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Post by raindrop_symphony 7/26/2009, 5:06 am

18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] 18rose11

Forewords:
Two diary entries from two people brought together by fate. On one hand, a girl starting a new life in a new city while she reaches for he dreams. On the other hand, a guy healing from the end of a beautiful past. What has fate installed for them?

Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character

I hope you guys enjoy reading! Very Happy

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 1st Rose (September 12)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/26/2009, 5:11 am

1st Rose



Dear diary,

What a day! Starting a new life in a new city can be so tiring. I woke up this morning to the sound of my alarm clock just to find out that I only have 30 minutes to get ready for my first day of work. I decided to have a quick shower but when I turned handle, it got broken so I had to go to work without a bath. Ewww right? That wasn’t even the end of it. While I was on my way to work, the heel of my right shoe broke (I shouldn’t have worn those shoes). I almost landed on the pavement face down if not for the guy who caught me. Whew. Knight in shining armour. I didn’t even say thank you. Ugh. Silly me. Hmmmm. I wonder if he was cute. I didn’t really see his face since was in a hurry. But I hope he was cute. Ha-ha. Okeeeeyyyy. Back to the topic. Aside from getting late and getting my heels broken, I also discovered that I have the worst boss ever! She’s so nosy and she keeps on bringing this stapler that she keeps on clacking at almost every employee she meets! Gosh! She’s crazy! What have I done wrong to deserve this kind of torment? Help! SOS! Mayday-mayday! Hu-hu T.T But what actually made this day really bad was not the broken shower or the broken shoe or even the crazy boss. It’s the charm bracelet Dad gave me during my college graduation. I lost it. I mean totally lost it. Waaaahhhh! I really want to cry right now. Hu-hu T.T I don’t even know where I lost it. Waaaahhhh! God bless Dad’s soul. Dad, please don’t get angry. Love you.

Well, today was not full of misfortunes. Actually, something weird happened today. When I arrived this evening, there was a red rose at my front door. I asked the guard of the apartment who left it but he said he didn’t know. It even had a note attached to it. It says, “If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow”. The quote seems applicable for today’s experience. Hmmm. The rose was actually a bit creepy. Ha-ha. I wonder who left it. I guess I have myself a secret admirer. Exciting!

Cherry




_oOo_




Such a beautiful day. I woke up just in time to witness the beauty of sunrise. It was a very busy day at the clinic but everything went well. Lots of owners coming in and out with their different pets. I even had to treat a dog for eating detergent soap. But for Harang, he seems to be having fun entertaining the pets while they wait for their turn—except for the cats though. Ha-ha.

Honestly, today was an extra beautiful day. Why? I met a girl. Well, not exactly met in the usual hi-hello, nice to meet you kind of way. It was more of like she flew at me kind of way. I think the heel of her shoe broke and in a way I was thankful that she landed at me when she flew (?). Atleast she didn’t get hurt. She was obviously in a hurry that she didn’t even notice that she lost her charm bracelet. I only got a glimpse of her and she looked beautiful...but clumsy. Yes. Beautiful but clumsy. Ha-ha. I wonder if I’ll see her again. I really want to return the charm bracelet to her.

By the way, I also met another girl a yesterday. Well, not exactly met, more of like heard. I heard her singing when she was getting inside her apartment. I didn’t get the chance to see her face since the door slammed shut by the time the elevator door fully opened. Her voice was like an angel. I hope I could get to know her. I think she just moved in to the building since there were a lot of boxes outside her apartment. I thought of helping her but then my shyness took hold of me again. Aish.

Yoochun






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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 2nd Rose (September 13)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/26/2009, 5:15 am

2nd Rose



Dear Diary,

If only my boss would just disappear. I can’t believe I agreed to become a personal assistant of an obese, selfish, crazy woman whose only happiness is to see people going crazy over her crazy demands. Speaking of crazy demands, I didn’t realize that bringing her dog to the veterinarian is included in my job description. For goodness sake, I’m allergic to dogs! Wasn’t she able to read that info in my bio-data? Aish. When I got to the clinic, my nose was so red that I could pass for a human Rudolph, the red nosed reindeer. I could even feel the rashes in my neck and arms. I hate to say this but I was thankful that my crazy boss arrived at the clinic few minutes later and decided that she’ll be the one to talk to the veterinarian personally because apparently “she couldn’t trust someone like me to take care of her precious RIO”. Aaarrgh. The nerve. If I know, she only wanted to flirt with the vet. I heard from the customers that the vet was gorgeous bachelor. Ugh.

Anyway, there was another rose in my front door when I got home. The second rose. It also had a note saying, “After all, life is simple. It is the circumstances that complicate them”. Well how I wish the circumstances would actually simplify themselves so I could live my life simply. Ugh. I’m really curious about this whole rose thing. Is this a joke or is this the start of something new?

Cherry


_oOo_


I saw her again, the girl who lost her charm bracelet. Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to return the bracelet. I went inside my office to get the bracelet but when I returned to the lobby, she was already gone and someone else was already holding her dog. She looked like just the way I first saw her—beautiful. Except for the Rudolph, the red nosed reindeer look she had. Hmmm. I wonder if she’s allergic to dogs. If that’s the case, that would mean she won’t be able to stand being around Harang. What a shame. Beautiful, clumsy and allergic to dogs. Ha-ha.

Oh. I wonder if the girl at 308 got home already. I’m sure she gets a lot of surprises when she gets home. I just wish she’s not allergic to dogs. Sigh. I hope one of these days I could ask her to sing while I play the piano. It would be a beautiful scene. Romantic.

Yoochun

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 3rd Rose (September 14)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/26/2009, 5:25 am

3rd Rose




Dear Diary,

What a great Sunday. I was finally able to appreciate the beauty of sunrise. I never imagined it would be so magnificent. I met up with my BFF (best friend forever) Jaejoong this morning. I missed him so much. It feels so great to be with an old friend. Ohh. Jaejoong actually brought good news. Yes. GOOD NEWS.

HE’S GETTING MARRIED!!

I’m so happy for him. I remember when we were still in college; he’d keep on saying that he’ll never get married because having a family would only keep him from achieving his dream of being a singer. But lo and behold he’s the first one to get married. Oh well, I think married life would suit him very well. He was always good with kids and all. Sigh. Jaejoong is so lucky. He actually kept on teasing me earlier about being single at the age of 21. Hello! I’m still 21. Young enough to stay single. OMG! I almost forgot. I’m turning 22 on the 17th. Hmp. Still young enough to be single. Ha!

Chie (she lives at the 508) invited me to lunch at her place today but I wasn’t able to go since I had to accompany Jaejoong at the mall to buy some stuff to bring home. I actually felt guilty since Chie was so nice to invite me even if I just moved in. Actually, she wanted to introduce me to some of the neighbors. Oh well. I guess I’ll just have to make up next time. I miss home already. T.T

Cherry

P.S. Another rose at the front door. My third rose. “A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.” I think that’s enough marriage talk for today.





_oOo_







What a Sunday. I had to go to the clinic today for an emergency. Mrs. Lin’s dog had a uterine prolapse after giving birth to five puppies. I had to keep an eye on her for the whole morning. Fortunately, Yoohuan came to take over. It’s a good thing that Yoohuan’s also a veterinarian. Someone can help me around the clinic once in a while.

I went to Chie’s place to have lunch along with the couples—Chie and Junsu, Chiharu and Changmin, Utami and Yunho. See, all couples. Chiharu said they invited someone to “pair up” with me. However, my “pair” didn’t show up so I endured most of the time being engrossed by sweetness of the three couples. I swear I literally saw ants in the table during lunch. Talking about to much sweetness. Tsk. I really have to tell them to stop pairing me up with girls, especially Chie. She feels like she’s a matchmaker or something. Although I have to give her credit for introducing Changmin and Yunho to Chiharu and Utami, she really helped in creating those love stories. But on second thought, if they pair me up with the girl at 308, I wouldn’t mind. I would be glad to pair up with her.

Well, Junsu actually gave Changmin, Yunho and I quite a surprise while we were preparing some dessert. He told us to attend the party tomorrow evening because something special will happen. And by special, it meant that he’ll be proposing to Chie at the party. Yup. Proposing. The truth is we’ve been asking him for some time on when he would propose to her. I mean, five years of being together and he hasn’t proposed yet. Even Chiharu and Utami are asking him about it. Well, his answer was that he only wanted everything to be ready and stable when he proposes to her. Hmmm. I’m sure Junsu and Chie will have a happy life together. I’m happy for both of them.

Yoochun

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Post by Tammy 7/26/2009, 1:19 pm

Hey there!!
i love this fic!!!
and I believe I'm the one who reviewed this in Mystery-Cious
I'm Zara@Mystery-Cious
Zara's just one of my aliases
keep up the good work!
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Post by Guest 7/26/2009, 3:00 pm

This fic is so sweet!! I love it so far and since it's written in diary entries, it makes it more romantic ^^ Nice job, I'll be waiting for an update!!

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 4th Rose (September 15)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:24 am

4th Rose



Dear Diary,

Surprisingly, work actually went fine. My crazy boss was actually in a good mood and her crazy demands also went to a minimum except for the fact that she had to ask me to go to the maintenance office and talk to that ex-convict looking maintenance guy to complain about the air-conditioning. Aaaarrgghh.

It’s actually a fun day at the apartment building today. There was a party at 508 (Chie’s place). I was a bit nervous to go to the party since I just moved in but Chie was so persistent that I finally gave in since I didn’t accept her invitation the last time. To my surprise, everyone was so friendly that after 30 minutes of being there, I already keow half of the residents in the building. Ha-ha. I met Chiharu and Changmin with their very cute baby boy. They’ve only been married for a year and she gave birth last month. Changmin told me they plan to have more kids in the future. Cute. Oh, there’s also Utami and Yunho with their 6 adorable kids. Utami told me that Yunho wanted 25 children. Yes! You got it right. 25 children. Can you imagine that? They really love kids that much. Oh well, I don’t think raising so many kids would be a problem for them since they’re financially able to do so. I mean, they live in one of the penthouse of the building! Those two couples were the nicest ones ever. I also met Chie’s boyfriend—Junsu, and they looked so sweet together.

Actually, the highlight of the party was when Junsu proposed to Chie in front of all the people at the party. Of course, Chie said the sweetest “yes” Junsu could ever hear.

Sigh. There were so many couples around. How I wish I also had a guy with me. Hmmm. How long has it been since I went on a date? Let me think. Three months. Three months after the worst date anyone could ever imagine. Ugh. Chie said there was a cute, single and available guy living in the building but I didn’t see him around. Hmmm. I wonder if we could actually “click”. Chie said he lives at 408. Sigh. Why couldn’t he just live next door?

After the party, another rose was waiting at my front door. “Wouldn't be nice to see the morning with the one you love the most. Wouldn't be nice to say goodnight to the one you hold so close to your heart.” That’s my note for tonight. Oh yes. I’d love to have someone to be with me in the morning when I wake up and to have someone to be with me when I fall asleep. Sigh. The only problem is that I can’t find that someone. Would SA (secret admirer) be willing to be that someone? Sigh.

Cherry




_oOo_





Another busy day at the clinic has finally ended. There were lots of pets coming in and out of the clinic for vaccines and check-ups. Sometimes I wonder how I get through this daily routine. I guess it’s normal to feel this way when you love doing something. Even if you’re so tired, at the end of the day, the exhaustion doesn’t matter as long as you feel a sense of fulfilment.

I noticed Harang has been going out a lot lately. I think he’s doing something fishy with the Han’s dog, Tamako. Lucky dog, having a love life and all. Aish. What am I thinking? Being jealous of a dog’s life. I really should go out more often. Hmmm. How long has it been since I went out on a date? Let me think. Ah! Zero. I can’t believe I’ve never been on a date after the end of a beautiful two-year relationship. Although Chie introduced a lot of girls to me for the past six months, I’ve never went out with any of them.

Aish. I totally forgot the party tonight. I came home so late today it totally slipped out of my mind. Junsu was proposing to Chie tonight. Sigh. I’ll just call tomorrow to greet them congratulations. Anyways, I’m sure Chie said yes. She never said anything about it but I’m sure she’s been waiting for Junsu to propose. I know that cousin of mine. I’m also sure she’s dying to ask Junsu what took him so long to propose. Poor Junsu.

Come to think of it, going to the party would have been a chance to meet the girl at 308. I’m sure Chie invited her. I wonder if she went to the party. But I’m sure that with Chie and Utami’s convincing powers, there’s a 70% chance that she went to the party. Sigh. One chance wasted. Tsk.

Yoochun

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 5th Rose (September 16)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:30 am

5th Rose



Dear diary,

OMG. This is the most embarrassing day of my life. Around lunch, my boss told me I could go home early today since she still had some business to attend to after the presentation of the project proposal. Since I had nothing to do at the apartment, I went to Starbucks to grab a cappuccino and read my favorite book. After I got my order from the counter, I proceeded to the table near the window. I was kinda in a hurry since there were many people around and someone else might get to the table faster. I was so close to the table when I bumped into this guy and spilled the whole cup of cappuccino in his shirt. I was so shocked and embarrassed at what I did that I ran out of the coffee shop without looking back. What’s worst is that I never even said sorry. Ugh. I’m so stupid. I swear I’m not going anywhere near that coffee shop again. Gosh. It was so embarrassing. I’m sure he’s angry about what happened. T.T

Another thing. When I got home, another rose at my front door again. My fifth rose. The funny thing about the rose was that when I picked it up and smelled it, instead of the sweet smell of the rose, the strong smell of cappuccino filled my nostrils. Is my SA teasing me?

Cherry

P.S. Today’s quote from SA: “I like my coffee strong and my women weak.” Uhuh. He is teasing me.





_oOo_






Aish. So hot. It’s been very hot the whole day and it couldn’t have gotten any hotter. But when a steaming hot cup of cappuccino was poured on me earlier this afternoon, I thought otherwise. Yes. The whole cup. Worst, the stain won’t come off. Damn. That was my favorite shirt. I still smell of cappuccino until now. I can’t even remember how many times I’ve taken a bath. Aish. She even ran away without saying sorry or anything.

Honestly, I wouldn’t be really surprised why it happened to me. The clumsy girl last Friday and coffee girl are one. Aish. I really don’t know what to do now. That girl has been bringing quite a few misfortunes for me lately. Sigh. I think I should stick to the girl at 308, I hope she’s not clumsy. I can’t afford to have another clumsy girl around.

I’m so sleepy. I hope the ants won’t feast on me tonight. Tsk.

Yoochun

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 6th Rose (September 17)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:34 am

6th Rose





Dear Diary,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Oh my! This is like the best birthday ever! Jaejoong called me around 6 AM and greeted me happy birthday. He even sang the happy birthday song in different versions. Ha-ha. His birthday wish for me is to find a boyfriend and get married. Aish. He’s really teasing me about this marriage thing a lot. He even said I shouldn’t be too picky and that my happy ending might be waiting just around the corner. Mom called around 7 AM. She said she was very sorry for not being here on my birthday and I told her I understand. Sigh. I miss the crab macaroni Mom makes for my birthday. T.T

Surprisingly, I was given a little party at the office today. Would you believe it? My boss was the one who spearheaded the whole thing. She apologized for being so irritable when I started my job. Oh well. I guess she wasn’t as scary as I thought.

Lastly, at the apartment building, when I arrived there was already a party waiting for me. I was so surprised! The party was held at the lobby and there was food everywhere and I even received some presents from the residents. But that wasn’t the end of it. The best thing that happened tonight was when this guy—cute guy—played the piano while singing Elvis Costello’s ‘She’. He was really good. When I first saw him, he looked really familiar. It wasn’t after he sang that I found out why. First, he was the guy who caught me during my first day of work. Second, he was the guy I poured my coffee at. Ugh. It was so embarrassing talking to him.

Yoochun, that’s his name. Yoochun Yoochun Yoochun. My Yoochun? Ha-ha. I swear I was so nervous while talking to him earlier that I was babbling my heart out. He must have thought I was getting crazy or something. Any ways, he was incredibly handsome that I just can’t help myself from staring at him when he talks. Ooohhh. And his voice. Oh his voice. When he talks, he uses this low tuned, sexy, lovely voice that makes me want to melt into a puddle. And then there’s his smile. Oh yeah his smile. Hmmm. I can’t find the exact words to describe it. Boyish? Cute? Sweet? Sexy? Shucks.

Come to think of it, I think Yoochun was one of the neighbors Chie was going to introduce me to last Sunday. Aish. If I knew he would be there I wouldn’t have accompanied Jaejoong. Hmp. But there was something strange about Yoochun earlier at the party. While I was talking to him his voice and aura was very jolly, but then his eyes were saying otherwise. What I saw in his eyes was not happiness but more of sadness. It was like whenever he would laugh, the laughter never reached his eyes. I really wonder what his eyes were trying to say. I wanted to ask him if something was wrong but I hesitated since it might be too personal to talk about considering the fact that we just met. But I’m really curious though.

When I got back to the apartment after the party, there was another rose waiting at the front door. It was inserted inside a Happy Birthday music card. It was sweet. I wonder if SA was at the party. Did I talk to him? Hmmm. Oh well. All in all, it’s been a very blissful day. Full of surprises. Yippee.

Cherry




_oOo_




Live Laugh Love. Three words—three words that have always stayed with me for the past three years. Live. Live for the moment. The best time to be happy is today. Laugh. When you’re happy, laugh your heart out. Who knows when will be the next time you’ll be able to laugh ‘till you cried. Love. Love until it hurts no more. Love as if you’ve never been hurt before. Can I still do that? I hope. Hmmm. Such a bittersweet day. I can’t believe that it’s been a year already. Time passes by so fast.

Another party was held today at the building, it’s the birthday of the new resident here. But she’s not just any resident. She’s the girl at 308, the one I heard singing last week. Finally, I got the chance to talk to her. To my surprise, she’s also the girl who flew at me last week and the girl who poured coffee at me yesterday. What a coincidence. Anyways, she apologized for what happened last week and yesterday.

Honestly, Cherry looked more beautiful up close and her voice is even sweeter when she’s talking right in front of you. I never imagined a girl could actually have such an effect on a guy. I wonder if she has the same effect on other guys. I hope not. I wouldn’t want to get into trouble. Anyways, I could totally kill Changmin earlier. He totally enjoys putting me under the spotlight. It was just a good thing that the words came out right when I sang earlier. It would be very embarrassing if I made a mistake. Whew.

The couples were very sweet earlier. After the party, Junsu helped Chie with the after care in the lobby—their obviously getting ready for their future together. Yunho was particularly taking extra care of Utami— apparently she was pregnant with their 7th child already. Changmin and Chiharu were busy with their baby boy—that kid’s really good at charming everyone who sees him. Sigh. I miss the days when I used to have someone. Come to think of it, I almost had what they had.

Yoochun

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Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:43 am

7th Rose




Dear Diary,

Gosh. I woke up this morning with a splitting headache and for the second time I almost got late for work. Oh. I have some good news. Not just good news but great news. I was so shocked when my boss told me about this when I arrived at the office. Here goes. Although it’s not included in my job description, I’m so happy that my boss asked me to do it. Well, my boss asked to be the interior designer for her bedroom. She plans on having it renovated and since she read in my bio-data that I finished a course in interior designing she decided to give me the job. I’m so happy! I can finally practice my profession. I’m excited already. Finally, a stepping stone, a light at the end of the tunnel. But I’m feeling nervous too. I mean what if I screw up? It would be the end of my career—a career I haven’t even started yet. Shucks. Well, I still have to give it my best shot. AJA! FIGHTING!

Sigh. I saw Yoochun today when I took the stairs going up to the apartment. I was somewhere in the 2nd floor when I saw Yoochun going down. When he passed by, he greeted me with a smile. We exchanged a quick greeting and after that he as gone. I wonder what’s wrong with him. He seemed fine yesterday. Well, he did look kind of pale. I sure hope he’s doing well.

Aside from the sick-looking Yoochun, I arrived this afternoon feeling disappointed because there was no rose waiting for me. I thought that maybe my SA thought of stopping or something like that. However, around six in the evening, I heard the doorbell ring and when I opened the door there was a beautiful rose outside. SA apologized for the delay; of course, my daily dose of quotes is present: “Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.” Hmm. Quite bitter don’t you think?

Cherry




_oOo_





I’m not feeling well today. I woke up at 3 in the morning having difficulty in breathing. I had a feeling today was not going to be a very great day. Sigh. It was another busy day at the clinic today. There were a lot of clients today and I was dying to get out of the clinic by lunchtime. Fortunately, Yoohuan came to take over so I had time to rest. I went home and slept the whole afternoon.

I just remembered my dream. It was really weird. I was trapped in glass case and I had no way of getting out. I was about to hit the glass in order to get out but then I saw her beautiful and smiling image on it. Suddenly, I lost all courage to break the glass as the tears fell from my eyes while I touched her image. A few moments later, there was a hand reaching out to me. I couldn’t figure out who the person was but I was certain that it was a girl. It’s like her hand was inviting me to get out. I wanted to break the glass but seeing her image on it, I couldn’t afford to shatter her into pieces. I kept looking back on forth from the hand and her image, and before I knew it I woke up to the sound of a pigeon pecking outside the window. Damn. What did that mean? It’s been one year. Why did I have to see her face again? And who’s that girl? I hope it would be the last time I have that dream.

Another weird thing happened today, I was going down the stairs this afternoon. I was in a hurry since I was late for my check-up at Dr. Lee’s clinic so I was already running down the stairs. I passed by Cherry and I said a quick greeting. What was weird about it was that my dream flashed through my mind when I looked at her. Does that mean anything? Is she somehow related to my dream? Sigh. I don’t know. I really don’t want to think about that dream again. I just want to erase that dream in my mind. I’m really losing it again.

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Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:46 am

8th Rose





Dear Diary,

I never thought being a personal and an interior designer at the same time can be so stressful. In the morning, I have to attend to attend to my boss’s requests and be on the move every second. I had to go from one floor to another up to the point of going to a beat-up building across the city. In the afternoon, my boss gave me the time to conceptualize on the design for her room and choose the stuffs I would use for redecorating. I’m soooo tired, my body’s aching. When I got home I almost stepped on the rose on the doorstep. In fairness, the rose somehow lightened my stressful feeling—very sweet. I wonder when SA will reveal himself. Hmmm. Anyways, so much for SA, I’m so sleepy. My bed is calling me!

Cherry

P.S. Quote for the day: “I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.”




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My body’s aching! I called Yoohuan today so he can substitute for the day. I feel like I just carried the whole world with the way my body feeling so heavy. What a shame. It’s a beautiful Friday and here I am stuck in bed with nothing to do but watch TV and sleep all day. Harang seems a bit hyper today and he keeps on pushing me out of bed. And if he’s not busy pushing me out of bed, he would keep on scratching on the fire exit door. I swear I have no idea what to do with him. Good thing Junsu and Yunho came and brought me some food that Utami made. Junsu volunteered to take care of Harang until I got better, or I should say Yunho volunteered Junsu to take care of Harang until I got better.

Aish. I hate this day. Aside from being stuck in bed, I had that freaking dream again. Same scenario—the glass case, I was trying to break it, her image, I was crying, the girl’s hand appears, I was confused whether to break the glass or not. Aish. I hate riddles. I hate that dream. It makes me remember the things I used to have—of the things that I almost had and I might never have. I hate this feeling. I hate remembering that day. I just hate it. How could something so perfect end so tragically, and before I knew it, she was gone—FOREVER. It’s been a year and I’m better now. But here I am dreaming of her with a riddle that I can’t solve. How am I supposed to get through this?

Yoochun

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 9th Rose (September 20)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:52 am

9th Rose




Dear Diary,

Whew. What a day. My boss gave me a day off! Ha-ha. However, it was not so I could get some rest or something but so that I could focus on the design for her room. I decided to go oriental so I was thinking of giving it a mix of the cultures in East Asia. Hmmm. It was just a tiring day, but it was fun roaming around the city looking at stores and find very interesting stuffs. I never thought this place could have so many shops that actually fit my taste. I’m starting to like this place alre--

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Ha-ha. This day could not get any more exciting. It’s 12 in the morning and I have a guy sleeping in my guest room and I have to become a private duty nurse because he has a fever. I stopped in the middle of writing because I heard a sound coming from the fire exit. When I opened the fire exit door, Yoochun was lying there while his dog kept on pacing around him. I think the sound I heard I was Yoochun hitting his head on the door. Surprisingly, with the help of his dog, I managed to get him to the guest room. When I checked his temperature, it was already 38.50C and I had to replace the towel on his forehead like every minute. I called Chie to help with Yoochun and she advised me to take care of him for the night since he’s alone in his apartment and someone has to monitor his condition. Sigh. He looked so weak and pale.

When he woke up around 10 in the evening, I gave him some chicken soup so he could have something to eat. It was actually very funny when I offered him the soup because he kept on insisting that he was not hungry but then his stomach gave a loud grumble and we ended up laughing. He had no choice but to eat in the end. After he ate, I stayed in the guestroom and we talked for a while. Yoochun told me that he’s a veterinarian and he has a clinic four blocks away from the apartment building. He also told me about his brother who helps him out at the clinic. Chie is actually his cousin while Yunho, Junsu and Changmin are his childhood friends. While we were talking, the sky lighted up with beautiful fireworks. The display lasted for about five minutes leaving Yoochun and I speechless. Don’t you think it’s sweet?

Around 11, he was so persistent on going back to his apartment that I had to threaten him that I would call Chie if he didn’t do as I say. After hearing my threat, Yoochun immediately shut his mouth. I guess he’s afraid of his cousin. However, I had to put my convincing powers back to work because I had to force him to go to sleep so he could have some rest. I never thought Yoochun could be so stubborn. But then again he kept on putting this very cute pout that I kept on pinching his cheeks whenever he did it. Ha-ha.

I just checked on him and his temperature has returned to normal and Harang (that’s the name of his dog, Yoochun told me earlier) is also with him right now. Hmmm. Speaking of Harang, I didn’t have any allergic reaction earlier. That’s weird. I guess my allergy is getting picky.

I almost forgot about my rose for today. After I put Yoochun to bed, I went to check if there was rose and there it was, just as beautiful as the other roses. “Have you ever thought just maybe, you belong with me?” Sweet.

Cherry

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18 Roses (Diary Entries) [Characters: Park Yoochun and fictional character] Empty 10th rose (September 21)

Post by raindrop_symphony 7/31/2009, 4:54 am

10th rose



Such a beautiful Sunday! I haven’t had a day as beautiful as this for a long time. I woke up this morning in a different room and I remembered that I was at Cherry’s place. I felt so embarrassed. I still remembered what happened last night. I was feeling very dizzy when Harang ran out to the fire exit and I had to chase him. He stopped at the fire exit door somewhere in the third floor and the last thing I remembered was the sound of a silver wind chime in the window beside the door. When I woke up, Cherry was placing a bowl of soup on the bedside table. Sigh. Good thing Cherry was patient enough to take care of me last night.

So back to today’s happenings, when I woke up this morning, I smelled pancakes in the kitchen so I went there and saw Cherry preparing breakfast. She was turned against me so she didn’t notice that I was there and I had the chance to indulge in the moment of familiarity. The way she looked as she flipped the pan and broke the eggs made me feel nostalgic leaving me with the urge to hug her from behind. Before I did anything stupid, Cherry turned around and flashed a sweet smile when she noticed me leaning on the kitchen door. She asked if I was feeling better already and I said that was. I joined her for breakfast and I was overjoyed with the experience of having someone to share a meal with when you wake up in the morning. After breakfast, I helped her with the dishes and in fixing the guest room where I slept in. Before I went back to the apartment, I invited her to join me for lunch and she agreed. I said that it was a “thank you” for taking care of me when I was sick.

When I got back to the apartment, I called Yoohuan to apologize for being absent at the clinic yesterday without notice. I’m gonna have to make it up for him one of these days. I think I’ve already disturbed him too much these past few days. Junsu came by around 10 AM. He asked me if I could be one of his groom’s men for the wedding—of course, I gladly obliged. I can see that he’s very happy and excited about the wedding. I wonder how the preparations are going. Taking from experience I do know that wedding preparations can be quite stressful.

Hmmm. Well, I went to Cherry’s place at 12 and we went to this Italian restaurant for lunch. We went to the park after lunch and had a casual conversation as we passed street performers and gardens that were dispersed around the park. Cherry shared basic stuffs about her family and work. She has three other siblings and she’s the third child in the family. She’s working as a personal assistant but she finished interior designing in college. Cherry was even very excited while she was telling me about her recent project on redecorating her boss’s room. I think she got too comfortable with our conversation that she also shared about her frustrations of not having a boyfriend for quite some time already. Although I did find it weird that she doesn’t have a boyfriend, but then at the same time I was in a way happy knowing that she doesn’t have one. He-he.

We went home around five since the clouds were getting darker and it looked like it was going to rain. Sure enough, by the time we got inside the apartment building, the rain poured. We were so lucky. Before the elevator door closed, I noticed that Cherry smiled as she picked up a rose from the floor just outside her front door. I smiled. When she brought the rose to her nose and smelled it, I couldn’t help myself from making smile wider. By the time I got out of the elevator I looked like a grinning lunatic that Mr. Lee looked at me as if I was an alien. Mom was right, flowers always put a smile in a woman’s face.

Yoochun

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Post by Guest 7/31/2009, 1:27 pm

Aww...ppor Yoochun, I think I know what happened to him. Thanks for updating ^^ I really like this story.

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