{ T h i r d R o s e }

by **Tammy** on 10/1/2009, 9:40 am

The show went on, TVXQ and SNSD anxiously tried to cover up the topics, questions and comments being thrown to them supporting the pictures revealed just behind their bodies.
“Okay, Break people!” the producer shouted and the stars relaxed, murmurs filled the studio and JaeJoong was feeling uneasy. Very uneasy. He dragged himself out of there calmly pretending nothing was haunting him, and then as soon as he was nowhere near the public eye… his gestures showed what was really inside him.
“Oh my God. What the hell happened?!” he spoke to himself cupping his stressed face with his palms, The rest of TVXQ catched up to him and saw a peek of his infuriated figure.
“Hyung…” Junsu murmured loosening his tie for more space to breathe. They all knew that there was a crisis in the air just lurking around them finding a chance to attack.
“Don’t… I just want to be alone.” JaeJoong replied
“What if Mia saw that?!” Changmin whispered harshly to Yoochun and both of their eyes widened.
“No. they don’t show it right after editing, I’m sure they won’t let something like that outbreak to the public. Otherwise it’ll be chaos.” Yunho’s voice echoed between the five of them.
“Mia ssi, it’s their break…want to go see them?” Donghae suggested and straightened his clothes, his eyes never leaving Mia. She was thinking of not going, but then it’ll be obvious that there was something wrong. With her head still down, her timid little fingers wiped her tears and sniffed slightly before facing Donghae.
“S-Sure” she answered and Donghae took her hand to the other side to meet the stumbling TVXQ.
“We’ll fix this right hyung?” the youngest whispered.
“JaeJoong ah!” Donghae bellowed with a smile, JaeJoong turned to see the owner of the voice and he got an unexpected surprise when he saw Mia’s hand conjoined with Donghae’s. As they got closer to TVXQ, JaeJoong’s blood was heating up to a boil.
“What was that? You and Tiffany got found out.” He snickered while Mia took her hand away from his.
“Donghae, I think you should get back to your group. And Mia? What are you doing here? I thought you didn’t want to come.” Yunho asked
“I—”
“I asked her out today, thinking she must be bored at your apartment.” Donghae cut off what Mia was about to explain and JaeJoong was not too crazy about that information.
“Yunho asked Mia, not you.” JaeJoong snapped avoiding any eye contact, Mia was feeling so awkward and hot inside the tense atmosphere, what she saw earlier replayed inside her head every time she looks at JaeJoong. While TVXQ interrogated Donghae Mia was just standing there in pressure, she could feel the burning stare from the coldest eyes she’d ever seen, she ducked and started to fan herself with her hands gently, breathing steadily in and out. However, it was no use; she only felt even hotter than before, her face lost its colour, her breathing got even deeper and room started to spin. Mia walked sneakily away from the mini argument and wobbly looked for something to drink.
“E-Excuse me…” she nudged a staff
“I’m sorry miss, I’m working.” The worker quickly responded and walked towards the set. Mia continued her search not even looking on where she was heading. Her condition getting worse and worse, beads of sweat formed on her forehead and her hands turned clammy.
“Excuse me, can I have some water please?” she pleaded to another staff
“What do I look like to you?” he riposted and arrogantly walked past her.
“Wait a second, where’s Mia?” Yoochun asked and the rest got alerted. Yunho’s eyes could not settle down, he was searching for her everywhere and so was JaeJoong. It was only 3 minutes before the show continues and they didn’t have much time.
“Hyung! The show’s starting!” Junsu hollered. Yunho was worried out of his skin, having his little sister lost or wondering on her own with that condition of hers was nerve wracking, but he did not have any choice but go back.
Mia ran outside for some fresh air and it only helped a little, she then realized that her pills she was supposed to take an hour ago was not in her bag.

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“H-Hello?” Mia asked weakly, she got it in her last strengths to call her doctor “Hello D-Dr. Choi? It’s Mia”
“Mia! What’s the matter?” he asked with a little pang of worry on the other line. JaeJoong could not sit still in the set; they were live and hot being viewed by the public, the people wondering about the earlier incident and wanting immediate explanation.
“So, the show is coming to an end and the last thing we want is a cliff-hanger. What really is between YoungWoong JaeJoong and Tiffany Hwang?” the MC questioned playfully
“Well, I think they’re friends and they like to hang out, can’t friends chill together?” Yoochun replied taking small little glances towards JaeJoong, who was looking down at his lap.
“Sure…friends…” the MC nodded unconvincingly and the crowd whinged.
“Guys, more information will leak out when it wants to leak out. You’re using our personal lives as a talk show! We have a life too besides all of this, so please…” Changmin snapped at the audience, it would be the very first time that the editor would not edit Changmin’s shot out as the message had to be said to the public. The show ended badly with awkwardness in the atmosphere. Donghae got back with his group disappointed as he knew why Mia left. Well, he ‘thought’ he knew.

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“I’m sorry for the bother Dr. Choi” Mia apologized after taking her medication in the hospital. She sat by the edge of the narrow bed in the corner of the room with the doctor standing by her side.
“It’s no bother at all…what really bothers me is your health Mia ssi. The blood vessels around the muscle is narrowing which makes it harder to pump blood around your body… that’s why you felt dizzy earlier.” He looked at her suspiciously “Usually, these things only happen with emotional shock or events…has something happened?”
Mia looked at his dark green orbs directly and stayed mute.
“You want to talk about it?” he questioned and all she could do was sigh. It was really hard for her at that moment, having the knowledge that her life was about to end very soon when she felt that she was only starting.
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“So let me get this clear… You think you’re in love with a guy that doesn’t love you back, but you tell yourself not to because of your illness…is that it?” Dr. Choi was strangely accurate and Mia nodded. 2 hours rapidly flew away inside his office; they were making good conversation that made Dr. Choi cancel all of his appointments. There was no need to worry, the job was not his anyway…as of yet.
“Thank you for your time Dr Choi. I should be heading home now; they’re probably looking for me now.”
“Sure, I’m glad I helped you. If you need anything… you know what to do.” He smiled as he led her towards the door taking last glances at Mia’s stunning features; the big hazel eyes, a cute pointy nose and the most alluring lips anyone could have, it was small and pink –very close to red- and it contrasted with her milky coloured skin. She was like the snow white of his dreams, the snow white that doesn’t get to meet his prince.
“Goodbye.” Mia bowed and walked away swaying her lightly curled chocolate brown hair behind her back.
“Where is Mia?!” Yunho bellowed inside the house, his wits almost coming to an end, it’s been 2 hours and a half since she went missing.
“I’m sure she just…” Junsu was also lost for words, what could he say to comfort the leader?
“Why are you so worried Yunho? Do you like her?” JaeJoong asked seriously, seems like he’s forgotten about his existing problem with Tiffany.
“She—”
The door creaked open and in comes Mia…with a smile? TVXQ ran up to her and showered her with all sorts of questions.
“Are you okay?!”
“Are you hurt?”
“Where did you go?”
“We were so worried about you!”
“You could’ve at least notified us!”
Mia’s eyes bulged out and let out a giggle, she had no idea that TVXQ cared about her that much. And that was the problem; having them care for her was clearly not in her agenda because it could also connect to them getting hurt in the end. “Its okay guys…I’m fine. I just need some rest.” She answered and walked through their sturdy bodies leaving them blank.
Minutes later, TVXQ was chilling inside the apartment and a knock on the door was heard. Yunho went to answer it.
“Hello, these are meant for… Park Mia?” a delivery man read holding hangers of clothes behind his back.
“Ah yes…thank you” and with that, Yunho grabbed the clothes and landed it on the sofa. Junsu was startled.
“Whoa! What’s this for? New costumes?” he asked and it brought the other 3 members around the sofa. Changmin started unravelling each and every one of them with confused eyes.
“Hey, aren’t these the uniforms for the college just on the upside of town? Seoul College right?” Yoochun mentioned. “This doesn’t make sense…”
“Mia’s going to college.”Yunho stated calmly
“College?” JaeJoong asked. If Mia was going to college then…
“Really? Why?” Junsu demanded even though the answer was already so obvious.
“Well she just can’t sit here all day. Besides… that’s what her uncle wants” Yunho answered again. Now they were only waiting for the opportunity to tell her and hope she would like the idea, the manager has already notified them that her school would start this Monday.

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“What? I’m going to college?!” she asked surprised, her response was almost a squeal.
“Yes…” Changmin cheered. Mia was mute for some seconds with her eyes glistening in happiness; her arms moved by themselves and hugged Changmin tightly as he returned it with a grin. “Thank you” JaeJoong stood in the corner just behind Yoochun and envied Changmin’s position. Mia clutched the uniform in her palms and ran to her room to prepare for the day she starts anew. New friends, new language, new teachers and new classrooms.
At the moment she got over the happiness, Mia tiptoed towards the living room only to see a troubled Yoochun biting a pen in between his fingers and a half blank music sheet with an electronic piano in front of him on the coffee table.
“Oppa…” she cooed as she approached him, Yoochun straightened up and presented a smile. “What are you doing?”
“Composing…although I’m having a little bit of a writer’s block.” He complained. Mia sat down next to him and picked up the music sheet in front of her.
“It should be fine. You just need inspiration.” Yoochun heard her say.
“Like?”
“Think of it this way… you’re a super star, famous in all of Asia. Write about what you feel when you hear the loud screams of your fans anticipating in their seats, when you see the red ocean… the smiles planted on their faces as you sing.” She explained gracefully and Yoochun eyed her with interest. The feeling and lyrics along with the melody started to come to him and started to jot things down on his piece of sheet. “Look at it from a fans perspective… they support you ‘til the end, they show their idolism towards you… some fans cry because they’re too far away from you and can’t show how much they look up to you. They always dream of seeing you… hearing you live with feelings…” more spirit awoke inside of Yoochun and the music was flowing in and it was all because of Mia.
“Mia… Oh my god! thank you!” Yoochun exclaimed and his hands wrote line by line with inspirational words, his fingers pressed the keyboard revealing wonderful harmonies. Mia smiled and left to get a pink rose, it was a symbol of admiration and gratitude with the hint of gentleness in the feelings.

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~True Love burns the brightest,
But the brightest flames
Leave the deepest scars.~

~Anonymous~

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by **Tammy** on 10/1/2009, 9:42 am

College was starting today. Mia looked astonishing in her college uniform; her skirt showed her legs and the shirt was perfectly fitted on her curves with a ribbon by the collar. Her hair flowed perfectly and naturally down her back while her hazel eyes glistening in the sun rays. Mia stared at herself in front of the long mirror fixing every crease of her clothing. TVXQ was going to be so busy today so it was a good idea to have Mia attend school and avoid boredom.
~Aloha! This is SM town from Korea!~ her phone rang and she happily answered it.
“Hello?”
“Hello, sweetheart?” her mother cheered form the other line.
“Mom! How are you? I miss you so much!” Mia replied and held the phone tightly close to her ear.
“I miss you too darling! The manager told me that you’re going to start college there! Are you doing okay? Are you in school?”
“No mom, not yet… and I’m very happy that you called. I was planning on telling you but I guess Ahjussi beat me to it.” She chuckled.
“Okay, I just wanted to wish you good luck… your dad too, we love you Mia… please take care of yourself…” Mia’s mother concluded before ending the call, she placed her phone inside her bag ready for the day. JaeJoong hesitantly knocked on her door three times and Mia opened it, a gently breeze went past giving them the advantage of smelling each other’s sweet scent. It was quiet for a while; JaeJoong was getting it into his head how much grace this girl in front of him was giving off, because to him…she looked absolutely stunning. Just like she always does.
“Oh, Oppa… Do I look okay?” Mia asked breaking their silence
“You look… beautiful Mia ssi” JaeJoong courteously replied eyeing her form head to toe making her cheeks pinker than before.
“Mia! Your bus is coming soon. Better wait down by the bus stop!” Yunho called and mentioned the words that JaeJoong failed to say. Mia excitedly grabbed her bag and skipped past JaeJoong heading into the living room.
“Junsu Oppa, Changmin Oppa, Yunho Oppa, Yoochun Oppa… JaeJoong Oppa… I’ll be going now, I made your lunches last night and they’re in the fridge. Don’t forget to pack them okay? Don’t work yourselves too hard and be the group that everyone admires neh? TVXQ Fighting!” she pumped her fist in the air that made each one of them chuckle, her eyes took one last glances at each of TVXQ smiling faces while her feet made their way towards the door.

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The bus stop was almost empty except for Mia’s figure. Her face showed that she was happy, but on the inside, she was worried. Worried that maybe something bad would happen to her in school, maybe her past would come back and haunt her again because if it did, she doesn’t think that she’ll be able to handle it. Her back leaned on the plastic wall featuring DBSK’s poster inside, while her bag rested on her shoulders. Minutes later, the bus halted to a stop just in front of her and Mia nervously entered. Her eyes searched for an empty seat and eventually found one right at the back of the vehicle. There was other students there that took no notice of her as she walked by, Mia sat down on the seat and glanced outside the window watching tress go by, lamp posts and other figures. Even though she sounds lonesome, Mia didn’t forget her mp3 player to keep her company. Wonderful music played inside her ears that reached her heart deeply, just when JaeJoong sang his verse, Mia would unconsciously smile and look down troubled. She thought ‘you’re too beautiful…too high… I can’t reach you.’

SEOUL COLLEGE

Mia read the big sign held in front of her bewildered eyes, she breathed in deeply before walking in any further, the students she walked past was all so pretty, they all looked intellectual and rich compared to her. Mia entered the principal’s office and received a warm welcome along with her new timetable. She was nervous, worried and excited all at the same time; she fixed herself first before she knocked on the door of her first lesson.
“Come in.” a female voice echoed through the door and Mia started to walk into the room, the little murmurs she heard when she was only opening the door was hushed by her presence. She got insecure. ‘This can’t be happening again...’ she thought
“Ah Yes, everyone, we have a new student with us today…please introduce yourself.” The teacher ordered
“H-Hello, I’m Park Mia, I ask for you guidance” Mia bowed, the students stared at her in awe, they didn’t think that anyone would beat the beauty of the “Queen Bee” until this day, the girls cooed and the boys got glued to her features.
“Thank you Mia ssi, I hope you would find Seoul College hospitable. I know your school in America was better but we do our best” the teacher continued before she rubbed chalk writings on the black board.
“Wow! She’s form America!” “Maybe that’s why she’s so pretty!” “She must be rich too!” “Look at those legs!” “Wah! I think we’re going to have a new Queen this year” the whispers were getting into her head and her vision started to spin. She walked towards an empty seat at the very back of the room as the class continued.
“Okay Class, we have a new student so we’re going to have to break it up for Mia ssi. We—” the teacher was rudely interrupted by the sudden bang of the door. A male student walked in and sat down to the empty seat next to Mia. Somehow his face looked familiar to her,
“Nice of you to join us Mr. Choi.” The teacher sarcastically commented
“It’s nice to be here Miss Hong.” He replied back with the same tone, his voice was familiar too. Mia just shrugged and ducked on her seat.
“Mia ssi, are you okay?” Miss Hong asked making Mia’s head perk up, the boy next to her also woke up at attention when he heard the name ‘Mia’ he turned to look at the girl who responded and was astounded.
“Mia ssi? Park Mia?!” he exclaimed making the whole class stare at their direction. Mia nodded and cringed.
“Don’t you remember me?” he asked and Mia turned his way. Her eyes widened.
“Dr. Choi?!”
“Young Min…”

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Questions roamed inside Mia’s head of any possibilities of why her doctor was in college just like her. Nevertheless, he did look young for his…profession. Now that she thinks about it, she doesn’t know how old he is. Miss Hong hushed Young Min and went back into the class work being presented to them; the rest of the class was quiet. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of Mia for even just one second, when she would turn her head; he would also flinch and pretend nothing was going on.
“Okay class. Dismissed.” Miss Hong said reaching on top of the board to rub some chalk.
Mia gracefully and carefully walked outside of the classroom minding whether she was going to bump into someone. Young Min catched up to her.
“Hey Mia ssi…” he greeted once again.
“Oh, Dr. Choi” she replied
“Just call me Young Min, everyone does.” She heard him say beside her “So, what brings you to college? I mean with your--”
“Shhh!” Mia warned placing her slender index finger in front of her pink lips. “I don’t want that to spread around here…please… you’re the only one that knows…”
“Oh yeah… don’t worry, your secrets safe with me” Young Min flashed a smile revealing those pearly white teeth of his.
“What about you? You’re a doctor and a student?” Mia asked scanning through her timetable.
“Well, it’s a long story… how about I’ll tell you at free period. What lesson do you have now?” he asked peering through her shoulder.
“I have… Physiology, then free period.” Mia answered with her eyes wondering around the hallways.
“Great! Wait for me outside your class room, we’ll go get lunch together then I’ll tell you my story. I’m officially your first friend here in Seoul College so I would say have fun and learn! I’ll see you later, bye” he waved and head off to his lesson upstairs. Mia feels lightened at the word ‘friend’ she never had any real ones she could rely on and meeting him was probably fate.

-*-

“I wonder what Mia’s doing… she must be so nervous.” Yoochun paced inside their star room.
“I know… but she did look pretty though, I’m sure she has many friends already” Yunho replied trying to hide the fact that he was very tense thinking about Mia’s situation, linking from her past and her present.
“Might even get boys you know, girls like Mia are really bound to be a guy magnet. She has a pretty face, nice body, nice personality, she can speak English, she can dance, she can sing, and she’s very smart. Except for the fact that she hides so many things… so much closure in her” Changmin commented making JaeJoong’s airy head snap up into the real world.
“Changmin ah, your head is going out of control. Mia’s living with us…so stop thinking that kind of stuff. Although, I might add, I agree!” Junsu exclaimed. Yunho was sitting in front of the mirror looking at his band mate’s reflection on the other side; JaeJoong’s reflexes caught his eye. JaeJoong slowly stood up and silently headed for the door.
“JaeJoong. Where do you think you’re going?” the leader asked
“uuhh, for some air. I’ll be back don’t worry.” He replied not making eye contact
“I’ll come with you…”
“No—uuhh, I-I’m good” JaeJoong fibbed once more, he wasn’t really going to go out for air, he was planning on visiting Mia in college. We all know that’s a bad idea right?
“No, come on man… let’s go!” Yunho stood up and walked with JaeJoong towards the car park of the building. When their car was on sight, they halted to a pause and hid behind the vehicle. Yunho started to talk.
“Look JaeJoong, I know you’re not going out for ‘air’ you’re going to see Mia aren’t you?”
“W-What? W-W-Why would I v-visit Mia?” JaeJoong sucked at lying, especially to someone he completely knows.
“Don’t lie to me Jae, I know you. It’s okay if you like Mia to be worried about her, but think about YOU for a second. People are going to be swarming all over you; you won’t even get the chance to see her. And the Tiffany crisis thing still hot with the public, so we should just lay low until it completely freezes okay?” Yunho seriously explained. Being the leader to TVXQ wasn’t as easy as everyone thought. JaeJoong knew that Yunho would find out, he could see through him easily, the problem was that instead of him figuring himself out, Yunho did it for him. JaeJoong was indeed worried for Mia, JaeJoong clearly liked Mia. It was obvious that JaeJoong was IN love with Mia.

-*-

“Hey Mia ssi! Let’s go!” Young Min’s strong yet gentle hands took a hold of Mia’s and dragged her outside of school. Minutes later, the both of them were sitting in a café just a cross the street drinking hot chocolate.
“So, it starts off like this. My father owns Seoul Hospital along with my uncle, so starting from when I was little; I started to get interested in the medical stuff. And my father allowed me to train there when I was only 15. And now I’m 19, I got my permission from him that I was allowed to do my own shifts and maybe take over the family business. That’s why I met you as my patient and that’s also why I’m still a student. Get it now?” Young Min explained and she nodded. “How about you? What’s happening with your life? Is that guy still bothering you? What made you go back to college? You told me you took a gap year.”
“That guy’s… happy now. And when he’s happy, I’m happy. I guess that’s what love can do to us… and I did take a gap year but my uncle made me go back to college because I always get bored inside the house. I don’t even think I’ll live long enough to finish my courses.” She shrugged and sipped more of her hot choco, Young min’s lit eyes turned into something worrying when she mentioned not being able to live long enough. He should know, he’s done the research.
“Mia ssi, please don’t say things like that.” Young min uttered, he was actually at a loss for words. He was thinking that it’s all a waste, her beauty, her personality, her brains…all waste. If she was going to die young anyway, no justice can take over this case. Why must all the innocent people get the short end of the stick?

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~Sometimes,
You put walls up
Not to keep people out
But to see
Who cares enough,
To break them down~

~Anonymous~

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~One cannot question the existence of feelings
They are there, raw and undeniable
But one can choose to not nurture what is felt
Yet, no matter what they say,
What has been felt,
Will always be more honest
Than what was chosen~

~Anonymous~

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by **Tammy** on 10/1/2009, 9:45 am

“Oh my goodness that was tiring!” Junsu whined and dropped down on the couch; the rest of TVXQ stretched their bodies and yawned whilst JaeJoong looked around for Mia. He was restless all day worrying about how it went with her college.
Mia was lying on her bed also a little tired from her first day back in college, yet she still enjoyed it. There was a minor glitch with some girl students but the rest went well with the company of her new class mate and present doctor, Young Min.
~knock knock~ JaeJoong knocked on Mia’s door and slowly turned the knob, Mia lifted her head to meet eyes with him.
“Hey… You’re back. I’m sorry; you guys must be hungry…” Mia struggled to get up; her legs were in pain due to the frantic walking in the campus.
“No no, just rest…we already ate with Super Junior. Donghae was looking for you by the way” He replied as he entered her room and closed the door behind him.
“Oh…okay… what’s up?” she asked pulling her blanket over her body
“I-I just wanted to know how college went.” He answered
“It went well… why don’t you sit down…” Mia shuffled and made space for JaeJoong on her bed, he followed with a little hesitance “I didn’t think that I’d do so much walking…”
“Did you make any friends?”
“I did, this one guy…” she trailed off closing her eyes
“A guy?” JaeJoong murmured and his heart started to thump faster. ‘I knew it! Changmin was right! She is a guy magnet… what should I do?’ he thought “You’re sleeping?” JaeJoong stared the serene face displayed in front of him and slided closer to her; it was as if her lips were luring him in. Just then, her eyes flew open once again. JaeJoong backed away and scratched the back of his head.
“Omo… I’ve got homework…” she whined and reached for her bag, which was now twice as heavy since this morning.
“Y-You need any help?” he asked
“No, you should go rest…” Mia declined
“No it’s fine, we’ve got a day off tomorrow anyway, what do you need help with?”
Mia smiled and sat up on her bed, JaeJoong sat close next to her enough that he could smell her hair and stare sincerely into those hypnotizing eyes.
The night went by very slowly for the unknown lovers, JaeJoong sat at the top of the bed with his legs apart and Mia in the middle, her heart was fluttering again, it was really rare that these things ever happen to her and she was obviously enjoying every single second. JaeJoong’s arms enveloped around her shoulders as he held the text book in front of her.
“Oh Ro-meo Ro-meo where for a-art tho-though Ro-meo…aish! I’ve always hated English” JaeJoong’s cheeks turned pink when he pronounced the words with his broken English completely embarrassing himself in front of Mia.
“That’s Juliet’s line Oppa and it should be like this, Oh Romeo Romeo, wherefore art though Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name, or if though wilt not be but sworn my love… then I’ll no longer be a Capulet.” Mia pronounced those deep words completely perfect; it was as if she was talking to Romeo himself. JaeJoong was astounded.
“U-Uhh very good. You’re amazing Mia ssi… what does that mean anyway?” he asked
“It’s like… Juliet knows that she now loves Romeo and would give anything just to be with him. She’s saying that if Romeo can prove his love towards her then she’ll give up being a Capulet.” She explained
“Aaahh… But they just met…”
“Love at first sight I suppose…” Mia answered and a yawn could be heard from behind her, JaeJoong was now battling with sleep but he lost, his defeated eyes closed themselves and his tired body fell limp from tiredness on Mia’s bed. Mia turned back only to see JaeJoong’s sleeping features, boy did he look godly. Mia thought about waking him up to move into his room but his peaceful face prevented her from doing so, instead her slender fingers smoothed his face as he breathed. She took it upon herself to grab this opportunity and sleep next to him, thinking that she might not have the chance like this again. Mia laid her body next to his
“Oppa, let’s stay like this okay? Because I don’t think this’ll ever happen again to Me.” she whispered and fell into a deep slumber feeling each other’s body heat.

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“Where’s JaeJoong hyung? He’s not in his room.” Yoochun said walking past Yunho towards the kitchen where breakfast was waiting. Yunho felt a little uneasy and walked towards Mia’s room. He knocked and opened the door and what was presented to him left him speechless. JaeJoong had his bare back towards the door exposing his tattoo, his arm wrapped around Mia’s waist and her head rested on the nape of JaeJoong’s neck. Their position was alright but the fact that JaeJoong had no top on and only the blanket covering his bottom half was not acceptable. Yunho barged in.
“You punk! What are you doing sleeping in Mia’s room?! And shirtless!!! Unbelievable” Yunho bellowed waking JaeJoong startled. TVXQ heard the commotion and headed straight to the location and their eyes widened.
“What?! Yunho ah, it’s so early…” JaeJoong whined just before he completely woke up from realization, Mia was still half asleep and slowly stirred.
“What are you doing in her room shirtless JaeJoong? Did you…”
“No! What are you thinking! I just helped her with her homework last night and fell asleep, and then I got hot…and… took my shirt off. Nothing happened.” JaeJoong explained soothing his face with his palms
“Yeah… That’s what they all say…” Junsu butted in
“It’s true! I wouldn’t do that to Mia!”
“Guys, it’s so early…” Mia spoke and sat up. Yunho stared at her face, it was clean and fair for at least 2 minutes until red liquid flowed down from her nose.
“Mia ssi! Your nose is bleeding!” Yunho pointed. Mia touched the bottom of her nose and there was indeed blood, she panicked and ran to the toilet.
“What? What’s wrong with her?!” JaeJoong asked and knocked on the bathroom door “Mia.. are you okay?”

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~If you have said something that makes
someone happy, mean it and stick with it
because you don't know how badly it hurts
when you take it back.~

~Anonymous~

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by VampirePrincess on 10/1/2009, 10:20 am

omg what will he do if he found out!!!! i can not wait!!!!

by **Tammy** on 10/2/2009, 1:18 am

As Mia entered the school premises, her hands grabbed onto Young Min’s shirt and dragged him into the corner of the hallways.
“Doc—I mean Young Min… we need to talk” Mia croaked. Young Min looked at her worryingly; there was absolutely no colour left from her face.
“Oh my God Mia are you okay? You’re so pale!” he exclaimed and checked her forehead for a temperature. Mia did feel dizzy from time to time, ever since that incident this morning. Mia finished a whole roll of toilet paper just trying to absorb and stop the blood flowing out from her nose; TVXQ misunderstood the whole thing and thought that it was only because JaeJoong has the top of his body exposed to her. When it was nowhere near that shallow.
“Am I? oh… it must’ve been that nose bleed this—this—this mo—” Mia struggled to breathe out the words she was trying to say, her chest felt heavier and room began to rotate in her vision, the people, the hallways, everything went blurry until darkness took over in a split second.
“Mia?! Mia ssi! Mia ssi?!” Young Min shook the flaccid body being carried by his arms, Mia had lost her consciousness, and she was pale as sheet looked lifeless. Mia was like a wilted rose seeking for water and care. Young Min carried her immediately towards the nurse’s office screaming at anyone who was in the way. ‘Mia...no… hold on…’ he thought

-

*CRASH* the flower vase filled with white roses inside TVXQ’s dressing room suddenly fell and shattered into uncountable pieces, all of them got alert.
“What was that? Changmin ah? Did you do that?” Yunho asked from his tall chair.
“Hyung, I’m way over here…” he replied coming out of the changing room.
“Okay okay, just shut up… I’ll clean it up” JaeJoong annoyingly interrupted, still worried about Mia’s situation from this morning’s event. Just when he was about to clean up the pieces, JaeJoong’s middle finger got slashed by one tiny debris making it bleed.
“Ah!” he whispered and wiped the blood of off his finger. Then, Mia’s face swiftly flashed inside of his head. It had to be a warning. JaeJoong stood up abruptly and was headed for the door until the manager came in rapidly and locking it behind him.
“Hyung… I need to go somewhere…” JaeJoong said trying to be calm.
“No, you’re staying here, Yunho I’ll leave you in charge. I have to go somewhere.” The manager stated, in truth he just got a call from the hospital saying that Mia got checked inside the ICU ward 5 minutes ago.
“But hyung I—”
“JaeJoong. No. Stay here. Period!” the manager replied and stormed outside the building.
“No! I have too…” JaeJoong was disheartened, what if something bad happened to Mia I college? It was worrying him to death that maybe even forgetting the song lines he has sang so many times possible.
“Hyung, what are you so worried about? Where do you need to go?” Junsu asked
“Mia. I have to see if she’s okay.”
“She should be fine, she’s in college.”
“Yeah but—you don’t understand.”

-

Young Min was dressed up into his pristine white doctor suit and just informed his father that he will be skipping school because of business left within the hospital. Mia was laid on the hospital bed with a monitor beeping every other second, an oxygen mask covering her mouth and nose in order to breathe and a slim tube connected to her vein sending chemicals around her body. It turned out that it was more serious that it actually looked; Mia’s veins in the arteries were gradually narrowing, it was bad before but it’s even worse this time. The nose bleed was caused by the muscular veins not pumping the blood around the body properly as it should, so the blood was sent into the brain making its way out to the nose, having lost a lot of it made her dizzy and eventually faint. Mia’s body was still limp and still has not got the strength to even open her eyelids yet. All Young Min could do was check every other minute waiting for her eyes to flutter open.
“Miss, may I ask which room Park Mia is in please?” the manager got in the hospital eventually
“Yeah, she’s in room 704.”
“Thank you.” The manager –or her so called uncle- walked towards the room and found his heart thumping faster when his eyes landed on Mia’s body. Was he going to tell the others? Her parents? Or just keep this to himself and let her do the talking. It was a difficult choice, especially now that he knows JaeJoong had fallen for her.

-

“Hello?” Junsu answered his phone.
“Junsu ah, can you please get some files for me, I forgot them in my office. Just excuse yourself; it’ll only take you a second. Ask my assistant for the keys and give it to her once you’ve found it okay? She knows where I am.” His manager called from the other side.
“Why don’t just ask her to get it?”
“Because she’s busy with other stuff okay? Just go do it Kim Junsu”
“Okay Hyung…” Junsu ended the call and headed for his manager’s office, as he entered, the whole view of the hectic city of Seoul could be seen from the broad windows. Junsu eyed the table and was looking for the files he was asked to look for, he grabbed one big pile and walked off until some pieces of paper fell into the floor. Junsu put the files back down and picked up the piece of paper and read it.

~ To whom it may concern, ~

Junsu’s eyes widened while reading the paper and those attached to it. It was Mia’s letter and files. The girl he thought was his manager’s niece turned out to be a dying fan from America. Junsu felt betrayed yet touched, that would explain the sudden crying, screaming and nose bleeds coming from her. He took the letter with him and ran outside the office door. Did the manager want him to see it? Or was it just another twist of fate?

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~A relationship is like a rose,
How long it lasts, no one knows.
Love can erase an awful past,
Love can be yours,
You’ll see at last.
To feel that love,
It makes you sigh,
To have it leave,
You’d rather die.
You hope you've found that special rose,
“cause you love and care for the one you chose.~

~Anonymous~

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by VampirePrincess on 10/12/2009, 9:13 am

omg junsu run like tha wind...mia please be ok...u need to update. ^_^

by **Tammy** on 10/24/2009, 7:58 am

“W-what?” Yoochun muttered. He was way beyond bewildered at what Junsu had just told him, Mia? The bubbly -full of life- outgoing girl is dying? No way.
“That’s not a funny joke Junsu. You know you need to lessen your not so good pranks on me because I’m not amused!”
“I’m not lying! I know I joke but not about things like this!” Junsu’s voice and facial expression was serious, it was convincing enough for Yoochun to tear up.
“You mean… Mia’s…” he asked and Junsu sadly nodded, they were alone inside the dressing rooms while Changmin, JaeJoong and Yunho were doing they’re photo shoot, Yoochun could not help it and released the tears welling up in his lids. Junsu joined in with his sadness and gave him a tight friendly hug releasing warm tears too.
“Okay Changmin… you can go take a break now. You’ve done well!” the photographer called out to Changmin and he gladly smiled while walking towards the dressing room.
“This can’t happen! She’s like a sister to me, JaeJoong loves her… Mia…” Junsu muttered wiping his tears and Changmin suddenly opened the door eyeing them both with suspicion.
“What’s going on here?” Changmin asked walking closer to the red eyed men.
“N-Nothing.” Yoochun answered
“You are such bad liars.” Changmin replied
“You wanna know?!” Junsu bellowed and Changmin’s eyes widened, he hasn’t seen Junsu this frustrated before, it must’ve been something really bad. “Mia’s dying! That’ what! You happy now?”
“Not true. T-t-this is one of Junsu’s pranks isn’t it?! Okay, how much did you pay Yoochun to be in this hyung? Aish… you’re so bad!” Changmin refused to believe what has just been said to him, Junsu’s acting was way more effective this time though, Changmin really panicked.
“I AM NOT LYING! THIS IS NOT A PRANK! DEAR GOD!!” Junsu had lost it, he was about to attack the young non-believer until Yoochun stopped him.
“Whoa hyung! Calm down okay!”
“How can I?!”
“Junsu!” Yunho said firmly just outside the door looking straight at the chaos being caused. It was now the four of them while JaeJoong was held back to take more pictures and was in the middle of an interview for Chin Chin Radio through the phone.
“How did you find out Junsu?” the leader asked
“I-I found the letter in manager hyung’s office.” he answered more calmly this time.
“Okay. Then you decided to tell everyone of this well kept secret huh?! What were you thinking?”
“How about you?! How can you wake up everyday knowing that someone’s going to die at any minute huh?! You kept this from us!” Junsu shouted at Yunho’s face.
“Because Hyung asked me to! And Mia herself.”
“So? What’s that going to help? She’s like a sister to the four of us. JaeJoong hyung blatantly loves her, what are we supposed to do? Wait and watch her die?!” Junsu answered again but this time he had a really strong point that Yunho could not find the words to answer him. “Yeah, that’s what I thought.”
“So what do you want to do huh?! We’ve got nothing to do BUT wait! If you’ve read the letter well you should know that she wasn’t even planning in getting attached with any of us! She only wanted to see us! Because she knows that she’s going to DIE! Don’t you get it Junsu?! She knows it! She’s accepted it! You should too!” Yunho explained to Junsu the most basic explanations he refused to let in his head right at the moment.
“Fine. If that’s what you want me to do almighty leader. Just let me lay back and do nothing right?”
“GUYS! PLEASE STOP THIS!” Changmin shouted from the sidelines interrupting the quarrel between members. “We should just be the band that Mia wanted to see, we should the band that inspires her and makes her happy. I want her to think that spending her last days with us would be worth it and that she’ll go happy, please. Let us be the TVXQ she idolizes.”
“Okay KangIn. Bye fans Bye, I love you…” JaeJoong sighed through the phone and was headed for the dressing room. As he opened the door, there was the rest of TVXQ crowded around the table writing something down on a piece of paper.

-

After at least 2 hours or so, Mia finally awoke and opened her eyelids slowly. The manager left an hour ago to finish some business works and Young Min bought some food and fruits for Mia’s awakening.
“Do-Doctor…” Mia cried with a hoarse voice, her fingertips lifted the gas mask of off her face and breathed in the hospital air. She sat up on the bed and looked around. ‘Where am I?’ she thought.
“Oh! Mia! You’re awake!” Young Min rushed in the room with a basket full of fruits.
“Doctor… what happened?” she asked
“You fainted in school. The nose bleed caused it, lay back down, you need plenty of rest.” he said as he sat at the edge of her bed gently pushing her shoulder back down.
“Young Min ah…”
“Hmm?”
“I thank… my illness.” she chuckled
“What? Why? It’s the reason your in this pain!”
“I thank it because… without it I wouldn’t be here right now, I wouldn’t be happy like this. Without it I would still be invisible and unnoticed by people like you.” Mia sincerely cooed as she looked outside the open window.
“Hush! Now eat this orange!” Young Min successfully peeled an orange and took it upon himself to feed her one after another while telling her jokes making her laugh once in a while.
“Young Min ssi… did you know… It’s my birthday next week.” she proudly said
“Oh really… what date?”
“Not telling…”
“Oh yeah, I can just look in your personal records…”
“Hey!”
“I’m joking…” Young Min fibbed, he was thinking of getting her the most beautiful present to match her elegance.

-

“What’s that?” JaeJoong asked
“N-Nothing!” Yoochun grabbed the piece of paper and hid it behind him.
“Okay, I was thinking of ignoring it but now you’ve hidden it. I really want to see it.”
“No, you don’t.”
“Yes I do, hand it over…”
“No, really! You don’t”
“Yoochun…”
“Yeah?”
“Give it!”
“NO!” Yoochun then ran all around the dressing room like a maniac and JaeJoong followed right behind him. The rest of TVXQ just laughed and hoped that Yoochun would keep their plan from JaeJoong. He’s gong to thank them one day.

-

The manager went to the hospital again and found Mia awake. A perfect time to talk to her face to face.
“Mia…I think you should go back to America…” he said and Mia’s eyes widened with tears already forming in them
“Why?”
“Your condition is getting worse. I cannot handle having to take you here and everywhere, I have a family, DBSK and other businesses to handle. I hope you understand…”
“Yes, I understand… just please… let me have just a little more time.”
What is Mia going to do now? Go? Or stay?

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~Love has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Love leaves you pain, teaches you until you learn and even if love takes so long, it always takes you to where you belong.~

~Anonymous~

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by **Tammy** on 10/24/2009, 8:00 am

Mia walked along the narrow path towards TVXQ’s apartment; she just got released from the hospital. She clutched her bag on one shoulder and looked down at the ground she was walking on; visible white smoke was released from her slightly parted lips as she breathed while hearing the drips of rain on her umbrella. It had just turned autumn, her long brunette hair hanged carelessly down her shoulder being blown away by the cold wind once in a while. As she entered the door, 5 pairs of concerned eyes welcomed her.
“Mia! Finally your home! We were so worried about you… are you okay?” Changmin first said and the rest followed
“I’m fine… I can handle myself.” She was hurt by what she said and how she said it. Mia was unexpectedly cold towards TVXQ making them wonder into space. ‘I’m leaving soon. You shouldn’t treat me so nice… there’s no other way.’ She thought and headed to her room.
“What just happened?” JaeJoong asked
“I don’t know… but I’m sure that wasn’t Mia.” Yunho answered, the rest of the time they stood there thinking… Mia looked outside her window holding a white rose in her fingers.
“Why must this happen to me? I haven’t done anything to anyone… I’m not a bad person. But still, the will of the wind is not on my side right now.” She murmured sniffing the rose, Mia wanted to be a white rose for once… white roses represent the beauty eternal, showing that love really can last forever. “I don’t want to leave this place… not until… I leave this world.”
Junsu, Changmin, Yunho and Yoochun were sat around the table while JaeJoong takes a shower, they have taken this opportunity to continue with the plan they had at hand.
“Okay, Mia’s birthday is next week. I already called the manager and requested for an off day that day. What’s the plan?” Yunho stated
“Okay, I think a sweet dinner would be good. We’ll cook and… It can’t be in a public place!” Junsu said
“I agree. there should be music… candles?” Yoochun interrupted
“Yes! Instead of music, we should just sing! That’ll be more touching!” Changmin exclaimed.
“Okay, we’ll also get JaeJoong… well; we’ll make him get a very nice gift for her.”
Then the voices of the four boys overlapped each others as they continued to make Mia’s birthday extra special. The only question left inside their heads is whether to invite guests… Super Junior perhaps?

-

“Siwon ssi!” Donghae called out “have you seen TVXQ?” he was only asking because they were the only source to Mia’s whereabouts, he was going crazy, he hasn’t seen her for a while and he was worried… more like missing her.
“Yeah, they just went… you missed them.”
“Aish…” Donghae groaned
“Hey do you know about they’re off day next week? Yunho actually begged his manager for it.” Siwon asked and Donghae wondered.
He was on his way to visit them in their apartment… not for the purpose of seeing his friends, but to see Mia.

-

JaeJoong had just finished his shower and was on his way to meet with the others, he ruffled his wet brown hair with a towel and had his t-shirt slung on his shoulders exposing JaeJoong’s heavenly physique, it was hard to believe that such a muscular, irresistible and flawless body belongs to such a beauty. He truly is full of contrast, full of surprises…He never fails to make any girls heart skip a beat with they’re with him… or even when they’re not. Pictures would still give away that charisma he has in his personality, looks and body.
“Jae! Put your t-shirt on!!! There’s a girl in the house remember!” Yunho said and JaeJoong snapped into reality. Mia was on her way out of the door into the kitchen and she saw 5 gods standing in the hallways, she wanted to smile but she forced herself not to. Mia kept that cold look in her face to prevent them from getting interest. She bypassed them coldly
“Hi Mia…” JaeJoong greeted and pulled a chair out for her by the dining table. “Are you hungry? I can cook today if you want.”
“No. I-I’m not hungry. Yunho Oppa… I need to talk to you.” She declined and pulled Yunho with her into his room locking the door behind her. Yunho sat on the edge of the bed while Mia sat on the chair by his study table.
“I’m sorry about the cold attitude Oppa… I really am.” Mia started to speak “It’s just… I-I—”
“It’s okay Mia, we don’t take it to heart… but what is the matter?” Yunho asked. he wanted to know what was really bothering Mia that it makes her sad like this, a tear already fell from both of her eyes.
“I’m leaving.” She declared
“Wait… what?”
“I’m leaving…” she said a little louder
“What?” Yunho was speechless
“Your manager suggested for me to leave… and I agree with him. I’m being too much of a bother already.”
“No you are not Park Mia! When did he tell you this?”
“Yesterday… remember the nosebleed I had?” she asked and Yunho silently nodded “Well, I lost a lot of blood from it and I fainted in school. So I was sent to the hospital and that was when he told me.”
“I’m going to talk to him Mia…”
“No! I’ve decided… I’m going to go next week. The reason of me being cold is because I don’t want you to get any more attached. I want to go without any—without—”
“I don’t think that it’s going to help. We understand Mia ssi. You cannot just leave us like this… I will talk to him. I’m sorry but until you d—”
“What? Die? I’m not going to leave this place until I die? Isn’t that just the worst way to go? It’s going to make it harder for me to accept that I’m going to die Oppa… knowing that I’m leaving…” tears overtook Mia’s words and her breaths shortened with faster pace. “I don’t want to die Oppa… I don’t want to die… I’m scared, I’m so scared…” there it was, the real words finally came out of Mia’s trembling lips. No matter how much she tries to accept those horrible facts of her life, she found it hard to accept, especially now that she’s only beginning to fall in love.

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~True love doesn’t have happy endings
It has neither past nor future
As it is timeless
Because true love never ends~

~Tammy~

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by **Tammy** on 10/24/2009, 8:02 am

Hours passed and TVXQ was getting restless outside Yunho’s door, especially JaeJoong.
“What are they doing there?!” he exclaimed
“I’m sure it’s…” Yoochun could not find the words to comfort his hyung, because he too was getting frustrated. Just then, a knock was heard on the door. Junsu went over there to open it and revealed the ever so popular Donghae.
“Donghae?” Junsu asked
“Yeah… umm… is Mia home?” he frankly asked which got Junsu a little annoyed.
“Yeah she’s home… so?” believe it or not, Junsu did try to be polite, when instead, he sounded like an over protective dad to his little girl.
“… Can... I talk…to her?” Donghae said. He was finding it hard to speak straight because of Junsu’s glare at him, if only looks could kill.
“She’s busy at the moment… can I take a message?” Now Junsu sounded like a call centre worker.
“Umm—”
“Donghae Oppa!” Mia said behind Junsu, JaeJoong’s eyes were glued on how Mia was reacting around him; she would ignore his presence and not Donghae’s. Yunho sat down on the dining table and the rest crowded around him, Junsu left Mia to talk to Donghae alone, before he could do something to his friend.
“Oppa, what brings you here?” Mia also tried to hide the fact that she’d just been crying, confessing what she has inside her… at least she feels better now.
“Well, it’s kind of an emergency…” he replied shoving his hands in his pockets
“Go on…”
“Can you be my date for the music awards? I swear it’s free and all you have to do is sit there and clap.” He explained, luckily JaeJoong didn’t over hear otherwise he would’ve spontaneously combust.
“S-Sure…” Mia stated. Was this right? JaeJoong was also going to ask her to the music awards but it seems like Donghae beat him to it.
“Great! Umm… I’ll call you. It’s tomorrow at about 8 PM.” He concluded and happily left. Mia closed the door and turned her head to the 5 gods presented in the dining table.
“Oh, are you guys’ hungry? I’m going to cook now.”
“What was that about?” JaeJoong asked
“He just asked me to the Music Awards.” Mia said and a pause was created.
“What did you say?” JaeJoong asked again
“I said yes.” She replied bluntly. JaeJoong looked down on the table and left for his room after while Mia was quietly cooking. The rest of TVXQ shook their heads and felt pity for Mia and their hyung.

-

“Delivery for Park Mia” the delivery man said holding a big white box.
“This is she… thank you” Mia signed the receipt and carried the box into her room. Mia locked the door and stared at the package delivered for her. ‘What could this be?’ she started to open the box and a beautiful red dress and silver diamond studded sandals with heels was exposed in front of her, her eyes glistened.

Mia pulled out the whole silky dress and started to dance with it inside her room. It would be ten times better if JaeJoong was the one escorting her but the decision was already made. A note fell out

~Mia ssi, this if for you
From me…
To make you twice as beautiful…

Donghae~

Mia smiled at the note and took it upon herself to hang the dress.

-

The next day didn’t come slow and neither did it go slow, it was already time for the Music Awards and TVXQ was ready and waiting, Mia on the other hand looked stunning, the dress just flowed down her body hugging her perfect curves, her hair was curled and her make-up made her glow. She breathed deeply and opened her door. JaeJoong heard her door open and his eyes refused to blink at the sight he was seeing, Mia looked like an angel from heaven to him, the way she walked down the hallway and her hair bounced, those luscious lips shining and those striking eyes staring deeply in JaeJoong’s gray orbs. He became speechless, his arms automatically stretched out to reach hers like she was his date for the night. Until reality came crashing in.
“You look so beautiful Mia…” Donghae voice interrupted their thoughts; he just came in to pick Mia up.
“Thank you Donghae Oppa.” Mia replied as she took Donghae’s shoulder and attached it to hers. JaeJoong dropped his arm down while watching the girl that she loves leave with another guy.
As Donghae and Mia got into the location, Mia’s stomach was filled with butterflies.
“Okay, were here, the show is about to start so… I need to get ready. You can wait on our table. Your name plate would be there.” He said and Mia nodded, the venue was big and beautiful. Mia entered the hall and flashes of camera suddenly burst in, with Mia’s arm linked with Donghae’s; it caught the attention of the press and started asking questions frantically.
“Donghae ssi, who’s your date for today?”
“What’s her name?”
“Where did you meet her?”
“Are you two together?”
“Could this be another couple in the K-pop world?”
“Donghae ssi, please answer us! Otherwise the fans would be disappointed”
Despite those words, Donghae just smiled and waved for the cameras and Mia played along, it was hard to miss someone as beautiful as her, her red dress also stood out from the crowd. 10 minutes of entering the building she was already labelled as the ‘Mysterious Lady In Red’.

-

The night went on and TVXQ just finished their performance and the nominations are now being read by the MC’s. Donghae sat next to Mia and waited for the results along with the rest of Super Junior.
“Mia ssi, I’ll bet you TVXQ will win best album and we’ll win the best Dance song.” KangIn said. And the results were incredibly accurate. The stars took a break and started feasting on some food, Donghae was trying to get some food when the press suddenly mobbed him with questions once again.
“Donghae, will you now tell us about your date for tonight”
“She’s already made an impact on the audience, as the ‘mysterious lady in red’”
“Come on… tell us!”
The press were moving closer and closer towards him and he started to back away, Mia was also backing away from all the different woman trying to make a conversation with her, little did they know that they were going to have an accident again. As both bodies were slowly moving backwards, they met each other and rapidly turned making their lips brush together. It was like the photo booth incident all over again, except that it was not only Donghae who possessed the pictures, now the press and soon the public would have copies of the incident. Mia backed away and touched her lips. Why must it always be the wrong guy? JaeJoong was watching from the other side fuming, his thoughts were not clear, anger was taking over him and no control was in his head. He was way worse than a drunk man, he wasn’t thinking… just moving… JaeJoong suddenly…

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“Anger will never disappear so long as thoughts of resentment are cherished in the mind. Anger will disappear just as soon as thoughts of resentment are forgotten.”

~Anonymous~

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by **Tammy** on 10/30/2009, 11:45 am

JaeJoong was watching from the other side fuming, his thoughts were not clear, anger was taking over him and no control was in his head. He was way worse than a drunken man, he wasn’t thinking… just moving… JaeJoong suddenly dropped his plate on the table brutally and was on his way over to where my massive mob was. Mia was startled and stayed frozen staring at Donghae’s apologetic eyes. JaeJoong’s arms were like razor blades cutting through the crowd, no one had to get in the way of him and Mia now, not even if his career depended on it. “Move! Please people let me through!” when he finally reached the spotlight where the “newly found couple” was, he quickly grabbed Mia’s wrist and dragged her out of there without a second glance. More pictures were taken from the back and the crowd was left dumfounded, TVXQ followed after along with Donghae.
“Hey hey hey! JaeJoong! Where are you going with her?” Donghae hissed with threatening eyes
“I’m taking her home!” JaeJoong answered plainly
“I believe she’s my date”
“Not anymore.” JaeJoong found the will to stay calm even though he really wanted to punch his Dongseang in the face, but he didn’t want Mia to see that side of him. They ran out of the venue while the MC was in the middle of announcing their name for the Best Music Video of the year. Kissing Donghae, running out of the venue with JaeJoong and suddenly went AWOL sent the bees in the entertainment business buzzing for more honey. Everyone is now wondering what was going to happen the next day.

-

“DONGHAE IS TAKEN?” “NEW COUPLE FOUND! ONE IS JEALOUS?” “JAEJOONG OF TVXQ HAS A CRUSH?” “FORBIDDEN LOVE?” The headlines read as the angry manager slapped each newspaper on the glass table in the living room. TVXQ was gathered together along with Mia, their heads bowed down in shame, especially JaeJoong’s.
“Mia ssi, you should’ve been more careful! Something like this can change your whole life! Do you understand that?! I don’t want you to get in this mess!” the manager scowled
“I know Uncle, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean for this to happen.” She replied “I was only with Donghae as his date, not his girlfriend”
“WELL TRY SAYING THAT TO THE WHOLE WORLD!”
“Hyung!” JaeJoong stopped his manger from talking any further “if it was anyone’s fault it’s mine. Everything should be going well if I hadn’t pulled her out of there. I’m sorry”
“JaeJoong hyung, it was NOT your fault! It was clearly Donghae’s!!! He clearly set Mia up for that!” Changmin argued and Junsu, Yunho and Yoochun agreed making the whole raw even more chaotic.
“Shut up! Omo… I need some space” the manager exhaled and exited out of the apartment.
“At the ever so popular Music Awards last night, Donghae from Super Junior brought a date to impress in front of the cameras and fans but instead, the crowd was astonished by her stunning looks and the beautiful red dress that stood out like a red thumb. Half way throughout the ceremony, our team decided to get some answers from the leading man of the night: Donghae. However –as much to our happiness- what we received was even better than any answer a celebrity has ever given us. A kiss was performed surprisingly that gave us a chance to trigger something far from the ordinary. Lee Donghae is taken by the ‘Mysterious Lady in Red’ but wait… moments later; JaeJoong of TVXQ made his way through the press and dragged the ‘Mysterious Lady in Red’ out of the venue in a flash that sent questions to everyone who saw it. Is there something going on with Donghae and JaeJoong? Who knew that both bands had something in between them? Well, it’s a mystery to all of us that’s for sure.” Yoochun read out aloud, no one spoke for a moment as they let the awkward air escape towards the windows. Changmin got up annoyed and went to his laptop; he checked their fan sites and online clubs and all of them are already updated with the new astounding new. He clicked on OneTVXQ forum that covers European and American fans all over the world, which was also updated. He read the comments underneath the headlines and never was he so astounded.
“WTF? Mysterious lady in red MY ASS! That girl is a SLUT! I’m telling you now… spinning both Donghae and JaeJoong Oppa in the palm of her hands. I hate her!”
“What a two timer! >.< I feel sorry for Donghae and JaeJoong Oppa.”
“She IS a slut!”
“What a two timing whore”
“Donghae CAN’T be taken!”
“What a lucky girl…”
“This is so shocking! I totally screamed when I saw this in the newspaper this morning. What next?! I’m going to read about their bank accounts being empty?! That scheming goldigger”

Then, Changmin felt a soft warm breath at the nape of his neck; he turned to face Mia, who was now crying silently. Changmin immediately shut the laptop screen,
“They think I’m—a… a—Ahh… Aw.” Mia let the tears flow continuously without wiping them, probably because hands were trying their best to ease the pain in her chest. Too much information and the fast going events made a massive impact on her emotionally.
“AH! Oh my god! Don’t do this—not now… AAHH!” her heart ached so much that she was sent kneeling down on the floor, it was like any other attack really, the same pain, the same way she couldn’t breathe, the same way her vision would be blurred by the tears. JaeJoong ran up to her and carried her head upon his shoulders.
“Mia? What’s happening to you?” he asked but only screams and soulful cries escaped her lips, more seconds went by, more colours from her face quickly vanished turning her as pale as sheet.
“Mia?! Mia what’s happening?! Tell me! CALL FOR HELP!” he shouted
“Hyung, the ambulance is coming!”
“You’ll be fine Mia… I promise. Hang in there… please, I love you!” JaeJoong cried. He was on the floor hugging her head and kissing it. Mia heard the three most important words escaping from his kissable lips and was desperate to answer it, but nothing came out. The more she thought about it… it was impossible.

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~I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven~

~The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus~

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