Because according to HeeChul, it was his duty to look after Jae Joong. He doesn't want his special friend to be molested by some freaking guy.

Jae Joong stared at the bread he just grabbed and pouted "Why are you so interested, uh?"

Heechul slapped Jae Joong's shoulder as he chuckled "For your information, I was suppose to hook you up with that guy but it seems that you made your move without my advice. And from the way I view you two, you both had a nice conversation. So tell me, what happened?"

Though he wanted to shrug but Jae Joong let out a small smile as he remembered YooChun's boyish smile that very night they met. Turning the bread in his hand from side to side, he replied "Well, I went to his office and... he asked me out. He said that he wanted to officially go out with me"

Heechul gasped and covered his mouth for he couldn't believe what he just heard "Is it true? But I thought that....."

Jae Joong shook his head "No, he said that he doesn't want to have a pretend relationship. And now that I think of it... He's right. Maybe, he's the answer to my prayers. YooChun is not that bad and perhaps... YooChun is enough to replace him. It would be impossible, you know. To expect that we will get back together, not after what had happened"

Heechul's face scrunched up into a frown. Though, he looked confused and shocked but his beauty was unbeatable. He still looked so lovely.

"Why did you change your mind? Did that Yoochun framed you?"

Chuckling, Jae Joong tossed the bread back on the basket "Of course not. Why would you think of that? He doesn't even know the real reason why I approached him in the first place"

Suddenly, he sounded serious and sad at the same time. "But you know what, hyung? There was something in him, just something in the way he asked me to be his lover that made me changed my mind. I could picture myself as him hyung, we bear the same pain and I just don’t want to see someone suffering like me"

"And you're saying that, since you both suffer the same pain. At least, you both could share the same happiness?"

Taking the cup of his tea, Jae Joong grinned "That's right or maybe I could give him much more happiness. And he didn't pressure me in answering him. I freely agreed to date him. And somehow, I feel so light and happy inside. I can't understand what I was feeling at that time, hyung. But I know for sure that I'm not going to regret this decision"

Heechul watched the younger man with wondering eyes. The way Jae Joong's eyes lit up when he speaks about YooChun as if he knew him for a long time, intrigued him.

Did Jae Joong finally overcome his fear of loving someone?

If that's it then, he's happy. Despite the fact that he met Jae Joong 2 years ago but he somehow managed to know about him in such a short time. He knows well how Jae Joong loves. He will love a person more than he loves flowers and his tea set. And Heechul also knows how Jae Joong gets hurt. Just like a flower that never gets noticed until they will just wither or like a broken cup of a tea set which will scatter into pieces when someone disposes them away like they're trash.

And this time, is it really for real? That his dear friend is going to love someone?

However, is dating someone, implies that you already love them? But the way Jae Joong talks about YooChun, there's this something in his voice and the way he smiles when he mentions his name that made Heechul wonder. Is Jae Joong falling in love all over again?

HeeChul leaned his back against his seat. He stared at Jae Joong who seemed to be preoccupied with some things. Perhaps, YooChun?

The very thought made HeeChul smile. His dongsaeng has finally regained his happiness back. For the past 2 years, the smile that Jae Joong gives out looked so pained. The way he would say that he's fine is not convincing especially when it comes to him. Because he knows what are the things that Jae Joong had been through. Jae Joong told him about everything. About the first time he fell deeply in love, his first love, the pleased times he's been with his lover, and the first time he lost his first love.

For HeeChul, his friendship with Jae Joong is like the bond between a book and its reader. He would reveal to you a beautiful story once you open him up. And as you read his story, different types of emotions and feelings would flood inside of you that you would feel that you're part of the story too.

For 2 years, he read Jae Joong's book. But as he comes closer to the ending, the story would extend and he has to read a new chapter again. Jae Joong's book has no ending because HeeChul knows that the author of Jae Joong's book has not yet found the happy ending for the story. And it is up to Jae Joong himself if how he would end his story.

Glancing around Jae Joong's parlor he smiled with mirth. The flower shop maintained its attractiveness and everything improved. Of course, this shop would never lose its touch. For the owner himself wouldn't let that happen.

"How's business going on?"

Jae Joong looked at HeeChul skeptically for the sudden change of topic "It's been doing well. I'm having more and more customers every day"

"Women customers or Men customers?"

Jae Joong snickered at the question "Both, I guess"

HeeChul stood up from his seat as he went over to a nearby pile of roses "Then, I'd concluded that they're not after the flowers but they're after the owner"

Turning around, he stopped in front of Jae Joong and handed him a rose but the pretty boy shook his head "I don't like roses"

HeeChul was taken aback he pressed his lips together as he straightened his back. "And why is that?"

Jae Joong looked away as he bit his lip. Crossing his arms, HeeChul stared intently at the younger man.

'What's with hating roses?' HeeChul thought.

It's a romantic flower [though common] to be given to a lover. But HeeChul admits that he doesn't like roses that much too. He hates its thorns. You can't hold them properly for their thorns will prick you. He tore his gaze from Jae Joong and turned his back from him. Sighing, he feels like a total idiot for asking the question. He has the feeling that he knows what the answer is but he's quite not sure about it. About to open his mouth and open up a new topic, Jae Joong spoke.

"It reminds me of him"

Jae Joong's voice was shaky and the words were said forced fully. HeeChul knew that it still pained Jae Joong to think about him. Of course, if he was in Jae Joong's place he would also feel the same. Jae Joong and his lover had been through a lot of hard times but managed to keep their relationship in place. But just because of a wrong decision, everything turned out horridly. And his poor dongsaeng blames himself of what had happened.

"Hyung, do you think that I could forget him?"

HeeChul was unsure if he should reply. But Jae Joong needs one from him.

He knelt in front of Jae Joong and held both of his hands tightly. Jae Joong's hands were smooth and soft. It felt like it wasn't a man's hand at all. It's similar to a young lady who never once experienced doing heavy chores. And HeeChul feels a bit ashamed that his sweaty hands were clasping Jae Joong's. Raising his head up to meet Jae Joong's gaze, he gave him an encouraging smile.

He hates to see that sadness in Jae Joong's eyes. It reminded him of the previous Jae Joong. He looks so down and lifeless before. He looked as if the whole world has turned its back on him. Just because of the loss of the one he loves, it made Jae Joong thought that he could never trust anyone. That he shouldn't trust anyone anymore for it may result into another sad experience again.

But HeeChul feels touched and glad that he was able to make Jae Joong trust him. For Jae Joong gave him the chance of becoming his friend. Though at first he thinks that Jae Joong's being hysterical and being an all drama queen because of his lover, he realized that he was wrong in the first place. He shouldn't have judged Jae Joong immediately. Though, he had previous relationships before but those were just flings. Jae Joong's case was different from his and as he got to know more about Jae Joong's love story and his lover, HeeChul hated himself for being so judgmental.

He continued to stare at Jae Joong's dark orbs and it was telling him something. It was, it was asking for help.

"If you just try Jae Joong-ah, if you just try. I know that you'll forget him. YooChun will help you"

Jae Joong felt his eyes becoming watery and he gripped onto HeeChul's hand tighter. He stared back at his hyung with his eyes full of hope, his eyes expressing happiness for HeeChul believed in him.

The day that he met HeeChul was one of the days that he'll never forget or regret. Who knew that HeeChul would turn out to be someone who's trustworthy and who would lend his shoulder for you to cry on? Who would held your hand if you're afraid or nervous. Who would help you look for the right way if you get lost? And who would protect you even though you didn't expect them or asked them to do so.

HeeChul may sound as his lover but he wasn't. He was just a friend. A very good friend. They had known from the beginning that there's not a tiny chance for them to become lovers for they'd known all along that they don't suit each other. And he never feels awkward when HeeChul is around, in fact he feels safe. Because he knows that HeeChul would never let a stranger lay a finger on him.

"Okay, enough drama" HeeChul said, as he tried to blink his tears away.

Jae Joong laughed and sniffed. "Thank you so much, hyung"

HeeChul gave Jae Joong a warm smile as a reply. Letting go of his dongsaeng's hands, he stood up and placed his hands on his waist.

"Okay, to change the subject. What's your favorite flower since you don't like roses?"

Jae Joong laughed and his eyes beamed with joy. He covered his mouth to suppress his laughter then calmed down after a while.

"Japanese Iris. I'd love it ever since"
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Chapter 8

Post by junjun on 11/26/2009, 4:48 am

The sound of a crying child could be heard. He was hiding in a corner as he watched his parents yelling at each other. Tears gushed out of his eyes as he clasp his ears, trying to ignore the screams and shouts coming from his parents.
Why was this happening?

He doesn't have a clue. But he knew that this was unusual to happen. He and his parents were living peacefully. They were happy and contented. What's with this sudden fight?

"Tell me, who was that girl?!" He heard his mother sobbed

"She was just a friend" his father replied

"LIAR!! I saw you two kissing and touching each other. Is that what you call a friend, huh?" the weeping lady wailed as she tried to hit her husband's chest

The child ran up to them and tugged on his mother's dress "Umma, Umma"

His mother diverted her gaze to him and her eyes were filled with tears "YooChun-ah, go to your room now"

YooChun shook his head as he tugged his mother's dress tighter "Umma, why are you and Appa fighting?"

His mother gave out a feigned smile as she knelt down to his height "We're not fighting. Go to your room now and Umma will read you a nice story tonight. Wait for Umma in your room, okay?"

But YooChun was stubborn. He shook his head from side to side "No, I won't go"

"But YooChun-ah...."

Abruptly, YooChun was then being dragged by his father.

"You little brat! Go to your room now!"

YooChun held his hand out so that he could hold onto his mother but his father continued to drag him by the collar in a faster pace.

"No! Don't treat our child like that!" That was what YooChun heard from his mother before his father opened the door to his room and threw him to the bed and locked him inside.

Quickly, YooChun ran towards the door and banged his hands against it. Crying out his mother and father's name he banged and banged till he could feel his hands hurt so much. He fell onto his knees as he cried hard; he can't believe that his father could that to him. Never had it happened before. What was wrong? Why were they fighting?

YooChun closed his eyes as more tears came running down on his cheeks. He lay on the floor as he hugged his self and continued to cry. He cried and cried till he could never shed more tears.

A week after his parents' fight, YooChun discovered that they were getting divorced. He didn't knew what it meant by that time since he was young, he didn't knew that his parents would go onto their separate ways and his going to end up with either of them.

"YooChun-ah, Umma will miss you"

YooChun's mother was crying as he held YooChun firmly. Her tears were drenching YooChun's clothes. The little boy didn't have any clue of what was happening but he returned his mother's hug.

"Umma, where are you going?"

YooChun's mother sniffed and pulled away from their hug. She brushed off some hair from YooChun's face. Her eyes looked so soft and caring. YooChun loved to watch those dark orbs looking lovingly into his. It feels like, he's safe. Softly, his mother kissed him on the cheek.

"Always, remember that Umma loves you very much"

And the next thing that YooChun knew, his mother was out of sight.
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Years had passed and YooChun couldn't even forget that day. The very day his mother left him. When he grew up and learned of the fact that his parents weren't going to be with each other anymore, YooChun had always hoped that his mother would come back for him. He would stare at his calendar and mark it every day. But there were no signs of his mother coming back.

Now that he's a grown up and an adult, he still longed for his mother. Even though he's aware that she has another family. But for just once after many years, a glimpsed of his mother wouldn't hurt, right?

The ticking of the clock echoed in his mind. And he knows that he's wasting time. Time passes by quickly. He wants to search for her; he wants to see her again. But he just doesn’t know why he couldn't. But somewhere deep down in his heart, he knows that he'd be able to see her. Someday.

The freshness of the air enveloped around YooChun's body as he walked down the streets. Watching people pass him by, he would wonder... Are they truly happy? Or do they suffer just like me?

Life's truly hard to figure out. You don't know when your time is or how long you have to live. You're not sure of the people around you. And sometimes you doubt of the things you've done. Life's really a maze, a jigsaw puzzle, a Rubik’s cube.

YooChun halted and looked around. Where was he going? Oh, yeah. He's going to buy some flowers for Jae Joong. He just called him a while ago. Saying if they could hang out and of course, he'd also ask him about Junsu's request. YooChun smiled as he continued to walk. Who would have thought that his life would turn out like this? Though he admits that he still feels something for Junsu but it's better to be this way.

Junsu has Yunho. And he has Jae Joong. They're glad of what they have now and these feelings inside of him, these feelings for Junsu will surely perish if he would just let Jae Joong take them away.

'I'd like to meet Jae Joong'

These very words rung in his mind. Why would he suspect that Junsu's up to something? Of course, his best friend wouldn't do anything drastic to Jae Joong. Maybe, Junsu really wanted to meet Jae Joong 'cause he's curious. And YooChun also thought that, Jusnu was returning him a favor. Since, he, himself, went out to meet Yunho. Then, Junsu also offered that he wants to meet Jae Joong. It's all about fairness.

Stopping again, YooChun raised his head up and smiled. He just found a flower parlor. Maybe, this shop is a nice choice.

Wait! Isn’t this the flower shop near the café where he met Yunho with Junsu?

YooChun looked across from the street and bingo! There it is. The café where he met Yunho with Junsu. He turned his gaze back at the shop and his brows furrowed, YoungWoong's flower shop, a bit unique for a flower shops' name.

He went into the store and as he opened the door, a tiny ting occurred.

'Nice sound from a bell' he thought

Entering the store and bowing his head a bit and saying a greeting, he wondered where the staff could be. Oh well, he likes it like this. He doesn't want anyone to bother him while he's picking flowers anyway. Glancing around, he had a goofy grin on his face. He'll surely take some time before he could buy the right flowers for Jae Joong.

So, he paced around the room in search for the right flower to be given to his lover. He giggled a bit, for the word 'lover' sent tickles down his spine. Is Jae Joong really his lover? Well, they're starting to date. Is that a consideration?

He walked around a pile of flowers and picked one. He smelled it and frowned "Smells to sweet" he said and placed the flower back to its proper place.

He went to another pile of flowers again and picked out the fresh looking one "No scent at all" he pouted and placed the flower back again.

YooChun straightened his back and roamed around the room again. He spotted a bundle of red roses piled up in a corner. He went over to it and picked out a rose. He squelched a tiny sound of pain as his finger got pricked by the thorn of the rose. He glared at the flower for a while and sighed before placing it back to its place.

He really doesn't like roses. He'd say that it’s a romantic flower for it's commonly given to a lover or to a date. But he swears that, he'll never ever give a rose to a lover or to a date. He doesn't know why but...

"Excuse me? Can I help you?"

YooChun was about to turn around but there was something that caught his attention. Without bothering to look at the person talking to him, he went over to a pot which was planted with a flower he had never seen before. He knelt down and looked at the flower with admiring eyes.

"Uh, excuse me. May I know what flower this is?" YooChun inquired to the person without detaching his gaze from the flower

The person smiled and took a step towards YooChun "That is a Japanese Iris"

YooChun nodded his head as he placed his hand under his chin as if he's thinking of something "How much?"

The person's eyes shimmered as he heard what YooChun said and bit his lower lip "Sorry but they're not for sale"

"How come?" YooChun asked as he touched the flowers' petal

"The owner doesn't want to sell them"

YooChun sighed disappointedly as he stood up and straightened his clothes.

"Are you planning to give it to someone, sir?"

YooChun nodded his head as he placed his right hand on the pocket of his jeans "Supposedly. But it's sad to know that it's not available"

The person just watched YooChun's back as the tall man ran his fingers into his hair.

"How about roses?" the stranger suggested

YooChun shook his head "No, I don't like roses"

The person pressed his lips together as he slowly made his way to YooChun. Nearing the tall man, the stranger wrapped his arms on YooChun's waist. His head was pressed against YooChun's broad back.

"Me, too. I don't like roses" the stranger managed to chuckle

YooChun was taken aback. Someone just hugged him and the warmth of the person hugging him was so familiar. He looked over his shoulder then turned around to know who the person was. The stranger took a step back after letting YooChun go. The curiousity that YooChun had then disappeared when he knew who it was. Though, he admits that he got surprised but he managed to act cool. Giving the stranger a boyish grin, he held the strangers' left hand and YooChun placed it on his right cheek.

"So it's you, Jae Joong-ah. No wonder you sounded familiar"

Jae Joong covered his mouth with his free hand as he laughed. And YooChun just watched him with adoring eyes.

Placing his other hand on YooChun's left cheek; Jae Joong cupped the young man's face and smiled at him gently.

"I thought that you would know that it's me"

YooChun just pouted in response which caused Jae Joong to chuckle. Letting go of YooChun's face and grabbing the younger man's hand he led him into the table where he would usually have his tea.

As soon as YooChun was seated, Jae Joong took hold of the teapot "Tea?"

YooChun gave him a shy smile before he poured the content to a cup. Handing it to YooChun, the man accepted it and bowed his head lightly.

"So... you were buying flowers for me?" Jae Joong inquired after taking a sip from his tea

YooChun grabbed for a bread and looked at it "You didn't say that you were a florist"

The tone of YooChun's voice was disappointed and not mad. "Sorry, I thought that it wouldn't matter"

Taking a bite from the bread YooChun diverted his gaze to Jae Joong "How I can give you flowers then, if you have a flower shop"

Jae Joong bit the insides of his mouth and looked away from YooChun's stare "Well, I guess. I'd be the one to give you flowers then"

YooChun let out a playful grunt and ruffled his hair "So, I'll give you chocolates from now on"

"That will make me fat. You want me to get fat?"

"No... Well, I'll try looking for another present then"

They both had a good time having tea and they talked for awhile. Jae Joong told him on why he had a flower shop and so. And YooChun listened to him with full interest.

And now that he thinks of it, he's actually having a date with Jae Joong. On a flower shop which has a table near the counter with a tea set and a basket of bread on it. The thought made him smile. And what's great about this moment was, they were surrounded with different types of flowers. And their scent lingered in the air. It was like, Jae Joong and YooChun were dating in a garden. A garden in a beautiful paradise.

So, it doesn't take a fancy restaurant and tasty food to have the perfect date. This was their own version of a perfect date.

"You called earlier. What do you want to tell me?" Jae Joong asked. They were about to run out of topics so he decided to open this up.

YooChun just scratched his head and smiled "You know that I was going to tell you something?"

Jae Joong just gave him a sweet smile as if to say 'Of, course'

Well, YooChun has to admit that Jae Joong's really marvelous. Perhaps, these are one of the things that he likes about Jae Joong. The pretty boy is truly magnificent!

"Okay...uh, Junsu's curious about you..."

Now, he's getting nervous. And why is that? He feels a bit awkward that the words won't come out from his lips.

"And?...." Jae Joong said as he placed his hand lightly on the table.

YooChun clasped Jae Joong's hand and he squeezed it lightly as if trying to earn some confidence from it.

"A..And he wants to meet you"

So there. He finally blurted it out. He somehow pictured out some of Jae Joong's reaction on his mind. But as he studied Jae Joong's face it was still and calm. Gulping his saliva, YooChun urged "Do you want to meet him?"

Jae Joong looked at YooChun's eyes with such warmth and love. And the lovely man smiled. He placed his other hand on YooChun's and his eyes twinkled.

"Of, course. I'd be glad to"
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Re: The Promise [YAOI]

Post by faye on 11/26/2009, 1:43 pm

Teehee I tend to remember of my requesters.
And yeah I'm sorry, its just I have to take care of AAC and preparing for Fanfictional's anni.
I ran out of time for requests. But I'm glad you likes it.
haha! I can wait for it either. & LOL. this forum have 3 admins, me, kyn and ckreme. Within us three ckreme is the founder of FF. ^__^
and omg she is evil (jk!) we're all friendly

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Chapter 9

Post by junjun on 12/2/2009, 3:40 am

"What?! You're going on a date with Junsu hyung and Jae Joong hyung? Isn't that......you know"
YooChun raised his gaze from his laptop and [sort of] glared at his secretary who has a book on his lap at the moment. The younger man's legs were propped at the coffee table as if it was his own office. His skinny yet elegant hand was busy leafing through his book and his black rimmed glasses shimmered a bit due to the sun's rays. But Changmin's gaze was fixed on YooChun.

Sighing, YooChun returned his gaze back to his laptop "It's not a date, Changmin. I'm just going to introduce Jae Joong to Junsu. That's all"

The younger male raised a brow ''Oh, so Junsu hyung is returning you a favor, uh?"

YooChun smirked in return as if saying 'Duh, isn't it obvious?'
Changmin continued to glance at his book while adjusting his glasses.

So, if that was the case.... Then why did YooChun call for him to come in is office? His hyung sure is weird.... But he has to admit that he's happy that YooChun is dating someone now. Instead of daydreaming about Junsu, his hyung finally found someone to be busy with. However, will YooChun's relationship with Jae Joong last? Now, that's what the big question mark is....

Okay! That's enough...

Why should he think about the consequences? What's more important now is that YooChun has Jae Joong. And it seems that Junsu is fine with Yunho... So, it's a happy ever after now, right?

"Aren't you going to help me?" YooChun's voice interrupted Changmin's thoughts

The younger lad's face showed confusion "Help you in what, hyung?"

"Come on Min. Work with me here. I need your advice in what should I do with Jae Joong and Junsu today"

It took Changmin a few seconds to absorb what YooChun said. Oh, his hyung hasn't changed.... He's still... hmmmmm... An idiot?

Rolling his eyes, Changmin lifted his legs from the coffee table and settled them down to the floor. Sitting properly, Changmin leaned his back against the seat;

"You know hyung, that's a simple task. All you have to do is say this 'Hey Jae Joong-ah, this is Junsu my best, best, best friend who was my crush for such a long time but I decided to give him up since he has a boyfriend called Yunho. And Junsu-ah, this is Jae Joong, the one I told you about. He's my new crush and soon to be boyfriend and he's so nice. What do you think? He's so pretty isn't he?' " Changmin suggested with a smug grin, gesturing with his hands as if he was really introducing someone with someone.

If YooChun doesn't care about his laptop at all, he would have thrown it at Changmin's grinning face right now. But of course, if he would do such thing, he will have to look for a new secretary and he has to buy a new laptop again.

Changmin noticed that YooChun was burning with fury. He could imagine smoke coming out from the older man's ears... And he giggled in his mind as he watched his hyung in such a state. He can't believe that his hyung would take his joke seriously.... Is it because his hyung is very anxious about his meeting with Junsu and Jae Joong? Why would he feel that way in the first place anyway? But, Changmin doesn't know how YooChun really feels...

"Okay, hyung... I can't really help you with that. Just this time.. You have to do it your way. Just try to make sure that Junsu hyung and Jae Joong hyung will have a nice conversation... Just think of what had happened when you and Yunho met"

YooChun let out a small smile "I guess your right... Thanks, Min. You could resume with your work now.."

"Can't I stay here for a while?" Changmin pouted

"You want me to fire you?" YooChun asked which made Changmin pout even more.

Stomping out of the office, Changmin could hear YooChun's evil laugh. The younger male threw a look over his shoulder and glared at his hyung before closing the door.

'Good luck hyung!' Changmin muttered as he made a 'go fighting' move with his right hand.
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"Are you sure that you're going to be fine by yourself?"

The smell of butter and freshly baked bread danced in the air. Junsu could taste the bread just by smelling it. He was sitting comfortably on the stool near the kitchen counter. With soft eyes, he watched Yunho who was focused on making some dough.

Wearing a smile, he nodded his head "Yeah! I'll be fine. You don't have to go with me, I know you're busy...."

Yunho tore his gaze from the dough he's making and gave Junsu a worried look "Really sure?"

Junsu giggled and stood up from the stool "Pretty sure"

Walking over to Yunho, he stood in front of the taller man. Yunho stopped from making the dough and Junsu handed him with a clean towel. Accepting the towel, Yunho gave the younger man a smile.

Yunho's concern for Junsu. The younger man told him about meeting with YooChun and Jae Joong today. He really wanted to come with him but Junsu's being stubborn. He could skip his shift for today to accompany him but Junsu wouldn't let that happen. But, of course, he knows that Junsu could handle things his own way. And it would be better if Junsu goes there alone. It would make things easier...

"Tell me everything about your meeting, okay?"

Junsu nodded his head "Sure.. No problem Yunho..."

Yunho grinned widely as he brushed away some hair from Junsu's face making the smaller man blush... Yunho's slender hands traveled down from Junsu's forehead down to his chubby cheeks. Pinching it lightly, his grin became wider "I'll save you some of your favorite treats when you return.."

Junsu's eyes lit up as he held on Yunho's hand which was pinching his cheek "I'll look forward to it..."

And with nothing else to say, Junsu left.

"Be careful..." Yunho whispered as he watched Junsu's leaving figure.
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Seated facing each other, YooChun and Junsu exchanged uncertain smiles. Though they were best friends but they couldn't help but get awkward with each other. They feel like they have just met for the very first time. Staring down at the cup of coffee he held in his hand, Junsu could feel his heart beat nervously... He can't understand... Why is he feeling like this? Is this how YooChun felt when he met Yunho, too? Or is it only him who feels like this?

'What's wrong with me..? I'm only meeting Jae Joong'

YooChun watched Junsu. He could feel that Junsu's nervous.. And he wondered why he is nervous anyway? Well, he admits that he's nervous too...

"Sorry if he's taking some time, Su" YooChun broke the eerie silence between them

"No, it's okay. Yunho and I we're late too when we met here" Junsu replied trying to assure YooChun that it was really fine

But on the back of his mind, he can't help but get anxious. Really, really anxious. He feels like a student who was sent to go to the principal's office or maybe something worse than that. This is going to be the first time he will meet Jae Joong and he wondered if Jae Joong will make a good impression on him. Maybe yes or maybe not. But something would always bother him... about meeting Jae Joong and he hates to admit it but he feels possessive of YooChun.

What if... he couldn't spend more time with YooChun than before?..

And he'll get busier with Jae Joong than him?..

Well, he knows that he has Yunho but... he's been with YooChun for a long time and it's only right that... Oh!! What is he talking about? Can't he also notice that maybe, just maybe, YooChun also felt the same when he met Yunho? Why is he being such a selfish spoiled brat now? Or just to say it short, why is he jealous?

YooChun couldn't help but stare at his friend. Junsu was absorbed with his own thoughts that he was twirling a lock of his hair. And YooChun knows what that action means.. Every time Junsu would do that, it indicates that Junsu is anxious. He's not sure since when Junsu started doing it but he knows that it was a habit.

Feeling a familiar presence on his side, YooChun turned his gaze to his right and smiled when he saw Jae Joong's pretty face. Junsu noticed YooChun moved from the corner of his eye and he looked up. For quite a while he was dumbfounded.

Seeing Jae Joong up close, he can't help but gulp his saliva so hard. Pressing his lips together, he gaped at Jae Joong. 'He's an Adonis.. No... He's a pretty.. Man or lady? Oh gosh...'

YooChun stood up from his seat and took Jae Joong's hand into his. Leading the beautiful boy to sit beside him. Junsu watched the whole scene with his mouth a bit open. He was still amazed.. He can't believe that Jae Joong would look so.... stunning up close..

He shook his thoughts away... Why is he...? For the first time, he had a glimpse on the person whom he would share his best friend with...
He could picture it now... Jae Joong holding YooChun's hand so firmly while sticking out his tongue at him and chanting the words.. 'Nya,nya... He's mine... Mine.. MINE!'

What a ridiculous thought!! Why is he acting like this?... He can't understand himself anymore.... He's being a child... Why can't he be more like an adult at this time? He's meeting an adult but he's acting like a whiny kid.. Anyway, Jae Joong seems like a nice person. And YooChun likes him. Perhaps, he just needs to know the pretty man even more.

Examining Jae Joong, he can't believe that a guy could have such delicate and white skin, beautiful and sparkling eyes and such plump, red lips.

"You're beautiful" Junsu mumbled, not knowing that he said it out loud.

Jae Joong, who was seated comfortably on YooChun's side, gave him a sweet and at the same time a shy smile "T..Thank you.."

Junsu covered his mouth and his eyes widened "Omo! Did I just say that out loud?"

YooChun chuckled "Yeah, you did Su"

Junsu lowered his head feeling embarrassed of what he did. He could hear Jae Joong mumble something to YooChun, and then Jae Joong's soft voice caused him to jerk his head up.

"Sorry if I made you wait Junsu-shi..."

Placing something on the table, Jae Joong moved it towards him "I hope that you'll accept this gift of mine... I'm not sure if you'll like it.."

Looking at the 'thing' in front of him, Junsu was dazed 'A cactus?'

"I know it's not that nice... but it has been with me since I've returned from Japan. I hope that you'll take care of it"

Picking up the cactus with one hand he glanced at Jae Joong with an uncertain look "If this cactus has been with you for a long time. Why are you giving it to me?"

Jae Joong let out a lip locked smile as he looked at Yoochun, who smiled warmly in return. He then turned his gaze at Junsu "Because you're my friend"

A sudden light feeling wrapped around Junsu's heart and he could feel tears forming in his eyes. Call him sensitive or being too emotional but he didn't thought Jae Joong would turn out to be someone like this. Why did he assume that Jae Joong's a bad person?

All the thoughts that he had sum up of what Jae Joong could be, faded away. No, this man is not what he thinks he is. He misjudged him and Junsu knows well that what he did was not right. But could you blame him? He just cares for his best friend. Is that a bad thing to do?

Looking at Jae Joong, the pretty man was looking directly to him. Not with the cold stare that's saying 'Back off from YooChun' instead it was a soft one, saying 'Could we be friends?'. Deep down in Junsu's heart he knows that he has to accept Jae Joong. Because..... Jae Joong was YooChun's new source of happiness. Though he admits that he feels a tiny spark of jealousy rouse inside him, he just has to give other people a chance. He's not YooChun's owner and YooChun was not his property. He was YooChun's best friend. And as a friend, he needs to know his limits and should consider some things.

Staring at the cactus in his hand, he bit his lip. He gets Jae Joong's message. By giving him this cactus, Jae Joong was asking him for permission. A gesture which he never considered to occur in the first place. If he accepts this cactus, it means that he's okay with Jae Joong being with YooChun. And if rejects this plant, the outcome is obvious. And of course, he can't hurt Jae Joong especially his best friend, YooChun. That would be so cruel of him to do. This cute little cactus he has now is a friendly contract. Between him and Jae Joong. And only he and the pretty boy know about it.

"I'll take very good care of this cactus" Junsu replied as he eyed Jae Joong with meaningful eyes "In return, take very good care of YooChun for me" his gaze was now directed to his best friend, who has been quiet the whole time.

"You have my word, Junsu-ah. So, shall we start over? I'm Jae Joong, it's nice to finally meet you" Jae Joong extended his hand to Junsu

Junsu shook Jae Joong's soft hands. And he was shocked for a while. He can't believe that a man's hand could be so soft. "It's nice to finally meet you too. Just call me Junsu, Jae Joong-ah"

The two lads exchanged sweet and happy smiles. YooChun watched them quietly and somehow, he felt relieved that everything turned out fine. Though, he didn't do anything and he was confused with their conversation as if they're speaking a different type of language but he's glad that Jae Joong and Junsu managed to talk to each other nicely. Though, it was only his best friend and the man he's dating that's going to meet. But somehow, he pictured it that Jae Joong was meeting up with his parents [though he admits that he doesn't have one anymore].

"YooChun-ah, lets order something" Jae Joong suggested which caused him to shake off his thoughts

He nodded in response and waved for a waiter. The 3 of them started to order and started to have a hearty conversation.

[Few minutes later]

"Oh, so you own that flower shop over there?" Junsu inquired as he tried to look for Jae Joong's parlor behind the see through glass.

"No wonder this cactus survived. You're a wonderful florist, Jae Joong-ah!" Junsu squealed

Few moments had passed and Jae Joong and Junsu had been conversing like they've known each other their entire life. Listening and watching them, YooChun recalled his meeting with Yunho and he grinned at the memory. Maybe, just maybe, it's better this way.

"Junsu-ah, you could visit my parlor if you want"

"Really? Is that okay?" Junsu asked Jae Joong. Who nodded as a reply.

"YooChun-ah, is it really okay?" he asked his best friend

YooChun blinked for a couple of times "Of course, its Jae Joong's parlor. You don't have to ask for my approval"

"I know that. You seem lost in your own world that's why I tried to bring you back to reality" Junsu stuck his tongue out at his friend.

YooChun just smirked at his best friend in response. Jae Joong looked at the two and giggled.

'This is just perfect' YooChun thought with a smile
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"It was nice meeting you, Jae Joong-ah. I hope to see you again" Junsu said as he hugged Jae Joong

"I had a great time talking to you. Just visit my parlor, okay?" Jae Joong replied, returning the hug.

Slowly pulling away from the hug, Junsu nodded his head. He glanced at his best friend and held his hands as he whispered softly "You're lucky YooChun-ah. Jae Joong's magnificent!"

YooChun was touched of his friends’ words and he squeezed Junsu's hands "Be happy with Yunho too, okay?"

"I will" Junsu freed YooChun's hand.

He watched his best friend intertwine his hands with Jae Joong's soft and skinny ones and together the 'couple' bid him goodbye before disappearing from his sight.

When Jae Joong and YooChun was out of the cafe, he fished his phone out of his pocket and he dialed Yunho's number. When Yunho picked up, it was obvious that the older man was really curious "How'd it go?"

"It went great!" Junsu squeaked

"What happened?"

"I'll tell you everything later. Did you save me my favorite treats?"

"Of, course. I can't forget to do that"

"Okay, I'll be there. Wait for me, okay?" Junsu was about to hung up. But he remembered something "And oh, Yunho-ah.. Jae Joong gave me a cute cactus"
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Post by junjun on 12/2/2009, 3:45 am

faye wrote:Teehee I tend to remember of my requesters.
And yeah I'm sorry, its just I have to take care of AAC and preparing for Fanfictional's anni.
I ran out of time for requests. But I'm glad you likes it.
haha! I can wait for it either. & LOL. this forum have 3 admins, me, kyn and ckreme. Within us three ckreme is the founder of FF. ^__^
and omg she is evil (jk!) we're all friendly

hehehehe.. it's okay... I love my poster..^^
you're really having such a hectic schedule, uh???
I mean, you have to take care of lots of things.
Ohhhh... now I'm so thrilled of the anniv.. ;]]
oh, okay... HAHAHAHA:)) are the three of you close friends?? ^^
hmmm.... I agree with you.. you yourself is friendly so I'm sure that the rest of the admins friendly are too.. ;]]
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